I want to be like her

by imclairedoyle

First published April 26th, 2013 06:40

In the saddest night of her life, Lovely Dust discovers the value of generosity by a beautiful mare, but not as beautiful as her own hearth. She will do anything to be just like her even if she loses herself.

Chapters

1. The lady whit star eyes
2. I meet the lady
3. Changing

1. The lady whit star eyes
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I want to be like her

1. The lady whit star eyes

My name is Lovely Dust, I am a young filly whit a normal life that I don't consider interesting. I am a yellow unicorn with pink eyes and purple hair that I decor whit a ribbon just to don’t feel disheveled, even with it I don’t feel like a pretty filly, and I really don’t care too much about that.

At school I’m not to good, I am very distracted whit every single teacher but, I never have any bad grades. About friendship, I am not the popular pony in my school but someponies describes me as sociable, I like to make friends and be whit them because I don’t like to feel alone at any moment, my best friend is named Sweet Cake, I feel like if I ever had a problem I can immediately talk about it whit her. All my friends think that my life its normal and happy with my family, sorry, my mom. Actually she is the only familiar I have, not even a brother or a sister, she is not to bad but I wish she could pay me more attention or even hear me when I talk about school or friends. It is like if I live alone in my house.

She has been like this since she and my father separated, I can’t believe he don't even said me ‘’Goodbye’’. He just left home with a serious face, I was so doubtful, I used to think he likes me, like if he enjoys being with me, I feel like if I wasn’t very important for my own father, and now not even for my own mother. There has not been any harder moment in my life , I soon realized that I am not important.
After this, I ran to the most pacific place where I always can relax, the park. It was raining and I don’t even had an umbruella but I don’t care anyway. I was covering my eyes while crying when I hear steps and look back, there was a lady with a black cape that stand out her white color, she don’t noticed me because I was hiding at the back of a bank just watching, she was holding a bag with apples like if she had returned from the Sweet Apple Acres, while she was walking she suddenly stops infront of a bank at her side and said loking down the bank: ‘’Are you okay darling?’’ There was a young colt with brown color and blue mane, he yelled ‘’YES! GO AWAY!’’ The lady said: ‘’Are you sure?’’ he repeated louder: ‘’GO AWAY NOW!’’ The lady don’t give up and said: ‘’ Anything I can do to help you?’’ and the colt stood up and yelled: ‘’GO AWAY! Don’t you understand?! I don’t need your help! I don’t need anypony’s help… I don’t… need it.’’ In the las 4 words he changed his tone whit a low one. The lady said: ‘’its okay everypony has bad days’’. She took out her cape and put it on the colt revealing her beautiful and stylish purple mane and also a beautiful large pretty tail that was getting wet by the rain. The colt gets surprised by this mares appearance and said: ‘’This is really don’t necessary you are going to get wet and sick.’’ The white lady looked at the colt deep in his eyes and said: ‘’There’s nothing like helping, you must be hungry right?.’’ She took one of her apples in the bag and gave it to him. He looked down and said: ‘’I can’t accept this after being so mean to you, not only you but my family, this is what I’m here, please don’t give me anything I don’t deserve.’’ The lady huged him and said: ‘’Shhh… everypony deserves help in their saddest moments.’’ The colt could not contain at this words and started crying at her shoulder and said: ‘’Thanks a lot, even if we don’t know each other your generosity makes feel fine and safety. I promise whit my life one day I will pay you back the favor.’’ The lady smiled at him, and even if she was wet she still looks beautiful, her generosity makes her eyes sparkled. I promise, the moon where not the one shinig that night.

2. I meet the lady
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2. I meet the lady

A few months after that, I learned that she was a designer and has a boutique but I never visited because I was very shy and don't even had an excuse to visit her. I found out that was one of my friends sister, Sweetie belle (how lucky). Just when I noticed it I inmediately talked whit her ''YOUR... YOUR SISTER IS...?'' She interrupted me and said: ''Rarity?'' and I responded: ''The pony whit purple mane and beatiful eyes...!'' And then she said ''Yes.. why?'' I explained her that she was my hole life idol and that I want to know her and bla bla bla, I think she gets bored whit my speech and said ''Okay, okay... Do you want to visit Rarity whit me? I'm staying in her house all this week'' I get shocked and yelled ''YES YES YES!!'' everypony looked at me weird but then I whispered to Sweetie Belle ''After school ok?'' She accepted.
All the way to Rarity's house I talked about Sweetie Belle of how anxious I was to know my idol, I guess she considered me a crazy pony but I don't care, as long as I meet Rarity I am ok. When we were at the door of the boutique I was nervous, and Sweetie said ''Calm down, she is a normal pony after all.'' When the doors opened, my eyes can't believed the beautiful decoration she had, also she had dresses THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS of beautiful dresses, I heared her voice saying ''Sweetie Belle are you there?'' she answered ''Yes, I bring a friend'' and Rarity said ''That's splendid come to the kitchen so you can have a meal''. She looked at me and said ''You must be Sweetie's new friend, I had never seen you before, I'm glad Sweetie makes new friends.'' I get a little paralyzed and said ''I... I... I... am Lovely Dust'' she offered me the meal and had a sit. I was nervous about making bad appereance so I acted like the most educated filly in Equestria, or at least I was trying.
Sweetie Belle told me ''So... who are you gonna interview for the school project?'' I get confused about this and then she winked me, and I realized that she was trying to make me have an excuse to be whit Rarity. So I said:''Well I think it would be interesting to interview a pony who like to design or create things'' Sweetie Belle said ''Then I think you should talk about my sister, I mean she is a designer after all'' I smiled at Rarity and said: ''Can I?'' and she tolds me it was okay. OH SWEET CELESTIA!
I made her the interview the next day in Rarity's Boutique, WOW! I don't even know what question can I ask, I was waiting for this my whole life, I sat on her sofa and she said ''You can start darling.'' My first question was ''What is your hobby?'' She answers ''Obviously, make dresses'' I said ''Silly question, how much time do you spend working?'' She answered ''I really dont have an exact time but I make or design at least one dress each 2 days'' I started getting nervous about the questions, I was wondering if they were good enough. She said ''Are you okay can I offer you something?'' ''Maybe water, plese.'' I drank my whole glass quickly, and get more confident. ''What is the best dress you have made in all your life?'' She point at a picture and said ''That wedding dress is one that I'll never foget and also the first one I've ever made'' Afer a bunch of questions and a long talk, 3 hours passed already and it was already time for dinner. So I left the boutique whit a big smile, I wish I could tell my mother about this but I guess she will never care, Anyway I slept whit a big smile on my face.

3. Changing
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3. Changing

The next day I visited the boutique to find a new bow, Rarity advised me one so try it and loved it, but when I looked at the mirror and saw how little I looked like her I feel a little sad. I pay for the bow and in my way back home I felt desires to be just as amazing and pretty as Rarity so when I came to my house I try a new hair style, I try a curly hair whit the old hair crimper of my mom, since she don't care much about appeareances, she leave it in a drawer of her room.
It was the first time I use one of these things, it looks harder than it seems, so when I finish, I feel so confident that my hair looks simply perfect, and decided to use a little make up too, I mean Rarity use a little make up. I decided don't look at the mirror until I was finished, when I was curling my eyelashes, my mom yells: ''Lovely Dust! Go to the market and buy milk!''. I knew that was the perfect opportunity to show off my new style and surprise everypony.
When I left my house everypony was looking at me very extrange, I thought it was for my new and lovely style, but suddenly I hear someponies laughing back at me ''Hahaha! what kind of clow she is?'' I turned back and they laughed even harder, I ignored them and keep walking, but I was still hearing many laughs, ''They're laughing bacause of.... me?'' I looked my reflection in a window... My hair looks horrible, my face weird, I was looking truly like a clown. And gets even worse when I heared even more laughs, I ran as fast as I can and strumbled whit Rarity, I feel so stupid when my whole life idol saw me like a clown, I cover my face but don't works. She said ''Lovely Dust? Is that you?'' I started crying and said ''Yes! its really embarasing that a pony as beautiful as you see me like this, PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!'' She said ''Anything I can do to help you?'' I yelled ''Leave me alone now!'' She puts her hoof on my shoulder and said ''It's okay, everypony has bad days'' I swear I had seen this before... I started crying even harder and said ''Oh Rarity! I was just traying to be like you'' Rarity said ''Like me?'' I said ''Yes, you are so perfect and pretty and fabulous, you are the pony that everypony wants to be''
She looked at me and said, ''Can I fix that mane?'' I said yes.
We went to Carousel Boutique, and start washing my mane and also my face, I ask ''After this I will look as fabulous as you?'' She sweared that I was going to look even better. After 30 minutes she said ''Okay you are done, take a look in the mirror and judge by yourself'' I looked at the mirror and... actually there was not a change of how I looked everyday. ''I... I don't understand'' She looked at me and said ''This is you, there's nothing prettier than looking how you truly are. I mean the make up isn't bad, but is all about yourself feeling comfortable, you are just a little filly, you don't need to depend on cosmetics and lipsticks to surprise everypony. Also, you had never looked better than today.'' After this I cried again, but this time I cried of happiness, and hug her, she was absolutely the most generous poyn I had ever meet, she teached me that the only way to be perfect is being ourselves.