My year at Ponyville High

We had been sitting in silence for ten minutes now. Neither of us wanting to look at the other. I noticed her open her mouth to say something.

“No!” I screeched for the third time stopping her in her tracks.

“But-“ She pleaded.

“No!” I said even louder, “Fluttershy there is no way that is happening!”

“You already agreed to meet her!” She stated.

“That was when I didn’t know who it was leaving the flowers! That doesn’t count!”

I heard her choke on a sob, “But if you don’t do this… nothing will ever get fixed!” She threw herself onto my bed and pleaded holding her hooves together. She was begging.

“Fluttershy…” I grabbed her by the chin and made her sit upright again, “Please don’t make me do this…” My heart was being pushed to its limits.

On one hoof Fluttershy desperately needed me to help mend her relationship, she needed me to fix the mistakes I had caused between her and her lover. I did owe her that. But on the other hoof if I did this I knew it would hurt a lot more ponies… Ponies I cared about. Scootaloo had mentioned Rainbow Dash being her idol… And Twilight… I couldn’t even bring myself to think of what would happen then. I would lose a lot more then I would gain. I was being selfish, but it’s okay to be selfish every once and a while… isn’t it?

“I should never have even said anything!” Fluttershy shouted. She threw her hooves down hard on the bed in anger and I flinched. I was vulnerable in this state and even a shy little thing like Fluttershy was making me nervous.

“I’m sorry! But you aren’t even thinking of me? Are you?” I asked.

“Of coarse I am! But for once I just don’t care!” She took a few breaths and settled back into her seat, “PassionBerry… Have you ever been so in love with a pony that it hurts, that when they are around your whole world is a brighter better place…” She looked at me with pleading eyes.

I slowly shook my head and swallowed hard.

“I would do anything for that mare. Anything! I had a moment of weakness that I will never forgive myself for… Can you… Can you just think about it?” she asked for the final time.

I looked up at the ceiling as she made her way to the door, “I will think about it… For you Fluttershy…” I sighed.

I heard the door open and soon click shut, I still didn’t feel alone. Maybe it was because I wasn’t.

I looked at the end of the bed to see Rarity still giving me the same glare as when she had left.

“Seriously! Shove a sock in it!” I said to her.

She gasped at my outburst repeatedly and took a seat by my bed.

“What do you want? I really am not in the mood for this drama right now.”

“Berry… I’m sorry for my attitude, I guess I know how Sweetie Belle felt… Jealousy eat your heart out right?” She forced a smile, but it only made me grimace.

“Why did you bring her knowing her intentions?” She raised an eyebrow quizzically, “C’mon like you don’t know!” I pointed my hoof in the direction of the flowers.

“Ah… Well in all honesty when I recognised the hoofwriting I was still unsure… but I guess you just answered that for me…” I wanted to hit something, she seems to have just forgotten how she treated me, “What happened Berry?” She asked.

“Good question.” I deflected back at her.

“Hey! I reacted the way any other pony would in my situation! I can’t be blamed if I care about you…” She facehoofed, my heart sank, “As much as I try not to…” She mumbled to herself.

“I’m sorry… I just have a lot on my mind…” I rubbed my temple, avoiding my horn… that turned out to be much trickier then expected and I grazed my hoof at the base briefly causing a surge of magic to erupt in my mind sending my head into a monster of a migraine. I cried out, while Rarity scrambled onto my bed.

“Berry! Do you need a nurse?” She panicked.

I held my hoof up, “I’m fine! Just give me a moment…” I lay back further into the stale hospital pillows and held my eyes shut tightly, waiting for the pain to subdue.

“Berry, what has you so stressed?” She asked warmly. When she used a tone like that her voice soothed my mind.

“Life.”

“Now come on, you were fine this morning, and surely my little tiff at you wouldn’t have gotten to you this much… What happened with you and Fluttershy? Or…” Her cheeks flushed red, “Do I not need to know?”

“Get your mind out of the gutter!” I joked, the magic induced migraine somewhat disintegrating, “I just… if I tell you just promise me something?”

“Anything.”

“Don’t jump to conclusions.”

“I promise.” She put a hoof to her chest.

“Fluttershy wants me to sleep with Rainbow Dash…” I paused to look at her expression, it hadn’t changed, “Apparently she feels it will heal the damage we did to her relationship…”

Rarity nodded and waited a moment for me to continue, but I didn’t. I wanted her opinion before I said anything more.

“Well, it is an odd favour to ask, the real question is here do you want to do it?”

She didn’t ask if I was going to do it. She asked if I wanted to… something I would have hoped Fluttershy would have taken into account, but she really didn’t care about my consequences.

“No. I don’t want to do it.”

“You sound uncertain about it.”

“Because I did ruin her relationship… but I know if I do it, I will hurt much more ponies in the process… I’m stuck Rarity! Between a rock and a hard place and I just don’t know what is right and what is wrong.” I was defeated.

“In the end Berry the decision comes down to you… I mean, she hasn’t truly confronted you about what she wants, for all we know it could be just to talk with you in the end.”

“But Fluttershy said-“

“That is true but who knows?” I knew Rarity was only trying to help me through the situation but it was doing little. But she did have a point maybe I should just see where it takes me.

“You are a wise old mare aren’t you?”

“How dare you I am not old!” she glanced quickly at me and poked her tongue out, “Well maybe in comparison to a little foal like you!” she poked jokingly at my ribs.

I cried out in pain, she panicked and threw herself onto me, “I’m sorry did I hurt you!?”

I poked my tongue out, she fell for it hook, line and sinker. “Only my lungs! Fatty!” I winked as she had thrown herself on top of me.

She leaned down teasingly, “You are just full of compliments today.”

Once again I was threatened to be pushed over the edge as the all too familiar ache came back. Along with something in the back of my mind screaming to kiss this mare sitting on top of me. I wanted to so badly it was starting to hurt. Her teasing was starting to put my lust meter over the edge.

“You are gorgeous when you blush…” Rarity breathed and once again I could almost feel her lips on mine.

Pushed. I threw my hoof around her head and pulled her close to me. Our lips touched and we simultaneously moaned into each others mouths. I lost control, I needed Rarity in the best way. I lightly bit her bottom lip and she squeaked as she hugged closer to me. I felt no pain. I knew I should have felt it in my muzzle, at least in my cheeks, but there was nothing but the blood rushing to them to feed my fierce blush. All I really felt was lust. I breathed in deeply I wanted her smell to stick. I pulled her mane as I drove my tongue into her mouth. That was when I felt it, something wet hit my cheek.

I opened my eyes to look up and see her deep blue eyes laced with tears. She ripped herself out of my embrace. “I-I can’t!” She cried as she ran to the door, “I’m sorry Berry…” With that she was gone, slamming the door behind her.

The first feeling that registered was anger. I was angry that I had not had release. Regret soon took over as I realised I should have said something. I should have been there for her. I shouldn’t have taken her like that. I don’t think either of us were ready for it.

“Stupid PassionBerry!” I said aloud. Why is it all so complicated? Why can’t I just fix things?

Soon enough I fell asleep, I was emotionally exhausted for one day and the strain of anymore visitors would probably kill me. For better or worse.

I awoke the next day feeling well… to put it bluntly…horny. I had not only been graced with everything that happened yesterday but my wishes had been granted in my sleep, and by the way it looked, I had had one sweaty night. I needed to shower. In my own shower.

I noticed a note had been left on my bedside, I read it aloud, “Hey Berry, I just thought I would leave this saying I stopped by but you were asleep. I’ll be by tomorrow! –Scootaloo”

“Nurse!” I called out… and after waiting five minutes nurse Redheart begrudgingly walked in.

“Music?” She asked unenthusiastically.

I shook my head, “Nope! I want to go home.”

It was very sudden. Within moments she had gotten all the release forms sorted and even a wheel chair arranged, ignoring my protests that I don’t need one, “Better safe then sorry… It’s more for my benefit…” I grimaced, this nurse really didn’t like me, but it was fun to tease her.

Luckily for me the hospital was close to town, so I knew once I made it to the heart of the town square I would know where to go from there. Despite the looks I would get from ponies that passed everything seemed to be going fine. I fought the urge to stop by the boutique as I passed, and the Library. I just wanted to get home.

I came across a rocky path that was hard to control the chair on. But there was no avoiding it, as it was the path that led to my home. After fifteen minutes of struggling to get onto this path I had almost given up.

“Allow me.” All of a sudden I was being pushed up and along the path. This caught me by surprise and I almost fell straight out of the chair.

I soon noticed it was a royal guard assisting me. For some unknown reason my cheeks flushed red. He wore golden armour and was pure white, I could not see his mane under his helmet, but he had eyes that a mare could get lost in, they were a beautiful shade of Hazel.

“I-It’s okay!” I tried to assure him but he continued his efforts without giving me a second glance. I felt rude for staring at the stallion so I looked down into my lap as he pushed me along.

I had always looked up to the royal guards ponies… As a little filly I even wanted to be one. My dream died with my constant rejections of being adopted. If no pony wanted me as their daughter who would want me protecting them? It was a silly excuse, but when you’re young they are the things that can easily crush a dream.

I was sick of sitting in awkward silence as this kind pony pushed me along.

“Thank you…” I said meekly, he made no effort to even try to respond, “What is your name?”

He ignored me and kept pushing.

I sighed, “That’s far enough, I should be right from here.”

For a split second I thought I saw a flash of disappointment. I grabbed out a bit and tried giving it to him, but he shook his head and slowly backed away.

“No ma’am. You can repay the favour another day!” He smiled brightly before breaking into a huge gallop.

“But I don’t even know your name…” I whispered more to myself.

It wasn’t long before I ditched the chair in my yard and made my way inside my small cozy home. Home… something that was foreign to me. But all the same this felt as close as I would get to having somewhere to call my own.

It felt different as I threw my things down and made my way for the couch. Something wasn’t quite right and the more I thought about it the less comfortable I was beginning to feel.

My ears flicked in nervousness as I heard rustling come from down the hall. From my bedroom. In a situation like this I wanted to run, but I was tired and weak. I had hoped it may just be Discord, or my imagination playing tricks on me.

My mouth acted before I could stop it, “Hello?” I called and instantly panicked as the rustling itself became panicked.

I wanted to hide but it seemed there was no escaping the fact that there was somepony in my house. I made my way to my room, slowly as to not be too loud but in the end because of my outburst the pony within my room already knew I was in here.

The door creaked as I slowly opened it, adding to the effect. Why me?

As the door was now open it took a moment for my mind to register what was in front of me. In a trail on the floor and spread across the bed were rose petals, there were candles spread throughout the room, but apparently only half of them were lit. I could tell I had come in too early.

“Am I interrupting something?” I asked Cheerilee who was lying on top of my bed in an alluring manner.

A wide blush spread across both her and my face, “I wasn’t even expecting you to be home today in all honesty…”

“Oh! So you were waiting for some other pony?” I teased, “In my house?”

She jumped into an upright less revealing position, “Of coarse not!”

“Well as good as all this looks…” I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror for the first time since the morning of the fight, my face was almost another colour, the bruises still as vibrant and terrible as ever… They almost looked fresh still. On top of that my mane truly did look awful, flat and greasy looking.

“I think I am going to have a shower… Scratch that. I need a shower!” I stated as I made my way for the bathroom, Cheerilee just pouted, “I would really like to know how you got in and all that other silly stuff when I get out though, it really is a nice surprise!”

I was almost at the bathroom when I was interrupted by a sudden screech, “Noooo!”

I was stunned as I looked over at a fearful Cheerilee who wore bright red cheeks, “I-I mean, I don’t mind…” She looked away embarrassed, “I want you dirty PassionBerry.” She said in a very sultry tone.

“But-“ I tried to argue.

“Please Berry!” She sounded so desperate and she had a look of hunger in her eyes.

I sighed, I was fighting my own carnal desires right now. I really did need to clean myself up, but I also really needed some release. This time there was no fighting the voice in the back of my mind. It had already won, it was like watching a movie, nothing I did from then on actually felt like me as my desires finally took a hold of my being and I threw myself on to the bed only to be pinned down by a smirking Cheerilee.

“So you like it dirty?” I said in a voice that didn’t sound like my own.

Cheerilee’s blush darkened as she moaned breathing in my scent, soon she started to lick up my neck, she shivered and pushed herself closer to my body. I wrapped my hooves around her head getting a good grip on her mane as I pulled her face back down to my neck and she gave a tiny lick before biting down hard. I moaned out loud and bit my bottom lip. She started to thrust against my hind leg and I now was feeling just how excited she actually was for all this as she soaked my leg.

I started to reach a hoof down, slowly as to feel her coat and gently enough so I could take in her perfect curves. For a teacher she was very well maintained. She cooed into my neck as I found her most sensitive spot. I rubbed her gently as too moisten my hoof before I parted her lips and began to rub more intensely with each moan that escaped Cheerilee. She tried to muffle her moans in my neck but the vibrations she sent through me only intensified my work further. Sweat began to bead on my forehead. I had so much pressure built up and even with all this I felt as if I wouldn’t be getting any release.

Before I knew it, it was as if Cheerilee knew exactly what I needed. As she licked up my horn, more specifically along the crack, I flinched. I had thought it would be painful but the delicate touch of her tongue was the exact opposite. I cried out in ecstasy, this one move almost made me explode. I doubled my efforts on her slit, only barely pushing my hoof in with each thrust of my foreleg. I was biting my lower lip in anticipation of my release I needed so badly. My free hoof scratching at Cheerilee’s back, as she eagerly licked up and down my horn.

“I-I’m so… close!” I was biting my lip so hard I was surprised I hadn’t broke the skin.

Cheerilee looked down into my eyes briefly, that’s when I lifted my free hoof up. She didn’t even notice nor did she have any clue as to what I was about to do. I brought my hoof down with a hard slap against her flank. She cried out, pulling away from my horn, but before she had any time to react further I quickly grabbed her by the mane and stuffed my horn into her mouth. It was a cheap move but it got the job done, as we both climaxed her moans vibrated through my horn sending a surge of even more pleasure through my body. She thrusted hard against my hoof one last time before slumping down and rolling off from atop of me.

We both just lay there for a few moments, trying to catch our breath.

“That…” She breathed.

“Was amazing?” I finished still feeling quite flustered.

“Hmm… yes…” She said dreamily.

I was the first to get up, “But seriously… now I stink worse… I really do need to get clean now.”

“I’ll be waiting for you in the kitchen Berry… don’t be too long okay?” She smiled.

Did she know who she was talking to? I nodded and headed for the bathroom.

I had been scrubbing myself in the shower for almost thirty minutes now when I heard Cheerilee yell for me to hurry up. I sighed and turned off the shower, I guess I had finished ten minutes ago, I wrapped my mane in a towel and made my way out to the kitchen. I had notice Cheerilee had actually packed up the whole display she had set up in my room. It was sitting in bags by my front door.

“Geez, you take forever Berry…”

“My bad, it had been a while…” I scratched the back of my head.

“Well as much as I’d love to stay Berry, I have to get going, I have a lot of homework to mark over… And I wasn’t expecting you until next week…”

“Oh…” I looked down at the floor awkwardly, “Is what we just did okay?”

“Of coarse it isn’t.” She didn’t even hesitate, “But don’t worry, if we were to get caught you wouldn’t be in any trouble only me… it’s not like you would tell anypony though, right?”

I gulped hard I felt like a terrible pony right now.

“Anyway, it was really nice getting to see you… and making sure you are well, I might have to stop by again some time soon Berry.” She winked.

Making her way to my door she paused, “Oh and I made you something to eat, it isn’t much but I thought you would be hungry after… well yeah.” She blushed fiercely and left.

No goodbye kisses for me? I rolled my eyes at my silly thoughts. I sat down and ate the sandwich Cheerilee had left for me. Finally I had time to think. I was still lost on what I was going to do about the whole Rainbow Dash situation. Talking to Twilight about it was out of the question. But maybe if Rarity figured out it was Rainbow’s hoofwriting… I facehoofed, Twilight probably already knows… and I made her read it out to me!

I burped out aloud and leaned back in my chair as I finished the last bite of the sandwich. Turns out I was a lot hungrier then I had originally thought. After I had made and finished my third sandwich, I fell onto my couch lazily and sighed.

What was I going to do now? I wasn’t really in the mood to be by myself… especially after what I just did with Cheerilee. It has made me want company more then ever. I thought getting release would actually calm my libido but it now feels worse then before.

I frowned as I felt the beginnings of a migraine seep it way into my head.

“Great!” I said sarcastically, slumping further into the cushions of the couch.

Soon enough my prayers were answered as a knock came booming from my door, at least now I was comfortable having other ponies look at me.

I made my way to the door slowly, before I could fully open it hooves were flung around my neck. But I could tell who it was just by their smell.

“Scootaloo, fancy seeing you here.” I said jokingly, I had kind of expected to see her because of her letter, I thanked the Celestia she hadn’t shown up earlier.

“You’re lucky I came, I had to walk all the way to the hospital only to find out you had gone home! Berry you do realise how terrible you look? You should have stayed.”

“Ouch.”

“Now lemme in! It’s cold out here.” She pushed pass me and made her way to the couch.

“Please come in.” I noticed the sun was going down, “Hey Scootaloo its going to be dark soon.”

“Your point?”

“Do you plan on walking home in the dark?” I asked as I sat next to her on the couch.

“Yeah, I do it all the time. What? Is some pony worried about lil ‘ol me.” She did a little flutter of the lashes and I laughed so hard I almost fell off the couch.

“Don’t do that again, you will scare ponies.” I teased, she just tsk’d.

“So what’s up?”

“I just wanted to see how you were…”

“Well I’m feeling a lot better! I can actually talk again!” I beamed.

“I noticed…”

An awkward silence fell over the room, soon enough the elephant was quite suffocating.

“How do you feel about me Berry?” She asked.

“Wh-what do you mean?”

“You say we are friends one day, and you make yourself quite clear on that, then you spontaneously kiss me! I don’t know what to think now Berry! Are you leading me on or do you actually care for me?” She was leaning towards me eagerly awaiting an answer.

But I didn’t want to give an answer to her, main reason being I didn’t know myself. I guess I had been leading her on, but at the same time I didn’t want her to lose interest in me.

“I do care for you Scootaloo…”

“Then be my marefriend! She exclaimed without warning.

This took me off guard. I hadn’t ever been asked to be in a committed relationship before… maybe that’s because the other mares I have been attracted to are older and they didn’t want to with a teenager. But this was too sudden, and it would cause a lot of problems, after what just happened with Cheerilee, my feelings towards both Rarity and Twilight and not to mention the whole situation with Fluttershy and Rainbow dash.

“I can’t.” I said plainly.

“Why not? So you are leading me on?” I head her voice crack.

“In a way I guess I am, but that is because I don’t want to lose you Scootaloo, and I can’t because my life is a total mess right now.”

“What do you mean? I thought everything was fixed, I mean I know about everything with Fluttershy and Rarity, is there even more then that?”

“You only know small details,” I rubbed my temple, “A lot has happened since all of that…”

“Are you committed to another pony?”

“No. Not exactly…”

“Was there any chance for us PassionBerry?” she asked lips trembling.

“Yes… just not at this point in time…” I said honestly. I could have seen myself dating Scootaloo in another life. I could have seen us becoming so close we were inseparable. But with how everything is, I would need to fix everything before I could let that fantasy fully seep its way into my mind.

She got up and headed for the door stopping just in front of it, “I will wait then… and eventually I will ask you again. I can’t give up on you PassionBerry… I won’t give up…”

And with that she was gone. Only a few seconds passed and I heard rain start to fall hard. I rushed to the door grabbing an umbrella.

“Scootaloo!” I called but I couldn’t see her.

She must have flown home. I made my way back into the house and slumped against the back of the door. What was I going to do with myself? I keep making everything worse without meaning to.

I dragged myself to my room and plonked down onto my bed causing myself some pain.

“PassionBerry, we need to talk…”

“What do you want Discord? And how long have you been here?” I had my face shoved deep into the pillow. I couldn’t be stuffed looking up.

“I would rather not discuss that at this time. Berry you have a serious problem…”

“Ew. Oh and thanks for the tip captain obvious.”

“I’m being serious PassionBerry… You have been cursed.”