Spirit of Dying

Visiting hours had ended, along with the day. Princess Luna's moon hung in the sky, casting shadows on the hospital walls. Pinkie Pie lay awake in the middle of the night. She was tired, the bags under her eyes proved it. She started to drift off to sleep, when his voice entered her head.

"Scream, and I'll kill you and the brats"

She shook her head and pinned her ears. His voice, his smell, the way he moaned when he entered her. Everything was stuck in her head, replaying behind her closed eyes.

"Heh, so I'm your first."

Pinkie let out a silent sob as she bit down on her pillow. She could practically still feel him as he had stolen her virginity.

"Aww, look at them. There so cute. It makes me want to vomit."

Why couldn't he just shut up?! She just wanted to sleep, to try and forget. Pinkie Pie clenched her eyes shut and slammed her hooves over her ears. Tear slid down her face as she sniffled.

"Uh, hi! You must be Pinkie Pie-"

Everything stopped. That. . . was his voice, but where had she heard it before? Pinkie Pie sat up slowly, removing her hooves from her ears. Had. . . had she met him before. . . before he. . .

She thought back, trying to ignore the panic of reliving it. Pinkie focused on the details.

The stallion mounted her, his length pressing up against her. She could see small tufts of a light blue coat at the base. His green eyes shined in delight. . .

Where. . . she'd seen those color combinations. Heard that voice. . . but where?!

Pinkie Pie pranced over to Rainbow Dash. She was standing next to two of the wonderbolts. One was a male with green eyes and a light blue coat

Rarity dragged Pinkie down the steps, away from the Grand Galloping Gala. The group of mares passed by a young stallion. "Uh, hi! You must be Pinkie Pie-" She was pulled away by Rarity.

"Hey Pinkie Pie!" Rainbow Dash flew over and landed next to the pink mare. In her hooves was a rolled up piece of paper. She flicked it open to show a poster of a wonderbolt stallion. "I finally got my poster signed by Soarin!"

Pinkie Pie gasped. Soarin. As in Soarin the wonderbolt. The stallion who Rainbow Dash idolized. The stallion who raped her.

Pinkie Pie had planed on telling the police, she really had. Until she thought about what it might do to Rainbow Dash. One day of not telling anypony turned into two weeks of not telling anypony. The first week was spent mostly in the hospital. When she was released, she was taken home by Mr. and Mrs. Cake. The twins sat in her lap while she was wheeled around in a wheelchair. Two days after being home, she could walk on her hurt legs. She was still sore, and her insides ached when she walked, but it was bearable. Physically.

Mentally? That was a problem all by itself. Pinkie Pie was a ghost on her hooves. Her coat had lost some of it's color while her mane was a tangled mess of knots. Eating became a chore. Sleeping was nearly impossible. Flashbacks hit her day and night, sending her into a delirious fit. Somepony was always with her encase she went into a fit or panic attack.

Rainbow Dash was with her today. Currently, the rainbow colored mare was holding back Pinkie Pie's mane while she threw up in the toilet. She dry heaved a couple times before slumping down onto her flank. Rainbow Dash had gotten Pinkie to eat, only for her to become nauseous. Pinkie washed her face and stumbled into the living room, sitting down on the sofa. Rainbow Dash sat down next to her.

"It's not fair! Why did he do this to me?! I-I can't eat, I can't sleep! I swear I can still feel him inside me!"

Rainbow Dash frowned as she placed a comforting hoof on her friend's shoulder.

"I don't know why, Pinkie. But if the police don't find him, I will. I Pinkie Pie prom-"

"No! Please, don't- don't Pinkie Pie promise me that."

Rainbow Dash looked startled.

"But Pinkie, I can't let this scum stallion go unpunished. Hey, maybe the Elements of Harmony can turn him into stone."

Rainbow Dash nudged Pinkie Pie's side in a gentle joking matter.

"Dashie. . . I don't think I would be able to use my element."

"What? Why not?"

"Don't-Don't you get it?! I-I'm the Element of Laughter. I giggle at the ghosties. I-I can't giggle at this! I can't laugh and shrug this off! And it's all my fault! I-I wasn't s-strong enough to-to fight him off. I'm sill n-not strong enough to forget it!"

Pinkie Pie sobbed openly. Mr. Cake walked in from the front of the shop, having heard her crying through the door. Carrot Cake gently knelt down in front of Pinkie Pie while Rainbow Dash rubbed her back.

"Oh my little pie, you can't blame yourself for this. It wasn't your fault."

Pinkie Pie wiped at her eyes with her foreleg.

"I-I hate him! I hate him so much, and that scares me. I'm supposed to be friends with everypony, b-but. . . he scares me. Makes me want to curl up and die!"

Carrot Cake glanced at Rainbow Dash. The cyan pegasus was pale, staring wide eyed at Pinkie Pie.

"Rainbow Dash, would you please go get Cup Cake?"

Dashie nodded and galloped out of the room to go find Mrs. Cake. Carrot Cake got onto the sofa and sat down next to the pink mare. Pinkie Pie turned and wrapped her hooves around her only real father figure.

"I'm so scared. I-I don't think I can do this."

"It's okay, Pinkie. It's alright to be scared. We'll help you. You're a strong mare, not matter what you say."

Mrs. Cake walked in, Rainbow Dash wasn't with her. Cup Cake must have read his mind.

"Rainbow Dash is watching the twins for me."

Mr. Cake nodded. Cup Cake walked over and sat down next to Pinkie and joined in the hug.

"Mom. . . Dad. . . "

Mr. and Mrs. Cake looked at each other. Pinkie Pie wasn't their daughter by blood, or even by legal standards. However, Pinkie's real parents no longer talked to her after she had left the rock farm. So the Cake's had taken up the role. They loved her as if she was their daughter, and apparently, she loved them like parents. Cup Cake swallowed before talking.

"Yes sweetie?"

Pinkie Pie shuttered, burrowing her face into a sofa cushion.

"I-I think I may be pregnant."

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