Pencil flipping, ruler twirling

"Its been a while since I last wrote anything in here" I said to nopony in particular. I flipped open my pink journal with the words DIARY scribbled out and began writing.

February seventh 2013 CR ("CR" being Celestia Reign)

It has been about two months since I opened this book and recalled the past in-cid-ents that have led me to where I am now. I have lived out this silly second life to lower suspicions until I can be certain that what happened to me was in-tenti-onal of a trip of magic. I am certain now that what has happened to me was pur-pos-eful and am now ready to step up to a more active solution to this "fillyfication" problem.

"SIS, SPIKE! TIME FOR BREAKFAST ITS BOTH YOUR FAVORITES!" a  warming voice from down the hall sang

I use my newly obtained magical powers to fold the book together and strap it in my saddlebag. I groggily roll out of bed and tumble to the floor with a heavy "thump" sound.

"Ugh stupid hooves" I mumble while trying to untangle myself from my covers.

"hehe yea, makes you wish you had feet like mine" another voice said. After untangling myself I was introduced to the nose-kill smell of spikes feet right in front of my face.

"Yea I bet you miss having these instead of tiny hoofs eh?" Spike continued.

I knocked his feet out of my face and shifted over to my other side. wait... did he just say miss having these?

I turn around to see spike rummaging through my saddlebag in the corner of my room, he was reading my journal.

"Hey! don't read that" I yelled, throwing my fluffy winter boot at him. he ducked and stated laughing.

"Watch where your throwing that Rain, or should I say Cade I may accidentally burp this book to the princess.

I don't think you want her knowing about this human nonsense do you? Spike said sounding a little more serious.

I tried to pull it off as a sort of lie and attempt to hide the suspicion.

"Don't be silly spike" I  said laughing "That's just a story I'm making, Talking apes? really? that's just a bunch of stories. The crusades and I thought that maybe we can get our talents in storytelling" I conclude my lie with a smile.

"Cade.... You, Me,  Twilight, the princesses and all of ponyville know what you are, what you really are"

My heart stopped and I could swear my eyes sunk in when I heard that. Were all my suspicions correct? Is this all one big conspiracy?

Spike slowly steps up to me, ripping pages out of the journal and tossing them into the trash.

"Cade, I'm on your side in all this. What going on, It's not right and we need to fix it. That is... If you wan't it too be fixed."

"Spike.." I say in a whisper, my girlie voice cracking. "How long did you know?" That was the only question I could think to ask at the moment.

"I knew the plan before you even turned into, well, this" Spike looked me up and down "I only wish I could do something about all of this but please keep in mind, This was NOT Twilight's plan, No, It was Celestia's.

"Why would celestia wan't to turn me into a filly" I thought to myself.

"Your probably wondering why she would do it" Spike said while ripping the final written page from the book and handing me back the empty journal.

I nodded limply having lost all my blood in my face after spike called me by my real name.

Spike noticed this and laughed, he grabbed my pillow and placed it on the floor and told me to sit. I slowly crept over to the pillow and sat on it.

"For one let me say this: you are not the first human to be here" Spike paused, probably expecting an objection. I sat and listened quietly.

"I bet your wondering where all the humans went  aren't you?" Spike said.

"Not really" I reply "I figured you would just explain it without trying to guess what I'm thinking all the time" I said.

"They're all still here, they're ponies now, just like you"

That took me off guard, how could that be, I haven't seen any sign of human's existence here and now spike telling me not only that I wasn't the first but that they're still here.

"Your also not the first to have "Q&A" with Twilight. She already knows about humans and everything you told her she has been told over a dozen times by the humans before you." Spike said.

"But why? why? why? why? You haven't told me why this is happening!" I shouted.

"Its because humans die of a mysterious sickness in equestria!" Spike shouted back.

"Well that escalated quickly" I thought to myself.

"What kind of sickness can "ban" a race from a area just like that" I asked spike. He then turns from me and faces the window. "I overheard twilight talking to her five other friends. She said something about a humans and their lack of magic

and magic tolerance abilities. those born in Equestria or raised at a very young age in Equestria  grow a sort of "tolerance" to the magical radiation that unicorns let off during spells. but creatures who are not familiar with magic can not handle the magic intake that Equestrian air posses."

"So all humans who end up in Equestria must become a pony for their own survival " A lavender mare at my door says.

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"I didn't wan't you to remember, I didn't want you to end up so.... young, and become a filly at all. That was my mistake.

most humans that undergo conversion tend to forget their original past and build up their own history subconsciously to fill in the gap of life."

"You however, lasted much longer and somehow, against all odds, remembered. You also hid your memory from me and pretended to be a happy go lucky little filly so I wouldn't get suspicious. maybe your special talent is acting"

Twilight laughed out loud at her joke.

"Ok twilight, you got me? now what? are you going to "dispose" of me, drain my memories? kill me?" I asked twilight, half expecting her to pull out rarity's cat, opal and begin stoking her like a evil mastermind would.

"Kill you? why in Equestria would I do that?" Twilight asked me.

"Because..... he discovered your conspiracy" Spike joined in.

"Conspiracy? what are you talking about? listen, I have a way to send you back to your planet, as a human. it will be simple, quick and painless." Twilight said, tears welling up in her eyes.

"Its just that... of all the humans that have been here, I actually felt a connection with you. that was why I made you my "sister". I love you like any sister would. even if it was fake, you cant tell me we didn't have fun together. reading,learning magic, games and exploring. Twilight said now with tears streaming down her face.

I was silent for a moment but my thoughts were running laps. she was  right, as much as I fought it. I actually kinda enjoyed it too.

"I just want you to know, If you do decide to go back, that I will never forget you and I will always consider you my little sister

without giving me a chance to respond she turned and left.

"breakfast is on the table, eat it before it gets cold." she said on her way out.