my sanity

well guys this will be a story of my insanity and over coming it well let's get started well it started when i firt bacame a brony long before i knew what i acuttaly was and that's when it bagan and i created my own little world for them know it may seem that this thought might be running through your head "THIS GUY'S A FUCKING SYPCHOPATH" we'll im not and if you've got any thing to say say it! I DARE YOU!! back to the story and with that world there was the one that i loved before my eye's in a dream i was flying about with her and that's were i started losing sanity i started having visoin's and they interacted with the way i was living last summer i was in my room alone almost through out the entire summer and playing either XBOX360 or my computer and minecraft i did enough research to understand what states i was under going so i just called my condition RD INSANITY and was being haunted day and night by her stare even though nobody else could see it i could see it as clears as freshly made glass and i have to say it felt good and bad always it felt good to know that she seemed to be waching over me like a guard'ein angle or something bad because i felt like any moment i would have a vision of her that interacted with real life of her killing me and she would later then heal me just to do it again it was hard growing up for me i was all way's pushed around by the popular kids but tha changed one day when SHE TOOK CONTROLL OF MY BODY  and tried killing one of the popular bitches SHE gave him a bloody nose (broken) black-eye and a broken jaw that only made matters worse for me because right after that people began wondering what is wrong with him someone actually had the ball's to ask me after that i just explaind the condition i had and he's still my friend my closest one at that and i actually found out just a few week's ago that he had the same condition i had!! but it was with TWILIGHT SPARKLE and so me and him began working together on trying to find away to stop the condition we both had however were still working on it so yeah dont pity me though i hate it when people do well thats it for chapter one try not to piss me off in the comments i'll give anwsers to those Q's i can answer