Although corny, no words can describe you and what you have done for our your friends. And to me. Especially to me.
But I only need a few words to describe myself.

Destructive, manipulative and useless.

This is a letter-style, first person fic. It is a suicide letter with self-degrading paragraphs, to be clear. Do not read if you are not in the right headspace or comfortable with the topic.