*at the apartment*

„Sorry for mess, I was in a bit of a rush“

„Its okay“

„Wait for me on couch, do you want something to drink? I haave apple juice or mineral water“

„Water is good. Thanks to Applejacks special drink, I wont be able to drink apple tasting beverage without feeling sick“

„Feel you, when I first got drunk with Apples homemade alcohol, I felt the same“

I got myself juice and Twilight water and sat across from her on a couch

„Soo... I‘m sorry, I don’t really know how to start this conversation. But are you sure it would be okay if we started dating? Its just month since you and Timber broke up.“

„Well, to be totally honest, we broke up even sooner but I was little scared to tell you all. We broke up two months ago and should have like three of four. So yeah.“

„Good to know“

„Yeah. Sorry for that.“

This is really awkward. I don’t know what to say. Never really had this type of talk and talking about emotions is hard for me even without this communication wall, that I cant overcome. But I should say something.

„Twi, lets talk openly. I like you, you like me, am I right?“

„Yeah“ she blushed and looked away, but I could still see her little smile

„But there is this thing that I've been thinking about a lot. I know I like you, but I don’t really know if I could love you properly. And to be honest, I’m slightly afraid that I cant. Most of my relationship, well, all of them were just a way to earn some social credit. So this deep emotion love is pretty new to me and I did not get really time to think about it. And I understand that relationship is not just about the I love you’s. With that I can say I love you. But I don’t know how to love someone and at the same time be sure I don’t hurt you. I- I never really learned how to love someone without hurting them and I don't want to hurt you.“

I’ve said it. This was most of the things I’ve had on my mind all the ride back to mine.

And it was true. All the people I’ve dated I dated for something, and it was not love.

But now I really care about Twilight. I don’t want to hurt her the same way how I’ve hurt others.

As I was looking away, because I couldn’t look her into eyes, I felt her hand on mine. I’ve felt this beautiful emotion, so pure as the one when we kiss. I looked up.

„Sunset, than let me teach you how. And you teach me how to properly love you. I think we can do this together without hurting each other. It may be hard, and I'm really not a profesional as well, but if we try and want, what can't we do?“

„We can do this together, yeah.“

We can until I actually tell her everything about me.

Yes, I’m scared because I know she says this without knowing my full story. I know I love her with her backstory, because I know her story how she lived before meeting me. The worst thing she done was because of me bringing magic here and because someone pushed her to do it.

Me on the other hand, I’ve done so many bad things and not because someone made me do it, but because I wanted. She don’t know that about my past.

I felt her mood shift to a little anxious, because I was still looking down with a sad face.

„Hey Sunset, want to tell me more why you still look sad“

„I don’t think its fair towards you. I don’t know how you can love me. I’m not a good person, yeah, I can try, but you don’t know much about my past, or at least anything before I brang the magic crown back, and even with that not much. And yes, some part of me believes that good person like you just couldn’t like me. I’m not a good person or pony or whatever Twilight. I can try but when I get angry I say what’s on my mind and I still hurt people.“

„All of us have some dark sides. But only some can do something to change for better. And I know I can trust you with my heart. I believe you and even if something happens, we will work it out, trust me.“

„But-“

As I tried to muffle something she hugged me.

I stayed silent as I hugged her back. It felt awesome, even without feeling the emotion with my power. But that don’t mean I still don’t want to feel it.

Still hugging I tried to take off my jacked.

„It was not my intension to undress you with a hug.“ Said Twilight little sarcastically.

„well, happens. I’m hot in that hug and I would like that double kick of love with my powers.“

She giggled but than looked at me with curious frown.

„Hey, what’s that on your hand?“

Shit, I completely forgot. „Opps, I must had scratched my hand somewhere. I can be a little clumsy sometimes.“ I nervously smiled.

„How did you scratch at inner part of the forearm by mistake?“ good question

„I’m special?“ I shrugged. I think she don’t believe me but don’t want to question it as well.

„Soo... The hug?“

„Come here my special lover“

„yeah yeah, just hug me and don’t make fun of me“

Two hours and one cuddle session later.

„And that’s why I think the lore of this game is the best!“

„Its funny you think that the best lore is in game about killing aliens“

„Why?“

„Well, if you think hard enough, you are basically an alien at this universe.“

„I never really thought of that, but that means you are like Aracelia, you are dating an alien and I’m Xandro“

„Without the point of being rulers of each other universes“

„with the fact of being a magical special flying girls with unusual superpowers for this universe“

„good point“

With that we started to giggle. I liked this. A lot happened today, but I feel like this is the best ending we could hope for. Well... It could be better, but you know, good enough. Now there is still a lot of things to talk about, but I don’t want to ruin this beautiful moment. One of, how and when should we tell the girls.

I’m not scared that they will take it bad, no, just little nervous about it.

Author's Note

Editors note: Im going for week on vacation, so next post will be probably like week or more from now, sorry for that and I hope you are enjoying this story. Byee