Heart to Heart

"That's all?

I'm sitting on the bed under the duvet across from Dian, who told me her fragments of memories from last night, she doesn't remember much either.

"Yup" She Confirms.

Great, so I don't remember anything, she a little but not so much that I know anything useful, now that I'm afraid to leave the house, who knows what I've been doing.
But there is one more question.

"Do you normally sleep naked?

"Why are you asking?

"Just..please answer me"

"I normally sleep in my pajamas but you wouldn't let me put them on, I don't even remember why.

Curious Dian without underwear looks at me as if she doesn't understand what I'm getting at.
My headache is over, but it will probably come back soon.
Is she that innocent or stupid?
Innocent?...... Wait a second..... why do I feel like I haven't seen her drink alcohol?..... Is she even an adult?..... What if?!

I throw the duvet off the bed with her to make sure that....FUCK!!!
I couldn't hear the cries for help over the roar in my head.

"I'm sorry, give me your hand" I pick Dian up from the ground tangled in the duvet.

"Did you drink alco..." I don't have time to ask.

“What's all the commotion this morning? A man enters the door.

"Good morning paps, nothing is going on" She happily replies.

I'm probably going to have a heart attack, what could be worse than being caught by the father of an apparently underage girl with whom I'm naked in bed covered in blood? WHYYYY MEEEE?!!

"Come when you're ready, breakfast is ready" He leaves.

This should never have happened! This is not good!
If I leave, it will look like I abused her and the only thing waiting for me is jail.

"Come on, aren't you hungry? Dian pulls me out of bed.

"Wait, you can't go there naked" I try to stop her.

"Hmm maybe you could wear something" She says as if she normally walks in front of her parents completely naked every day.

I look at her as she looks in different closets for clothes to wear and now she doesn't seem so young to me.
Her body has nice adult curves, she also has long legs, but her breasts, hips and ass say otherwise.

"G morning" Her cheerful and childish greeting, deepened the pit in which I am.

"Good morning" Her parents who are sitting at the table answer together.

Terrified of what will happen next, I say hello and we sit together at the table, which has a buffet-style breakfast.

"Have something to eat, you must be hungry from the evening" Her mom encouraged.

Hungry from the evening? Don't tell me that.. The dark pit I was in deepened with those words.
Ugh... so, not only did I deprive a minor of her virginity, but her parents heard us? Kill me!

With shaking hands, I put a few slices of bacon, cheese and bread on a small plate.

"Would you like something to drink? Mother again.

"I.. erm" I'm having trouble speaking due to stress.

"I'm good" I manage to say.

I don't know why she asked me, when she put down a glass of juice for me anyway, for which I thanked her.

"You're welcome sugar" She smiles.

While Dian was stuffing herself as if she hadn't eaten for a week and at the same time swinging her legs like a child, my stomach was so tight that I didn't eat almost anything, luckily no one forced me and they didn't even ask me anything, although there's probably nothing they didn't already know.

Without looking her parents in the eye the entire time, me as a convicted criminal, crept into Dian's room, where Dian leads me like a guard while I wearing a pink prison tracksuit.

"Be nice to her" That was the only thing her dad said to me the whole time when Dian and I left the table.

I'm in a lot of deep shit, and the worst part is that it's all my fault.
I have no one to blame and yell at to... to get rid of the terrible pressure I feel.

As soon as I sit on the bed of the small room with pink decoration, I notice Dian taking off her clothes.

“Would you like to have some fun with me? She tells me completely naked as she stands in front of me and my throat tightens.

She kneels in front of me with her hands on my knees and looks at me like I'm sick.
I feel like I'm going to jump out of the window at any moment. What did I do to deserve this?
I can see her luscious breasts when she kisses my forehead.
What can I do about it?
Is there anything I can do?

"You don't have a fever" She kneels down again.

“Are you feeling good? Dian fizzing.

The darkness engulfed me as well as my hearing.
I can feel my hand on my face but I can't see it.
I lie with pressure on my chest and wait to see if something changes, I try to feel around with my hands to see if anyone is around me, but the only thing I touch is the bed.

Where did Dian go? She was in front of me after all..... what happened to me?

“Is anyone here? I hear my voice.

But I can't hear anyone else.
That I just think I'm talking? Or is there really no one here?

"I'm here with you" Dian's tired voice.

“Where are you? My hands search the darkness.

The pressure that I have been feeling all the time has subsided and instead, I feel a coldness all over my body at the sound of the duvet being removed.
My hands felt the skin of the hot body that had been lying on top of me under the covers a moment ago.

"How are you feeling? Dian asks while I have deja vu.

"What happened? Why can't I see anything? Her hands grab mine.

"Because it's night silly, a little while after we came to my room, you passed out and slept all day, I'm glad you're awake, I was worried about you"

Naked Dian lies back on top of me and covers us with a thick duvet and I feel her cuddling me.

"Diane?

"......"

The next day wasn't much less of a disaster, I couldn't leave the house due to heavy rain and a gale.
Fortunately, her parents weren't interested in getting to know me, so it was just Dian and I... I can't say that it would be a win.

I almost had to fight her to get her to get dressed, which wasn't funny because she's really strong.
I have nothing against board games, but playing the same one for half a day almost killed me, but board games were the only thing that kept me from falling to the floor from exhaustion.
She is a crazy hyperactive animal that no one seems to have tamed and everything is a game for her, I don't know how long I can last!

I'm like a toy for her and she's a tireless dog, always playing and fooling around, chasing and pulling, sometimes I feel like she's going to kill me!

When it gets dark again, I hope that the only thing Dian will think about is going to sleep, but my pleas were not heard.

"Run! Dian is calling me.

“Hurry! Hurry! Dian laughs.

"Where are we running?

"I said it's a secret" Cheerful Dian dances while running and waves her hands as if she's catching raindrops, she looks lovely.

I've never met anyone with such stamina, I'm no wimp myself, but she's crazy all day, running ahead of me like she's done nothing all day, full of strength and a beautiful smile that shines even in the moonlit darkness.

We run up a hill in the forest, at the top of which there is a small lake surrounded by the forest.

"Where are we? I look fascinated at the crystal clear lake into which a small waterfall falls.

"This is Lake Wha" She talks with her back to me as I walk towards her and the lake.

"That's a weird name, why is it called that?

“WHAAA! I scream as Dian pushes me into the lake.

After emerging, I watch her rolling on the ground laughing, I admit that this was very funny.

"But this game is for two"

I jump out of the lake, grab her and throw her almost into the middle of the lake with her clothes on.
But it was probably not a good idea, because she immediately drowns and calls for help.
I immediately jumped into the water but I couldn't see her, although the water is clear, but because of the lack of light I can't see her anywhere.
I wanted to dive down and look for her under water, but at that moment the water suddenly rose and Dian, laughing madly, jumped on my back and drowned me.

After a while of splashing, diving and frolicking in the water while laughing out loud, we calmed down and sat down on the grass in front of the lake.

"I had a great time today, thank you for being with me Sky" Diana's voice turns serious.

"Did I have a choice? I laugh.

Dian doesn't hesitate to join me as we watch the rising moon illuminate the shimmering lake in the middle of the forest.

"I've never laughed so hard with anyone else" I confess.

She looks at me again like when we met for the first time and I asked if something was bothering her.

"Why are you looking at me like an abandoned puppy? I ruffle her long pink hair.

"Did you seriously have fun with me? The entire ethnosphere has changed.

"Sure, you're a beast and sometimes you go overboard, but I had fun with you" I try to figure out what's wrong with her all of a sudden.

"Are you saying you wouldn't mind spending time with me every day?

"Of course not, you're a nice girl, I like you" I hoped I said it nicely, but instead of a smile she started to wipe away tears.

"I'm sorry Dian, did I say something wrong? I didn't mean to hurt you"

"I'm so dumb..Snif"

"What's happening?

“You can't be so nice when you don't know anything about me! Angry cry.

What just happened? That I would say something again that sounded different than it should have?
I stopped thinking the moment I noticed she was shivering, it was only a matter of time before we got cold from the cold water and air.

"You're right, I don't know much about you, but I've grown fond of you in the time we've spent together" I hug her from behind to warm her while she hugs her knees.

"You...Snif..you wouldn't have said that if you knew what I did to you and I can't keep quiet anymore when you're like this"

"What could you do to me?

"Promise you won't get angry? She calms down a bit, but shakes more.

"I promise" I don't understand what this is about.

"I faked it on you" A moment of pause, but she continues before I could say anything.

"The day we were at the party..... I.. cry.... I put drugs in your cupcake" She stops talking for a moment due to the increasing crying.

"Then I took you to my house, undressed and pretended that we had sex so that you wouldn't run away and stay with me for fear that I'm underage" She can't control the crying anymore.

I can't believe what I'm hearing, all the stress until I passed out was her game?!
I feel the anger rising, but Dian shaking in my arms like a little puppy snaps me out of it.

"Why did you do that?

"I was afraid you'd reject me, that..Snif.. that you'd never want to be with someone like me"

"Why did you think that? After all, I'm not superficial?

"I KNOW! But everyone did and I couldn't bear another rejection, no one wants to be friends with me, everyone just pretends to be nice, but I know it's just a pretense, I'm a walking disaster and everyone around the corner gossips about me.
You are the first to praise and appreciate me, no one else did, as if everything I do is the worst!! She stops the passage of emotions.

I understand how she feels and I know the pain of being an outcast, with something that doesn't fit and is extra.
I hug her whole and press her to me, I press her tightly so that she feels me.

"I think you're amazing and the only reason others don't accept you is because they don't deserve you" I tell her with my head resting on hers.

"Same goes for you" She finally smiles and wraps her arms around me.

A sudden cold rain pulled us out of our moment and we are already quite frozen due to the low temperature, we run through the forest in the direction of the house.

We're lying in bed together under the duvet, bone-chilling, laughing at how our teeth are chattering.

"AH! You're so cold, don't touch me" Dian clings to me.

"You're not going to let me freeze, are you?

"So get dressed"

"I don't want to get out of bed, warm me up!

"Do not touch me!

"Don't keep all the heat to yourself!

"NOOOAAAAHHH!!

The pink animal warms up to me as if I were a radiator.
Her cold body clinging to me, and she is definitely not going to let go of me.
After lying down for a while, when we finally warmed up a bit, Dian didn't say a word the whole time, I thought she fell asleep.

"Sky, I would like to ask you something"

"If it's about me not warming you enough, I'll throw you off the bed" I said as a joke because I was taken aback by her serious tone.

"You didn't tell me anything about what I did to you"

"I'm here with you, isn't that enough?

"No, tell me something please"

"I don't know what to tell you about that"

"that you forgive me and won't leave me, that I won't be alone here in the morning"

Even though I know how she must have felt and her reasons for it, it doesn't change how crazy it is.

“How did you get blood in the bed and between your legs?

"It was just red dye"

"You're an incredible animal, if you promise not to do this to anyone else, I'll forget about it." I stroke her head.

"I promise! She'll hug me.

She moves to me, wrapped in a duvet, she sits on my stomach, but because she exposed me, I pull her to me so that I don't get cold.

"Where are you climbing? I ask as I press her to me.

She doesn't answer me, I just feel her hot breath on my neck.
When it looks like she's going to speak, she just makes a sound and goes silent again.
I want to take her off me, but she clings to me.

"One more thing" She says so quietly that even though her head is close to my ear I can barely hear her.

"I'm listening"

"Would it be okay with me to be there tomorrow as well?

"We can do something"

"Seriously?!

"Why not, I had fun with you"

"Would you spend every day with me?

"What is your point?

"I don't know how to say this…" Her hand runs down my body.

"Dian wait!

"I can't believe what I'm doing, but I feel that I need you, I want to start my life over... together.