Heart to Heart

“What do you think? Amber is waiting for the party dress to be appraised while she spins around and poses.

I decided that it's time to stop worrying so much about what might happen, I'll just jump straight into the darkness of the unknown, which is directly ahead of me.

"You look good, but I don't think it's your style, try these" I give her a dress from the hanger where other pieces are ready.

After trying for a long time to fit in with others as I am and it didn't work, I thought the only option was to change myself, but Amber showed me that it wasn't necessary.
I don't have to change, because it's all just a pretense, it's just a game for friendship that isn't worth any effort anyway.

“What about that dress over there? She's hopping on one leg in just her underwear as she takes off another dress.

It's been a few years since I've lived here, I've never met anyone who cares about friendship, for everyone here it's a word with no deeper meaning, a completely demolished word that has no power.

"Why are you looking at me like that? I notice that Amber is looking at me and still not getting dressed.

"Come to me please" She extends her hands to me in the changing room.

I'm not perfect, I also have my faults and the biggest one was that I tried to push away the only person who ever showed interest in me, who even though she lives in a completely different world and pretending is as natural to her as combing her hair, showed me what she really is.

"Is something wrong? Amber and I are hugging in the closed cubicle.

"No, I just needed it"

Amber, One of the most popular girls, an eternally cheerful scented vanilla who can make friends with a rock, a party-loving, boy-hunting girl, is actually incredibly sensitive and longs for nothing more than love, cuddles and real emotions.

"I'm glad you went with me to pick out clothes, I wouldn't rather go with anyone else, no one else would tell me the truth, they would just nod at me saying that a potato sack suits me" Amber laughs.

“What next? I'm carrying four full bags of clothes.

"I have to look at the shoes, then nothing else, I'll just go home and prepare"

"Don't you want to go check out the beauty shop?

"Why? You said you like me natural?

“Sure, but won't it have a bad effect on your popularity?

"I love when you care about me" She wraps her arms around my arm and hugs me.

If there's something I still have a problem with, it's not really cuddly Amber, it's the looks, everyone around me is looking at me like I stole something from them.
They act as if Amber belongs only to them and I'm stealing from them, it's strange that even the girls look at me like that.

"Don't run away from me" She waves cheerfully at me as she disappears into the bathroom door.

Leaning against the wall with my bags around my feet, I look around the busy hallway and think about what I'll have for lunch today.
I wish I could keep dreaming about the food, but I saw Amber's friends walking in my direction.
I grabbed my bags and immediately walked through the door.

"Please calm down, I'm sorry to be here, but I have no choice" I reassure the panicking girl who was washing her hands in the sink.

Fortunately, she is not hysterical and does not scream, although she is not thrilled that I am there, but in the end she left calmly.
Unfortunately, she was only pretending to be a heroine, as the door closed I heard a cry for help.

“Great, now what?

Knock Knock

“Miss, are you okay? The local security guard is knocking on the cabin door.

"What's going on here? Why are you bothering me here? She's acting upset.

"There's a dangerous man out there somewhere"

"Do I have it under the toilet seat? Leave me alone and go away, this is a women's bathroom, you have nothing to do here" She performs a first-class acting performance.

After checking the other empty booths, the security guard leaves the room.

"I wonder if you came here to hide from a dangerous person? Or are you a wanted person for coming in here because did you miss me? Amber smiles at me sitting on my lap.

"I could say both" My answer earned a kiss.

I don't think Amber was planning on giving me more than one, but one kiss led to another until it turned into something bigger.
There is no point in asking why it turned out that way, the sexual frustration that we both felt strongly was now fully manifested, it was only a matter of time before the need to finish what we denied last night returned.

A light blue T-shirt has fallen to the ground, Amber is sitting on my lap facing me and neither she nor I have the will to pull away.
With a soft pop, the bra loosens and falls to the floor along with my T-shirt.
We don't talk, there's no need, we both know very well what's on our minds, what we want and that it can't be stopped.
I hold tight and pull her ass cheeks and rub the bulging flap under her skirt.
Amber began to bite me passionately and not just a little, her hands run down my stomach and with a hasty movement she unbuttons my pants.
The sound of the zipper turned me into a lustful animal and I picked her up and crashed into the cubicle wall with her legs curled up in my arms.
Her hands went under my trunks and the flame of passion engulfed us in another furious volley of kisses.

Someone slammed the door snapped us out of our trance, and we suddenly realized where we are and what is happening.
I wouldn't believe that I would ever see Amber embarrassed, I don't think it's the first time... I really don't want to think about it.
Both scared of what happened to us, we started to get dressed and left the toilets as best we could.

Choosing shoes wasn't as nice as clothes, we didn't talk much, we didn't even get close, the whole thing was so weird, like we were afraid to even look at each other.

"Sir, something is leaking here" The saleswoman hands me a napkin.

"Thank you" I reply as I look in the mirror in the shoe store.

I couldn't believe my eyes, I must have unconsciously suppressed the pain, but I have bloody bites on my neck, arm, even on my chest.

"You're pretty wild" I laugh at Amber as I wipe the blood off myself.

"I'm sorry" She says very sadly with her head down and a suspiciously large distance away from her.

I call her to me with my hand and then hug her with one arm.

"Are you afraid of me?

"I'm afraid of what I might do to you next"

"Come on, it's nothing"

"But it is! I completely lost control, it was like someone else was controlling my body and I was just watching" Amber says and then I press her to me to calm her down.

"That never happened to you? It can happen to anyone"

"It didn't happen and when I think about it, it scares me"

"Don't worry, I'm here for you, you haven't hurt me and you won't" I kiss her forehead in a flood of golden hair.

After some food, we finally went to buy food so that I would have something at home, I was surprised when Amber offered to pay for it and she immediately put a lot of junk food and other food in her basket.
I didn't ask why she was doing it, I suspected what it was about and it was confirmed to me right after she paid.
Amber took it to mean that she intends to spend a lot of time at my place, she is very funny, apparently she does not intend to leave me even for a minute.
Which changed within a minute.

"I have to go home, it's just time to get ready, it starts in a few hours" Amber says as we walk towards the exit of the mall.

"At least I'll have some peace" I laugh.

"Nope, you'll be extremely sad" She nudges me.

"Ma'am yes Ma'am"

"HA HA, very funny..... will you come see me?

"You said it wasn't a good idea" We walk through town.

"I didn't say that, I said it wasn't a good idea for us to go together as a couple, but that doesn't mean I don't want you there"

“How could we go there as a couple if we're not?

“I thought... you... what more do I have to do so you don't try to get rid of me? She says sadly.

"I'm not trying to get rid of you, not NOW, but that doesn't mean we're an automatic couple"

"So you liked me and you want to be with me? What do you like about me? It turns emotions into the opposite.

"It's fun with you"

"That can't be all" She tosses her thick, shiny hair.

"You smell nice too"

"You don't say anything interesting on purpose, how can I smell when I haven't used perfume since I slept with you?

"Because I can smell your natural scent"

"Oh.... thank you, no one ever told me that" She smiles sweetly.

After walking and talking for a while we came to an intersection where we hugged, said goodbye and kissed each other on the cheek, which didn't please Amber as she wanted a kiss on the lips.

I came home with a bag in each hand when it was getting dark outside.
I don't like it when the days get shorter, you feel like you get out of bed, have breakfast and it's dark.

I unpack the shopping from the bags, strip down to my naked body and finally I can enjoy peace and privacy.
When Amber was here, I couldn't walk around naked, I wouldn't do anything but push her away... Amber is a wild girl and eternally horny.
I should take advantage of the fact that she is not here and not think about her, have some peace just for myself.

In the shower, I look at the narrow wall mirror, which is from the floor to the ceiling, as the water flows over me, it turns red.
I wipe the fogged mirror and see several bites that are bleeding again.
That was the first time I felt real passion from Amber......

"Well, come on, can't I just put her out of my head for a while? The voice echoes in the room.

I don't like to be fashionable, so I only took my favorite shirt with a light hoodie, because as soon as the sun goes down, it's already cold and the only decent jeans I have.

When I walk through the city it is already dark and the only thing that illuminates the surroundings is a few lamps, overall there is not much light in this city.
I'm not in a hurry, I've been going out so that I have enough time to make it to the start of the party.

"See, I said it was him" Three figures stepped out of the shadows and stood in front.

"If you want money, I'll give it to you, there's no need for violence" Other characters are also behind me.

"We don't need money"

“So what do you want from me? I'm looking around for a place to run.

"HE STILL CAN'T GET IT HAHAHAHA" A girl's voice laughs.

"We'll beat you up a bit until you beg us to stop" They approach me.

"Please stop" I try.

"That's a cowardly piece of shit"

"Don't worry, it will only hurt a lot and then not at all" The person in front of me says, a long object appears in his hand.

"Why are you doing this? Don't you have anything better to do? I look back and see that I am approaching the wall.

There's no point in trying to talk to them, apparently they're eager to do so and my only option is to run away.
I stand with my back to the wall while surrounded by six people.
The tallest of them walks up to me, because of the darkness I can't see anyone's face and I don't know their voices.

"You don't have to be ashamed to cry" He mocks me.

As I wait to see what happens next, I see that everyone don't assume I'm going to try to run away and just stand around.
The pole whizzes through the air and I jump back, only for the attacker to react and take a swinging step towards me.
I hit the wall with no way to run, while a pole comes crashing down on my head from the side.

With dust and plaster falling to the ground, the assault weapon bounced right next to my head against the wall I was leaning against.
I took advantage of the attacker's momentary inattention and ran to the others blocking my path.

I knock down the smaller figure in front of me with one kick and run away, amid the screams and hateful calls of my pursuers.

They chased me around town for a long time before I managed to lose them.
I don't understand what this is about, there have never been any gangs or crime here, so why all of a sudden?

"Do you see him anywhere?

"No, I guess the coward ran away"

"He must be here somewhere, look around!

"Just screw him, I don't want to spend the whole night looking for some jerk"

"Look for him and don't piss me off!

"Why? You didn't even tell us why we're doing this!

While they were arguing, I slipped away through the back alleys.
I quickly approach the house from which the music is coming, I quickly look to see if I'm dirty and go inside.

Really, almost everyone is here, I immediately saw Rarity who is tall and everyone is making a circle around her like hungry fish.
I immediately remember the last meeting and I prefer to go further before she notices me and come across a group of girls who are looking at me carefully and whispering something to each other.

"Don't you want to have a drink with us" One of the girls says as I walk past them.

"Yeah come hang out with us"

"No thanks, I'm looking for someone" I continue walking.

"Don't be such a cracker, you will find out that our company will replace anyone" She licks her lips as she looks at me from head to crotch.

The girls are pretty wasted already, which is strange, I don't think I'd come so late.
As I walk through the crowd, I notice that more and more girls are smiling at me and guys are frowning, which is half the nicer looks than I expected.

"Ladies and gentlemen, the most important part of our celebration is about to begin, because I, the GREAT and POWERFUL TRIXIE, have prepared a GREAT and POWERFUL performance for you" A girl in a witch costume calls from the stage into the microphone.

"Don't run from us" A crowd of girls are chasing me.

No matter where I look, I can't find Amber, is it possible that she's so sad that I didn't come that she's gone?

"Just come on stage and be amazed by my awesomeness, my skills will absolutely take your breath away"

"Girls, how about you go hang out without me? I'm tired of them hanging around me.

"You're not going to do that to us are you?

"Yeah, you wouldn't let us drink alone, would you? They squirm lasciviously, showing all the secrets of their bodies in little dresses.

I didn't listen to other arguments why I shouldn't leave them alone, I went on, I have only one reason why I'm here and nothing more.
I can't see her anywhere, I've gone through the whole house but she's nowhere, it's very strange, I take a cup from the snack table and pour something from a ceramic bowl, I never know what I'm actually drinking, all I know is that it's alcohol.
The young people here have a habit of mixing everything together, the only thing I get from it is a real headache and a crazy taste that I still feel for an hour, but it's true that it's worth it.

"And now welcome my GREAT and POWERFUL assistant"

I snap when I see a purple haired tall woman approaching me before she notices me I run away.
This is not going to go well, maybe I really shouldn't have come here.

“What are you doing here? He calls from behind me.

"Nice to see you too Jade" I cross my arms over my chest at a familiar face.

“You know this party is invite only? How about you stop climbing where you don't belong and get out?” He straddles his shoulders to look tough.

"I told you last time, take care of yourself, whether I should be or not is my business" I'm not going to let myself be humiliated like last time.

"Shut your trap! You're no one and you're going to be a tough guy on me?! He approaches me angrily.

"I'd like you to ignore me today, I'm not in the mood to argue with you like a woman"

"You're lucky I have expensive clothes, otherwise I'd sweep the ground with you" Dangerously, Jade, who is known for her tight black pants, leaves.

I lean against the wall and remind myself again why I'm here, I'll just find her, say goodbye to her and leave, nothing more.

AAAHH..!

Someone seems to be enjoying themselves in the toilet cubicle, classic.
I turn around and leave when something stabs me in the back.

"Don't run away from me baby, I have so much more for you" Male vice.

AHHHhhhmm.....

My heart stops, no.. that's not happening right now.
I go to the cabin and listen to see if I heard wrong, but the sudden moan was unmistakable.
In a sudden fit of rage, I kick open the door of the cabin, which the guy slams on his back until he falls to the ground and reveals to me the well-known bulging ass that was covered by the guy.

It hurts and the fact that she's so drunk she can't even stand up on her own doesn't help.

"Thank you for the invitation, happy birthday, I have a present for you, but somehow I don't feel like giving it to you anymore, it's hard to say why" I say calmly with my hands clenched into fists to the girl sitting on the ground who is looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"I..I..I..I" Was all I heard between sobs before I slammed the bathroom door shut.

An aura of hatred for the whole world, but mainly for myself, that I let myself be broken and let someone like her get close to me, literally overflows around me.
I take another cup and drink it all at once, even though I know it won't dull the pain.
I join the dance party where the girls who used to annoy me, who are now wrapped around me like snakes, also dance.
I hear Trixie performing more tricks followed by cheers.

"Are you kidding me?!! What the fuck is this? Says my old acquaintance with a gelled head.

"I said he's here, he's been kind of rude lately" Jade with black pants.

"Wasn't it enough for you last time? Do you want me to repeat it to you? A gelled head makes a hero.

I stop dancing and come up to him with the cup, finish the cup and crumple it up.

"How about you go boo someone else bitch" I throw a plastic cup at his gelled head.

This angered him so much that he punched me in the face and knocked me to the ground, thanks booze slows down reflexes, but it also has its advantages, I don't feel pain.
I get up and wipe my face with my eyes fixed on him.

"I assume you have that kind of stamina in bed too, you slide it in and you're done" I laugh at the completely stupid joke while I'm standing a few centimeters in front of him.

He braced for a second blow but I won't give him a chance to hit me, now he's rolling on the ground with a broken bloody nose after I headbutted him.

"You fucked up!! Jade roars as he runs up to me and gives me a few punches.

"WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?!" Rarity called out.

While I wipe my dewy lip, I look at Jade who is stiff as if his mom was threatening him.

"Stop that right now, this is a celebration not fight club!

Disinterested, I leave without looking at Rarity.
I tentatively sit down at the bar and continue to get drunk with a glass of another mix of alcohol.

"Trixie would like to thank you for the invitation to this wonderful celebration, which together with my lovely assistant Starlight, we could enrich with our show and especially with our presence"

"Where is the birthday girl? Amber come to us and.... what?..... That'll be it for our performance, so lets get this party started!

"I see you're not having a good night either? A familiar voice calls out.

"It could be better" I answer the pink hair.

“What happened Sky? She sits closer.

"What if you started first, I don't really feel like talking right now" I smile sadly at Dian.

"How can I say it, when we met, you motivated me a lot not to give up and so I tried, I baked goodies for this celebration, but no one liked it" She sits sadly.

"Do you like it?

"I think it's good"

"So where's the problem? Fuck them, the important thing is that you like it" My words comforted her until she smiled slightly and handed me a cupcake.

"I made this one for you, I thought you'd be here"

I look at the colorful creamy cupcake sprinkled with rainbow sprinkles and take a bite.

"That's delicious, did you really bake it yourself?" I eat the rest until I'm almost licking my fingers.

"Did you really like it? She lights up like sunshine.

“Yeah, it was perfect, how could anyone not like it?

"Aren't you just saying that to make me happy?

"No, seriously it was great"

"Thank you" Before I knew it, Dian was hanging around my neck and hugging me.

"You can't imagine how long I've wanted to hear those words" A low sad voice comes from her.

I hug her and I feel tears falling in my eyes, all the pain is released in that one hug, I squeeze her tighter, I feel Dian caressing and comforting me without knowing what is happening.
It's nice to have someone who understands what it's like to be an outcast, what it's like to be sad and have no one to comfort or listen to me, that's exactly what we both feel the same way.

I don't even remember when we stopped hugging, it seems like an eternity and it's already morning.
Something is wrong, but what is it? Headache? Or because I'm not at home? .................. I know one thing for sure, I know whose house I am at.

I look around the pink room.
I look at Dian who is quietly breathing, lying next to me in a T-shirt under the duvet with her hand on my bare chest.
I don't want to believe that it really happened to me, but the fact that we are in bed together does not mean that we did things together... there is no doubt about that.
I feel her thigh with my hand, after which I feel her naked side, which is enough for me as proof that we slept together.
My hand that I was touching her, in now trapped between her thighs.

"You tickle me hee hee hee"

"Sorry, I didn't want to wake you up" I feel ashamed that I touched her.

“How are you feeling? She is lying on the pillow next to me.

"It could be better, I have a headache"

"Then I have something for you" She smiles.

With those words, she jumps out from under the duvet and rushes out of the room, to which she returns in a minute and jumps on me.
That girl probably doesn't know what bashfulness is, or she doesn't realize that she has no underwear and is wearing only a T-shit that doesn't cover her, especially when she's sitting on top of me with her legs spread.

"Say AAAA" She puts a spoonful in my mouth.

Slurp...

"Yuck! That is so freaking sweet" I squirm under Dian who heads for another spoonful.

"No way! I don't want another one" I can say it, but I have no way to defend myself, my hands are under the duvet on which Dian is sitting.

"Come on" She puts another spoonful to my mouth, which I reluctantly drink.

Dian cheerfully closes the bottle and carries it to the bedside table on all fours.

"Dian don't you mind that you're almost naked? I look away from her naked ass.

"Why should I mind? if it bothers you, I'll get dressed, you'll have to give me back my undies first" She sits down before me.

I was about to say something, but her words completely took the wind out of my sails, so I shut my mouth and put my hand down.

"Why are you so quiet all of a sudden?" She giggles and pokes me cheerfully.

"How did I get to your house? And where are all my clothes?