Stuck as a Filly

Slipping

Well I don't remember much, I keep forgetting more and more each day, no.... that's not right.

My Name is Cade, well It used to be. I also used to be older, much older. Around eight years older. I used to live near a lake called Ontario in a cheap looking apartment on the third floor, or was it the 8th floor it’s hard to remember after the events that portrayed after twilight’s “little accident.” Or at least... I think that’s how it went

What? You never heard it, well Everypony has heard of it, and saw it. If you don’t know I guess I should tell you. This would make a great story for the English project I need for Cheerlee.

I just need one thing from you and you’ll understand why I need it. If I start rambling on about “Stupid silly filly” things I need you to snap me out of it. I don’t want to lose myself in myself.

If I remember exactly; which I probably wont, I used to have brown hair, not pink and did not have a tail. Yea, that right. In fact I was very much not a pony at all. I had these weird “thingies” at the end of my hoof that I could move and stuff.

Whenever I try to think of it I get headaches and they hurt very much. UGH I’m doing it again, aren’t I? Anyways. I didn’t have hooves and I would walk around on my hind legs which is kinda weird if you ask me...

I didn’t have I cutie mark, which was somewhat weird considering my age.... wait, NO it wasn’t weird at all. What I was.... Cutie marks were not normal at all! You are supposed to be helping me; not sitting here listening to me ramble on about these stupid filly garbage.

Anyways... what was I again.... Oh yes a human!, a Teenager at that. And most of all, A boy in his glory.

I was working on something back on my... planet, yea that’s right. A cake.... a Vanilla Cake.

Which is totally EWW because I hate vanilla. One time, in school my friend Star Shimmer told me ... wait... Ugh i need to snap out of it. I don’t know how long I can fight this but it’s closing in fast on my thoughts  .

Wait... I have an idea!

here goes I will just rush it. *Gasps*

Twilight Sparkle, a unicorn living in a tree-brary was working on a spell as she claims. A spell to view other worlds and stuff, neat huh? NO it's not neat it’s sad.... very sad...

The spell Failed and in a mistake I was brought to Equestria covered in Vanilla cake mix and frosting. Twilight didn't seem to care much about the cake for she just discovered a new type of living sentient creature. We spent a couple hours, way passed my bedtime now. But we spent a couple hours having a “Little Q and A about humans and their cultures. It’s funny really, I used to be a giant library of knowledge I knew everything a 16 year old should ever Understand about humanity and others stuff.

Now it seems every waking moment, every time I blink I forget a little bit more about my past self as Cade Trecrest and gain a little more about the little unicorn filly I am now.... Rain Spark... What an extremely Childish name.

This is all I really remember but I will try to push a little harder.

After Twilight was stuffed with her fair share of knowledge and was now resting her front hooves a pile of q-cards that stood vigilantly up to a hoof in height. She decided it was time for some rest She allowed me to sleep on here comfy Blue suede couch.OK for the record, suede is NOT comfy to sleep on an entire night. I woke up feeling really weird...

Hooves, matching pink mane and tail a strange hunger for hay and a loss of hunger for meat. Even the thought of eating meat made me shiver. Who knew I once enjoyed it with such passion. I seemed to also already instantly, and by instinct knew how to walk on fours and write with my mouth, it was as if I have been doing it for years.

What’s even more weird was that Twilight seems to have no memory of the night before. She picks me and nuzzles me, we joke around and play.  And so other things you would do to your little sister or something and not something you would do to some alien species who just “appeared” into your House/ library.

Like the other day was the Sisterhoof Social and guess who she wanted to go with? It’s not that I didn't like the idea. We DID go but.... well Twilight is not much of an athlete and I am not her sister, at least, I don’t think I am, this is getting confusing.

We Managed to get a decent place in the race. it wasn't a complete fail like i assumed. we both got some nice shiny silver metal.

I tried to tell her but she would not believe me, no matter how much I try to convince her.EVERYPONY in Ponyville, even Celestia thinks I am related to her. She does, however, seem to be a little "phased" with the idea like.... she knows the truth of something. Maybe I will talk to her one day, get some answers.

The notes that were taken the night before were fading and if I ever managed to show her one before it faded she would say its nothing but gibberish and to stop making jokes. I mean, how could it be a joke? She wrote it herself!

Maybe they were Jokes? Maybe this is all a joke! Or just a crazy dream.... Humans are just some silly mare’s tale and only little fillies and Lyra believe in. But no, I am big filly, I will prove to twilight I can do things with her and go on adventures with her friends I will prove to her- wait... what was I talking about again?

Everything is going away so quick I don’t know how long these memories will hold on. I won’t lie, being a filly is fun, much more fun than being some icky colt or a Hu-men or a hu-men colt. No real responsibilities, innocence, and most of all a wonderful smart unicorn for a sister and an ever older big brother who cares for me very much. Plus there is a dragon, his name is spike and there is a little birdie, Big sis says he is a phoenix and that phoenixes are known for abandoning their old life in death and restarting life again as youth. I am not fully sure about that but she said “you’ll see someday”

Heeelp meee

You know, Being a unicorn is fun too, twilight always say “it means that you're going to become a very smart and powerful young mare”  I don’t believe I could ever be as strong as my big sis though.

Pleeease

Hearths warming eve is coming real soon and princes Celestia, our sun princess, the one in charge of raising the sun each day cor-ju-ally invites twilight to be in the play in Canterlot, a big pony city! I’m so happy that, I get back stages passes with the other crusaders! Since were related to the stars. Twilight was working tirelessly on her lines before I asked her if I can write a letter. She asked me who i was writing too.... who am I writing too anyways? I don’t even remember. But if your still here then you must really want know my life! Twilight is always telling me not to talk to strangers but, you guys seem alright.

No.. ... .. .. .

The cutie mark crusaders, CMC for short are a group of us fillies consisting of me, applebloom, sweetie belle, scootaloo and somepony by the name of bab seed from manehattan. I always wanted to go there with twilight, maybe next year.

Anyways the Cutie mark crusaders are a group devoted to finding special talents for ourselves and gaining out “cutie marks” so far no luck at all. But It’s still fun to tag along.

Anyways, wow look at the time! I must be getting to bed. I have school tomorrow you only have so much time in your life I really wish I was older.

I...

I... am.... sorry. ...