Why Does Everypony Hate Me

I'm done with everything! My dreams, my dresses, my friends, my family, and I'm done with my life! I tried to make my dreams come true, by showing off my dresses for every SINGLE PARTY and FASHION SHOW! Canterlot and a lot of other places across Equestria where the rich live have shunned me! Well. Not. Anymore! I am a gorgeous mare and I thought I could do anything to expand my business across Equestria! But no, EVERY SINGLE RICH PONY HAS SHUNNED ME AND MY WORK!

My name is Rarity, I am a snow white unicorn with a purple mane and tail, I am the fashion and dress designer in Ponyville, I live and run the Carousel Boutique, I live with my young sister Sweetie Bell, I like to hang out with my friends, Twilight Sparkle, Rainbow Dash, Fluttershy, Applejack, Pinkie Pie, and Spikey Wikey. But as far as anypony knows I am going to miss them all, I love them all so much, but all of my dreams have been crushed and ruined, so I am done with everything about designing and dress making, friends, and family. Nothing in this world is going to stop me from completing what I am about to do. My name is Rarity and I am about to kill myself.

By Celestia and Luna, how am I the most gorgeous, generous, loving, caring, nice, and drama queen, going to kill myself? Should I put a needle in my eye, drink poison, cut myself (bleeding slowly), smother myself, hang myself, drown myself, shock myself, or burn myself? So many options, so little time, I might as well sleep and think about it. It is late in the evening and tomorrow might bring me the idea. So good night, Rarity this is your last time in Ponyville.

The next day (morning).

Good morning. What am I talking about? Today is the greatest day in my life, I won't be alive the next morning. Time to say good-bye to my friends, family, and my life. I quickly got out of my bed, and made it nice and neat for a lady such as myself. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen to make breakfast for myself. I made myself some eggs, toast, and a glass of orange juice.

I then immediately went to the front door of my Boutique opened it and closed behind me as I walked out. Who should I say good-bye to first? Rainbow Dash? Applejack? Twilight? Pinkie Pie? Fluttershy? Spikey-Wikey? This is going to be a lot harder than I thought.

I guess I could visit and hang out with them one last time. Yes, that is how it should be. I galloped to the Golden Oaks Library to visit Twilight and Spike. As I knocked on the wooden door, my good friend Twilight opened it and gave me a warming smile.

"Hello Rarity. Nice of you to drop by. What can I do for you today?" She asked, smiling.

"I came here darling to help you out or hang out with you and Spike." I replied, smiling back at her.

"I'm sorry Rarity, but Spike just left moments ago to help other ponies."

"Oh. I see."

"But you could still hang out with me if you don't mind."

"Of course dear, I be delighted. Shall we go out and stroll the town or clean up the library?"

"Spike already helped in the library today, and I have plenty of free time so I was thinking that we all have a picnic  together."

"That sounds lovely. When should I meet you all there?"

"Around 1:00 P.M."

"I shall be there then."

"Okay see you later."

"Bye darling."

This is perfect Rarity, you can say your last good bye to the five during the picnic. I was hoping to say good bye to Spike, but I guess I won't be able to. Oh well, maybe Twilight will tell him, I'm sure of it. Alright, 1:00 P.M., and my final day will be complete. What should I do before the picnic? Should I just prepare for it and get ready or should I just walk the streets of Ponyville. Hmmmm, so many choices so little time. I know I shall walk the streets one more time, then prepare for the picnic.

I began walking down the streets of Ponyville, waving to other ponies, and enjoying the sunshine. I then walked back to my home as I went to prepare for the picnic. I soon saw a purple drake with green spines on his back, helping a aquamarine unicorn and a cream coated earth pony with a problem. I then saw Spikey-Wikey walk away from the couple and walk towards the market. Something felt wrong, I felt very heavy on the inside. I guess I will miss them all after today's event. I made it back home unaware that I didn't say hi or  good bye to Spike. Was. Really. Going. To. Be. The. Hardest. Thing. Ever!

Got that off my chest. Might as well be dramatic one last time. I enter my home and the heavy feeling I had earlier didn't go away as I thought it would. I ignored it as I look around in my wardrobe closet for a fitting outfit for an outdoor event. This might be a while, maybe I should just go as I am. It's settled, now I just have to wait.

At the picnic

I arrived at the field. I saw all of my friends waving me over to where they had set up their picnic blanket, basket, food drinks, and a lot of other things to keep them occupied. I noticed among the group that Spikey-Wikey wasn't with them. I thought he'd be here to see me and drool over me. I thought I say good bye to him and he never see me again. I thought to myself as I sat down on the blanket. The girls all looked at me with confusion on  their faces, so I asked, "What's wrong girls? Is there something wrong?"

They all shook their heads side to side, then Applejack spoke up, "Where's them fancy hats or them fancy clothing you wear to these picnics of ours?"

I bit my lip as I tried so hard not to burst at Applejack for reminding me of fashion, clothing, hats, etc.. So I replied, "Just wanted to see what it is like without any fancy clothing dear Applejack."

Rainbow was the next one to speak, "So you're not going to panic over the smallest little things that happen to your white coat?"

"Of course not Rainbow dear." I replied, smiling.

Pinkie was the next to asked, "Can I mess with your mane then?"

I replied, "Sure thing darling. Make it messy as you see fit."

Twilight and Fluttershy just looked at me in confusion, so I asked, "What's wrong Twilight and Fluttershy?"

Fluttershy asked, "Rarity are you okay?"

I replied, "Of course I'm okay Fluttershy dear."

Twilight then asked, "Are you sure you're okay? You're acting differently today."

I replied, "Of course I'm okay. I'm still the same friend you all know, I just want to see what I look like without my fancy get up."

All of my friends had puzzled expressions on their faces, just as I began to look for Spike. I found no trace of him at the picnic so I asked, "Where's Spike?"

Twilight then replied, "He couldn't make it today Rarity. He said, he had something to do and won't be at the picnic until later."

I looked down at the ground, kicking a little dust with my hoof. I sighed wishing that Spike would be here and I could say good-bye to him. Then I just thought of something, maybe I could wait for him to come here then I say good-bye to him and my friends.

Later that day (Sunset)

I waited for Spike to show up, but I had a bad feeling that he won't show up at all. So I waited for a few more minutes, chatting away with my friends. Just then I saw something running towards us, it was a purple teenage dragon with green spikes running down from his back all the way to his tail, sweat was dripping down from his head and down his muscular chest and abs. It was Spike, he finally showed up to the picnic. I think I began to picture him and me together on a beach somewhere playing a game of chase or frisbee. After chasing me on the sand, Spike would pick me up in his strong arms, and I would feel his muscular chest pressed close to me, then he would lay on top of me and we would make love during the setting sun.

I snapped out of my trance, wiped a little drool off of my chin and mouth, and trotted over to greet the drake, "Hello Spikey-Wikey."

"Hello Rarity." Spike greeted back to me, a small blush appearing on his face.

"So what did you do today?" I asked him.

"Well I did help Lyra and Bon-Bon at the Sweet Shop today, then I helped Rose, Lily, and Daisy decide what would be best for the flowers, and I helped Derpy find the correct place to deliver the mail. So that's what I did today, what did you do?" Spike replied, smiling, and wiping sweat from his fore head.

"Ah, I see, well you must be exhausted right after doing those things and running here. I bet you would like to relax right now." I said, a blush crept on my face. I tried to hide the blush from him so he wouldn't see it. Why do I feel different when I'm around Spike? I can't be in love with him can I? I thought to myself as Spike and I walked back towards the rest of our friends.

We were all having a good time. We all told jokes, there was laughter, Pinkie and Rainbow Dash gave Spike sarsaparilla in his drink and he began to turn red. Both Pinkie and Rainbow Dash then laughed hard as they were both rolling on the ground. Soon, it turned to night and I felt something drip on my muzzle, I looked up at the dark sky and I saw it was beginning to rain.

I got up and looked at all of my friends one last time. I sighed as I began to think about what will happen to them. I tried to speak but then I realized that it would be a waste of time, so I galloped away from them and ran all the way back to my home to complete my suicide.

Later that evening

I saw storm clouds above me and I ran as fast as I could back to my Boutique. I opened the door and closed it behind me as I went into the kitchen. I used my magic to levitate a few drawers, cabinets, dish washer, or anything that can open in a kitchen. I then saw the knife block full of the sharpest knives, my parents got from one of their vacations. I used my magic and levitated a small knife towards me. I then went into my studio to find a piece of paper and quill to write my last letter. I soon found the items that I wanted and began to write my last letter.

I couldn't think of anypony but then I thought about Spike. I began writing my final good bye to him, tears were coming out from the corners of my eyes. I hope you get this letter Spikey-Wikey, cause I won't probably ever see you again after the deed I'm about to commit. I thought to myself as I put the letter on the kitchen table where I hope he'll find it. Tears were running down my face, but I wiped them away. The knife still caught in my levitation grip, floated in front of me. I knew what had to be done.

I ran upstairs beginning cutting myself as I ascended to my bedroom with the knife in tow. I soon reached my bedroom and I stopped cutting myself. I levitated the knife to the floor as I went into my bathroom. I checked myself in the mirror and I looked like a mess. My mane was all frizzy and tangled in some places, I noticed that I have cuts on my cheeks, my blood running down my face like it were tears coming from my eyes. I punched with my hoof against the mirror and the glass shards cut my hoof open like a fire work.

But instead of fire it was my blood. I used my other hoof and smashed the mirror again and the same thing happened with my other hoof. Both of my hooves were covered in glass and blood. I never felt more proud of myself than before. Sweet death is coming to me tonight!

I walked out of my bathroom, closed the door, and hit my head three times against it. I noticed that blood was coming down my forehead where my horn is at. I feel light headed from losing too much blood, so I'll just shut my eyes for a few minutes.

I soon woke up as I heard something open downstairs, so I got back up and walked out of my bathroom and back into my bedroom. My vision was blurry from the blood lost, I stumbled a bit as I walked towards the knife I placed on the floor I tried to levitate the knife in my blue magic, but instead I fell face first onto the floor. I then began to get up again, and I couldn't get on all four of my hooves, so I sat on my haunches.

I then looked at the knife on the floor again and I began to use my magic to levitate it again. This time however, I got the knife in my magical blue aura as I levitated it closer to me. I closed my eyes and prepared for the end, as I flipped the knife around and pointed the tip of the knife at my chest. I then heard my bedroom door open, I opened one of my eyes and peeked at the intruder. It was none other than Spike and he seemed worried.

"Rarity!" He screamed to me as I looked at him.

I said smiling, "I'm sorry Spikey-Wikey. I love you." I closed my eye and prepared for my demise.

I then heard somepony run towards me and I heard something hit my bedroom floor. Cling. I opened my eyes and I looked up and saw Spike smiling down at me.

"Why did you save me?" I asked, bitterly.

"Because I love you Rarity." Spike replied, smiling and he wrapped his arms, and held me in a embrace.