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Holding Onto The Crutch We Call Life

by Soaring
Anon's life has downspiraled after he experienced his first form of heartbreak. Amplified by his depression, he remains locked in his house. Fortunately for him, a mare named Starlight couldn’t let him suffer alone.

Anon E. Mous was doing well. He has a well-paying job working with Mayor Mare. He has a small little hole in the wall he called his house that he got with his own hard-earned bits. And...

...that's it. Friends? Little to speak of, but they were there. Somehow. In a world where friendship was magic, Anon experienced little of it, and worse, he's experienced how little he could earn of it. It had all started with a spark, and then nothing, nothing to the point of living in his house for the past few days under the guise of vacation.

Fortunately for him, somepony with a bit more gusto heard about his little hideaway and was more than interested in helping him get back on his feet. Not only that, she was there to make amends, if possible.

Unbeknownest to the two of them, life had an interesting way to show how interest worked both ways. Like a two-way mirror, no matter how different they were.


Warnings: RGRE themes, depression, and suicidal ideation. Sex tag added due to suggestive language.

If you're ever feeling this way, please call your crisis hotline for your country. You're not alone.

Chapters 1-4 pre-read by: Contentgremlin.
Also had help from 6-D Pegasus in regards to character voices.

Cover Art done by: Butterscotch (Ko-Fi link for commission work).

Thank you both for your help!

Teen
Incomplete
Sex
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Human
Sad
Romance
Drama
Suicide / Self Harm
 
TAS

67025 words: Estimated about 6 hours to read

14 Chapters:

  1. Like A Two-Way Mirror 2024-08-05 19:39:17 UTC
    6836
  2. Just Say "I Know" And Let Me Stay 2024-08-05 19:39:21 UTC
    4435
  3. I Know Better Now 2024-08-06 12:46:07 UTC
    6946
  4. How We Say Goodbye 2024-08-07 05:46:11 UTC
    5415
  5. Is It Just Me? 2024-08-08 06:24:53 UTC
    4158
  6. Is It Us? 2024-08-10 23:33:25 UTC
    5206
  7. ​🇨​​🇦​​🇳​ 𝚠𝚎​ ​fix​ 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 2024-08-10 23:41:23 UTC
    263
  8. Into The Foray, Where The World Don't Feel So Dark 2024-08-13 06:28:46 UTC
    5753
  9. Trust Me 2024-08-19 04:43:23 UTC
    2477
  10. I'll Be The Crutch To Hold Your Grief 2024-08-22 05:13:44 UTC
    5809
  11. Tear Down My Walls, I Don't Need Them Now 2024-08-25 16:14:26 UTC
    4596
  12. Where You Go, Oh, I'll Follow 2024-09-15 17:28:37 UTC
    5552
  13. Come Close And Keep Your Eyes On Me 2024-09-26 04:54:13 UTC
    5211
  14. Shred Those Feelings, Stay Lost Instead 2025-01-13 20:25:56 UTC
    4368