Teaching Fluttershy

Chapter 16: My little Confessions

I collapsed on the wooden floor of my living room as the light from the teleportation spell dissipated, leaving me stunned. I was kneeled on the ground, panting for breath, when I heard hoofsteps coming down the stairs.

“Peter?” I glanced up, still recovering from the spell. The soft gaze of Fluttershy, in pony form, met my own.

“Fluttershy!” I sprang up from my crouched position and ran to meet her. I wrapped my arms around her, embracing her in a loving hug.

“Oh, Peter! I was so worried! Are you okay? You look dazed.” Tears began to well up in her eyes.

“There, there. Im fine!” I turned her head up to face me. “Im home, and everythings going to be alright.” I leaned in and pressed my lips against hers, locking her in a long, affectionate kiss. ‘Her lips are much softer than Lunas.’ I thought as we broke away. Unfortunately, the thought only stirred up bad memories.

“I love you, Peter.” Her big, blue eyes and caring smile almost made my heart explode.

“I love you too, Fluttershy.” I pulled her closer to me so that her head pressed against my chest. However, even as I cuddled Fluttershy, rampant thoughts rampaged through my head. ‘How am I going to live with myself? How long until she finds out? Where did all the furniture go?’

“Here`s the last one.” Rainbow Dash gestured to the flatscreen television, which was wedged in between some branches. Twilight, Rainbow and I were retrieving our belongings from Sweet Apple Acres; Twilight had finally mastered the inter-dimensional teleportation spell.

“Lift on three. One, two, three!” Dash and I pushed up from under the TV, dislodging it from the tree as we hoisted it down.

"Ready?” Twilight asked. We nodded our heads in affirmation. “Brace yourselves…” A purple light engulfed me, the ponies, and electronic appliance before disappearing with a pop.

We rematerialized inside my house, staggering from the effects of the spell. After putting the 42-inch HDTV back on its wall mount, I hooked it back up to its power, Direct TV box, and Xbox. Seeing my business complete, I collapsed on the couch.

“Well… I guess now we can have some well-deserved rest.” It is rather exhausting to convey furniture trans-dimensionally.

“Hey Peter, want to play some Xbox?” Dash grabbed two controllers and tried to pass one to me..

“No thanks, I’m going to head upstairs and take a nap.” I rejected the remote and approached the stairs.

“Alright, then. How about you, Twi? You want to play?” She shifted her gaze to Twilight, who replaced me on the couch.

“You’re on!” Twilight yanked the controller from Rainbow`s hooves and put on her game face.

‘Mmmmm…Oooohhhh… yeeeeeessss…’ I was lying on my bed, facing the ceiling, and I couldn’t stop thinking about that night, something I wished didn`t exist. ‘Peter… I’m going to…’

“Fuck you, Luna!” ‘How could you do this to me? Now, not only have I lost my virginity against my will, but Fluttershy will hate me for cheating on her. I could always just pretend that nothing happened, but chances are that one of princesses would eventually leak it. The best thing I could do is tell her ASAP.’ As if on cue, Fluttershy entered the room.

“Hello, Peter.” She greeted me, passionate as ever. What did Fluttershy ever do to deserve this?

“Hey, Fluttershy.” She walked over to me, and I gave her a small peck on the cheek, causing her to blush. So. Damn. Cute. But it didn`t feel right anymore, not after what happened.

“Hey… you look troubled.” Fluttershy realized, eyeing me with concern. “Is there something you want to talk about?”

“Well, actually…” I knew this was my chance to tell her. But not here. “Would you like to go on a promenade through the park? I would like to discuss a few things with you. Alone, if you please.”

“You mean, like a date?” She was so innocent, so undeserving…

“Yeah, something like that, I guess.” I gave her a faint smile, feeling angst starting to take over- while this may be the best way out, there was no way our relationship would come out of this discussion unscathed.

“Wonderful! Let`s go get Twilight to turn me human.” So unaware…

“I really missed you while you were in Equestria.” Fluttershy told me as we drove towards Memorial Park.

“I missed you too. If I ever go again, I hope that you’ll be there with me.” I declared, holding her hand between our seats.

“Why do you mean?” She probed, intrigued by my confession.

“Well, let’s just say that it was difficult to…” My voice began to trail off as I recalled the events of last night.

“Peter? Are you alright?” She snapped me back to my senses.

“Huh? Oh, yeah, I’m fine. Don’t worry.” I reassured her. Thankfully, the park was coming into view, providing me with a distraction as I entered a parking lot.

“Well… We’re here.” I announced, stopping the car next to some benches. We exited the vehicle, but I didnt bother locking the car. It was better to leave it open, as there werent many people around. Also, if Fluttershy got mad, she could come and stay in the car. I just hope she doesn't get so furious that she runs away somewhere else.

“Wow,” Fluttershy said. “This place is beautiful.” We were walking through a magnificent flower garden towards the center of the park.

“I know, right? I wonder why we never come here.” She was having a good time- my goal exactly. I wanted our last moments before I told her what happened to be perfect.
I wanted her to smile one more time.

“This is just lovely, isn’t it?” She sighed, sitting down on a nearby bench with a small grin on her face.

“It’s even lovelier with you.” I sat down next to her. Looking affectionately into her eyes, I brushed some hair away from her face, revealing her beautiful, sky blue eyes. Why did I have to ruin this?

“Thanks, Peter.” She responded, blushing. “I’m glad to be here with you, too.” I brought my hand to her cheek, and moved my fingers down to her chin.

“I love you, Fluttershy. And nothing that happens will ever change that.” I moved my mouth to hers, and we embraced into a long, passionate kiss. Breaking away, I began to tear up. “I`m so sorry I have to put you through this.”

“Through what? What are you talking about, Peter?” Fluttershy put on the most innocent, adorable face.

“Fluttershy?” I gulped- this was the moment of truth.

“Yes, Peter?”

“There is something I want to tell you.”

“What is it?”

“It’s about what happened while I was in Equestria. Well, when I arrived in Ponyville…” I recalled what happened up to when I ran into Cheerilee. “… and then, while I was rounding the building, I bumped into somepony.”

“Who was it?” Fluttershy asked.

“Cheerilee. I collided into her while she was leaving her house, and I kind of knocked her out. So, I did what anyone would have done- I took her inside her house and stayed next to her until she woke up.” I finished explaining.

“That’s nice of you.” She complimented, still smiling.

“Well, after she regained consciousness, she sort of freaked out, which was kind of expected. I managed to calm her by telling her I was friends with you girls. By this time, it was already late, and she offered me to sleep at her place, considering that I had no other place to stay at.”

“That`s nice of her. By the way, Twilight and Applejack said that you were welcome to stay at the library or farm.” Fluttershy revealed.

“Well, that would’ve been nice to know. Anyways, I had to sleep in the same bed as her, since she had no other place for me to sleep. Well, in her sleep, she ended up hugging me throughout the night…”

“I’m sure it was an accident, right?” She pursed her lips at my last comment.

“It was, it was… Well, in the morning, she was nice enough to buy me a ticket to Canterlot. Unfortunately, since I didn’t have anything to offer at the time, I asked her what she wanted in return.”

“What did she want?” I hoped Fluttershy didn`t mind.

“She asked me if she could come here sometime, as I was telling her about this world. I told her she was welcome here anytime she was available and Twilight could send her.”

“Well, that`s no problem,” She smiled. “Cheerilee is welcome at our place anytime.” I gave a sigh of relief, and then proceed to fill her in on what happened up to after my dinner with Luna.

“… and then, when we got back to her room…” This was the part I had been dreading. “She made me…S-she made me give her a massage…”

“Well, that`s not so bad.” But then Fluttershy noticed my shaking hands and the perspiration that beaded my forehead. “Peter, what are you getting at?”

“After the massage… she wanted me to wing-fool her, and I said no. But she wouldn`t let me go… She made me lie down on her bed, and then she…” Just say it, you asshole!

“Fluttershy, what I am about to admit is the most shameful action I have ever done in my life.” I took a deep breath. “Fluttershy… I was raped by Luna.” I finally confessed.

“What!?!”

“Luna and I… had sex.” Fluttershy was staring at me with saddened eyes and an angry expression.

“But the thing is… She forced me to do it; it was rape!” I began to feel tears running down my eyes. “You need to know that I tried to resist. I tried as hard as I could...”

SLAP

I felt a sharp pain erupt from my cheek. “How could you?” Fluttershy bawled at me.

“No, you don`t-”

“I don’t want to hear it, you… YOU ASSHOLE!”

“Fluttershy… Please just…listen…” But it was too late. She leaped off the bench and glared at me, tears streaming from her eyes.

“No! It’s OVER! As soon as we get home, I’m leaving.”

I remained on the bench for a few minutes after Fluttershy had stormed off towards the car. Realizing that my delay would only enrage her more, I sluggishly stood up and began heading towards the parking lot. Despite the fact that I had ruined our relationship for the time being, I felt better, if only slightly, after confessing to Fluttershy.

Suddenly, I felt something sharp graze the back of my neck. “Give me your money, kid. Or this knife goes through your neck.” A gruff voice ordered. I was being mugged- the last thing I would tolerate at that moment.

“Fuck you!” Before my assailant could react, I ducked my head and crouched down, spinning around to deal a blow to his face. I attempted to throw a powerful uppercut at him, but he swiftly dodged it and swiped at me with his switchblade. I tried to avoid it, but was too slow. A shallow cut was slashed from my chest to stomach, blood spurting from the wound.

“SHIT!” Pain erupted from the laceration, but he wasn`t done yet. Before I could recover, the knife was thrust into my gut, leaving a deep and serious wound.

“Stupid kid! Just give me your stuff!” My aggressor tried to get me under his knifepoint again.

“Youre not taking anything from me!” Swatting his armed hand away, I delivered a swift kick to his genitals, and the mugger dropped to his knees with a grunt. While he was demobilized, I turned to run, but wasnt fast enough.

“AAAAUUUUGGGGHHH!!” I cried in agony as I was stabbed once again, this time in the lower back. However, I refused to let up as I continued running towards my car, leaving the robber kneeling on the ground.

“Shitshitshit.” I swore while sprinting with all my available strength. ‘How am I going to hide this?’ I thought, placing a hand on the gash in my gut. My car was coming into view, and I could see Fluttershy impatiently waiting for me in the passenger seat.

“Took you long enough.” She huffed, not even bothering to look at me as I entered and started the car.

“Sorry…” I choked out. The pain was excruciating, but I had to pull it together until we were home. I could not find any possible outcome for the matter of Fluttershy discovering that I had been attacked at the park.

The next fifteen minutes sent in that car were the most agonizing moments of my life. Lucky for me, Fluttershy hadnt even glanced my way since I had entered the car, and didnt realize anything was wrong. By the time we were home, I was feeling increasingly nauseous, and the pain in my wounds was growing. Black smudges were beginning to dot my vision.

‘Finally… we`re here.’ I thought, parking the car with relief. Fluttershy wasted no time in getting off as soon as possible and slamming the door shut. As soon as I heard her enter the house, I whipped out my phone, which was drenched in blood by now, and called 911.

“911, what`s the emergency?” The operator asked.

“I need… an ambulance…”

“What is your location and emergency?” She asked.

“I’m outside my house in my car on 4026 West Field Street. I was stabbed 3 times, and am bleeding a lot.” I informed her.

“We have an ambulance en route to your location. Don’t move, and apply pressure to the wounds. To stop the bleeding.”

“Thank you…” I mumbled, hanging up. I opened my door and let myself collapse on the pavement.

“Come on Peter…Stay…Stay alive…” I muttered, gasping for breath. “Do it…For her…”

Author's Note: Hello guys! Like always leave any corrections in the comments, also this chapter was split into two so the next one is already written, it just needs some editing and it's ready.