My name is... Ava Carter.

by Mellow Mare

Chapter 1: Not again...

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“Alright, Ava, lean forward just a little. Keep the weight on your good leg,” James said.

His calm voice slicing through the chaos of my thoughts as I teetered precariously on the parallel bars in the therapy room.

“I only have one good leg, James,” I shot back, gripping the bars so tight my knuckles turned white. “The other one’s on strike. Honestly, I think it’s unionized at this point.”

His lips twitched into the tiniest smirk. Victory. That’s the whole point of physical therapy, right? To prove I’m funnier than my trauma?

With a grunt, I shuffled my weak leg forward, the sharp burn in my thigh reminding me how much I hated this process. Seven months since the accident, and my body still felt like it belonged to someone else—someone who got into a knife fight with a wood chipper and lost.

But hey, at least I was alive.

“Great job,” James said, stepping back to give me space. “You’re getting stronger every session.”

“Yeah, and tomorrow I’ll probably climb Everest,” I muttered, collapsing back into my wheelchair like a sack of potatoes. “Make sure you pack my yak and oxygen tank.”

He laughed softly, shaking his head. “Your sense of humor’s intact. That’s progress too.”


Nine months ago, I had a pretty solid life. Good friends, a loving family, and a terrible habit of getting into cars with drunk drivers. That last one? Big mistake.

The crash turned my body into a macabre art project, complete with scars, metal pins, and a face that looks like it lost a fight with a meat slicer. Two months in a coma, months more in rehab, and voilà! I’m now the proud owner of a wheelchair and enough emotional baggage to fill a U-Haul.

Everyone says I’m “lucky to be alive.” And sure, if you count not dying as lucky, then I hit the jackpot. But waking up with scars, a limp, and the constant reminder that I was this close to being a cautionary tale? Yeah, let’s just say the whole thing could’ve gone better.

Also, Equestria? Not real. At least, that’s what my therapist keeps telling me. Turns out, when your brain’s under trauma, it creates whole worlds to keep you from going completely nuts. Everyone’s pretty convinced that’s what my time as Twilight Sparkle was—a mental band-aid for the car crash from hell.

And honestly? They’re probably right.

My mom wheeled me into the kitchen, where my sister was busy scrolling on her phone while eating the world’s largest sandwich.

“Hey, crippled comedian,” my sister teased, glancing at me with a smirk. “How was PT today? Climb any mountains?”

“I was this close to summiting Everest,” I shot back, waving a finger in the air. “But then I got distracted by how much this therapy room smells like gym socks and disappointment.”

She snorted into her sandwich, crumbs scattering everywhere. Mom sighed, grabbing a napkin and swatting at her. “Can you two go five minutes without turning everything into a stand-up routine?”

“Probably not,” we said in unison, which made us laugh even harder.

The rest of the day was a blur of awkward wheelchair maneuvers, more physical therapy homework, and a whole lot of avoiding my mirror. Because yeah, my scars and I weren’t on speaking terms.


Later that evening, I sat alone in my room, absently scrolling through my phone while my legs screamed at me to never try standing again. It was a slow day, the kind that made you think too much, which was a dangerous game for someone like me.

As I flicked through old photos, one made me stop—a group picture from last summer. There we were: me, Maddy, and Marcus, grinning like we didn’t have a care in the world.

Maddy had her arm slung over my shoulder, her bright green hair catching the sunlight like it was made of emeralds. Marcus stood next to us, his goofy smile frozen forever in time.

My chest tightened, and I swallowed hard, my thumb hesitating over the screen. Maddy and Marcus—my best friends, the people who had been with me through every stupid decision—were gone.

And I wasn’t.

I exhaled slowly, my thumb brushing over their faces. “I miss you guys,” I whispered, the words hanging heavy in the quiet room. “I… I should’ve stopped you from driving that night. I should’ve… I don’t know. Something.”

Survivor’s guilt is a bitch. It sits on your chest, whispering all the things you could’ve done differently, making every breath feel like a betrayal. And no matter how many people tell you it’s not your fault, it doesn’t go away.

I stared at the photo for a while longer, letting the weight of it settle over me before locking my phone and tossing it onto the bed. Some wounds didn’t heal; you just learned to live with them.

My legs ached, my arms felt like jelly, and my brain was basically pudding at this point.

I parked my wheelchair beside the bed, ready to collapse face-first into the mattress. But something caught my eye.

The mirror on the far side of the room—the cheap, full-length one from a department store—looked… different. The glass was darker than usual, almost cloudy, like someone had sprayed it with smoke and forgotten to wipe it clean.

I froze, my stomach twisting. “Okay, Ava,” I muttered. “You’re just tired. Mirrors are weird. No big deal.”

But as I wheeled closer, the feeling in my gut got worse. There was something in the glass—just faint enough to miss if you weren’t looking. A silhouette, blurry and indistinct, standing behind my reflection.

“What the hell…” I whispered, gripping the armrests of my wheelchair. The figure shifted slightly, and my breath hitched. It wasn’t a trick of the light—it was there.

My first thought? Ghost. My second thought? Great. I survived a car crash just to get haunted by Casper’s edgy cousin.

I let out a nervous laugh, the sound hollow and shaky. “Awesome. This is fine. Totally fine. Nothing like a little paranormal activity to spice up the week.”

The figure moved again, and my heart skipped a beat. It wasn’t a person. It was… something else. Small, four-legged, with a shape that was all too familiar.

“No,” I muttered, shaking my head. “Nope. Not happening. I’m not doing this.”

But as I stared, the silhouette became clearer—a pony, its outline faint but unmistakable.

A chill ran down my spine, and I laughed again, the sound half-crazed. “Cool, I’ve officially lost it. Schizophrenia, welcome to the party.”

I remembered something I’d seen on YouTube—some trick about hallucinations. You could tell if they were in your head or real by looking at them through a camera. If they disappeared on-screen, it was all in your mind. If they didn’t… well, you had bigger problems.

My hands trembled as I grabbed my phone, opening the camera app and pointing it at the mirror. The figure didn’t disappear.

“Shit,” I hissed, cold sweat breaking out across my skin.

Before I could process what was happening, the mirror shimmered. The glass rippled like water, the surface shifting and bending in a way that made my stomach lurch.

“Nope, nope, nope!” I shouted, wheeling myself backward as fast as I could. My chair squeaked against the floor, but it wasn’t fast enough.

Two ghostly hooves burst through the glass, their touch icy as they grabbed my shoulders.

“What the—!”

The hooves yanked me forward, and the mirror stretched, swallowing me whole. I clawed at the armrests, but the pull was too strong. My scream echoed through the room as the world tilted,

spinning

into

chaos.

Voices.

Faint,

muffled,

like they were coming from miles away.

My head felt like it was stuffed with cotton, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t seem to move or open my eyes.

“She’s waking up!” one voice hissed, teetering between panic and excitement.

“Are you sure you grabbed the right one this time?” a second voice snapped, sharper and more skeptical.

“Yes! I swear on Celestia’s head I did!” the first voice shot back indignantly.

“Well, she doesn’t look like herself yet,” the second muttered, her tone dripping with doubt. “What if—”

“Shh! Just wait!” a third voice chimed in, softer but firm, clearly trying to stay in control. “Do you think she’ll remember us?”

I groaned, my limbs feeling strange and disconnected. The conversation was enough to push me out of the haze. “The f—?” I croaked, my voice hoarse and scratchy.

There was a collective gasp.

The first voice practically squealed, “Oh, yep, that’s her!”

“She’s back, alright!” said the second, giddy but trying to sound casual.

“Shh! Let her wake up first!” the third hissed, exasperated but relieved.

I forced my eyes open, blinking against the harsh light. The shapes above me slowly came into focus—three familiar, grinning faces peering down like they were waiting for me to tell a joke.

“Heyyyy!” one of them said with an awkward wave.

“Helloooo!” sang the second, her voice lilting like she was hosting a kids’ show.

“Mornin’, sunshine!” the third one chimed in, giving me a mock salute.

I screamed.

Like, full-on horror-movie, banshee-level screaming.

“AAAAAAAAH!”

“AAAAAAH!” screamed two of them, their hooves flying into the air as they stumbled back.

“STOP SCREAMING!” the third one yelled, but her panicked face was doing nothing to sell the whole “calm down” vibe.

“WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!” I shrieked, flailing my limbs—and froze when I saw them. Not hands. Hooves. My flailing turned into frantic stomping as I scrambled to back away from the three ponies in front of me. “WHY DO I HAVE HOOVES?! WHY ARE YOU HERE?! WHY AM I HERE?!”

“Okay, okay, calm down!” said the pale green one with a harp cutie mark—Lyra. She waved her hooves at me like I was a feral animal about to bolt.

“Don’t tell her to calm down!” snapped Moondancer, her glasses askew as she nervously adjusted them. “She woke up as a pony again, Lyra! You calm her down!”

“I am calming her down!” Lyra shot back, clearly not helping.

“You’re both making it worse,” Twilight Sparkle said with an exhausted sigh, stepping forward with her hooves raised like I might attack. “Ava, listen to me. It’s okay. You’re safe. It’s us—Twilight, Moondancer, and Lyra. Do you remember us?”

“DO I REMEMBER YOU?!” I shouted, flopping onto my back in pure panic. “Of course I remember you! How could I forget the ponies who made me lose my damn mind the first time?!”

Lyra blinked, whispering to Moondancer, “Yep, definitely her.”

Moondancer nodded, clearly satisfied. “Oh, 100%.”

“STOP TALKING LIKE I’M NOT HERE!” I bellowed, flipping back onto my stomach and flailing my legs. “Why am I a pony again?! Why am I in Equestria?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FU—”

“Shh, shh, shh!” Twilight interrupted, darting forward and placing a hoof over my mouth, her face an awkward mix of panic and sympathy. “It’s a long story, Ava, but we’re here to help, okay? Just... stop freaking out so we can explain.”

I stared at her, my wide eyes reflecting her frazzled ones, my breath coming in short bursts through my nose. Slowly, I nodded. She removed her hoof, and I sat up—awkwardly, because sitting up as a pony is like trying to do yoga blindfolded.

Moondancer smiled nervously, brushing a lock of her mane out of her face. “There. That’s better, right? We’re all calm now?”

I narrowed my eyes at her. “Oh yeah. Totally calm. Super chill. Just your everyday WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON kind of calm.”

Twilight sighed, her hoof dragging down her face. Lyra bit her lip, clearly holding back laughter. Moondancer just adjusted her glasses again.

I finally stopped flailing and sat upright, my tail—tail?!—flicking behind me out of pure instinct. Twilight, Moondancer, and Lyra sat on their haunches nearby, each of them wearing the Elements of Harmony like they’d just raided a magical jewelry store. Twilight had the iconic crown, Moondancer’s neckpiece had a star-shaped gem, and Lyra’s had a harp.

They all stared at me like they were waiting for me to say something profound. Instead, I pointed a hoof at their accessories. “Alright, start talking. Why are you all wearing friendship-themed bling, and why am I here? I thought we were done with the ‘drag Ava into pony problems’ game.”

Twilight exchanged a glance with the others, then stepped forward, her voice calm but serious. “Ava, we didn’t want to pull you back here, but… we didn’t have a choice. We need your help.”

I blinked at her, confused. “My help? I’m not even from here! I’m barely holding it together in my world. What could you possibly need me for?”

Moondancer adjusted her glasses, fidgeting nervously. “It’s a long story, but... things in Equestria have gotten really bad since you left.”

I frowned, glancing around for the first time. The world wasn’t how I remembered it. The skies were gray and turbulent, with dark clouds swirling like an incoming storm. The trees in the distance looked twisted and gnarled, their leaves sparse and sickly. Even the grass beneath us seemed dull, like it had lost its color.

A pang of sadness hit me, sharp and heavy. “What… happened here?” I asked softly.

Lyra’s ears drooped, and she shuffled her hooves. “It started a few months ago. Weird things started happening—storms, earthquakes, magic behaving unpredictably. At first, it was just little things, but then... ponies started disappearing.”

Twilight nodded grimly. “Princess Celestia and Princess Luna were among the first to vanish. Then Cadance and Shining Armor... We’ve tried everything to get them back, but... we’re out of options.”

I stared at them, my heart sinking as their words sank in. “Wait,” I said, holding up a hoof. “You’re telling me the actual heroes of this world got taken out, and now you want me to step in? I’m not a hero. I’m not even a pony most of the time!”

Lyra glanced down, fiddling with her Element. “We know it’s a lot to ask, but... we’re desperate. You’re the only pony—er, person—who knows Equestria the way you do, even better than we do sometimes. We thought… maybe you could help us figure out what to do next.”

A part of me wanted to laugh, to dismiss everything they were saying as nonsense. This could all just be in my head, right? A coma-induced hallucination, or maybe my brain finally decided to go fully off the rails. But then a cold wind blew past, making me shiver. It felt too real.

“Look,” I said, rubbing a hoof against my forehead, “even if I wanted to help, what exactly am I supposed to do? I don’t have magic. I don’t have powers. I barely have a working leg in my real body, and now you want me to... what? Save the world?”

Twilight stepped closer, her eyes filled with quiet determination. “We’re not asking you to do it alone. We’ll figure it out together. But we need your knowledge, Ava. You’ve helped us before. Please.”

Her words hit something deep inside me, a mix of guilt and responsibility that made my chest tighten. I looked at her, then at Moondancer and Lyra. They were all watching me with a kind of hope that made me want to run away and hide.

“Where are the others?” I asked finally, my voice quieter. “The rest of the bearers. Where are they now?”

The question wiped the hope from their faces, replaced by a shared look of shame. Moondancer glanced at the ground, her voice barely audible. “They were... captured. Just like the princesses.”

“We’ve been on our own ever since,” Lyra added, her voice cracking. “Trying to figure out how to fix this, but... we’re not strong enough. Not without the Elements working properly. And we don’t know what else to do.”

The weight of their words settled on me, heavier than I was ready for. The world around us looked like it was falling apart, and these three ponies—these three desperate, terrified ponies—were looking at me like I was their last hope.

I wanted to say no. I wanted to tell them I wasn’t their savior, that they’d picked the wrong human to pony-nap. But I couldn’t ignore the way they looked at me, the way my chest ached seeing the state of Equestria.

“I’ll help,” I said finally, the words tasting strange but certain on my tongue. “But if this goes sideways, I reserve the right to say ‘I told you so.’ A lot.

Lyra’s face lit up, her ears perking as she gave a little bounce. “Thank you, Ava! You won’t regret this!”

“Oh, I’m already regretting this,” I muttered, shaking my head.

Moondancer adjusted her glasses, a small smile breaking through her nervousness. Twilight stepped forward, her hoof resting lightly on my shoulder. “Thank you,” she said softly. “I know this is a lot, but… we’re going to figure this out. Together.”

I sighed, looking around at the chaotic world around us. “Yeah. Together. Yippe...”

Inside, I wasn’t so sure. But what choice did I have?

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