Spirit of Dying
Pinkie + Pie
Previous ChapterNext ChapterSoarin stomped his hoof as he paced back and forth across his room. It wasn't his fault, he hadn't wanted to force her. He had originally broken in to just watch her. But when he saw her, he couldn't help himself. So he lied to her while he was taking her. Made it seem like he wasn't there for her. Oh, he just wanted her all to himself.
It's just that every attempt to get close to her was foiled. The pink mare was nearly impossible to find, let alone talk to. So Soarin came up with another plan. One that would make Pinkie Pie come to him. He'd go back to Ponyville. Find her, comfort her. She would fall in love with him, because there was no way that she knew it was him.
Pinkie Pie sat on the doctor's examination table. Carrot and Cup Cake were standing next to her, both hugging her as they waited. Next to Pinkie on the table were the twins. The two foals were silent, able to feel the air heavy with fear and sadness. The doctor walked in, holding a folder in his hoof. The doctor sighed and closed the folder.
"I'm sorry, Ms. Pie, but you are indeed pregnant."
Pinkie hiccup, trying to hold back her sobs. She covered her face with her hooves, shaking her head back and forth. Carrot wrapped his hooves around his little pie and held her.
"No no no, please no."
Cup Cake turned towards the doctor, a frown on her face.
"Why, may I ask, wasn't she given any morning after pills when she arrived after being raped?"
Cup Cake glared at the stallion, but he just flipped open the folder.
"Actually, she was given birth control after she had had the rape kit done. It's just that, sometimes, very rarely, the mare can still end up pregnant."
Mrs. Cake looked over at the pink mare before joining her husband in hugging her. The doctor stepped closer.
"Now, you are at about 6 weeks, so it's not too late to take another pill, but I recommend against it. Taking another pill at 6 weeks can be painful. I suggest surgery. I can get you an appointment later this afternoon. Quick and easy."
Pinkie Pie removed her hooves and looked up at the doctor.
"W-what?"
Cup Cake turned on the doctor.
"What do you mean, surgery?"
Mrs. Cake was daring the doctor to continue. Apparently, the stallion took it as an actual question and not a threat.
"Well, an abortion."
Pinkie Pie froze, eye wide with unshed tears. Mr. Cake hugged her tighter, pulling her away from the doctor. Mrs. Cake stomped over to the stallion.
"Now see here, Dr., you will not pressure her into a choice. Do not assume that she will-"
"I'll do it."
Everypony stopped and looked over at Pinkie Pie. Cup Cake chewed on her lip slightly before approaching.
"Are. . . are you sure, sweetie. This is a big decision. You should think about it before deciding."
Pinkie shook her head.
"I can't do this. Please. I'll. . . I want the a-abortion."
The doctor nodded.
"Alright. Come back at around 5:00 and we can have this done with in about half an hour."
Pinkie Pie sat in her room, alone. She was curled up on her bed, Gummy laying next to her. She glanced at the clock. 3:30. Pinkie took a deep breath before closing her eyes. She wondered how the abortion was done. Would she be awake for it, or asleep. Would it hurt? Would the foal feel the pain?
Pinkie sat up, shaking her head. She couldn't think like that. . . but. . . she needed to know. The pink mare sniffed slightly and headed down the stairs. Mrs. and Mr. Cake were at the kitchen table. Both looked over at Pinkie Pie as she descended the stairs. Pinkie shuffled her hooves and looked down at the floor.
"Um. . . I'm, uh. . . going to the library. . . "
Carrot Cake smiled slightly.
"Alright, sweetie. Be careful."
Pinkie could tell that they wanted to walk her to the library, but they knew she wanted to be alone to her thoughts. The element of laughter walked down three houses and knocked on the library door. Spike opened the door.
"Oh! Pinkie Pie!"
Spike swung the door open wide and stood to the side, inviting her in.
"Twilight! Pinkie Pie's here!"
Twilight stuck her head out from around a corner, her quill held up by her magic. The unicorn put down her work and trotted to her friend.
"Pinkie."
Twilight wrapped her hooves around Pinkie Pie, who returned the hug. Spike disappeared up the stairs, giving the mares some privacy.
"How are you?"
Twilight spoke softly, afraid of scaring Pinkie Pie.
"I. . . could be better."
"Oh."
Both mares stood in awkward silence before Pinkie spoke up.
"Twilight. . . I'd like to read some books about. . . abortions."
Twilight's ears stood up straight in surprise before flattening to her head.
"Pinkie-"
"Please, Twilight. I-I don't want to talk about it. . . I just. . . "
Twilight frowned but pulled a book down from one of the shelves. Pinkie Pie took it and walked over to one of the reading chairs and opened the book.
An abortion is the process of removing the living fetus from the uterus.
Pinkie Pie flipped forward, finding the page on how an abortion was done.
First, the abortionist will do an ultrasound to calculate the size of the fetus and it's position. Then a speculum will be inserted into the vagina, keeping it open for easier access. The amniotic fluid sac will be ruptured and drained. Then a cannula will be inserted into the uterus. The fetus will then be sucked to the cannula. The abortionist will move the cannula back and forth, removing the lower portion of the fetus. The upper portion is then similarly removed. The head, however, is to big to be removed by the cannula. The abortionist will then insert clamps and grab the free floating head. The head will then be crushed and the remaining fragments removed by the cannula.
Pinkie covered her mouth, swallowing harshly.
The. . . the foal was ripped apart?
The young earth pony quickly turned the page, but soon regretted it. It showed a diagram of a uterus. A set of clamps were in it, holding a severed head. The book slammed shut and was yanked out of her grasp. Pinkie Pie looked up to see Spike holding the book to his chest. Twilight was also reaching forward, as if she was also going to grab the book before Spike had. Twilight's magic encased the book and put it up on a shelf, at the top, not where it belonged. Just out of Pinkie's reach.
"Pinkie Pie, I think we should really talk."
Pinkie Pie nodded. Twilight sat down next to her and Spike crawled up on the other side. The baby dragon grabbed Pinkie's hoof and hugged it like a teddy bear. Pinkie Pie took a deep breath before she started to talk.
"I just found out. . . I went to the doctor today. . . he said that the m-morning after pill didn't work for me. He said that I'm p-pregnant."
New tears sprung up in her eyes. Her voice became slightly more hysterical as she continued.
"I-I made an appointment to get an abortion at 5. I-I can't. . . it-it wouldn't be right to let the foal live!"
Pinkie gasped and covered her mouth, startled just as much as Twilight was. Spike's spines on his back actually stood up in slight fear. Pinkie Pie swallowed before continuing.
"It would be wrong. . . wrong to let the foal live! It. . . it would know that it came to be from something so horrible! That it was unwanted! I can't do that to a foal, and I'm not ready to be a mommy!"
Pinkie sobbed into her hooves as Twilight rubbed her back.
"I understand, Pinkie. I really do, but you must also think about what this foal could mean. You don't have to raise it yourself. There are plenty of stallions and mares who would love to adopt. I. . . know why some mares have abortions, but I just don't agree with it."
Twilight looked over at Spike, who was wiping tears from his cheeks.
"The truth is, Spike was almost an aborted baby."
Pinkie drew back in surprise and looked down at Spike.
"His mother did not want any eggs, so she was going to smash them. She actually had smashed all the others before Celestia had come across her. Celestia took Spike's egg away before he could be crushed. His egg was then placed in the entrance exams as a fake test. Celestia couldn't get him to hatch, only a dragon could do that. She held onto the egg in hopes of him somehow hatching. It was a surprise that I hatched him."
Twilight hugged Pinkie close to her.
"My point is, it's your choice to make, but don't just think about the bad. Think about the good that could be as well."
Author's Note
Sad! Now before I get yelled at, I am pro choice, BUT I personally could never get an abortion. Every women as her own right to decide.
Also, I'm gonna ask:
Should Pinkie Pie get an abortion or not?
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