Maybe is all...

Maybe its not so simple

Chapter 1 (Sweet morning)

The sweet sound of birds chirping is a nice way to wake up it’s a lot better than ear rape and eye rape, you think this to yourself as you slowly open your eyes. Twilight is sleeping; her head resides on your chest and you watch as her head follows the movement of your breathing, the colors of her mane looks so different in the morning. After a few minutes of watching her sleep she yawns, she slowly opens her eyes and looks at you.

“Good morning.”

“Good morning.” you reply and rub her mane softly.

As you look at her you can’t stop wondering how old she is this question has been eating away at you ever since Spike brought it up. “Hey Twilight how old are you?”

Twilight is still sleepy and she yawns as she talks “Pony years or human years?”

He responds strikes you as odd “There no difference right?”

Twilight is slightly more awake now, she can’t resist proving how smart she is “Well the human world’s time moves very slow compared to ours so in human years I would be very young.”

She pause

“Well i’m still young here but bigger difference.”

Not really the answer you wanted to hear but that's not what you now care about. “What do you mean time moves very slow on my world?”

Twilight lays her head back down on your chest and yawns “Well you have been here for just over a month in human time that's most likely a few days maybe five or six.”

You're surprised at her comment “It may have only been a few days?” Your mind races with thoughts of your old life, the life you thought you lost. “Twilight are you saying if I go back I may have been only gone for a few days?”

Twilight brings her head up as she talks “Sure but why are saying it like that?”

Your voice is a bit more rushed as you talk “Twilight this means I can get my old life back I could go back and just make an excuse for being gone.”

Twilight looks at you “You want to leave?” her voice is a little shaky

You notice her change in voice and you try to curb your enthusiasm “well you know Twilight, it’s not that I don’t like it here it’s just...” you try to think of the right words but your mind is blank.

Twilight is now talking fast “But why would you want to leave you you like it here don’t you? And what do you mean you don’t belong here everyone likes you?” She stares at you waiting for a response.

Your mind gives up on a word and just starts following the conversation “Twilight i’m not a pony.”

Twilight blows at you “SO what!? What does that have to do with anything?”

You rub your neck as you think of a reply “It’s just I can’t do the things I could do with another human here and I think I should just show my parents i’m not dead...you know?”

Twilight looks at you “What do you mean you can’t do the things you want? The Princess said you could do whatever you want.”

“Thats not what I mean Twilight...”

Twilight is now on full defence as she talks “OH well what is it hm?”

You're getting annoyed at her tone and you feel a surge of anger as you snap back to her.

“I don’t maybe I want a family maybe I want a girlfriend that doesn't make me feel like i’m doing something wrong maybe I want to live the way I want to and maybe I want to live a life where talking ponies don’t exist! You know I never asked for a pony to come into my life and change what I thought was real, I never asked for my life to be taken away...”

Twilight looks at you for a moment her eyes are a bit red and she looks like she is going to cry “oh...I didn’t know...” she slowly leaves the bed and starts walking towards the door, just before she leaves she slows down and turns back and looks at you. “You know I didn't intend to mess my spell up that day...magic does what it wants” She lowers her voice “And you think you're the only one whose life has changed?”

Your anger quickly subsides as you watch her leave the room slowly.

As she leaves the room and the sound of her hooves clanging the wood is far away, You smash your hands down and give a low scream, you stare at your hands on the bed, they have a light green glow to them, you would care about it but your head is throbbing. You lay back down and put a pillow over your head, you decided to just try and go back to sleep.

note to self...FUCK today!

End of chapter 1