Black Rose

Black Rose:

All the torture stopped. I was confused at first, still was. Mostly because I was sitting in a bright and colorful room. It was my old room, the place I left a very long time ago. A place I wish I could forget.

"You forgot all of this." I turned around and saw the voice. She had cracks on her face, like cracks in clay before it falls apart.

"Forgot?" I asked her backing away a little. She put me through torture, she dug into me.

"You forgot me and fell apart, you left me." She was crying. This was new, for as long as I could remember the entity standing before me has always been cruel and mean.

"I don't understand." I said backing away a little again. Her eyes were glued to the floor. I soon hit the wall and I had a good distance between me and her. But it still wasn't enough, the torture she ha put me through, all that pain. It nearly broke me, and I just knew this was the last part of it.

"How could you, you left me alone!" She yelled, her voice echoing as if we were in a auditorium. She was looking at me with tears flooding her face. The cracks started to grow larger. "Wake up!"

"Please..." The distance between us was closed in a matter of seconds. She was in front if me, her eyes digging into mine. She grabbed me and started to shake me in a fierce rage.

"Wake up, please just wake up!" She screamed shaking me. I was confused, scared, and couldn't help myself from my crying. I had closed my eyes and was trying to imagine something else. I saw red, and then a face. One I knew I wanted to see again, Mac.

"Big Macintosh." I said and everything was still and sound. I sat there for a little. In a little time I realized I was laying down. I opened my eyes in confusion. I saw a white ceiling, I could hear a sound. I turned my head toward the sound and it was Mac. He was sound asleep. In a blind joy I rushed to hug him. Only to fall off the bed, I tried to catch myself but all I did was knock the contents of a bedside table onto the floor.

"What the?" Mac asked waking up. I was holding myself between on the bed and on the floor. Mac hurried to aid me. Once I was upright and back on the bed I was then able to hug him. I squeezed as hard as I could. "I thought you'd never wake up."

"Me too." I said feeling myself cry. After the moment we had Mac went to get a doctor. I tried to talk him out of it, but I didn't have a choice. Soon I had a doctor looking me up and down, taking my body temp, my blood pressure, my heart beat, you name it he checked it. The worst part is when he took blood, I felt sick as I watched the needle go into my skin.

"You'll only feel a pinch." He said, couldn't help but watch that dreaded thing go into me. Once it was all in good the doctor said he would be back with the tests. He had a very disgruntled look on his face.

"I hate this place." I said feeling trapped, I wanted to get outside. I hated being indoors for too long, it's just not natural to me.

"I asked the doctor to hurry, their not too busy so it should be relatively quick." Mac said looking at me with a smile.

"You okay?" I asked feeling embarrassed. He has been staring at me with a smile for a very long time.

"I'm perfectly fine." He said still with the smile. The door opened, I was expecting to see the doctor. Nope it was someone I didn't want to see. Princess Luna walked into the room looking at Mac and me.

"She is awake we err... I see. I am glade to see you are alright Rose." What a complete lie that was. All my so called mother ever cared about was keeping me locked in a house with others waiting on me like servants. I was an outcast, I couldn't stay there.

"What are you doing here?" I said slumping down in the itchy bed. I did not want to be here, I wanted to get outside. Just can't feel comfortable inside.

"We...I understand that you are not happy see me." Luna said, I avoided looking at her. Probably put Mac in a awkward place.

"Some mom you are. Your a princess and you can't even help me, no all you wanted to do was lock me up. You have some nerve, you could have told me I was going to die sooner." I was angry, this was all to much.

"Rosie I was only try to protect you."

"Do not call me Rosie, that 'gift' of yours. Just leave!" I was near yelling. I wanted to yell.

"If that is what you want, then I shall. Big Mac, please watch out for her." My mom said before she left. My eyes were glued to the opposite side of the room. I had a great view of the outdoors, really wanted to get outside. I dropped my head feeling a great pressure in my forehead. I saw something, something I hadn't seen in a very long time. Bending over I grabbed the soft plush teddy bear.

"Lilly?" My stuffed bear mom got for me, it was the first actual memory I had. I was so happy that day... I left Lilly behind. Mom kept her.

"She thought it would help you." Mac said quietly, I looked at him. He had his eyes at the ground. He felt like he did something wrong. He looked at me with an apologetic look. I smiled at him, which in return made him smile.

"I'm glade you got some sleep." I didn't know how long I had been unconscious. Mac's smile grew a little.

"Not the best night sleep, but still." He said with a chuckle. I couldn't help but laugh, when I did the door opened again. Wasn't happy to see who stepped through, I just didn't trust doctors.

"Well the test results are staggering." He said looking at Mac and me and then back at the clipboard. He looked worried and that made my heart drop. "Before when we ran tests we couldn't find anything at all wrong. But now we have something rather odd, mostly because it was the first thing we checked."

"What is it Doc?" Mac asked looking at me with worry.

"She has a serious malignant tumor, in your frontal lobe. It just baffles me that we didn’t catch this right away.” The Doctor said looking worried and panicked. Mac looked at me with worry.

“English Doctor.” I said feeling stupid. Even Mac knew what the Doctor was talking about. So that moment got even worse when he explained what it was.

“It’s cancer dear. Your…eye is an unusual effect and cause of the cancer. I just don’t understand why we didn’t find this right away. But it does explain the passing out and the coma you were in.” Man this was actually a surprise to me. I was always weird to the world. I was totally abnormal to everyone and everything, my eye was the first of it. Other ponies when I was young avoided me like I was a monster, even when I wore the eye patch. I became so depressed, and mom’s jail did not help. All those servants were afraid of me too, always cautious of everything.

“It’s actually a relief to hear I’m going to die from something a normal pony can get.” I didn’t mean to say that out loud. It just slipped out. Once we were out of the hospital, Mac was pushing me toward the actual town. He seemed worried, wasn’t sure about what at first. But after he got talking I put two and two together. He wanted me to live as much as my life as I could before I died. I already knew this day would come, I've made peace with it.

But Mac had no idea that this would happen. This was knew to him so I went along with what he wanted me to do, even if it did make me feel comfortable. “Mac what are we doing in Town Square.” I asked feeling closed in. It felt like there was wall to wall ponies. Mac looked worried as he smiled at me.

“I don’t know honestly.” He said with a meek smile. I let out a little sigh. I looked around trying to keep calm. I hated being around others, it just never felt right.

“Can we go somewhere else, maybe a forest or some place with less ponies?” I asked feeling like there was no air. Anxiety was starting to sit into my body; my breathing starting to get faster and shallower.

“Are you alright Rose?” Mac asked me, I took in a deep breath and nodded my head at him unable to speak. “Maybe we should go, this was a bad idea.”

“Big Mac-in-tosh.” I heard a female pony say in an odd accent that I couldn’t place in a million years. Made me want to punch her in the damn face too.

“Silver Crest?” Mac asked looking in her direction, I looked and a silver colored pony was walking up to us. She was wearing a chocker necklace that had a lot of different gems on it. It was very beautiful and I was sad to say she was too.

“How ya doing bud? She asked in a high pitched voice that could break glass. The two embraced in a short hug.

“I’m fine I suppose.” He said, his attitude changed, like he wished he hadn’t have seen her.

“Bit her, punch her!” The voice bellowed, for once I was sort of on its side.

“No one will do that, shut it.” I whispered to myself, but I wasn’t quite enough for her not to hear me. She looked at me with a confused look.

“Oh, who is this?” Silver Crest asked sounding like she was interested in knowing but in truth she didn’t care.

“This is my friend Black Rose.” I looked her in the eye with my visible one. She looked at me and with a look that clearly meant, ‘He is mine bitch.’

“Hello.” She said sweetly, man I wish I could pull her eyes out.

“Hi.” I said shyly; I didn’t like her, but I didn’t have any courage to do anything.

“So what kind of friend?” She asked Mac with a wink. I think I knew what that meant, and to be honest, I haven’t thought of that ever. Especially with Mac.

“We aren’t that kind of friends.” I said, it kind of hurt to say that; but it was the truth sadly.

“Oh, well now changing your ways Mac?” As soon as she said that my heart sank.

“Maybe, Rose isn’t like most girls.” Mac said and that made me feel good really damn good.

“Shy then? Never had any fun than?” Silver Crest said looking at me with a smile that made me want to cry. She looked like she won a battle. I couldn’t help myself, the tears started all on their own. I turned tail and ran away crying like a baby.

“Black Rose!”

“Leaver her, I’m so much better.” That is all I heard before I was out of ear shot. I could feel all the other pones eyes on me as I ran through Town Square.

“Hey, you alright!” I heard someone yell. I looked in their direction but couldn’t see anything through the tears. All I saw was a blurry image of black and red colors. I continued to run away leaving whoever it was behind.

Big Macintosh:

I left Silver Crest behind, she had yelled something to me but I was too worried about Rose to even care what she said. I followed her as best I could but she had a good head start, plus it helped that she was fast. I made it to the library before I lost her. Twilight’s boyfriend was standing there looking confused.

“Big Mac?” He asked looking confused. “Was that your friend that we carried to the hospital?”

“Yes, did you see where she went, please tell me you did?” I asked worried as all hell. He shook his head up and down looking at me with confusion and worry.

“It looked like she was headed to your farm. So if you think she’d go somewhere else I would check there.” I thanked him and soon I was running toward my family’s farm. But then I figured; wouldn’t she go home instead, to a familiar place? So that’s what I did, and the funny thing was that I was right. I couldn’t hear the sobs as I walked up to her little hut.

“You’re so pathetic!” See this is why you will die, because you can’t remember.” I heard the voice say with cruelty.

“Shut up White Lily!” I heard Rose yell crying. She sniffled a little as a sob escaped her.

“What did you call me?” The voice asked shocked.

“That is your stupid name! That was the name I gave you a very long time ago, we both forgot something. And I don’t want to remember!” I shuffled on my hooves, I wasn’t quite sure what to do. The voice was silent and the only thing that was left was the sounds of Rose’s sobs and sniffs.

“Rose?” I asked cautiously. I didn’t get a response so I crept closer to her hut. All I heard was Rose heavy crying. She must have been really hurt. “Rose are you okay?”

“No I’m not.” She said quietly, I entered the little hut and she was laying in her make shift bed sobbing.

“I’m sorry.” I said nd I did mean it, I didn’t mean for any of that to happen. I didn’t even think that would happen.

“It’s not your fault.” I want over and sat near her. But not too close, I didn’t want to make her feel uncomfortable anymore. I already did enough of that with the hospital and the Town Square business.

It kind of is.” I said, she was avoiding my stare. She almost looked like she was asleep, but her sudden sobs where a clear indication she was awake.

“No it’s my mother’s fault.” Now that took me for a spin. She seemed to really hate her mother.

“How is that? I asked feeling confused. I knew the two didn’t get along but I didn’t know why.

“Because it just is.” She was sounding a little childish.

“Isn’t that a little unfair Rose?” She perked up and looked at me with anger. I was taken aback by her reaction, I wasn’t expecting any of this. The tears that had once stopped for a short time had started again easily flowing down her face.

“What is unfair is that I had no freedom! What is unfair is that I’m a child of a damn princess and I have no idea who I truly am! What is unfair is that I will die before I have children of my own! What is unfair is that I have to deal with things I don’t understand! I will die because that is what my fate is, that is what is unfair Big Mac!” Rose pounded into the ground in frustration.

“I’m sorry Rose, I just…”

“No! It’s not fair, why can’t I have an actual life! Why did I have to be who I am! Why is my life like this! Why, why, why!” She kept slamming her hooves on the ground, soon there was an indent in the ground where she had been hitting.

“Rose.” I tried to interject but she wasn’t done just yet.

“I just wanted to have a normal life, I really tried. As soon as mom let me go to school; I tried to make friends. But I was treated as a freak. Then my mom cut me off for two years. Two years, I lived in a damn room; a damn room that gives me nightmares. Then that voice came; a guy with green eyes. I had someone, it was great. White Lily and I had some really good times for a little while; just for that little while I was actually happy. Or at least thought I was. But then something happened, I forgot… and then I ran away as fast and as far as I could.” She stopped for a second and sobbed a little. She took in a large breath and continued. “I lived alone for a year now. I was free, but I was afraid of meeting anyone. I was afraid of being ridiculed and treated as a freak. So I stayed in the forest that was until I saw you.”

“What?” I asked having a bad feeling. She wiped away some tears and rubbed her red puffy eyes.

“I was exploring the forest, and I saw you near it. What that other pony, that stupid Silver Crest. I saw what the two of you did… I stayed and followed you. I found out where you lived… I just couldn’t help myself, there was just something about you.” She said looking away feeling ashamed.

“You saw what we did? You knew and you…” I wasn’t sure what to say. Most girls would fight if I was ever caught in sight with another. Never really understood it, I hadn’t really cared, but now. I felt like a horrible pony.

“I felt jealous of her, I don’t know much about that subject at all. But something in me, I just feel stupid really stupid. This feeling…” She said starting to cry again.

“I’m sorry Rose I really am.” I said feeling literally like shit. “Please don’t cry.”

“It’s not your fault, we have to deal with what we are given. I just have to deal with this part of my life right now.” She said sniffling.

“If it helps, there is something about you that I don’t understand that affects me. My family has been the only thing I ever truly cared about. But there is just something about you that makes me feel so close to you. I feel I need to protect you, from anything and from anyone.” She smiled at that. Finally Rose looked at me, her silver eye that actually showed was puffy and red. She still looked so beautiful. At that moment I saw her lean in and she kissed me. Shocked me to the core at first, but when she pulled away I felt empty without her lips on mine.

“I’m sorry.” She said blushing looking way from me. I blushed myself,it was the first time a kiss actually made me feeling something like that.

“It’s okay.” I said with a really big smile.

“I just thought, what the hell.” She said with a weak laugh still looking away. I loved a little closer to her and she looked at me confused. I pulled her close and we kissed again, and it was even better than before. It wasn’t anything big, just a simple kiss but it felt amazing.

Black Rose:

I felt my mind melt as our lips touched a second time. So many things where flowing through my mind at once. I felt something hit my lips, it felt weird at first. I slowly opened my mouth just letting everything happen. I felt his tongue between my lips, I pulled back little feeling surprised. I never did any of this before, but I wasn’t about to stop. No damn way was I going to stop, it felt way to damn good.

His tongue disappeared, so in return I wondered into his mouth with mine. The kiss was pushed harder, the feeling of it all was intense. I felt an odd feeling between my legs that I only felt once in a while. Never really understood why until now.

“Please don’t stop.” White Lily moaned in pleasure. I didn’t intend to stop, I broke the kiss and pulled Mac in my direction. He was at first surprised, but he was now on top of me. I could feel his throbbing erection against my body. It felt so good to have him this close to me; I kissed him and he rubbed against me. A large amount of pleasure shot through my whole body. I never felt anything like this before.

I placed my hoof down touching his erection, in return it twitched. I rubbed it a little and he pushed into my hoof giving out a little moan. I smiled and did it again; same thing happened again, but this time he moaned even louder. He smiled at me and placed his hoof down between my legs. The feeling that shot through my body could have been a drug. I moaned in utter pleasure, whatever he was doing felt damn well amazing.

This little play continued for a little longer until he went down lower. He placed his mouth between my legs. I was confused at first, but as soon as he started to do what he did. Man let’s just say if someone had been standing behind Mac, they would have been kicked off their hooves. The pleasure I felt was so amazing. I pushed him a little and he stopped looking at me.

“I want to try… What you’re doing to you…” I said shyly. Wasn’t sure if I could or not, but I had to try. It would be selfish of me if I didn’t try to please him too. Mac chuckled a little and he moved me so we both could do it at the same time. It felt a little awkward at first, but it soon passed once he continued to pleasure me. At first I wasn’t sure what to do, I rubbed him a little. But soon enough I used my mouth how I figured it would work best. It felt really odd in my mouth, but once I pushed down he arched his back up and I knew he enjoyed that. I continued to do the same thing for a while.

“If you keep that up…I’m going to…” It sounded like a warning but also like he didn’t want me to stop. So I didn’t stop, I utilized my tongue and mouth how I thought it would please him the most. I didn’t stop, but he did. Wasn’t sure what was going on, but I didn’t let up. Soon he grunted and something hit the back of my mouth. “Sorry…”

“It’s fine.” I said blushing, I swallowed it on accident. I was mostly blushing because I swallowed it, not sure why but it felt good going down my throat. I turned around and looked at him with a smile. He smiled back at me, I didn’t want to stop but I didn’t know what else I could do.

“You ready?” He asked and I wasn’t sure what that meant. I didn’t want to look like an idiot, and if it meant we were going to continue than I was all for it. I nodded my head and kissed him. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

I felt him moved himself and his erection pushed between my legs. Then I felt a little pressure as he pushed into me. I took his erection without actually realizing what happened. It hurt for a little, and my mind kind of shut off for a short time. Mac didn’t move until I opened my eyes and looked at him. I hadn’t of noticed but I let out a gasp of pain, which was the reason he didn’t move. He was too worried about me. Once I was able to see straight I looked at him and moved my lower half up. A great deal of pleasure went into my legs. Slowly moving down I didn’t feel any pain, only mind melting sexual pleasure.

This made Mac smile, he pulled back a little and as he withdrew himself more of that amazing sensation shot through my whole body. It turned my mind to water as we continued the motion. Soon we fell into a nice slow rhythm. I want panting soon enough, the feeling I was getting was better than anything I had ever felt before. I felt something hit near my stomach, but we didn’t stop. We kept our pace, both panting. So I felt something that would have knocked me off my hooves if I was standing on the ground. I threw my head back and couldn’t keep my mouth closed as an intense sensation covered my entire body. Everything went black, my eyes rolled to the back of my head. I knew as soon as my mind came back that we would be doing this more times tonight. That one thought brought a big smile to my face. In return Mac smiled at me. “Ready for round Two Big Mac?”