do the pinkie pie rock

“And then you roll down the hill like so”

pinkie glided down the hill with applejack and twilight in pursuit giggling  and squealing with happiness

“oh pinkie we should really do this more often I love hanging out with you”

“yeah sugar cube you are good at entertaining friends and making them happy!” applejack smiled

“well that is my special talent” she said flashing her cutie mark into her friends line of sight “see you tomorrow guys!”

when pinkie got home ,waving to everypony she saw on her way and bouncing cheerfully, she made it to her apartment above sugercube corner avoiding Mr. and Mrs. Cake  like the plague as she knew they where busy and as soon as she closed and locked the door her hair went flat and she started drag her hooves on the floor on the way to the bathroom muttering to herself quietly just like she did every day coming home to her empty life in her flat over the backery.

She filled the sink and then perched on the side of the bath she grabbed a bar of soap and damping her flank before scrubbing it furiously  whit the white bar, teeth clenched and she watched the blue , pink and yellow paint run away to revile a cutie mark that was just a picture of a pile of rocks being crushed by a pink hoof.

Now the tears came. as they always did at this time off day.

she wept and wept and wept and then stopped to remember her long gone granny pie who had taught her to smile, smile, smile and to giggle at the ghosties when in doubt. And had taught her rhymes. She remembered one now.

"And into her own reflection she stared, yearning for one whose reflection she shared, and solemnly sweared not to be scared, at the prospect of being doubly mared" she muttered to herself before punching the filled sink in frustration , hurting her hoof, and sobbing into her hooves, once more.

She had had enough. walked into her room and packed one carefully stitched dress (rarity had made her) a bushel of Red rosy  apples (applejack had given her) a book called maps of Equestria (that twilight had given her) put gummy in his cage (that fluttershy had made to fit him perfectly ) and the letters RD had sent her from her family visit to cloudsdale. all of the possessions made her almost change her mind.but she had to do it, she just needed to pack all the things she would need to keep her going.

she walked into her back yard yet again avoiding the cake's She looked up to see a gray Pegasus blowing bubbles and giggling whit her purple filly into the twilight atmosphere

“Derpy will you give me a lift”  said pinkie, her eyes filling whit tears  the gray mare moved her eyes down

“why is your hair flat pinkie pie?” asked the small purple unicorn on Derpy’s back clinging to her mane

“I’m leaving ponyville dinky its not where I belong. It never was.”