Everypony loves parties, isn't it? But do ponies ever think of the party planner?

On Hearth's Warming Eve, Pinkie Pie sits in her room and ponders this question. She has thrown countless parties for other ponies throughout her life. But would they throw a party for her too? Or was she just the funny mare who brought them entertainment?

A small trigger warning: This story contains a few tiny mentions of death and one of suicide. Please consider this before you start reading.

This story has been written for Jinglemas 2024 and is a gift for Mancin.