My year at Ponyville High

Sitting at home, reading the time like it was an encyclopedia full of knowledge that I wanted to consume. It read 9:45. I should have left five minutes ago, but I couldn't. I had something in the back of my mind, yelling at me to go to my detention. But my heart was telling me to blow it off and just stay home, where I may go back to my dreamland where nothing was complicated and no ponies teased me, ever. Actually in my dreamland no ponies had cutie marks either. It was beautiful, plain, old, non-talented ponies… silly dreamland.

I sighed, me thinking about my dreamland had brought me five minutes into the future. I got up at eight o’clock today and I was about to have done it all for nothing. No I really should be getting to my detention, I mean I could have done my homework… but who the hay wants to do homework on their first week of school back? Definitely not Passion Berry.

Without realizing it I had just closed and locked my front door behind me. Yeah I was going to be late. Yeah I was probably going to get more detention. But to be honest anything was better than being alone in that house by myself. I have no parents. I have no siblings. I have been alone all my life, abandoned at birth. It’s like my parents knew I would be a failure… No I can’t think like that, just because I have no cutie mark does not mean I am a failure. Deep down I hate being alone, because I have had it that way all my life so the little interaction with other ponies would make me realize what I was missing. I choked a tear back remembering being in the orphanage, hoping that my day to be the pony picked would come. But it never did, and so I would never have a true family until I make my own. And with the way my love life is, will be never.

I stopped at the door to the classroom. Looking for the time, I was 30 minutes late!? How in Equestria did that happen?! I thought I would be 10 minutes late if that! I only live right down the road.

I cleared my throat and opened the door slowly and quietly hoping maybe I could sneak in. I know I dream of big things. I sat at my desk avoiding eye contact with my teacher who was giving off a very scary vibe.

She was tapping her hoof on the desk to mimic a "tick-tock" sort of beat. She then stood abruptly, slamming her hooves on the desk, “Do you have any idea how late you are?!”

I didn't say anything, only glancing side to side.

“You know this is my weekend too?! I don’t want to be cooped up in a classroom on my days off babysitting some…” she paused and then smiled cruelly, “Foal.”

I breathed a sigh of relief; I definitely thought she was going to call me blank flank.

“So…” she reverted back to her normal, non-threatening tone, “Give me your best excuse and if I am pleased with it I will let you off the hook.”

I gulped loudly, my eyes darted all over the room. Do I tell her the lazy truth or go with a make believe scenario… I have a good imagination. Let’s go with that, “Well, while I was walking here, I found a bit just lying on the ground, naturally I figured today would be my lucky day so I went to the arcade, after inserting my bit into ‘Changeling Invaders’ I then worked my way to the very last level, where I had multiple ponies gather in awe as I was about to beat the un-beatable. Glancing over to the side for a split second I noticed I was running very late and thought of my poor teacher who was waiting so eagerly to spend time with me,” Cheerilee blushed as I said that part, “and I could not bare to hold her up on her day off, how rude and un thoughtful of me!” I slapped my forehead against my hoof as a sign of punishment, “I am so sorry teach, can you ever forgive me?!” I begged, clasping my hooves together.

She was a smiling now, I took that as a good sign, she shook her head and chuckled, “I guess that will suffice…” she lowered her voice, “for now…”

Cheerilee walked over to my desk and slammed a piece of paper on my desk, “Homework?”

She gave me a quick smile, “Sure.”

I got to work on the piece; it was more of an informant sort of paper, like a survey form I guess. The questions on it were personal, some a little more personal than they should have been. The one in which I was stumped on was, ‘Sexual preference, Mare or Colt?’ I mean I had never had an interest in either, do I leave it blank or just circle both? After several moments of thinking about this odd question I just circled both I mean, it’s not I don’t like them, it’s just I’m not really interested in that kind of stuff.

“Done.”

Cheerilee had apparently been in a daze staring at me, when my sudden completion yanked her out of it. She came and collected the paper from my desk, before returning to hers eagerly reading my homework.

I sat and waited what felt like forever, watching my teacher intently trying to figure out what she was thinking. This homework was strange, the fact I don’t remember the sheet being that personal when she first handed it out seemed odd to me. I figured it must be so she can keep track of her students’ lives outside of school. Miss Cheerilee was certainly an amazing teacher, I've never known a teacher to be so passionate about their job, and so caring of their students at the same time. Yeah she may have gone off at me about being late on her weekend, but honestly who could blame her, I know I would have done the same thing.

Cheerilee looked up at me, her lip quivering and eyes glazier than normal. “Passion Berry… C-come here please…” she gestured.

Had I done something wrong? Did I write something bad about her on it and forgotten? I walked over awkwardly and sat on my hind legs beside her. She turned and looked at me, tears now free falling down her face.

“Y-you have no one. You have no pony in your life to love you? you have no parents? Not even a sibling? I saw what you wrote in the family tree section and how you just wrote your name and the rest with question marks,” she bit her hoof to stop herself from choking, “And you live alone? You are only 17… how is this possible?”

“Its amazing that I am the first orphan to make it into the teen years… they never thought that far ahead so no they are setting me up in life so I can have the chance to be as great as anypony even though my whole life I have had well… nothing.” I had to be strong, I didn't think this would be that emotional, but it is.

“I don’t get it, you are the perfect kid, you are so lovable and yet no one has adopted you… I’m sorry I gave you such a silly task of filling this sheet out, I didn't think you would go into such detail in the life section…”

“It’s okay, to be honest you are the first to ever ask me about it… sort of… if you can count that,” I chuckled, causing her to nervously chuckle too.

“I just never imagined anything like this is all,” she glanced over to the clock on the wall, “We still have an hour left, I tell you what I will give you the choice, you can go home right now… or you can stay here and we can watch a movie in the staff room and we can eat popcorn too!”

I pondered this for a moment, I could be free and go home and go watch a movie by my lonesome… or I could watch it with my teacher and eat popcorn… It could be worse, “Yeah that sounds amazing Miss Cheerilee-“

“Just call me Cheerilee, because at the moment I’m not your teacher… I’m your friend” she gave a coy smile.

I smiled warmly, this was the first sign of warmth I've gotten in a long time… I haven’t had someone be this nice to me since… never mind I don’t want to think of it.

“Follow me,” Cheerilee gestured and started to walk out of the room.

I quickly rushed after her, and after a few moment we were there. In the staff room there was the biggest couch I have EVER seen as well as a fridge, microwave, sink and a projector reel.

“How is this place so amazing?!” I asked, awe struck.

She chuckled and raised an eyebrow, “Oh you poor thing, so innocent you can’t see the evil that lurks within here.” Cheerilee joked.

“ Ha Ha, very funny.” I plonked my plot down on the mega couch, it was so comfy it was sickening.

Cheerilee after a few moments of moving around the room had managed to get the movie running and popcorn ready at perfect time.

Cheerilee sat next to me on the couch, the movie we were watching ‘Daring doo and the Crystal Skull”, I have never really been a fan of action movies, but I was enjoying the company so I was content. Although I noticed at the beginning of the movie Cheerilee was at least a legs length away from me but now she was a little less than a hoofs length away, and scooting closer. And then everything that had happened yesterday shot back into my mind.

How could I have forgotten something like that?! It wasn't something that should be forgotten easily. Remembering the sight of Cheerilee's marehood made me quiver, not knowing if out of fear or excitement. I must have locked that far into the back of my mind and thrown away the key, only to just find this imaginary key again when my teacher started to close the proximity between us. WHAT WAS I THINKING!? Part of me wanted to get up and run when another part wanted to see if it were just my imagination… as well as see how the movie finished.

I was jumped out of my train of thought when I felt Cheerilee rest her head on my shoulder, “You know you are a special young mare? Right Passion Berry?” she said in a slight whisper, that made me want to melt it was so smoothing and reassuring.

“Umm… I guess heh…” I cleared my throat awkwardly. I am definitely not used to this sort of attention, so sweet and innocent, yet at the same time it felt so darn naughty.

I felt her hug close to the side of my body, wrapping my foreleg in her hooves affectionately.

What was I doing? Hmm maybe she’s just being ‘teacherly?’ I could feel my face getting incredibly hot, was I sweating? I sighed into Cheerilee's mane, and decided I may as well just deal with it, I've just got to keep reminding myself that this is better than being alone, even if my teacher has other plans on the agenda then just spending genuine time with me.

I breathed in the scent of her mane whilst she lay on my shoulder, it smelt like daisies, fresh ones. I think she felt me smell her, because she gave a soft quiver. I tried to shuffle away a bit to maybe get a little breathing space, as I couldn't tell if me breathing into her mane was annoying, but as I tried I felt her hug my foreleg tighter so that I couldn't move away. In the end of it I somehow ended up closer, so close in fact that if I were to look down our muzzles would touch.

She snuggled into my neck, and this was hitting me how intimate all this was, and if another teacher were to walk in here Cheerilee could be in real trouble, “Where are all the other t-teachers?” I asked.

“Oh none of them really like to come in on weekends, apparently I’m the only willing to put those extra hours in…” And with that she looked up at me, our muzzles almost touching, “So we are completely alone.”

And with that she leaned in only slightly, but it was enough for our lips to touch, and with that I had my first kiss. It was like a bucket of hot fire had been thrown onto my face, I was blushing fiercely. This was not how I had planned my first kiss to go down, but it was perfect all the same. I felt like a flame had just been ignited within my chest and it craved more… It needed more. I pushed my tongue forward out of instinct and almost immediately it was passed from my mouth into Cheerilee's, I wanted to explore everything within her mouth, as she did mine, I could tell how eager she was hardly being able to control her tongue as it thrashed around within my mouth. I wrapped my hooves around her neck and pulled her as close to me as possible. She gladly obliged. After several moments of fireworks blasting from all corners of my brain, ignited from the passion of this kiss, I pulled back panting heavily.

“Th-that was amazing… Miss Cheerilee…” I said between breaths.

She took a deep and long breath to calm herself, then looked down my body hungrily before stopping at my flank, her eyes widened and she beamed the biggest smile at me, “I would hope so, because I think you just found your special talent! And I said, just call me Cheerilee.” She winked.

“Oh ha-ha, I couldn't have been that good of a kisser, it was only my first time.” I blushed.

She blushed too, “That was good for a first time, but that’s not what I meant silly!” she said and pointed a hoof towards my flank.

I turned to look and it hit me like a sack of bricks, I jumped for joy and started to gallop around the couch excitedly, “I GOT MY CUTIE MARK!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!” I screamed, then stopped abruptly, “Wait!” I looked down at my flank, rubbed my eyes then back down again.

“What’s wrong?” Cheerilee asked concerned.

“Are you serious?!” I screamed at my flank, “A love heart?! SERIOUSLY?! A lousy love heart, I mean no flowers no nothing but a stupid love heart… I WAITED THIS LONG FOR A HEART!?” my anger was flaring, so plain and boring my cutie mark, I sighed and calmed myself down, at least now I won’t be teased anymore… or will I?

What was my special talent? Was it kissing? Was it Love? I was so confused, and by the look on Cheerilee she was too.

“I-I don’t understand PassionBerry? What’s wrong?”

“It’s just, I didn't expect after waiting this long… I didn't expect it to be this simple…” I sighed, “Don’t worry Cheerilee, I just don’t even get what my special talent is, you know? I-I just need time to think…” I rubbed my hoof to my temple.

“About what?” she asked upset.

“About this, about us… about everything!” I yelled and ran out the door.

I felt bad when I heard her call out, I couldn't quite hear what she said and at this point I didn't care. I was running and didn't know where, I just needed to be alone. The reason I was with Cheerilee in the first place was to avoid being alone, and now I wanted nothing but it. I had run for what felt like in my mind forever but in reality must have only been 10 minutes. I stopped on the path and couldn't handle it anymore, I started crying and breaking down. My body refused to move into the bushes close by so nopony would see me, leaving me out in the open of Celestia knows where, balling my eyes out. What was I doing? What did I do? I kissed my teacher?! And I enjoyed every second of it… I definitely smell like I enjoyed every second of it… But it’s wrong! I’m a student! She’s a teacher! I cried harder. A week ago I wasn't even thinking about this kind of stuff, and now I have a cutie mark to prove I cant stop thinking about it! It may have just been a kiss, but now I have an urge that needs to be satisfied, an itch that need to be… scratched. What am I thinking! What is wrong with me!?

I kicked the ground, and fell onto my back, sobbing into my hooves. After a few more moments of me arguing in my head and sobbing aloud, I heard something above me, someone clearing there throat and saying something so soft it was quieter than a whisper.

“P-pardon?” I asked, as I tried to regain myself, I took my hooves away from my eyes, wiping away tears as I did so.

I was taken aback from the sight of a beautiful yellow Pegasus with long pink hear, smiling nervously over my head, “I-I’m sorry, but you are crying awfully loud and waking up all my pets, I was wondering if you wanted to come in and tell me what’s wrong miss…?” she said timidly.

“Passion Berry… my name is Passion Berry, and I would love to come in.”

“Yay!” she squeaked, “By the way my name is Fluttershy… it’s nice to meet you Passion Berry…” she said helping me to my hoof and leading me to her cottage.

It was an adorable little cottage and there were little critters all over the place… I’d always loved animals, and I’d a long time ago hoped they would be the cause of my cutie mark… guess I was wrong. Fluttershy held the door open and ushered me through, I walked in and as I walked past I felt eyes on my flank. Still even with a cutie mark ponies still looked… I guess it really must be sexy, I joked to myself.

We went and sat on the couch, an all too familiar setting, but there was nowhere else to sit unless I wanted to sit on the floor… which did look quite appetizing.

“So umm… what was wrong to make you, uh, cry so much? If you don’t mind me asking?” she said while blushing, why was she blushing?

“Are you sure you want to know?” I asked and she nodded and smiled eagerly, “Okay then, but don’t say I didn't warn you…” and I then went on to telling her everything, I was only going to say certain parts so Cheerilee wouldn't get in trouble but FlutterShy was so eager to listen, and I was so eager to talk to a pony who was so eager to listen.

“…And that’s it, that’s how I ended up in front of your cottage crying, so what do you think?” By the time I finished explaining everything, from the bullying all the way til now, Luna had managed to raise the moon.

She thought for a moment, bring a hoof to her chin, she was so adorable I could die, “You poor thing, being bullied like that… and… and your teacher taking advantage of you like that!” she said angrily. Had Cheerilee taken advantage of me? In a way I thought I sort of wanted it, but in a way Fluttershy was spot on, “And there is nothing wrong with your cutie mark PassionBerry, it may be simple, but it defines who you are… I think it’s… nice.”

“But what exactly is it defining?! Aren't we supposed to know what our cutiemarks mean, I have no idea!”

“In time you will, but for now, just be happy you have one, and the bullying will stop.” She smiled sweetly, I only just noticed she was lying my lap and looking up to me blushing. Then her eyes lit up, “Oh Celestia look how late it is! You have to stay here tonight Passion Berry, there is no way I am letting you walk home in the dark… anything could be out there!” she squeezed me in a hug like she was scared, and then jumped back, “I should make you dinner!”

She ran out to the kitchen, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I really don’t think I should stay here tonight… I’m an emotional wreck. But it would be nice having somepony to look after me and keep me company… Fluttershy really is the sweetest pony I have ever met, I would probably still be out on the road if not for her… I should make it up to her… I know tomorrow I will go into town and buy her a thank you gift… or maybe tonight I could-No! Not Fluttershy, she is too sweet, and after everything she has done for me, I refuse to think like that with her… STAY OUT OF MY HEAD DIRTY THOUGHTS!!!

Fluttershy returned with a bowl of salad, “Sorry, I don’t really have anything, this is all I have, I was going into town tomorrow to buy more, I didn't expect anyone-“

I raised a hoof, “ I'm sorry Fluttershy, and this is fine, how about I go into town with you tomorrow and buy you lunch?”

She blushed at this and softly said, “That sounds amazing…”

“Great!” I said and started munching away, and just like that I was finished.

“D-did you like it?” she said looking at something on the ground.

“It was amazing! Thank you Fluttershy!” I said and she looked up and smiled.

The smile only lasted quarter of a second, “OH NO!” she screamed and rushed to me.

“What!? Is it a spider?!”

“No, you have something on your face… here let me…” she lowered her tone, and licked my cheek long and hard, “There. All gone...”

She had placed her hooves around my neck and was now looking into my eyes, I couldn't resist, she was just so cute… and yet so hot! I wrapped my forelegs around her waist and pulled her close to me, resulting in her squeaking. I then kissed her and she welcomed it, she wrapped her hooves tighter around my neck and moaned into my mouth before letting me stick my tongue into hers, our tongues danced around each other in an intimate dance, there were the fireworks again, but these ones felt different then when I was with Cheerilee, these ones felt… real. I moaned into her mouth as she did mine. I wanted more. I needed more!

“ Where's your bedroom?” I blushed.

She also blushed, she only giggled in response and flew up some stairs and through a door on the left, I immediately followed. I got to her room where she was lying on the bed, I gulped, this was it. I went over and lied down next to her looking her in the eyes.

“Are you sure you want this?” we both said at the exact same time, resulting in us both giggling.

I stoked the hair out of her face and said softly, “There is nothing I would like more than for you to take my virginity Fluttershy…” I said and kissed her.

She moaned at this and rolled on top of me, running her hooves through my hair. She then started to plant butterfly kisses on my neck and this made me whinny, it felt so amazing, like being out in the cold rain then stepping into a hot bath, she kissed her way past my belly and was now at my inner thighs. This was the first time I really felt naked, with someone down there and staring directly at my marehood. I felt her lick up and down my inner thigh, and then I felt her breath on my marehood, this caused me to moan in delight. I wanted her to dive in but she didn't, she gave a slow lick along my folds, and this made me quiver. I could feel how wet I was and this teasing wasn't helping me fulfil my appetite. She stated to lap at my marehood, and then she put her mouth over it and started to squeeze her tongue in, it was amazing, she sucked on my marehood as her tongue danced around within me, and then she hit the most amazing spot that made me moan so loudly, it made my back legs wrap around her head and squeeze.

“Oh Celestia! Right there! Feels amazing!” I moaned, as she dug deeper into the spot.

I started to feel this sensation lurk up on me, as Fluttershy lapped at my marehood vigorously, I brought my hooves down to her hair and started to pull at her hair, what was this sensation and why did it feel so good? Fluttershy started going to town on me and I the sensation I felt earlier was coming to rise, and then I just let it go. I felt as my marehood tightened around Fluttershy's tongue and I screamed in ecstasy, while Fluttershy moaned into me. Liquid fire erupted from me and Fluttershy was eager to lap it up.

“That…That was…so…good!” I said between breaths, as Fluttershy crawled up to meet my eyes again.

She then kissed me and my mouth was flooded with my own essence, it was amazingly hot, and turned me on that much more. She then pulled away, “You… you taste so good!”

“Uh… thank you.” I blushed hard.

“No really, you are like all my favorite sweets combined…” she said trying to convince me it was a good thing. The once shy pegasus now beamed radiantly.

“he he… that was… wow! Just wow!” I said and closed my eyes.

I remember cuddling up to Fluttershy and her cuddling right back, before I fell fast asleep into the nothingness. I made a mental note that I would treat her tomorrow and take her out and buy her something nice. I could see myself falling in love with this pony… or am I already falling for her? Only just a few hours, I had given myself to her fully… I can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings…