Maybe is all...

Chapter 2

You have woke up five times today three where to use the bathroom and the fourth was to sneak down and get something to eat. Now your fifth time walking up you decide to start what's left of your day, you don’t know what time it is but the sun from the window is a little past the middle of the sky. you roll out of your bed and slowly walk to your door, you peer down stairs to see if Twilights in the main room.

“You really are trying to avoid her huh?”

The voice startles you forward and you almost fall over the edge, as you get your balance you turn to the voice. “Spike you about gave me a heart attack.”

Spike stands with his arms crossed “I don’t know what happened but you need to fix it.”

You look back down the stairs, “Is she mad?”

“No worse she's been tearing up the library looking for something and she has been making me help.” he points his claw to you “Do you know what it’s like to pick up hundreds of books with your bear claws?”

You wave your hands in front of him “Nope.”

Spike looks at them “HA ha very funny.”

“Spike where are you?” you hear Twilight call through the house.

Spike focus back on your face he looks at you and shakes his claws anxiously “NO I have been down there all day it’s your turn.”

You walk down the stairs and follow Twilight's voice it leads to the main library, she is sitting down with her back to the entrance look through books as she floats them past her face, “Spike could you had me those books over there.”

You look to the pile of books to your right, you walk over to the books and hover a few up to you; you're surprised that worked it makes you happy not having to bend down to grab a book. You get a few books and walk over to Twilight, you place them down beside her.

As you place the books Twilight notices you hand; she stops floating the books pass her face and she places the books on the ground.

You notice she has stopped, you talk in a low voice “Hey Twilight.”

You reach to pet her head as your hand meets her mane she jerks her head away.

“Listen Twilight I didn't mean what I said before...”

Twilight cut you off before you finish, “Don’t try and take back what you said...It’s completely true...how could you be happy in a world you're not made for.”
You’re quite for a few moments so you can gather your thoughts before you speak, “Twilight it’s not that I don’t want to be here...it’s just sometime I wonder how my life would be if I never came here.”

Twilight again starts hovering the books past her, you feel a little mad that she is not continuing the conversation.

“Twilight?”

She continues to ignore you and floats more books pass her flipping the pages as they pass her.

“Twilight what are you doing?”

Twilight finally talks her voice is a little broken and she stutters a bit, “Well... i’m looking for a spell that can send you back.”

You're surprised at her determination; you know that what you said may have been a shock but it could not have been then bad for her to spend the whole day looking through books.

You look towards the window and notice the sun is actually starting to set...damn pony time...you look back to Twilight “You know Celestia destroyed the only book that had the spell why would you still look?”

Twilight's voice is now no longer is a broken voice; it carries a more annoyed tone “Well I figure I could try and find something, seeing as how you're SO unhappy.”

“What do you mean? This is the first time I have ever talked about wanting to go back.”

Twilight runs books past her a little fast as she talks “Well you must have been think about this for a long time and your right you never should have stayed here.”

Never should have stayed here? the words hit you hard, your face gets a little warm and your voice is a little rushed “So what you want me to leave?”

Twilight snaps back at you “That seems to be what you want, am I right?”

Your face is now heated as you two start to spit words at each other, your mind no longer cares what you say and most of your words just fly out without a second thought

“All I said was I wonder if there is a way back!”

Twilight's soft feminine voice is dwarfed by your beckoning words as she tries to talk back, so your raging continues.

“Is that so much to ask for? Can I not want to get my life back? A life where I can do what I want and actually make something of myself?!”

Twilight's voice gets louder as she stands “What do you mean where you can actually make something of yourself! You don’t think you will have a life after the Princess is done with my reports and your reports? Do you think you would be stuck with me your whole life!”

Your hands glow green as you shout back to her “I don’t see how it matters where I go everyone is a PONY!”

Your head is pounding as you stop your retaliation, you look down to your hands and see the glow you look back to Twilight. She stands there...eyes red and her mouth still trying to come up with something to say “Well....maybe I will find a spell and then you won't have to see me or any pony AGAIN!”

She sits back on the ground and begins to weep.

You stare at her, seeing her sad has snapped you out of your rage fit and now you only feel heartbroken. Your mouth mumbles a few sounds that are too ill-thought out to make words.

You sit down in front of her “Twilight...why are you trying so hard to find a spell?”

Twilight lifts her head from the ground “You're right.....” her sobbing makes it a little hard to understand what she is saying “All those things you said before...you can’t have any of them here”

You look at not knowing what to say.

She continues to talk “And you know what's worse? I can’t be or give you any of those things either.”

You stare at her trying to grasp how an animal can care so much “I didn't know you cared that much about what happened to us when this was over...”

Twilight sniffles and tries to stop crying.

You pet her head, “I’m sorry Twilight.”

“It’s not your fault, I know you didn't mean to get so mad.”

You reach for Twilight's head and start to pet her, “I don’t know what is happening lately I just haven’t felt like myself. Do you think you can forgive me?”

Twilight looks at your face for a few moments and gives a soft smile, she leans in and kisses you. As she breaks the kiss she giggles a bit “I see why you do that to shut somepony up.” She again stares at you and replies in a joking tone “Maybe.”

You smile at her and think to yourself, Maybe is all you need.

End of chapter 2