Chapters Drama and Diapering (Edited)
Fluttershy’s eyes opened to the light of the sun breaking through her windows and resting lightly on her oak-colored hard wood floor. The yellow mare opened her mouth in a small “o” shape and let out a cute little yawn. She felt around the warm embrace of her wool blankets, and to her anguish, she slowly rolled out of bed and landed on all fours.
As the weak flyer groggily walked away from her cozy bed, she slowly opened her eyes and paced to the teal-painted hallway. Through the hallway, the young mare stepped into the house’s main living space. This area, much like her bedroom, had hard wood floors; in contrast, however, the walls were covered mostly by wood paneling and cobblestone that surrounded the small fire place that radiated heat into the house
Fluttershy silently admired the room with great detail; she took pride in her housekeeping, especially since she almost always had some small critter frolocking about. The yellow Pegasus never truly had much privacy in her house; when she wasn’t attending to one of her pony friends, there was almost certainly an animal that was craving her attention.
All of a sudden, Fluttershy’s rabbit, Angel, appeared demanding breakfast, and with a small sigh, Fluttershy walked to her kitchen to prepare a salad for him. The day continued on, for several hours at that. By the time she was done tending to Angel and the rest of her little furry brigade of animals, the sundial read “3:00.” Being she’d already seen Celestia’s Sun rise in the morning, this could only mean it was already 3 in the afternoon.
Fluttershy, noticing the time at hoof, immediately grabbed a saddle bag filled with medicine and headed out the door. The small pony ran as fast as her delicate legs could carry her. She galloped for a long time before her weak wings brought her up into the air, and she closed her eyes. The whole time the small Pegasus yelled in her head, “I’ve gotta get to Applejack’s, I hope I’m not too late! Oh, I’m so stupid. This should’ve been the first thing I did today…” As Fluttershy’s eyes opened, she realized that she had already cleared the trees and was now on the countryside.
Fluttershy’s eyes, tearing up from worry, finally perked up as she saw the property sign she’d long been waiting for. Fluttershy didn't have time to follow the road trail, so she flew high above the apple orchard until she arrived at Applejack’s barn. Fluttershy’s wings slowly fluttered as descended to eye-level with her earth pony friend.
Fluttershy’s face turned from optimistic to depressed as she noticed Applejacks sad expression. Fluttershy tried saying something, but all that came out was a whimpered, “Is she…”
Fluttershy cautiously walked past Applejack and peeked into the barn to see the sad sight of Big Macintosh; he was comforting his youngest sister in a gentle embrace while surrounding a furry young animal. Eyes watering, the pink-maned pony dropped the saddlebag filled with cardiac medicine alchemized for the Apple Family's dog.
Applejack put a comforting hoof on her devastated friend’s shoulder, “It’s not your fault. It was awful nice of you to get the medicine, but it was my fault for not picking it up from Twilight myself.” Fluttershy just stood there with a guilty and mournful expression.
Fluttershy looked at Applejack’s dog, Winona, who moments ago suffered a heart attack, and though Fluttershy didn’t have words to say at the moment, she felt as though her world had been turned upside down.
She slowly turned her attention to Applejack. It was obvious that she had been crying; there were faded tear trails on her face. Fluttershy couldn’t stand to see her friend like this, and the thought that her own forgetfulness was the cause of her friend’s pain made her feel even worse. “I don’t deserve to cry in her presence… It’s my fault, after all…” she thought. Without so much as a word, she turned to the direction of her cottage, and proceeded to walk away with her head bowed; a few sniffles escaped her along the way. As soon as she was out of Applejack’s sight, she broke into a full gallop towards her home with tears streaming down her face.
Fluttershy ran crying past her living room into her room, the thought of failing Winona made the yellow mare depressed. She sat, her hooves covering her red, watery soaked eyes just thinking of how she screwed up. Fluttershy let her kind nature take responsibility for something she shouldn't have been involved with in the first place.
“The previous day…”
It was around noon when Fluttershy had heard a faint knocking on her front door. She herself was in her backyard, tending to her garden. After hearing the knocking on the door, Fluttershy sprang up from her scenic flower garden to tend to her arriving patrons. Upon opening the door, Fluttershy was greeted by Applejack, who then informed her that Winona was having heart problems, and had asked what Fluttershy could do to help.
Fluttershy briskly trotted over to her bookshelf and pulled out a small book on medicines. She then began read out loud an article on heart medicine, describing how it needed to be crafted with a few ingredients tht only a faithful bookworm like Twilight Sparkle could provide. Applejack, thanking her friend, proceeded out the door only to be called back by Fluttershy, who then insisted to pick up the medicine herself, as she was going to town anyway...
Fluttershy weakly banged her hoof on her bed until her faithful Angel bunny hopped over to her leg and nuzzled it softly. Fluttershy lightly nudged him away, “Sorry Angel, the last thing I want to do is hurt another a-an-” was all she could say until she covered her once-again teary eyes. She slowly pulled herself together-- just enough to get out of bed-- walked lightly out of her bedroom and down the hallway to her living room.
Doing a quick double-take to see if anyone had entered the small moss-covered cottage, Fluttershy had discovered that she left her front door open. She peeked around the doorway to see that Celestia’s Sun was once again down, and Luna’s Moon was once again up. As she stood in the doorway, Fluttershy felt the breezy spring air calmly rush past her face and into the threshold of her house. She looked at the now almost-illegible sun dial to discover it was 8 in the evening.
Fluttershy nonchalantly acknowledged this update, and without checking any other part of the house, walked steadily back through the hall to a door with a special keypad-lock on it. Her mind raced as she entered the code “Fluttercrinkle” into the the keypad, and what appeared before Fluttershy’s eyes was a nursery. This, however, was not just any foals nursery; this one was built specifically for Fluttershy.
Fluttershy was never the bravest mare, or one to take pressure lightly. She needed release; someplace to let out her outside pressures out and feel carefree once again. The young-at-heart mare couldn't bear the burden of poor Winona’s death. So, like the cream colored pony had done so often before, she walked back to her animals from the nursery, asked them to mind themselves in her 'absence', and proceeded to step into the nursery while gently closing the door behind herself.
Fluttershy admired her sweet sanctuary; the room was filled with all of the essentials for an adult foal. There was a dark-oak wood changing table with pink cushions and a closet filled with all sorts of dresses and baby wear from onesies to frilly dresses. There were, of course, many baby toys in the toy chest, and many stuffed animals in the crib that matched the changing tables design, except that the crib’s padding/bedding had an innocent white cream texture.
The best thing about the crib was the towering side bars, which were 5 feet in height; excusing the possibility of climbing over. The crib also had a door with a preset timer, which allowed opening of the door either after the preset time had expired, or until someone on the outside manually entered the code.
The minor details of the room included the childish wallpaper, which covered the room in with what appeared to be baby blue skies, with grassy planes and farm animals. The wallpaper had also included bunnies, pigs, sheep, cattle, and all sorts of cartoonish cutie cloud designs. These designs covered every inch of the wall, except for the mirror that Fluttershy had placed across from her crib to admire herself in.
Finally, there was another piece of dark-oak furniture, which was a cabinet filled with baby food, bibs, binkies, bottles, extra baby powder, extra diapers, and a small selection of baby food jars which had big, bold letters on the sides that read “Do Not Eat” in distinct red ink.
Looking around the room immediately resurfaced the memories of Winona’s death, as she --in her mind-- regressed to a foal, but now, for just a few minutes, she had to pretend she was the big mare she was expected to be and proceeded to the changing table.
Fluttershy hopped onto the padded surface and sighed in relief as she pawed around the side of changing table to grab the object of her desire. She picked it up, caressing the soft absorbent material in her hooves until softly pressing it up against her front ‘region’.
She let out a slight sigh of pleasure as she slowly elevated the diaper, unfolding it into its now-amassed full shape. The yellow mare slowly moved the bottom of her yellow figure up as she slid the diaper underneath her backside, wrapping it around her figure from the front and back. She then unfastened the tapes from the back of the diaper and refastened them on the front, the undergarment now concealing most of her butterfly-covered flank.
Fluttershy’s face shot up with glee as she quickly sat up straight, admiring the soft subtle crinkles her diaper made as she moved about. She then smiled and let out a small giggle.
“Oh, silly me!” The baby-mare then reached to her side to grab a bottle of foal powder, and then she opened the front end of her diaper to pour in a plentiful amount of powder. Grabbing a pacifier that had been placed on the changing table during her last visit to the nursery, she placed the yellow pacifier with her signature butterflies in her mouth.
The diapered mare then slowly turned to climb off of the changing table and landed on all fours onto the ground. The pretend-filly then pulled the bottom of her diaper under her rear and snapped it back to distribute the powder evenly throughout the inside of her diaper. She squeed in joy, doing a little jump before laying back on the shag white carpet floor.
“Fluttershy?!" The voice called once more...
Author's Note
Hey guys as of around October 27th, 2013 depending where you live, one of FIMFiction.com's user's: Don'tLookAtMyNameBro is helping me edit each of the chapters one at a time! So, once a chapter has been edited the story will read for example: "Drama and Diapering (Edited)" . I hope all you guys enjoy the story and I'm super excited for Don'tLookAtMyNameBro's to edit the rest of the story, Please give a follow to him guys! Thank you and I hope you enjoy the story from here on out! ~ Dj_England
The Mystery Pony (Edited)
The mysterious voice called loud, “Are you home, I came to talk to you about what happened at Applejack’s!”
“No!” the panicking mare had proclaimed with a squeak.
For a moment the room was dead silent, and both Fluttershy and this mystery pony remained in deadlock trying not to make any alarming sound. All of a sudden behind the closed door, the mystery pony heard a faint *hiss.* Fluttershy grabbed the progressively wetter front of her diaper in hopes of reducing the noise she was causing.
Fluttershy, with a cold and nervous voice, carefully asked, “Umm… who are you?” Her eyes closed and body cringing as she sat up from her laying position on the floor onto a soggy diaper of a cushion.
“It’s me Twilight; the purple one, remember?” Twilight said with a slight chuckle in her voice. “Now can we please talk about Winona, I have some good news for you.” The studious mare said with a slight optimism in her voice.
Fluttershy’s facial expression of fear turned into one of curiosity. “Uhh, Twilight, can you just give me a minute to do some stuff… if that’s alright…” Fluttershy, sounding both intrigued at Twilight’s comment and discouraged at her own predicament, patiently waited for a response.
“Sure Fluttershy,” said Twilight, “but mind telling me what you’re up to in there that’s so secretive?”
Fluttershy’s eyes opened wide at the question, and quickly and nervously responded, “Takingcareofababy...” and shut her mouth immediately, covering it waiting for feedback.
“Aww, why didn’t you just say so?” Twilight responded in a gracious manner. “Tell you what, I’ll give you a couple of minutes to settle the little filly or colt down, and I’ll be in the living room when you’re done.”
Fluttershy sighed in relief, though she needed to overcome yet another obstacle, the likes of which was going to have to be swift and silent. As Twilight Sparkle trotted away into the living room, Fluttershy--senses on full alert--quickly evaluated the nursery again.
“Oh my, why did I have to piss myself? I’m so stupid I-I-” the yellow mare ended the mentally conjured sentence with a small scream no louder than a whisper. “Oh, I hope she didn’t hear that...” The shy mare once again listened intently to the sounds of nothingness emulating from the living room where her studious friend resided.
Fluttershy, knowing there would be no easy escape from her predicament, silently tip-toed to the changing table, carefully using her wings to elevate her and her hind legs to position her steadily on the table. “Alright, silence is key here Fluttershy...nothing you can’t handle...” she mentally assured herself.
Fluttershy laid back while running over her flanks, mentally picturing where her hooves were moving. When she came upon the straps on the top part of her flank, she quickly recognized the different material on the straps of her formerly white foal undergarment. She quickly moved her hoof left until she was just inches under her belly button. She took a moment to feel the almost nylon-feeling baby designs as she once again adjusted her hooves over the white cotton straps.
With a light sigh, Fluttershy took her hoof and simultaneously lifted the straps from the rest of the diaper, with a very gradual ripping sound that sounded like a siren to the panicking yellow mare. “Eep!” Fluttershy stated, dropping the now disconnected front of the diaper which caused some of her own urine to leak upon impact.
Meanwhile, in the living quarters...
“Wow, Fluttershy is really taking her sweet time here. I wonder if she knows I do have other matters to attend to…” Twilight Sparkle said noticing the ascending moon in the distance.
“Eep!” Twilight heard in the distance.
“Fluttershy, are you alright dear?” Twilight asked.
“Uhh...yeah, I just umm…needed to change… uh, something?” the meek and panicky voice stated from the mystery room.
“If you don’t mind, It’s getting pretty dark, you know…” No response was heard.“Ugh, I wish I knew what Fluttershy was doing.” The young alicorn thought to herself.
Back in the Nursery...
Fluttershy, now confident enough to peform her next step, slowly reached for the now-yellow front of her diaper to pull it off. Fluttershy sighed in relief as she pinched down on the squishy front end of the diaper and pulled it slowly away from her backside, which was now lifted to lay less gravity on the used diaper. Fluttershy’s face cringed up as the smell of the dried urine on her fur met with the cold air blowing into her rather dirty plot.
Fluttershy, now out of her own euphoric bliss, was now left to face the consequences of her actions. Fluttershy held back coughs and gags at the smell of her stale urine. In an attempt to clean it, the pretend filly desperately grabbed as many wipes as she could from the nearby side compartment on the changing table, and in a very sloppy manner started wiping up and down her backside and plot.
After Fluttershy was vaguely clean, the mare had knew that now she’d have to confront Twilight, as she noticed out of the window blinds in the nursery that night was very much upon them. Fluttershy--still feeling plain horny, disgusted, and tired from the episode--slowly trailed out of her sanctuary and back into the real world.
Upon reaching the door out of her little paradise, Fluttershy slowly cracked the door open before opening it fully. Taking a giant leap out the door, Fluttershy turned the corner of the door to reveal Twilight’s confused and concerned face.
Fluttershy let out another “Eep!” and a rather swift and decent buck to the door hoping to keep her nursery a secret.
Fluttershy let out a fearful tear in her eye as she looked desperately at Twilight, mentally contemplating what Twilight may have or may have not seen when the door opened.
“Uhh, well I’m glad to see you’re alright. It’s just you were screaming a whole lot in there, and I wanted to make sure you were alright, you know?” Twilight said with a confused yet comforting smile.
Fluttershy, now teary eyed, shook her head in agreement. “Why you are so on edge ‘Shy?” Twilight asked, slowly putting a hoof on the antsy mare’s back in a calming manner.
“It’s just, well I can’t say, at least not yet, Twilight.” Fluttershy said, almost disappointed in her lack of confidence.
Twilight, looking a little disheartened by her friend’s trust in her said, “It’s alright Fluttershy, you tell me if or when you’re ready, alright ‘Shy?”
Fluttershy managed a small grin on her face and hugged her alicorn friend, chanting all the while,“Thank you, thank you! And it’s not particularly you, I haven’t told anypony yet.”
Twilight, looking a bit more relieved, said, “Well, come into the living room with me. I have something interesting to tell you!”
The two ponies paced through the cool hallway into the living room. Twilight, still concerned with her friends odd anxiety from the mystery room, looked curiously at her friend’s distraught mane. Making their way down the hallway, the two ponies arrived in front of the living room. Twilight took a seat in a dark brown couch across from her the yellow mare sitting on a green couch, which complimented Fluttershy’s color.
Twilight tried to make eye contact with her shy friend. This, however, caused Fluttershy to avoid looking directly at her. Her eyes instead settled intently upon the coffee table that separated the two; the table now looked much more interesting to Fluttershy. While patiently kicking her legs, she noticed some of her fur was still damp and silently panicked, but still managed to shyly ask, “So, Twilight, what did you want to talk about?”
Twilights face of curiosity over the mare’s nervous state managed to say, “Oh yeah, I have good news about Winona,” Fluttershy dropped everything her mind was focusing on and peered at her friend. “As I was saying, I talked to Applejack about how upset you and the rest of her family was over Winona’s death. So... I kinda… broke the rules to help you guys.” Twilight said with a slight proud optimism.
“Broke the rules?” thought Fluttershy as she put her hoof over her mouth. “Whatever do you mean?” Fluttershy asked with a concerned pitch of voice.
“Well...I sorta used magic to...well...regress Winona using an age spell.” Fluttershy, didn’t completely comprehend the news yet, so Twilight explained further. “You normally aren’t supposed to use age spells. However, I knew that if I regressed Winona and turned back the hooves of time by one year, she’d come back; ultimately regaining her mortality.”
Fluttershy, now understanding the situation, looked at her purple friend with eyes as wide as dinner plates. “You mean, you resurrected her!?” Twilight, with a slight smirk, nodded, confirming the suspicions of her shy friend.
Fluttershy went from conflicted to happy; she may have not have liked the means of Wiona surviving, but she appreciated the second chance. She immediately ran up to Twilight and wrapped her in her forelegs in a tight embrace. Very happily, Fluttershy thanked her, saying, “Thank you, thank you,thank you Twilight! I can’t tell you how good that makes me feel knowing Winona can live another day!” Fluttershy nuzzled her friend’s shoulder in gratitude.
“No problem Fluttershy; anything for someone as sweet as you.” Twilight returned the embrace, which made Fluttershy hug tighter.
Twilight and Fluttershy enjoyed the tender moment with each other until Twilight retracted from their bond and stated, “Oh my, Fluttershy it’s really getting dark. I should just be heading on my-”
“No, please stay the night, I insist. After all, it’s the least I could do after you did something as risky as that regression spell!” Fluttershy said with a smile.
Twilight had a rather concerned expression on her face. “Oh, no... is this a sleepover!?” she asked, recalling the unfortunate events of the last sleepover she had with Rarity and Applejack.
Fluttershy said with a nervous optimism, “Uh, no. I mean...sort of, but no. Trust me, Twilight, my house tends to be more peaceful at night than anything.”
Twilight sighed in relief. “Oh thank goodness, I’m not really much of a fan of sleepovers since the incident with Applejack and Rarity.”
Twilight shared a laugh with Fluttershy before the yellow mare lied, “Okay, just let me turn off something in my uh…room!”
Twilight knew too well from Fluttershy’s nervous expression that she was hiding something, but Twilight just went along with it.“No problem.” she said with a fake smile.
As Fluttershy flew down the hall, she went to her nursery door to make sure the password wasn’t already typed in; it was. Fluttershy just mashed the keypad re-locking the door; Twilight monitored this from afar as she peeked her head into the hallway from the couch.
Fluttershy, content with her actions, skipped back to the living room feeling as care free as a cloud. Twilight, of course, assuming a pondering, yet fake smile on her face, asked the returning mare, “Hey Fluttershy, what’s really happening in that room?”
Fluttershy’s face turned beet-red as she responded…
Author's Note
I gotta say, I think I enjoyed writing this chapter much more then the first. Also I assure you there will be more Fluttershy Foal action, I'm just trying to pace this story correctly. Anyway I apologize for the wait, I've been collecting my thoughts about what's going to happen in this story, and I think most of you will be pleasantly happy with the decision I've made to take. Enjoy the story, the next Chapter will be out as soon as I can produce it - Dj_England
Update 11/3/2013: Edited by Don'tLookAtMyNameBro
A Friend to Trust? (Edited)
Twilight asked sternly, “Hey Fluttershy, what’s really happening in that room?”
Fluttershy’s faced immediately flushed red; she had expected her friend to eventually inquire about the actual nature of the activties that occurred within that room, but she certainly didn’t expect to be put on the spot so soon. Instead of coming up with a more convincing lie than her previous one, she decided to salvage what was left from her first explanation, thinking that there was still a chance that Twilight would believe it. She eventually broke the silence, stating, “Uhh… I just like to keep the room… you know… safe? There’s a little foal I foalsit for sometimes, she’s really cute but awful shy.” Fluttershy added some truth to the lie; there was a foal (at heart, at least…) that she foalsat for sometimes (even though she was the foal and the foalsitter). She thought that she herself could be considered cute, and she was really shy. Fluttershy was looking down at her hooves the whole time, trying to create the illusion of a foal; deep down, Fluttershy knew she wanted someone to know.
Fluttershy looked up with a rather sly puppy dog look in her eyes. Twilight looked at Fluttershy intently for a few seconds trying to hold a stern face, but it eventually broke when Twilight smiled and let out a small “Aww!” Twilight knew Fluttershy wasn’t being entirely truthful. ‘Fluttershy acted much too worried about me seeing inside the mystery room,’ Twilight thought. ‘What could Fluttershy be hiding? She’s too sweet to do anything cruel or illegal, I just don’t know…’ Twilight thought, disappointed look gradually showing on her face.
Fluttershy had made her way back to the couch area, “So, would you like something to drink?” the shy mare asked.
Fluttershy used her weak wings to slowly lift herself to the cupboard door to open it. She then grabbed two porcelain glasses and carefully set them on the gray countertop. The shy mare then took the tea kettle and re-boiled it on the surface of the oven.
“The tea will be done in about three minutes.” Fluttershy weakly said from her fixed spot in the kitchen. Fluttershy’s knees were buckling, she knew Twilight would do almost anything to satisfy her curiosity for things she couldn’t understand. ‘I know I need to trust my friends, especially ones that have been so open to me. It’s just; if I tell Twilight, will she accept it? Will I have to tell others, will she accept me?’ These questions cluttered the yellow mare’s thoughts. In her worried state of both inner and outer conflict, the only thing that brought her back to the surface was the sound of the timer she had set for the tea.
Fluttershy walked back with the two glasses of tea on a tray being balanced on her back - her wings extended to prevent the tray from toppling - eventually setting them on the clear glass table separating the two mares. They were in a bit of a deadlock, with neither of them sure of what to say. Twilight took a sip of the tea, and perked up with a smile, “Wow, this is really good! What kind is this?”
Fluttershy smiled back at the change of topic and said, “Oh, I made it myself! You don’t think I spend all that time gardening without learning a few things about tea leaves, do you? I even know special tea leaves that have all sorts of ‘special properties!’”
Twilight took another sip of the tea, and with a somewhat cheery yet questioning grin on her face, asked, “Wait, Fluttershy, what do you mean by ‘special proprites?’”
Fluttershy, recalling the baby food she had tampered with using the tea leaves said, “Oh, nothing really!”
“Fluttershy,” Twilight said looking at her drink, “What are you making with these tea leaves?” Twilight was now glancing back at the locked room in suspicion.
“ Oh, N-Nothing, I assure you.” Fluttershy was now strongly trying to keep her eyes from shifting too far to the door. Despite her best efforts, her worry made her double-check that the nursery’s door was shut.
“Fluttershy, are you producing some sort of drug? You know that’s illegal right?”
Fluttershy got teary eyed and muttered, “Twi-Twili-Twilight...” before putting her hooves in front of her eyes and breaking down into tears.
Twilight’s face immediately changed from concern into remorse, “Flutters, I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to accuse you!”ever understand!”
Fluttershy got up from her seat on the couch and ran to her bedroom, her pink mane covering up her saddened eyes the whole way there.
Time seemed to fly by, as Twilight had waited an hour in the living room. “I really don’t know what I should do. I want to know what’s she’s hiding, but I can’t risk her trust like that. Oh, why does Fluttershy have to be so shy? If it isn’t something illegal, what could it be? Whatever is in there, the thought of another seeing it brings her to tears... What could it be?” Twilight mentally inquired, unable to gather her thoughts.
Fluttershy lied face-first in her beds’ pillows as she cried hard, her faithful Angel bunny was outside in his rabbit hole, leaving the sad mare to herself. “Oh, why did I have to invite her, why do I always let my kindness get in the way of my own wellbeing? Maybe I should tell her... but will she understand? I don’t want to tell her something she can’t handle...maybe it’s for the best that I just-” The thought ended with a knocking at the yellow mare’s door.
She slowly paced herself closer to the frightened cream colored mare.“It’s alright...I’m just, I’m just-“ Fluttershy was interrupted by a sudden springing of the bed as she felt two hooves wrap around her torso.
“Twilight, I-I-I can’t do it, I’m so sorry! You’re such a good friend, I just can’t explain why I can’t tell you!” the crying mare said.
“Fluttershy, it’s alright, I understand. There are things we want no other pony to know. Tell you what; how about me and you just lie here and cuddle?”
“I’d like that.” Fluttershy said between sniffles. Twilight lied in bed coddling Fluttershy for hours until the butterfly flanked mare broke the silence.
“Twilight, can I trust you with this secret?” Fluttershy asked softly.
“Of course, Fluttershy.” Twilight said, hugging the yellow mare tighter with a small chuckle.
“With anything? And you’d never tell another pony?”
“Flutters, you know you can trust me. I know you’re a gentle soul, and I know you would to do the same for me.” Twilight said, this time more sincere.
Fluttershy meekly gulped before weakly breathing in and out. She had made up her mind; she was going to tell her friend her biggest secret: what was really behind the door. “I want you to follow me.”
As the two mares walked the hallways they both arrived at the mystery door. The tender moment beforehand had left Twilight’s previous curious expression a more concerned - yet understanding - motherly look.
Fluttershy focused back onto the keypad which consisted of a blank black screen and green cursor. Taking a deep breath, she typed in the word ‘Fluttercrinkle.’ The word made Twilight question the situation. “Maybe it is just a nursery, but then again, why would Fluttershy be keeping it a secret?” Twilight mentally questioned, but quickly snapped out of it while trying to retain the motherly smile.
Fluttershy signaled Twilight to step back with her hoof; Twilight did so without hesitation. Fluttershy threw the door open, and Twilight’s jaw dropped at the sight of the furniture. Fluttershy started tearing up, ashamed of herself. “Please Twilight, don’t hate me.” She said, hugging on Twilights waist.
Twilight looked at everything; the diapers, the changing table, the childish wallpaper... it had all connected for Twilight, but at the same time it was all so confusing. Twilight looked disgusted at the crying mare as she pushed her off of her purple flank, “Don’t hug me you-you, freak! ”
Twilight ran through the living room and out the door, leaving Fluttershy abandoned and crying on the floor. She ran through the Everfree Forest until eventually resting upon a creek bed.
Fluttershy was left crying on the floor, feeling a whole plethora of emotions overwhelm her mind. In an instant, Fluttershy stood up and ran into the nursery; slamming the door behind her…
Author's Note
I apologize for the long wait, I had some personal stuff to take care of. Anyway I hope you guys enjoy, and I warn you Chapter 4 will be heavy in infantilism and other dark subject matter...
Authors Note: Edited by "Don'tLookAtMyNameBro" (11/9/2013)
Twilight’s mind went from blank to conflicted with thoughts. “What was with that nursery, everything was so… big! Was she trying to baby me? Was she babying someone else? Oh my goodness, it was so eerie...” Twilight said aloud, trying to comprehend her situation. Then, all of a sudden, reality hit Twilight; she was in the forest in the dark, and it was getting colder outside by the minute. It’d be best if I get this all settled with Fluttershy before the night ends…
Fluttershy walked into her room feeling depressed; she just opened her heart for Twilight and got a called a freak. Fluttershy felt despair - she knew it wouldn’t be long until other ponies would figure out. Fluttershy did the only thing she could think of that would make her comfortable.
Fluttershy did as she so often did and hopped on the changing table garrisoned by her crib and lied on her back. She picked up one of diapers from the side compartment of the table and held it in front of her face. The yellow mare just sat there; the diaper really didn’t give her any excitement or pleasure. It felt almost like a crutch - an obstacle she had to get by.
The yellow mare lifted the diaper from her face and started to position herself to put it on. When she had finally accomplished her task she bounced off of the changing table and struck a small pose in front of the nearby mirror.
Fluttershy still couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable, she walked over to the closet where all of her articles of baby clothing were. She tried them all on, but found something in particular she really liked. She had just put on a white bib that fit rather largely on her that had the word, ‘Foal’ printed in rainbow letters on the front. She also chose to grab a rainbow-colored pacifier to suck on to complete the set.
Fluttershy, despite her adorable appearance, didn’t feel safe. None of the baby accessories made her feel any more secure. Fluttershy knew that the one person she had trusted didn’t even want her. She felt unloved and worthless. Fluttershy pitifully looked at herself in the mirror for a moment after the thought before she started to get weary again. Fluttershy looked at herself teary eyed, but soon her sadness became bitter rage.
Memories from her past quickly started to resurface themselves in the front her mind. Throwing caution to the wind, Fluttershy suddenly started yelling to herself in the mirror. “Why do you look so bucking sad, Fluttercrash? Aww, are you sad cause’ your mom doesn’t love you?! You had two chances with one and you blew it! You’re worthless, look at you! you’re a pegasus that can barely even fly! You’re just a little foal; you don’t need these wings!”
Fluttershy extended her right wing out and bit down as hard as she could, drawing blood from the appendage. She then ripped a chunk of feathers out of it, spitting them on the ground. Her anger then turned into agonizing pain. She tried closing her wing only to find a stream of her blood dripping down her side, staining her once yellow coat a deep maroon.
Fluttershy started crying again; not in pain, but fear. Looking at herself in the mirror, she realised she had roughly took at least 20% of her wingspan out. She thought to herself that she wouldn’t be able to fly for at least a month while her feathers grow back, granted she doesn’t bleed out by then.
As the diapered mare started to lose consciousness, she faintly heard the door to the nursery open. Turning her head to the right, she noticed a familiar purple pony that had her eyes wide open at the sight. The slight loss of blood making her delirious, Fluttershy weakly managed to whisper, “I love... I-I will always l-love you...m-m-mom...” She uttered the words before losing her voice.
To Twilight it all made sense. The only time Fluttershy felt loved was when she was a foal; right before her mom abandoned her. No wonder Fluttershy wanted to show the room to me... she wanted me to me to take care of her! She does look awful cute; I suppose I could humor her... Twilight thought. “I love you, my little filly.” Twilight said before kissing her yellow filly on the forehead as she was passing out.
Fluttershy woke up late in the morning; she would have slept in longer but the sound of birds chirping had awoken her. Fluttershy was dumbfounded; she had no recollection of what happened last night.
The pink maned mare arose to a very unpleasant feeling, she just sat on her own ‘mess,’ maybe she took a laxative and forgot? Fluttershy had never messed herself in her sleep before, even with a diaper on.
A closer examination on her bib revealed she had eaten some of the “special baby food” recently. Sure enough, she looked to find the glass food jar in the receptacle by the trash bin.
Fluttershy really had no idea what happened. She looked around for a moment, examining the room for evidence of what happened last night.
The weak mare - now a little bit scared - tried standing up only to fall down on her front hooves and chin.
What’s happened to me? It’s like my legs weigh a ton… Fluttershy thought to herself. She struggled another minute or two before she gave up and set back onto her rump.
Fluttershy then turned around weakly, getting a slight glimpse of her body; she noticed it looked like her wings were bandaged on one side. She then recalled something about ripping out her wings, but couldn’t quite recall what happened.
The yellow filly tried flying, but again, her wings got the best of her. After hobbling her way to the crib gate, she looked at the timer; she still had three hours left until the crib unlocked.
“Humph!” Fluttershy said, as she was unamused of the state she was in. Without much of a choice, the mare did all she could think to do and got back under her white fleece comforter.
Fluttershy liked the age-play, but not like this. Fluttershy tried to convince herself that she was comfortable, but she wasn’t. This wasn’t why she role-played, and this wasn’t how she age-played.
The tired filly couldn’t describe her emotions, but she was seemingly calm though. Fluttershy instinctively hugged a stuffed animal that was tucked away in the corner of the crib for a few seconds before she just accepted the animals embrace. She soon noticed upon closer inspection that the stuffed animal was really Twilight’s ‘Smarty Pants’ doll. I don’t remember putting that there… Acknowledging this made her suspicious.
Still, at Fluttershy’s weakened state she couldn’t effectively use her common sense. Fluttershy slowly closed her eyes hoping this all was a bad dream…
Author's Note
It wasn't as long as the others, but I think the reveal to the next one will be interesting to say the least. Also sorry for the wait, I kinda just started school today!
(Authors Note): Edited 11/18/2013 by: "Don'tLookAtMyNameBro"
Fluttershy’s eyes slowly opened at the sight of another lowering sun. “Goodness!” the young mare gasped with a surprised holler.
Oh my...this isn’t good, the young mare thought. Why is everything so...different? Wait a second, where am I? Is this heaven; did I die? Fluttershy thought to herself, putting her hooves over her muzzle. I can’t - where am I - am I in
Oh no, this isn’t normal… I can’t really be in m-my real nursery. It’s so weird, I feel almost...heavy, like I’m too heavy to move. I can’t be a baby; I’m a full grown mare.
Fluttershy began weakly kicking her legs; she tried standing up but just fell back over. Her body was basically in a state of paralysis. She couldn’t help but feel weak, so, without much of an option, she just laid on her back with her back hooves weakly flying into the air, and her front hooves in front of her face.
Fluttershy didn’t really know why she was this weak; she just was. Her mind seemed to be working properly, and she wasn’t sick, but how did she get back to her old home in Cloudsdale? She seemed so lost; she wasn’t used to being at this altitude either.
All of a sudden she heard a slow turning of the doorknob as she slightly rolled over on one of her sides. Fluttershy’s eyes went from questioning to tearful, her disbelief was suspended in the air like a pendulum as she looked over to a familiar stranger…
Fluttershy saw a rather tall cotton-white pony figure standing at the door. The pony in question had a brilliant golden-yellow mane that rested atop her head and a cutie mark of a dove. Fluttershy recognized her instantly; it was her mother.
Fluttershy’s entire being was immediately enraptured in overwhelming joy. Her body was visibly trembling with happiness and tears were streaming down her face. She attempted to speak, lightly saying, “M-Mom, where have you been? I haven’t seen you since I was a little filly...” Fluttershy’s mother wasn't phased in the slightest by Fluttershy’s speaking.
“Aww, Fluttershy, my sweet foal. Already trying to mouth words are we?” The white pegasus said with a motherly tone in her voice. “One day you’ll be big and strong like mama. If only I could see you grow up...if only there was more time…” Her once cheery voice turning into one of slight disappointment.
Fluttershy couldn’t understand her lack of vocals; her voice was definitely not the strongest nor the loudest, but her fluency in the Equestrian language was fine. Nevertheless, Fluttershy wanted to show her mother how strong she’d become in her absence away from her.
Fluttershy attempted to stand up again. She gave her stance everything she had. She took her front hooves forward and pushed with all her measly muscles, then she stood on her hind legs and weakly pushed up. Fluttershy finally stood up; weakly, but she still stood up.
“Mommy, pwease wook, I make ywo p-p-” Fluttershy looked at her mother a moment before dropping back unto her padded rear.
“Fluttershy, my silly filly! You know you can’t stand up by yourself yet.” Her mom said, patronizing Fluttershy’s emotional state.
Fluttershy couldn't quite comprehend what it was that she was being forced into; she had just recently woken up. All the yellow mare could remember from her consciousness was what had happened in the minutes prior to her current state.
“So Flutters’,” the words broke the yellow mare out of her trance. Fluttershy’s legs where spread out allowing Fluttershy to vaguely balance herself, resting on her hind legs and forelegs.
“So hon’, it’s mommy’s day off from teaching and I thought we could spend the whole day together.” The dove flanked pony said cheerfully.
Fluttershy took a moment to grasp the reality of what her mother was claiming. Was this real? “What did you have in mind?” This was what Fluttershy attempted to say, but it came out as pure gibberish.
“Hmph!” Fluttershy said as she put her hooves under her chin in disappointment.
Aw, Flutters’, don’t you worry; one day you’ll be a big mare.Oh, I can wait to see you shine. Now first things first, raise your legs tall like skyscrapers!”
Fluttershy immediately responded, she didn’t need a second command from her loving mother; Fluttershy knew that she knew best.
“Aww, you’re so cute!” Fluttershy’s mother cooed, lifting her daughter from the crib and into a cradling position in her arms.Fluttershy looked up to her mom; she had a gentle smile and softly kissed the yellow mare on the forehead. Fluttershy got a big smile on her face and began tearing up again. Her mother didn’t need a second to think, she simply allowed her daughter to wrap her arms around her in a sweet and loving embrace.
Her mother tried to gently back out, but Fluttershy just keep holding on as if she would disappear if she let go. This made Fluttershy’s mother chuckle a little bit. “Deary please, I think it’s about time we ate.”
Fluttershy broke away from the hug and looked at her tummy, which grumbled very slightly.
Come on Flutters’, I think it’s time for lunch. Fluttershy wrapped her arms around her mother as they made their transition from her bedroom into a very familiar kitchen.
Fluttershy’s smile brightened as she saw everything in its entirety; this was her old Cloudsdale home. She didn’t quite know how she got here but she was glad and content just being in the moment that she was in.
“Fluttershy, aren’t you just as pretty as a peach?” Her mother cooed, nuzzling the yellow mare’s nose before resting her in a highchair that somehow had enough space to accompany Fluttershy’s mare-baby body.
Fluttershy was awestruck; her whole predicament was so weird. From what she could see, she still had her mare body yet it seemed like her mother could only see a filly.
Fluttershy attempted to utter another line, “Mommy, can you hear me?” Sadly though, all her mother did was rub her daughter’s hair out of place joking a bit about the baby talk.
“Now baby girl, open wide.” Fluttershy didn’t think; she just acted instinctively upon her mothers words. Fluttershy’s mouth was then filled with a weird banana medicine-like substance; the texture of which awkwardly slivered down her throat.
As Fluttershy tried to hold back the need to vomit, her mother sprang up; quickly attaching a bib she had picked up prior to Fluttershy’s feeding.
Fluttershy attempted to protest in her infantile mumbling but failed as soon as her mother fastened the bib gently around her neck.
“Open wide!” Fluttershy’s cheery mother said. Fluttershy regrettably took another mouthful of the mal-tasting goo from the silver spoon.
Fluttershy gently started making gagging reflexes before she started to hiccup, and soon enough, threw up on the table.
Her mom in a bit of a concerned tone asked, “Oh, Fluttershy dear are you alright?” as she grabbed tight on her very messily-coated daughter.
“Aww, Fluttershy dear. Please, you know I can’t afford to get sick.” Fluttershy’s mother gently said, wiping of some of the mares’ ‘mess’ with baby wipes.
Fluttershy looked perplexed at her mother for a moment, questioning the severity of what her mom just said; in retrospect, her mother was looking a lot sicker.
“Oh, but don’t you worry your sweet little head about it Fluttershy, I know everything will be alright.” Her mother said before unveiling Fluttershy’s forehead beneath her mane and kissing it softly.
“Mom, you don’t look healthy.” Fluttershy said, looking sadly into her mother’s eyes. The words rang like bells through her mother’s head. Her mother instantly turned to her head to Fluttershy.
“Did...did you just talk?” Fluttershy nodded vigorously, but her mother would sooner believe it to be just a coincidence. “Aww, Flutters; your momma’s going insane. Let’s just hope this doesn’t get much worse.” The cotton white pegasus said.
Fluttershy’s mother instinctively started to unsnap the restraints around Fluttershy as her mom somehow managed to pick her up, despite the two being of equal height.
Fluttershy blushed as her legs slowly rose up and her mother set her down on her yellow back.
“Now Fluttershy, I think you know what time it is…” Her mom cooed with slight smile on her face.
As Fluttershy widened her eyes, she saw a bottle her mother had. It was made of glass and had a pink top; much like the color of the butterflies on her own flank. “Now please Flutter dear, could we just enjoy the moment together?”
Fluttershy just smiled and nodded as she began to suck on the amber nipple of the milk bottle. She listened to her mother’s heart beat against her ear drum.
*Bumb Bumb, Bumb Bumb,*
Fluttershy was in paradise; even her own mind couldn’t explain why. She just keep sucking at the bottle in unison with her mother’s heartbeat. Her mom cradled her with every loving fiber in her body, her mom didn’t want to break the moment. The daughter and her mother were both in such a tight and loving bond together, Fluttershy now knew for a fact this was her real mother. It had to be; she couldn’t feel this way for any other pony, she had never wanted another.
Fluttershy kept enjoying the warm serenity of her mother’s embrace, until all of a sudden, it ended. Flutters wasn’t sure what happened. Did she just fall asleep? Could this all have been merely a dream?
Fluttershy thought long and hard about this fact for as long as she could remember, what took a minute to usually comprehend seemed to take her and hour; it was as if she couldn’t tell fantasy from reality anymore.
Fluttershy awoke in the crib the next morning. Rolling up onto her now-wet backside, Fluttershy started to crawl. She noticed the unlocked crib door, and lightly nudging it open, she crawled out.
With a small *Thud,* the padded filly was now lightly crawling on the floor.
Fluttershy heard a slight cough in the distance and decided to approach the sound. The yellow mare slowly crawled out of the crib onto the floor and out of the nursery into the hallway.
Fluttershy slowly turned her head into her mother’s room to a sound and sight that brought much horror to her face.
Fluttershy broke down in tears, she couldn’t handle seeing her mother like this. Her mother noticed her distress and hugged her tightly in her arms after wiping blood from her upper lip.
“Flutters’ my dear, I will always love you. P-please remember our love, and keep your spirit proud.” She said wiping the mane away from her daughters tear drenched face.
“Please, just remember that I will always be with you.” The white mare said, bringing her daughter back into the tight embrace; kissing her softly on the forehead as she always did to calm the weary mare down.
Fluttershy was held close in her mother’s embrace as she walked to her blood-soaked desk and pulled out a quill feather and paper. She started writing a dozen sentences with her mouth until she finished the last word off with a tear.
Fluttershy - never opening her eye - never noticed that her mother had taken her to the Cloudsdale City Center. Her mom, carrying her daughter in her arms, set her down at the checkout center at the front entrance.
Fluttershy looked up at her mother, but it was clear that the timid young mare had no chance of hearing the conversation. She noticed looking upwards that her mom and the secretary as they were both exchanging nods before her mother carried her back out on the way home.
Fluttershy and her mother eventually made it back to the nursary which felt like Fluttershy’s and her mother’s own little palace. Her mother held her daughter for one final embrace and rubbed her out of place before delivering one last kiss.
Fluttershy felt a heavy weight come over her, she couldn’t truly express herself. She was an adult that couldn’t fully comprehend any of this. She tried; oh, how she had tried, but in the end, she just cried like the infant she believed the world thought she was.
Fluttershy dove into the covers covering her head, quietly repeating the words her mother just said, trying to find the meaning.
Meanwhile, her mother was peeking over one of the edges of Cloudsdale. She looked down heavily on what she was about to do, but realized she posed too much of a threat to her daughter’s health and well-being.
But no, it’d be best if she left. Maybe Fluttershy could live a normal life if she never knew her real mother. She thought back to the letter she had written before and did the action she felt it necessary to do…
Fluttershy shot up quickly from her nursery’s crib sobbing hysterically; it was all just a dream.
Twilight was stationed in the living room of Fluttershy’s house as she heard a loud crying sound coming from the nursery behind its locked door. She knew it was Fluttershy, and she knew what needed to be done...
Author's Note
I apologize so much for the delay. Between school and a few other "Complications" this story has been rather hard to write. I know once again where this story is heading and I think you guys will enjoy it. I promise the next part will be out sooner, I'm already started on it. The problem with this one is I originally had one more appealing to Fluttershy's baby life rather then the emotional connection between her and her mother and it hard to re-write the story. Anyhow enjoy and I will hopefully be done with the next part in a 1 or 2 days!
(Authors Note): Edited 11/27/2013 By: Don'tLookAtMyNameBro, give a big thanks to this man guys!
Crying was all Twilight heard within the sealed door of the nursery.
Twilight grabbed the metal knob with her hoof and pulled back, only to feel the force of the lock suppressing her efforts.
Oh, right. The lock. Twilight chuckled. The purple mare then hovered over the locked keypad and typed in the word, ‘Fluttercrinkle’.
Twilight waited a moment and, with a sigh, she heard the doors mechanical lock come undone, Keep it cool Twilight, Fluttershy needs you.
Twilight winced at the sound of her usually shy friend’s screams of sorrow. Still, Twilight pressed onwards, and made her way into the yellow mare’s nursery.
It was here that Fluttershy laid, the pillow underneath her face soaked with her own tears. The mare had no fully conscious thought, for she was still in a trance.
“Uh… Fluttershy?” Twilight said pacing up to the crib.
“Ahh, oh my goodness, Twilight! But how did you…but I locked... Please don’t tell!” Fluttershy said still crying. Covering her face with her hooves and mane.
“Shh, please Fluttershy dear, I know.” Twilight said, looking at her friend’s surprised facial expression.
Fluttershy quickly recovered from her shock,“How did you get in here, and why would you care?” Fluttershy said, turning her head away from the pillow.
“Uh, you let me in here. The afternoon before yesterday to be exact, or at least the night...” The purple mare quoted.
The sniffling mare questioned, “What happened? My mind is blank; also, how long was I out?!”
“Well let’s see, umm…around 2 days. I might have just kinda, sorta, put you under a sleep paralysis spell. I didn’t want to, but I thought it was necessary after what happened the night you harmed yourself.” Twilight walked closer to the crib and pointed at the frayed yellow feathers of the pink maned mare’s side.
Fluttershy tried to spread her wing a bit, only to discover a terrible stinging pain in which she just let out a weak ‘ow’. “Please, Twilight, what happened? I hope I wasn’t a burden.” She said with one eye hardly peeking out of her mane.
Fluttershy, now sitting up, slightly cocked her head to the left, “Whatever do you mean? I want to know Twilight, because I honestly can’t remember a thing.”
Twilight let out a sigh, “Honestly, I didn’t mean anything I said.”
Fluttershy nodded up and down and gestured her anticipation with her right hoof.
So, around two nights ago I came over to discuss the events...you know, over Winona’s death, and how I resurrected her. Then I came to talk about it with you.”
Fluttershy pondered this for a moment before fixing her eyes back onto Twilight’s.
“When I came in you were in the nursery doing something. By that time, I haven’t figured out what it was yet, but something. Anyhow, you came out of the room and we talked about Winona, and then we shared a peaceful moment in each other’s arms.”
It was all starting to sound familiar to the diapered mare. “Then you worked up the confidence t-to tell me, and you said…” Twilight became teary eyed.
“You said, ‘Please don’t hate me!’ And I-I called you a freak and ran away.” The purple mare started to cry, “I’m s-so sorry Fluttershy.”
Fluttershy became angry, “No... I am a freak, just look at me! I’m in a diaper, I spent years keeping this place secret, and for what? I don’t want to keep things a secret like this. I remember now, I trusted you and you made fun of me and ran away like I knew you would. I don’t want you or any other pony to see me like this, you just don’t understand... I don’t even understand.” Fluttershy finished with an audible ‘Hmph’.
Twilight was dumbfounded by her friend’s uncalled-for remarks. Her worry increased as she looked the yellow mare in the eyes and said, “Please, you’re not listening! I under-”
Fluttershy gave Twilight her signature bone-chilling stare and uttered in a surprised fury, “Get out!”
Twilight ran out of the room in sheer fear, sobbing as she shut the nursery’s door.
Fluttershy laid back down and looked at the ceiling. The mobile above caught her attention; it was a dove. But this wasn’t just any dove; this dove was the exact same coloration of the yellow mare’s mother as she remembered in her dreams.
Fluttershy looked at it a moment before going teary eyed again, “Oh, Celestia, I wish... I wish I could understand this. It’s much too confusing; I’m too confused. Yet for some reason, that dove makes everything seem...alright...”
Twilight ran out of Fluttershy’s cottage, only to trip face-first on the stone ramp that offered way to Fluttershy’s door.
Twilight knew it would take some time for Fluttershy to cool down after she had acted so harshly. Twilight made her way to the small wooden bench about three feet in front of Fluttershy’s house and sat down.
There Twilight sat, tears welling up in her eyes once again, I know this is all weird, Twilight but you two are both Elements of Harmony. It wouldn’t be right for me to just give up on her... Do I wait or go home? It’s going to start getting dark any minute.
“I outta start heading out,” Twilight said with a sigh, “It wouldn’t be right to help somepony that doesn’t want it...or at least, not for a little while.”
Fluttershy stared up at the dove, it’s gilded wings entrancing the young pony that was now fixated on the object.
Fluttershy closed her eyes, but she knew she couldn’t sleep. Judging by the sun’s position in the sky, she guessed it was roughly around past dinner time.
Fluttershy sighed, “Well, there’s no point in staying in this crib. I’ve gotta buck up and face the world; I’ve gotta be a big mare.” She said with a small grin, smiling at the dove circling overhead.
Fluttershy stood up, doing a little shake of her rump to move her leg muscles after their two day rest. Fluttershy then opened the crib’s door - which was unlocked by this point - and did a little jump before landing on the ground on all fours.
Fluttershy admired herself in the mirror one last time before slowly turning her head back and using her teeth to rip off the undergarment around her backside. She too did this with the drool-latten bib too.
Fluttershy crumpled the diaper in a ball and tossed it into the trash can to dispose of it. She took a moment to admire the room for a moment, which felt colder to her all of a sudden, and decided to step out. As Fluttershy passed the mirror on her way out, she took notice of something that she was previously unaware of before.
As she noticed it, her mind now made her body aware of the problem as well. With a tear of pain in her eye, Fluttershy slowly turned around to view her backside in the mirror; her flank was reddish behind the yellow mare’s fur.
A sudden knocking at the door made Fluttershy gasp in surprise.
Once the mare made it out of the nursery, she started to panic. Oh no, my backside! What do I do? Oh, I know!
Fluttershy tried to ignore the pain and ran to her cyan colored bathroom for a moment. She emerged from the room wearing a fluffy pink bathrobe she kept handy for her showers.
Fluttershy then hobbled to the door, each step making the yellow mare let out a small ‘ow’. A small tear droplet was forming in the corner of the mare’s eye as the pain was taking it’s toll.
Upon reaching the door, she opened it to find an apologetic-looking Twilight. She then recalled the way she had treated the purple mare, “Oh my, Twilight... I’m uh, I-I’m sorry for the way I treated you.”
“No, Fluttershy it’s my fault. My behavior was uncalled for in the first place.” Twilight said, placing her concerned hoof unto Fluttershy’s shoulder.
“No, Twilight, I overreacted. I should have let you said all that needed to be said. I didn’t mean to use ‘The Stare’ on you.” Fluttershy lowered her head and kicked the dirt, trying to make her point omnipresent to Twilight.
“Well, it was my own bad Fluttershy. I was being a really bad friend for calling you a freak like that, and yes; I’m really sorry,” Twilight said with a regretful look in her eyes.
Fluttershy nodded her head in confirmation, “Don’t worry; just the fact that you came back let’s me know I can trust you forever,” she said, nuzzling her purple friend’s coat.
Twilight, feeling a little bit uncomfortable, just lightly hugged her friend back and asked, “So, would you care if I spent the night again? I mean, if it’s not too much trouble, but it’s already dusk.”
Fluttershy kindly gestured her friend back to the couch; the one on which they had their discussion days ago.
Once comfortable on the separate couches, Fluttershy looked at Twilight with a deep breath and said, “You mentioned something about spending the night here ‘again’.” Twilight nodded. Fluttershy sighed and said, “What happened when I was asleep for those two days?”
Twilight looked intently at her friend and closed her eyes, “Fluttershy, please be a dear and make some more tea; It’s going to be a long explanation.”
Author's Note
Alright, I'm really quite sorry about the delays. To be honest between school and friends Fluttercrinkle isn't top priority at the moment. However because I have a very lovely friend of mine anticipating this very story not to mention all the good feedback I've been getting, I will try to get these chapters done at a diligent pace :3 I will realistically be posted them every 2-4 days, In order to assure I keep continuity and quality! Stay tuned the next chapter is going to be a good one!
*Authors Note (Edited 12/15/2013 By: Don'tLookAtMyNameBro)
Several minutes later...
"Alright Fluttershy... How do I put this? I um...well...when you - I mean, I left... I apologize, give me a second..." Twilight pondered her words.
Fluttershy looked at her friend, reassuring her with an awkward smile, "Just take your time, Twilight."
Twilight closed her eyes and nodded in agreement. “Alright...so after I called you...well...what I did, I stormed out into the forest for several minutes until I ended up at the small creek bed by the grove.” Twilight explained.
“Anyhow, I stared at the creek bed, specifically my reflection, and I thought about you. Well, not just you, but how I treated you,” Twilight paused in silence, which lasted a moment until Twilight said, “I’m sorry.”
Fluttershy stared with a sly smile at the pony that was now grappling her yellow waist for a moment. “It’s alright Twilight. I-I shouldn't have rushed telling you about the nursery In the first place.”
Twilight let go of her friend’s waist and sat up straight looking her friend’s aqua blue eyes. “Alright, I came back into the house and you were in diapers again…”
Fluttershy blushed a bit before Twilight started to speak again, "Well...that’s not all; I heard some shouting before you passed out. I’m not sure why, but you were bleeding. I found your feathers in your, um...c-crib, and you were fainting, so I said-" Twilight was interrupted by her friend.
"You said, ‘you l-loved me...’” Fluttershy said, awestruck by her recollection.
Twilight smiled and nodded her head, “You know it’s true.” Twilight put her foreleg around the yellow mare. Twilight felt a weight on her shoulder as her friend, bearing her pink velvet robe, leaned her head in for comfort.
“Twilight,” Fluttershy broke the brief moment of silence the two had shared, “I’m messed up. I need help, but I-I just don’t know where to start.” Twilight felt a beam of emotions cross her mind as she felt her heartstrings being pulled.
Twilight nervously uttered, “Don’t you worry, Fluttershy. I-I, umm… Everything will be alright.” Twilight searched for her friend’s approving smile, but instead found one of desperation and shame.
“Please, you’re too kind Twilight. I can’t accept love from someone like you. Just look at me; I’m a freak. Honestly, I’m old enough to raise a foal, so there’s no reason for me to be acting like one,” Fluttershy hid beneath her pink mane in shame.
Twilight, looking somewhat frustrated at her friend, gained confidence in her friend’s rebuttal. “Fluttershy...you've always been the kindest pony I’ve known, but you’ve also been very quiet since day one. I understand that it’s hard putting yourself out there; the world is a very judgmental place, and some ponies are just cruel.”
Fluttershy looked at her friend and frowned “Twilight, no offense, but that didn't help.” Twilight looked annoyed for a moment before she changed her face into one of sincerity again.
Twilight raised Fluttershy’s head to eye-level using her hoof, “Listen Fluttershy, you didn’t let me finish. It’s not easy creating things in this world. We’re responsible for much; but our greatest creation by far is, well... ourselves.”
“Twilight, I don’t understand what you-” Fluttershy was silenced with a hoof.
“We’re all terrified by ourselves because, once we put ourselves out there, we’re susceptible to all sorts of negative criticism and hate and-and… I just want you to know you haven't created a freak, and that no matter what, your friends will see you through anything you need help with.” Twilight assured.
“Twilight...I-I’m just too scared, alright? I can’t really trust anypony; I've never been able to.” Fluttershy sorrowfully said.
“Please, I don’t deserve-” Fluttershy was interrupted.
“You deserve somepony’s love, and I’m willing to do whatever it takes for you to trust me. By the way, you’ve practically been my foal since I comatosed you two days ago,” Twilight said with a small chuckle.
Fluttershy gulped. “I don’t know Twilight...it all sounds strange to me. N-nothing against you, of course! I just, um…”
Twilight held her friend in a tight embrace. “Please Fluttershy, I want to do this for you. You’re the sweetest pony I know, and it’s about time you get something you deserve.”
"Sorry, I just… I don’t know; this is happening really fast for me. I-I’m just kind of nervous." Fluttershy whispered behind her mane.
"Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders Fluttershy. I understand it’ll be a bit embarrassing at first, but hey; I’m used to it. I’ve even changed you once or twice by now!" Twilight said with a smile on her face.
“Umm, Twilight, you’re confusing me…” Fluttershy said with her eyes covered by her pink bangs.
“Wh-what? Why?” Twilight said a bit offended.
“Well...you see, umm... I think I got… a-a diaper rash,” Fluttershy said shyly.
“Oh, I’m sorry. I fed you around midday, and I completely forgot about the diaper changes on the first day.” Twilight said, blushing slightly.
Fluttershy looked at Twilight; the yellow pegasus was mentally contemplating her friend’s parental skills.
Twilight gave a sincere smile, “Don’t worry, I assure you. You’ll be conscious this time around. I’ll allow you to speak if you want. Remember; I want to do this for you.”
Fluttershy weakly said, “I know, it’s just… Thank you.” Fluttershy said, giving a tight squeeze around her purple friend’s barrel, in which she gladly returned the embrace.
“S-so, umm... Where do we start?” The yellow mare asked, the slight trembling in her knees eventually making her entire body shake.
"Uh, that’s a good question, Fluttershy... I got it; get on the ground and roll over," Twilight said with an optimistic expression.
“What’s wrong, Fluttershy?” The purple mare said in response.
Fluttershy chuckled a bit at Twilight's poor choice of words, “Umm... I’m a foal; not a pet.”
"Oh! I’m sorry Fluttershy, please be patient with me. Oh, if only they had manuals for mothering..." Twilight looked at the floor distraught.
"Twilight, er-um...mom-mama-mommy?" Fluttershy was testing how each word felt in her mouth while she attempted to get Twilight's attention, "Just act as if I was your own foal. I-I’m sure you can do it." Fluttershy said as reassuringly as she could.
Twilight didn't want to let down her friend who was so gradually opening up to her. “Alright Fluttershy, let’s get you out of that robe and into something more suitable for a filly your age.” The star flanked mare finished her sentence with a nervous smile.
"Uh, Twilight?" Fluttershy interrupted.
“What’s wrong, dear?” Twilight said, trying to not break her motherly role.
Fluttershy smiled at her caregiver, "Much better, Mama!"
“Aw, thanks Fluttershy. Now, let’s get started!” Twilight said while trying not to blush.
"Twilight, please… I-I just want to say; thank you so much. Also, if you don’t feel comfortable with anything we do, just please let me kn-" Fluttershy was once again quieted.
"Fluttershy, don’t you worry about a thing, dear." Twilight softly kissed her friend on the forehead. "Now please, I’m going to need you to be a big girl for just a second while I take care of the rash and get you changed."
Fluttershy started to blush before getting a tear in her eye. She nodded to her ‘mother’ in confirmation.
Twilight smiled, “Come on Fluttershy; lets go to the nursery, dear...”
Author's Note
Gotta say, I'm excited and nervous writing the next chapter! I hope you guys enjoyed, the next chapter will come out soon :3
Chapter Edited (12/1/2013) By: DontLookAtMyNameBro
*Heavy breathing…*
Fluttershy shakily paced up to the door which held her little taboo nook. She started to type in the code, but upon hitting enter she quickly realized the folly of her mistake.
“S-Sorry, I just um…” Fluttershy didn’t even bother with the sentence, her knees were about to give out any second.
“Pardon me, Fluttershy, but could we take care of-” Twilight started to say, but was cut off by her friend’s pleads.
Twilight looked at her robed friend with a puzzled expression. Fluttershy blushed while trying to give Twilight the best poker face she could.
“Don’t worry Fluttershy, It’s not like there isn’t anything I haven’t already seen in this room.” Twilight said, nudging her hoof into her friend’s yellow side.
“Haha, thanks umm… mom?” Fluttershy said, lightly rubbing the area in which her friend just nudged her at.
“Hey Twilight, could we maybe stop role-playing here for a second? You know, until this mess is cleaned up?” Fluttershy asked frantically.
Twilight turned her head 180 degrees around the room trying to examine all of the damage.
Fluttershy made an audible gulping sound at the site of the distraught and disorganized nursery. Children’s books pulled out of alphabetical order, diapers ripped out their bag and lazily put on the shelf, baby food bottles uncapped; not to mention the closet in which Fluttershy kept most of her foal clothing had many outfits strewn about on the floor rinkled up.
Fluttershy had also looked heavily at the crib which she herself resided in for around three nights.
Fluttershy walked over to the dark brown colored handle bars of her crib, with each step kicking up a faint amount of the spilt talcum powder from the carpet.
The crib door was open. The lock was disabled for the time being so the mare decided to reside on top of it’s mattress.
The mare sat down for a second, but the friction from her rash got the best of her as she jumped up doing a little yelp.
“Maybe you should lay on your stomach for a while, aye fluttershy?” Twilight said with a smile.
Fluttershy breathed deeply for a moment before using her front hooves to elevate herself up, and using the strength of her abdomen to lift and turn her lower body 180 degrees inside of the crib.
Fluttershy rather flopped onto the bed, whilst the rash on her plot continued to shock the fragile mares’ nerves.
Fluttershy, holding a face of anguish, looked at her friend and squeaked out the words, “Thank you!”
Fluttershy plopped her head face-first into her pillow, but it didn’t take but a split second for her to retract her head from the pillow in disgust.
Twilight was only half-preoccupied cleaning up the talcum powder and organizing the other diapers and supplies as she asked, “What’s wrong, Shy?”
While trying to regain her frequently feminine poses, the yellow mare uttered, “Oh, this bed is disgusting. I can smell my saliva on the pillow, and the bedding appears to be ‘stained?’ I mean, the really nasty thing is that I’ve been laying here for days.” Fluttershy looked one last time at her now formerly white and pink bed spreads and shook her muzzle a little before doing a small jump off of the foal bed.
“Fluttershy, what did I tell you about standing up?” Twilight dropped some of the dresses she had picked up back onto the floor.
“Oh, um sorry. I-it just hurts a-a lot you see... well my... um, backside…” Fluttershy let out a weak smile of uncertainty.
Twilight smiled at her friend, “Fluttershy, I’m not making you lay down. You’re a mare; you don’t need to be told what to do. You know that right?”
Fluttershy broke the tension after pondering the phrase for a second. “Well... yes. I just didn’t want to hurt your feelings is all.” Fluttershy smiled a bit.
“Awh, Fluttershy, you’re too sweet. I only said you should lay down as advice, nothing personal.” Twilight spoke trying to build confidence in her friend.
After several minutes of Twilight throwing away the remaining empty glass bottles and organizing some more of the displaced mare-to-foal baby attire, Twilight felt obligated to help distract her own attention off of Fluttershy, who was fidgeting around supported mostly by her front hooves.
"So Fluttershy,” Twilight said, gaining the robed mares attention, “Which one of these dresses are your favorite?” Twilight asked while elevating a dress - a simple cotton white night gown - in front of her own face.
Fluttershy blushed for a moment, “Oh, I don’t know... It’s hard to pick a favorite.”
Twilight, still curious, asked “Well, if you had to choose one of these foal outfits to wear, which would it be?
Fluttershy, eventually falling flat on her face, looked straight up at her purple friend and said, “Well, to be honest, I really like that white dress in the back there; the one with the dove. I don’t know why, but I’ve always had a strange fondness towards doves... There’s even one on the mobile above the crib.”
“Hmm, I’ve noticed that, too. They’re quite beautiful. Did you know doves are, to some, a sign of peace, hope, and sometimes even promise?” Twilight explained while putting the very last of the dresses away.
Fluttershy looked strikingly at the white dove above her. “Well, I don’t know what it is about the dove, but it drives me to this weird state of mind every time I look at it.” The yellow mare turned her head back to the purple pony.
The purple mare, upon completing a majority of her former task of cleaning in the nursery, crouched down to eye level with her frail mare friend.
“Interesting... What do you mean by a ‘weird state of mind?’ I’d love to know more, I mean, if it’s not too hard for you.” Twilight looked to her friend with a smile.
Fluttershy’s face lit up, “Oh not at all! I mean, I know I can trust you now.” Fluttershy said with a confident grin.
“Hmm… I wouldn’t have guessed, you know? I mean, any of this, really. I’ve read about of this whole adult-foal thing but I’d never guess there was anyone in Ponyville.” Twilight said looking at her mare friend.
Fluttershy went flat on the ground and gently whipped her mane in front of her face. Twilight felt a great hint of embarrassment as she saw her friend’s pink mane collapse unto the carpet. The purple mare felt her heart sink as she heard the all too familiar sound of her friend’s sobbing.
Twilight by this point felt obligated to end her friend’s crying. “Fluttershy, you know that it’s alright. No one else has to know.”
Fluttershy lifted her puffy red eyes and peered at the mere. “Twilight, that’s not the point. The problem is I’m an outcast; a freak! You keep saying ‘no one else to know,’ as if I don’t know that. I can’t help but feel comfort from all of this. To be honest, this is the only place I’ve ever felt, well... safe.”
Twilight looked at the mare for a moment until shifting her eyes the to carpet below her, “Well, there’s no reason to be annoyed. We all have quirks; trust me, this isn’t that off-beat. I’m sure that with my help, you can get to the core of this all.”
Fluttershy nodded sadly, “I know we all have our quirks, I know about your compulsive behavior. It’s just that mine is so immersive. You can’t seem to comprehend the weird purgatory I feel between real life and fantasy when I’m in here.”
Twilight let out an audible gulp before gently whispering to her friend. “Now Fluttershy, you have to remem-” Twilight paused a moment, looking at her friend sorrowful expression. “Fluttershy, you’re a wonderful young mare, and you shouldn't worry about what others think because I promise I will always be there for you.”
Twilight started to tear up for a moment; for once, Fluttershy seemed to be the less frail one.
“Twilight, what’s wrong?” Fluttershy asked, trying to be as serious as possible. It didn’t help the severity of the situation that she had her hooves fixated in the air like an infant.
“It’s nothing for you to worry about, trust me. We all have secrets we want to keep safe, I- you just relax.” Said Twilight, lightening the tone of her voice.
Fluttershy was levitated a bit into the air. All she could see was the white plaster ceiling as the spell she was in kept her from moving on her own. She could do nothing but feel as the fuzzy rope keeping her robe closed was untied, and she felt her body go from warm to cold and naked.
Twilight set the yellow mare back down gently on the soft vinyl padding. Fluttershy felt at piece for a moment until a sudden wetness gave her a stinging sensation on her backside.
Twilight rubbed the residue all of the mares plot and “area” before quickly jumping back. Fluttershy in feeling an intense stinging pain strike all over her body started to kick frantically in the air.
Fluttershy, letting out a small cry, said, “Twilight! I’m so sorry if I kicked you Twilight.” The yellow mare put her front hoovess over her mouth.
Twilight laughed a bit, “Don’t worry, Fluttershy. It’s not your fault.” Twilight said as she elevated the yellow mare off of the changing table and back onto surface level.
Fluttershy looked in awe as she descended back onto her carpeted floor. “Wait, you’re not putting me back in diapers?” Fluttershy asked, puzzled.
Twilight opened the nursery door and said, “No. I don’t think with your diaper rash you should be, well... ‘messing yourself.’”
Fluttershy smiled, “Hey Twilight?” The pegasus asked.
“What, Fluttershy?” Twilight asked in a concerned pitch as the two walked out of the nursery door hitting the lights off.
To be continued...
Author's Note
*Authors Note: (Edited 12/15/2013 By: Don'tLookAtMyNameBro)
Diaper Rash Part 2 (Edited)
Twilight and Fluttershy sat in the dim light of the cottage’s cool atmosphere. Twilight and Fluttershy both resided on the yellow mare’s light birch colored faux leather couches, one that seemed aged and torn. Twilight and her friend both looked at each other, both sharing similar relaxed poses as the two had eased into their position on the couch.
Fluttershy, feeling a bit more comfortable, turned her head and spoke, “So, what do you suppose we do? I mean, about the role playing?”
Turning her head to the questioning mare,Twilight said, “Don’t you worry about it Fluttershy, it’ll all be alright if you just sit back and let me handle it.”
Fluttershy put her front hooves down on her thighs and lowered her head. Twilight put her right hoof around her friend’s left shoulder, “You know, it’s not always easy knowing that you’re not in control of who you are.” Twilight finished with a sigh, as seemingly she had made no effect on her pegasus friend.
“You want to know something Fluttershy? It kills me to see Spike growing up. I know I should be proud, but it’s so hard when you… you just want them to stay in your arms forever. It’s not just the mother in me; it’s the sister. He’s always been an independent one though,” Twilight finished her sentence with a chuckle, “Sometimes I wish I could love him like a mother.”
Fluttershy looked at her friend’s hoof hanging on her like a heavy chain. With a shy but confident face Fluttershy nodded.
Fluttershy looked to the ground and started shyly speaking, “Trust me Twilight, I’m sure Spike appreciates everything you do for him. You might not know it, but I know he looks up to you or at least loves you. I would if you were my biological mother. I never really knew mine, I barely remember her. Still it seems me and her had sealed our souls together even if our time together was short lived, it’s complicated. Trust me Twilight, I know as little about my mother as you do, All I have are these vague memories of what she looked and felt like from when I was a foal.”
Twilight turned her head to fixate on the yellow mares aqua blue eyes, “You know if you don’t mind, I wouldn't mind hearing about what you remember.”
Fluttershy closed her eyes and nodded her head in confirmation before piping up. “Oh, it’s a long story.” Fluttershy huffed, “All I remember from my childhood was this image, an image of my mom and I sitting in the nursery in my old Cloudsdale home. It was a decently sunny day, and I remember she was feeding me with a bottle.”
Twilight, who was in a daze mentally writing down everything her friend said nodded up and down. “Do you remember anything else, Fluttershy?”
“Well, I mean- I sort of do. I remember my mom’s face, her eyes and mane where both golden. Oh! I also remember her fur, it was a cotton white and super soft. It’s all from memory though, and one of an infant at that. Did you know that I’ve based most of my nursery off of what I could remember?” Fluttershy looked at her friend.
Twilight, now stroking her friend’s mane, started to lightly speak. “You want closure, don’t you Fluttershy? Is that it?” Looking deep into Twilight’s eyes Fluttershy squeaked a high-pitched “yes”.
“Fluttershy, I’m not going to lie. The chances of us finding your mother are pretty good.” Twilight glanced at the mare which made them both bust a smile.
“But Twilight, how are you going to-”
Twilight put her hoof on her friend’s mouth. “I’m telling you Fluttershy, don’t worry, I have this taken care of.”
“Whatever are you going to do though?” Fluttershy asked with an uber curious tone to her voice.
“I’m a librarian, Fluttershy. I have access to all sorts of information and records about the community.” Twilight finished her sentence with a grin.
“Oh, thank you Twilight! I've always wanted to know about her. Oh, do you think she’s still alive?! Maybe she still owns the same house? Oh, I’m so excited!”
All of a sudden Fluttershy felt a strange purple force overtake her body as she was levitated on top of her purple mare friend’s lap. “Who’s a silly filly?” Fluttershy heard before a tickling sensation took over her body.
“Twilight, what are you doing?!” Fluttershy said frantically as she was consistently being tickled.
“Why, I’m putting a smile on your face! Pinky Pie taught me well, hasn't she?”
Twilight kept tickling her fidgeting friend for a minute before the yellow mare shouted, “Haha, ow! Twilight stop you’re really starting to hurt me.” Twilight paused as soon as she saw a tear of pain go down her blond mare friend’s muzzle.
“Oh my goodness, I didn't hurt you did I?!” Twilight lifted the hooves she’d been incapacitating her friend with.
“Haha, no! Well, you did manage to hurt my backside in the process however.” Fluttershy looked at her unicorn friend with a red face.
Twilight looked at her friend for a moment while examining her expression before stating, “Don’t worry! I will get you taken care of, wait right here!” Twilight sprinted out of the dimly lit living room and into the practically black void that was her friend’s hallway.
Fluttershy listened intently; still sniffling a bit she managed to hear the automatic pinging of a mechanical mechanism and the
Twilight came sprinting back holding what appeared to be one of the disposable diapers Fluttershy often wore in her mouth.
“Twilight, what are you planning on doing with that?” Fluttershy asked as her face got progressively hotter.
“I’m going to put it on you silly!” Twilight levitated the pegasus onto the cold wooden floor next to the couch area.
“Umm... Twilight, I’m not too sure if I’m comfortable with this.” Fluttershy’s face started to expel tears of fear as she became more and more embarrassed.
Twilight dropped the diaper and looked at her friend’s frightened face. “Woah, Fluttershy, I’m not doing anything I shouldn't be, am I? I just thought I'd help with the rash it might be, you know... comforting?” Twilight knelt down to meet face of her friend that was lying on her back.
“No, it’s just, I’m s-scared. This diaper is going to change how you see me; I just know it, and I don’t want to ruin another relationship.” Fluttershy said turning to her side.
“Fluttershy, you have nothing to fear. I will always see you as my same mare friend even if you’re wearing diapers. Trust me, you been wearing them the past three days in a row. You have nothing to be ashamed of; you’ll have me no matter what.”
“Do it!” Fluttershy said, turning once again onto her back.
“What?” Twilight asked.
“I said, do it. Put the diaper on me.”
Twilight smiled. “And why should I?”
Fluttershy smiled adjacently, “Because I can trust you, I can always trust you.” Fluttershy's grin beamed with joy.
“Oh shoot, how could I forget the powder? Don’t move sweetie, mommy will be right back.” Twilight dashed back into dark engulfed hallway.
The pegasus thought to herself as she lie still, heavily breathing on the living room floor. Oh my, why do I care so much about being in diapers, or let alone my friend seeing me in them? Why does Twilight keep calling herself ‘Mommy’, and why is she so insistent on making me her baby? Am I sick or something? Why is everything in here so hot? I want to scream, but I want this so bad I-I…
“ I’m back, Fluttershy! I found the baby powder.” The yellow mare heard from down the hallway. “Would you kindly lift your legs up?” Fluttershy followed the voice she was hearing in instinct.
“Why, aren’t we a big girl? You’re so smart!” Fluttershy felt an awkward grin come across her face.
“Now lift your flank dear,” Fluttershy, following every verbal queue, did so abruptly. All of sudden Fluttershy had her hooves come over her mouth as she felt a thick padding soften her rump’s landing. Fluttershy had actually gotten a bit turned on by the diaper’s presence, which was common for her, yet sadly enough for her she let out a soft instinctive moan.
Twilight brushed off the subtitle enticing feeling her friend just experienced and lifted her unto her backside. “Now, is my little filly’s backside feeling better?” Twilight asked knowingly.
Fluttershy exclaimed in a shrill high pitched, “yes!” Fluttershy scooted around a bit on her backside before becoming comfortable with her new article of clothing. Fluttershy opened her arms for a hug.
“Awh come here, Silly ‘Shy! Now let’s go to bed, alright? Would you like to sleep in the crib, or with mommy?” Twilight asked in an almost too motherly voice.
“Umm, with mommy...” Fluttershy blushed, “It’s not that I… you know, I just have been sleeping in that crib for a while and…”
“Fluttershy, it’s alright. I understand.” Twilight reassured as Fluttershy let go of the hug.
“Uh Twilight, could you perhaps get me something to wear over the diaper? Like, you know, pajamas?”
“No problem! You just wait here and momma will pick you out something comfy to wear to bed.” Twilight stumbled back into the hallway.
Fluttershy eagerly yet nervously waited for Twilight to return. Fluttershy sat on her rump as she started to think. I can’t believe Twilight is doing so well... I wouldn't doubt she could, though she did foster a baby dragon... Then again, why is she accepting me, does she really love me? I really do hope she does, no; I know she does! Fluttershy’s mouth gaped open as she saw her friend come into the room holding a very familiar white dress.
“Look Fluttershy, it’s your favorite dress; the one with the dove! Now raise your arms tall and proud like you’re flying.” Fluttershy followed Twilight's instructions with a giggle.
The two mares walked into Fluttershy’s bedroom, Twilight elevated the baby onto the bed while simultaneously opening the covers. Twilight approached the bed before climbing on top of it, and reaching her forelegs to hug around her friend’s chest. “Come on my sweet little filly, your mommy wants you to get some sleep now...”
Fluttershy gradually fell into her friend’s embrace as she settled into bed. She fidgeted a bit to make sure this wasn't another dream.
Author's Note
Alrighty, I apologize for the wait. I've been having writers block for this story, I'm also planning out two other possibilities of future stories in my mind. Plus I've also been going through some personal stuff with a friend of mine. Also I'd also like to point out that throughout the next week or so I will be tweaking out as many errors as I come across in the story. Well love and such to all of you guys, until later lads and gents - Dj_England
(*Edited 12/25/2013 By: "Don't Look At My Name Bro")
*Fluttershy’s Dream…*
What, Where am I? This room it’s so cold, why can’t I breathe? Fluttershy sat up slightly in her bed.
But no, this wasn't any ordinary bed. Our intrepid young pegasus has stumbled back in time once again with the assistance of her dreams. Mind and body both regressed; the limitations and growth of the real world constrict her mind no longer.
Well, this is weird. Why am I so cold? The foal raised her arms in a crossed position; a poor attempt at keeping her body warm. The mare wasted no time, in the haste of her reaction she noticed something, her whole room was a dark bitter gray.
No; upon closer inspection this room wasn’t a just a bitter gray, it was a conglomeration of trash. Piles of ripped-open cardboard boxes, rotting fruit, and other various items were scattered across the floor. Despite this, the most strikingly odd feature was a framed picture of a white pegasus, a faded picture that looked the quality of a Polaroid photo on the wall.
The mare’s nose reacted quickly to the scent, gagging she started to tear up. The mare didn't yet grasp where she was. It was in fact her foster home.
Interrupting the young mare’s train of thought she heard a distinctly disturbing “Wake up!” A slight crack in the doorway broke into an array of light fully illuminating the room in all of it’s disgusts.
“I said, wake up!” The pegasus foal weakly got up from her blankets and started backing up to the left end of the crib. “Awh, don’t worry Fluttershy, Papa’s here for you.” A brown stallion said, lifting a decently aged foal from the crib. “My my, aren’t we getting big?” The dirty looking stallion slurred about every word under his voice.
Fluttershy knew it, the stallion before her was her foster dad. It’d only make sense, not to mention his speech pattern made it obvious that he was drunk. When she was raised out of her crib by the forelegs of her imposter dad, she noticed his breath reeked of reeked with apple cider.
“Umm, fader, could you pud me down?” Fluttershy’s 'father' got a little bit annoyed and simply dropped his foster child back into her crib.
Fluttershy landed on her bottom. She hadn’t put it together yet, but she had landed on her wet behind. Looking down at her crouch area the filly had noticed she was wearing a diaper, one meant for an infant. Quite peculiar for a mare her age, since most had been potty trained by the age of roughly four years old.
None the less, Fluttershy absorbed the scenery of the room more. Grasping unto every detail, she’d noticed photos of what appeared to be her foster dad with a foal very similar to Fluttershy’s figure.
She then looked at her ‘Father’ for a moment, which was uncomfortable, to say the least. He appeared to be a hardened war veteran with scars and burn marks all over his coat. His flank was simply a keg of gunpowder. What was most unsettling was the fact that his horn was broken; there was little to nothing a unicorn could do to break their horn, though when it did happen, it was usually the result of a reckless spell or revoked power by one of Equestria’s deity sisters.
None the less, the pegasus had to raise the confidence to speak, “Uh, Fader? Could you change me?” Fluttershy jabbed a bit at the front of her visibly wet diaper to indicate what she wanted.
“Oh what? I spaced out, I’m sorry honey,” The war horse had said, jumping back into reality. The unicorn levitated her to a changing table near her bed. It too had been aged; the white vinyl padding had been torn and the pink wood finish had been chipped to reveal the cheap oak foundation.
Her foster dad had performed a small changing routine he had been accustomed to. Moving his hooves quickly, he laid the young filly on her back and used his magic to untape, ball up, and throw away the diaper. Along with the other unpleasant duties he managed to successfully change his daughter into a new diaper.
His look of self-satisfaction of a job well done quickly faded as he saw what sat before him; this filly whom he gave the false title, “daughter” to.
All of a sudden, Fluttershy noticed the distraught look on her caretaker’s face. “Fader, what’s wong?” Fluttershy said, doing the best she could to pronounce her words.
The unicorn looked at his daughter, “I just… You remind me so much of her...” The male pony started to frown but quickly turned and wiped his transgressions away.
Fluttershy cocked her head to the right, she was not fully aware of who ‘she’ was. Fluttershy, acting on instinct, did the one thing a foal of her age would do; she waited.
The olden pony turned back to an adorable scene, Fluttershy was sitting straight up on all fours looking awestruck at a butterfly. The room was filled with insects; flies, spiders, and moths of the sort, but this butterfly had a striking resemblance, broadcasting over the frequencies in which the room’s rotten interior was chipping away to.
Her caregiver walked behind her, putting his grimy hoof around the yellow filly’s waist. “Now, what do we have here? You’ve never see one of these in Cloudsdale?”
Fluttershy looked at her father figure and said with raging enthusiasm, “It’s a budderfry!” The mare’s eyes lit up, the sight of such beauty had overshadowed her darkest recesses.
The unicorn, taking an opportunity at this, had began conversing with the young child. “You know what that butterfly is saying to you, right hon?” The yellow filly shook her head, looking more than intrigued. “It says it thinks you’re a beautiful, young filly. It says you’re a ray of hope and that you’re more of a joy then it could describe. But; It also needs to be free, alright dear?” Fluttershy’s caretaker said, cradling his daughter in one foreleg, using the other to open the window.
“Say ‘bye bye’ Fluttershy,” The unicorn said.
“Bye bye!” Repeated Fluttershy, admiring every second of the butterflie’s presence.
The war horse smiled, looking at the content filly. “Tell you what Fluttershy, it’s a beautiful day out; wanna go on a stroll through the park?”
“Would I!” Said Fluttershy in exclamation and pecked her caretaker on his cheek.
The two set out the front door of a fairly decent-looking house, it was in the middle of nowhere, though. The exterior of the house, like all other Cloudsdale houses, was made of cloud. The lawn was colored light green along with a rainbow pond to add to the house’s décor.
Yet still, the offbeat appearance of the front yard didn’t off-point the young filly, who, fairly new to walking, struggled to keep up with her foster dad. He however, quickly noticed this and allowed her to catch up with him as he trotted down the street at a slower pace.
As the two paced down the roads, Fluttershy wiggled her little tail contently. She stared smiling at her father figure; he had moments of belligerent behavior, but he still made her feel safe.
The two exchanged a smile before he broke the silence by saying, “Hey Fluttershy, wanna ride on your old man’s back?” The unicorn stopped for a moment to sit down so the yellow filly could climb up his figure.
Fluttershy tightened her grip as he started to run a little bit. In the haste of his motion, the filly riding him overhead started to giggle. “Dad, why are you running so fast?”
The unicorn turned his head and started to laugh. “Cause’ I want you to smile, silly!”
The unicorn started to twirl in place, making the filly a tad bit dizzy. Her ‘father’ smiled as he heard his daughter’s contagious laugh, it was so cute, too innocent for one to fake or mimic. It was genuine; and this made the unicorn’s heart warm up a bit inside.
The two soon arrived at the park. Like everyone else, the war pony sat on a bench contently as he watched his child play. Everything was tranquil until he heard so light sobbing in the distance.
His daughter was out of the range of sight from the bench the unicorn had been residing on, forcing him to have to get up to investigate further.
He edged around one of the fixated playsets as he listened to two fillies mocking somepony.
“Look at her, she’s wearing a diaper. She isn’t even potty trained!” One shouted.
"Yes I am!” Fluttershy said, making an audible clop with her right hoof.
“D’awh is the baby upset?” The other filly said, chuckling at Fluttershy.
“Look, the baby wet herself. She really is a baby isn’t she?” The two fillies broke into laughter.
The unicorn started to feel sympathy for Fluttershy. Before he knew it however, his sadness turned into anger as he intervened in the conflict. The unicorn, in his fit of rage, walked past his now crying daughter and grabbed both of the two bully fillies by their hooves, letting out an instinctive, “Come here.”
The yellow filly watched from a far; a scene in which her foster dad, still gripping on the two fillies, dragged them up to what was safe to assume to be their mother.
She heard the two parents bicker back and forth. “Hey, you have no right to grab my children like that!” The crisp blue mare said, shifting eyes from her newspaper to the stallion in front of her.
“Listen lady,” her father said. “I don’t care about what I should or shouldn’t do. All I know is that your little brats here were picking on my daughter.” Fluttershy, from a distance, stopped her crying to observe the scene in front of her.
The mare looked at the stallion’s daughter, staring her dead in the eyes before glancing upon her diaper. A small smirk creeped it’s way upon the mare’s muzzle. “Well, no wonder my daughters were making fun of your daughter; she clearly isn’t potty trained.
The war pony got closer to the mare’s face as he snapped, “Don’t you dare say that! Her mother was a fine mare. One with remarkable beauty and a pure soul!”
The mother replied with a smug grin as she retorted, “Then how did she ever marry some petty thug like you”?
In a blinding rage, the ex-guard quite audibly exclaimed, “She wasn’t my wife, she was my sister! She’s dead; she had a terminal lung virus and she didn’t want her only little one to get it, so she took her own life! She chose me to adopt her, you know why? Because she knew I’d protect her, because she’s all I have left and I’m all she has left! As far as her problem,” Fluttershy looked back, a little worried by her uncle’s rage. “She’s just… She’s just fragile, is all. I apologize if I offended you madame. I will be on my way...”
All of a sudden, the mare looked down at herself in shame, her daughters at her side just backed up into her hind legs.
The uncle, picking up his daughter quickly kissed her on the forehead and whispered, “Don’t you worry about a thing, baby. I’ll make sure to protect you from now on.” Fluttershy was still confused over the whole situation she just witnessed, but just smiled and nodded.
“Come on honey, let me go buy you an ice cream before we head on home, alright? We better make it quick too, we need to get you changed-” The voice faded out.
All of sudden the image of her uncle in her head froze as she continued to hear the same words. “Changed-changed-come on Fluttershy, we need to get you changed!”
As Fluttershy batted her eyes open, she looked forward to notice Twilight nudging her gently. “You don’t want to make your diaper rash any worse do you?”
Fluttershy yawned a little bit before crawling up from the covers of her bed. “Twilight,” the yellow mare said. “I can’t feel my bottom, or really anything ‘down there’ really!” Fluttershy pushed the front of her diaper in a bit…
Author's Note
I debated whether I should just make this whole relationship between Fluttershy's fosterdad and Fluttershy non-canon "Fluttercrinkle" but it plays nicely into the story's arc. Anyhow I'm sorry I've been on hiatus for the past two weeks, I just wanted some time to focus on my school work and social life a bit more.
I will have the next chapter up somewhere between 1-7 days from now! I hope you guys have enjoyed the story so far, have a nice day - Dj_England
(Edited 12/25/2013 By: "Don't Look At My Name Bro")
“Uh-oh… Are you feeling alright, Fluttershy?” Twilight asked.
Fluttershy kept grabbing at the front of her diaper. “I think so, but I really can’t feel anything though.” Fluttershy did one final shake of her rump on the bed beneath her.
“Hmm… Maybe I have a book on this. First however, we ought to change your diaper, would you like me to do it for you, dear?” Twilight asked, shifting her eyes back to the bed covers she was trying to re-adjust. Twilight started to fold the top comforter with pinpoint precision, “Gotta make this just right...” she mumbled under her breath.
Fluttershy stood up, allowing her white dress’ lace to whisp a little bit in the air. “Um, could you change me?” She asked, gracing her front right hoof in a semi-circle.
Fluttershy took a moment to look back at Twilight until her friend opened her mouth. “Awh, well let me just get this right and… done.” The purple alicorn said very gently, laying the pillows on to the bed.
“Alright, well come with me, my little filly!” Twilight said, extending one of her wings over Fluttershy.
Fluttershy turned her head. “Twilight, I really do enjoy your company. It’s nice having someone to share these things with and-”
But none of Twilight’s words could quell Fluttershy’s terror, she reached her hoof over Twilight’s back and clench with her meager strength. When the two arrived at the nursery Fluttershy started to tremble out of fear, no longer did she find refuge in this room, nor would she ever expect to again.
Fluttershy started looking at the crib before trembling in place, she fell to the ground and looked up, sheltering her eyes while trying to hide.
“Fluttershy!” The yellow mare heard. “We need to change you. Come on, I promise you we will get to the bottom of this.” The alicorn said, leaning to her left, kissing her friend’s forehead. “Now, up you go.” Twilight said with one small burst of magic, levitating Fluttershy on her back and onto the changing table.
Heavy panting was all that could be heard from the pegasus, her nerves were shot. What was causing this? Did I do something to deform myself, am I a freak? All of these thoughts echoed in Fluttershy’s mind before she started sobbing. Yet still, Fluttershy instinctively lifted her hooves out from her night gown and tossed it unceremoniously onto the nursery’s floor.
Twilight, being just as worried about Fluttershy’s predicament, started to slowly untape the wet diaper that was partially drooping off of Fluttershy’s waist. She removed the back part first, she felt Fluttershy’s hips. Fear clenched Twilight as she gripped unto the waist of her friend; they felt cold... or even numb, not to mention Fluttershy didn't fidget a muscle the second she was touched.
With a small gulp, Twilight pressed on. She grabbed hold of the front of the diaper covering up a majority of the cartoonish design on it in the process. With one quick flick she ripped the front of the diaper off and revealed Fluttershy’s nether regions and vagina.
Twilight just cocked her head to the right, examining the whole scene while Fluttershy, meanwhile, fought the urge to pass out. Her body stiffened and she retracted her limbs, making Twilight responsible for keeping the pegasus’s legs spread out.
While sobbing, Fluttershy whined in great distress. “Please! What can you tell me?” The anticipation was eating the yellow mare up inside.
Twilight, comprehending the scene in front of her said, “I-I don’t know, it’s so… bizarre.”
Fluttershy started crying increasingly faster. “What’s bizarre? I don’t have some sort of hideous infection on me now, do I?”
Twilight moved Fluttershy’s rump up a bit, sliding the diaper from underneath her, she made the diaper into a little ball and tossed it into the nearby trashcan. Twilight breathed in and out heavily for a moment. “Alright, how do I say this? Your entire ‘nether region’ is numb from what I can tell; it’s completely pale. Now I’m not sure why or how it got that way, just know that I won’t stop until we figure this out, alright?”
“Twilight… Thank you.” Fluttershy uttered.
Twilight walked up to her friend’s face and brushed a bit of her mane behind her ear before saying, “No problem hon.” She trotted back over to Fluttershy’s exposed ‘area’ and said, “Fluttershy, tell me when you feel anything.” Twilight then proceeded to touch Fluttershy’s vagina, but not so hard as to break the hymen wall.
Fluttershy just sat innocently with her front hooves resting on her chest and her legs flailing in the air. Twilight breathed in for a moment, retracting her hoof. “Fluttershy hon... Um, never mind. Just raise your bottom.”
Fluttershy did as she was told, but in a pitch of concern asked, “But, why?”
Twilight calmed herself. “Because…”
Fluttershy asked again, “Because, why?!”
Twilight looked on last time at the scene, “Because… you look adorable in diapers.”
Fluttershy blushed, “Why thanks, um… mommy.” Twilight smiled a moment before ritually grabbing the powder and oil from the side compartment. Like she’d practiced many times before, she splashed a light amount of oil before rubbing it in all over Fluttershy backside. Then she poured the powder on top of that to ensure that her filly was as comfortable as possible in case of an ‘accident’.
Fluttershy looked at Twilight for a moment; her eyes, which had earlier been red and laden with tears, were starting to perk up. Twilight tried her best to keep a motherly smile for her pegasus friend. Fluttershy’s smile broke again as she shifted her hair over her eyes and asked, “So, what are we going to do about my issue?”
Twilight helped her friend hop down from the changing table, “Well hon, were going to eat breakfast, then were going to go to Dr. Feelgood and sort out your little problem.”
Fluttershy nodded. “Wow, you’re taking this so… calmly.”
Twilight hugged her friend. “Anything for you my little filly, now come on, let’s get some breakfast.”
Fluttershy and Twilight strolled out of the nursery and into the hallway. Fluttershy admired her house a bit more than usual; everything appeared so bright. The sun helped illuminate the hallway so slightly that she could see everything in a natural light.
Fluttershy did everything she could to pass time, she examined the dust that had gathered on some of her paintings, and she’d occasionally look back at the Twilight to see what she was cooking which turned out to be just some milk. Yet, still nothing was able to get her mind off of her diaper. It was odd; the diaper didn’t feel like it was there, naturally, so the pegasus constantly adjusted to get at ‘just the right spot’, which to her sounded a lot like something Twilight would say.
Fluttershy finally gave up and just laid on her side, she felt defeated by this numbness she was helpless to control. Before Fluttershy could think too much of it however, she was interrupted by Twilight’s gentle tapping of her shoulder.
“Come on honey, breakfast is ready!” Twilight said, nudging her saddened friend slightly on the shoulder.
Fluttershy looked up at her friend as she went to sit up sloppily on her rump. “Wait, aren’t eating in the kitchen?” She asked.
Fluttershy put a hoof to her chin, “Wait? I have a high chair?”
“Oh, yes you do!” Twilight said, nodding. “I purchased it from a private furniture shop in the Everfree, I hid the closet in the hallway!”
Fluttershy grinned. “Oh, really. You’re too kind, Twilight.”
Fluttershy observed Twilight as she trotted to a small dark oak shaded door. Opening it, she saw Twilight illuminate the hallway and chair as she levitated the object.
Fluttershy looked in awe as the large piece of furniture ascended onto the kitchen floor; Fluttershy was getting antsy around it. It was beautiful; it had a dark walnut finish that complemented her other dining room furniture. Even the padding and straps shared the same natural green texture all the furniture in her house appeared to have.
Twilight smiled and gave a prideful pose, “So Fluttershy, do you like it?” Fluttershy eased around, taking small steps as she observed every minor detail of it’s craftsmanship.
Twilight inched a bit closer to the pegasus, “So, do you like it?”
Fluttershy shot her forelegs around the back of her friend’s neck. “I love it!”
Twilight embraced the hug for a few silent seconds until she heard light sobs. “Is everything alright, Fluttershy?”
Twilight rubbed her friend’s back while gently rubbing the back of her head. Like an angel, Twilight sang in the most heavenly of tones, “Baby know when your skies are gray just put a happy face…”
Fluttershy wouldn't let go of the hug though; she was much too fascinated with Twilight’s soothing hold on her. She wanted it to last forever, but she also didn't want to make this too uncomfortable for Twilight.
Fluttershy let go, rubbing Twilight's back as she let loose of the hug. “Um, Twilight… thanks.” Twilight smiled as her horn was enveloped in a magenta aura. Fluttershy felt herself being lifted far past the heights of any of the furniture she usually resided on.
Twilight grinned softly, noticing her little filly friend enjoy every aspect of the high chair. The alicorn noticed as the pegasus rubbed her back against the soft cotton cushion and how she struggled against the straps in a mock attempt to move.
Twilight admired the yellow filly a few more seconds before dashing back into the nursery. A minute later, Twilight emerged with a few things; a jar of baby food, a step stool, a spoon, a bottle of milk, a blanket, and what appeared to be a bib.
Twilight let the step stool descend to the ground before stepping on it, she too in the process lowered everything else on the table.
Twilight levitated the cotton white bib around Fluttershy neck; the whole time, Fluttershy swung her legs in anticipation. Twilight untwisted the jar, setting it to the side of the plastic tray; she then used her magic to dip the spoon into the light yellow mush before inserting it in her friend’s mouth.
Fluttershy swallowed the mush as her face showed great distress. “Fluttershy, what’s wrong honey? Do you not like apple sauce?”
“No, no I just… reallywantedyoutofeedme.” She said, a little too quickly.
It took Twilight a minute to comprehend the pegasus’s mumble. “You want me to feed you by hoof?” Fluttershy confirmed the statement with a nod.
Twilight smiled while dipping the spoon in the bottle. “Fluttershy, here comes the choo-choo-train! Chugga-chugga-chagga woo-woo!” Fluttershy smiled but allowed the baby food to hit her mouth, making it stain the bib.
Twilight giggled. “Look out Fluttershy, here come’s Tom~” Fluttershy obediently opened her mouth, allowing the mush to melt on her tongue. Twilight repeated the same process each time changing what the context of dialogue was. She tried the talking about the plane, the rainbow, and the train again. Each time more rewarding than the last, as Twilight either got a smiley messy grin from Fluttershy or an adorable foalish squeal of joy.
By the end Fluttershy was giggling a lot, with the applesauce covering her whole face, she really did look like a foal. “Hey Flutters,” Twilight said, dipping the edge of her hoof into the remaining applesauce. Twilight then dinged Fluttershy on the nose. “You missed a spot.” The two couldn’t hold back their laughter anymore, the both of them couldn’t get over how happy they both looked.
“Come on Fluttershy, let’s get you cleaned up.” Twilight then took a wet paper towel and started wiping off Fluttershy’s messy chin and snout. “D’awh, Fluttershy, you can’t even comprehend how cute you’re being right now!” Fluttershy, feeling flattered by her ‘mommy’s’ comment, blushed.
Twilight manually unlatched the straps and used her magic to levitate her friend gently back onto the ground. Twilight, levitating the blanket and bottle over to the couch area, said “Come on over, my little filly!” Fluttershy hopped over to the couch area obediently.
Fluttershy noticed Twilight sitting on the couch with a blanket over her lap. They both knew what to do, Fluttershy crawled up on Twilight curling her forelegs up slightly to hold the bottle of milk. Twilight reached to her side and gave Fluttershy the bottle of milk which she had so patiently waited for to warm in the kitchen.
Twilight watched as her little filly started to close her eyes, she then wrapped the blanket that was resting on her lap around the rest of the yellow pegasus. Fluttershy opened her eyes a bit, looking at her caretaker. Twilight looked in Fluttershy’s eyes with an almost understanding expression.
Fluttershy cracked a small grin around the bottle and started to shutter her eyes closed again. Twilight, too, closed her eyes, she placed her forelegs around her foal, and she hugged her in a tight embrace…
Author's Note
The new chapter is out, and I'm actually pretty well anticipating writing the next chapter. This is just a little bit of a transition from the dream back to the real world. Also I'd like to point out that I'm going to re-edit the chapters very shortly from calling Twilight Sparkle a "unicorn" to calling her and "alicorn". As it's come to my attention only highly skilled magic users can use age regression spells like seen in chapter one so q: Anyhow I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter next one will be out in about 5 days! :D
*Edited (12/25/2013) By: "Don't Look At My Name Bro"
The house was silent, all that filled the cool evening’s air was the quiet creaking Twilight made every time she moved slightly. In a gentle rocking motion she kept her foal more than content, she could tell Fluttershy was in bliss.
Twilight look down smiling at her friend, she appreciated every aspect of her friends face, suttle stuff no one would ever notice. Beyond the yellow mares slightly cracked smile, Twilight noticed how little her friends tongue was. What struck her most odd however was with every little joyful giggle or squee the pagasus’s nose twitched a bit.
The alicorn’s body rested a moment longer before snapping out of her fixated reality on her friend’s adorable face. Her smile turned a frown; she knew that in her heart helping Fluttershy’s fantasies seemed wrong. Her mind flooded full of possible ridicule the pagasus would receive if any other pony were to catch word of her foalish behavior.
Twilight shed a small tear, beyond the illusion she kept building for her ‘foal’ she knew that there must be something causing Fluttershy to do this; to desire to be a baby, to desire to mess herself, to desire to want someone to hold on to her.”
It was overwhelming, terrifying, and yet with a small hug around Fluttershy’s fragile waist everything seem not so bad. Twilight leaned over and whispered softly to her friends ear, “Please, do know… I love you. In my arms you’re safe, please believe me.”
Twilight waited hugged the mare a few seconds before Fluttershy loosened her grip. Twilight hugged her friend a moment longer before the pagasus’s leg started twitching a bit. Twilight looked at her friend concerned. Fluttershy whined underneath a smile she made, Twilight listened closely as she heard a faint “hiss” admitting from the Yellow foal.
Twilight stared a moment before feeling the top of her own lap warm up, the radiance was coming from the bottom of her friend’s diaper. Twilight examined her friend’s condition, after the hissing had stopped Fluttershy made a few subtle whimpering noises.
The yellow mares leg’s fidgeted a bit more, kicking her right leg in the twice more before the alicorn settled her down in a hug, “Don’t worry honey, everything is going to be just alright” the friend said cradling the pagasus’s head into her chest.
Twilight sat there a moment bouncing her friend up and down on her lap, stoking her pink mane, humming softly. Twilight kept at in a moment longer until she felt the front of her chest get slightly dense at it slowly got dampened.
Twilight started hearing some light sobbing, in her haste she found herself pecking the top of her friend’s forehead. Twilight was desperate to calm her friend down; she raised her front hoof which she was using to cradle the pagasus in and started nudging her friend’s shoulder.
Twilight heard the crying intensify, “Fluttershy? Fluttershy baby, please calm down.” Twilight pleaded. Fluttershy still crying unresponsively caused her friend to panic, Twilight pleaded “Please, Fluttershy honey, wake up! Please Fluttershy dear, mommy loves you!” she finished her statement using her arms to once again put her ‘foal’ into a hug.
Fluttershy’s eyes cracked open “Uh, wha?” she blinked a few times trying to clear the tears from her eyes. Fluttershy stared a moment at her friend until her sight came back full resolution. Fluttershy with a concerned face looked up at Twilight, “Oh, Twilight what happened? How long was I asleep”?
Twilight cracked a smile, her friend’s worried expression and blush looked adorable. The alicorn unwrapped her right fore hoof from her friends back and wiped a tear out of the pagasus’s face. Twilight stared intently into her friend’s eyes, “Oh, you were just a bad dream; mommy was just worried is all.”
Fluttershy blushed “Oh, haha. Thanks, umm I think I was having a bit of a nightmare, I was falling in a weird void. Umm… It was weird because there was almost a pulling sensation on my head. I don’t know… I’m sorry it’s hard to explain, it felt like the monsters in my dream were actually interacting with me physically”.
Twilight blushed a bit too, “Umm, yeah sorry about that. I just got really worried about somethi…” Twilight cut the conversation short. Twilight phased back and smiled at her friend “I was just consumed with a dumb thought of mine, and then I hugged you.”
Fluttershy looked confused “But what does that have to do with what I said?” Twilight took a second to take what her friend just said in, “Oh, well I’m sorry I gave you a nightmare; Not intentionally of course. You just looked really adorable, and you had an accident. I thought you would get worried, so I hugged you, you started crying, I got really scared, I started panicking and started brushing your mane and really anything I could think to comfort you” Twilight started breathing in and out trying to catch her breath.
Fluttershy smiled; it was such a relief to her to have an explanation. Although hopefully next time she in cuddled like that she won’t have the same experience. The pagasus stared upwardly at her smiling ‘mother’ until she fully grasped what Twilight had mentioned. The pagasus asked “Umm, mommy could you please take me off your lap?”
Twilight smiled and nodded in agreement “Anything for you sweetie”. Fluttershy felt Twilight’s purple aura engulf her body as she was uplifted from the warm confines of the blanket and unto the free space right of Twilight on the couch.
Fluttershy looked at her bottom hoofs swinging off of the couch as she swung them, Twilight admired Fluttershy’s behavior, swinging of her legs off the chair seemed like something a foal would do. On a closer note however, Twilight noticed a tear drop from Fluttershy’s snout.
Twilight put her front hoofs on her lap and leaned in to confront her friend. Twilight took a deep breath closing her eyes preparing herself for the situation, “Is everything alright hon?” Fluttershy’s With a gentle sigh asked, “I had another accident, didn’t I?” Fluttershy climbed back onto the couch in an urgency to have her question answered.
Twilight went in for a hug “Fluttershy, I’m so sorry.” Fluttershy took a second to comprehend what she just heard. Bursting into tears she laid her weary head in Twilights lap.
Twilight started brushing Fluttershy’s mane with her front hoof, “Fluttershy, know that whatever is causing this we will get to the bottom of it. Don’t you worry about a thing honey I’m going to be there every step of the way with you, I promise”.
Fluttershy sat up and nodded her head, “Just please- don’t tell!” Fluttershy dug her head back into Twilight's lap. Twilight started petting her head “No-no why would I tell any other pony about your little problem? Now were going to have to tell Dr.Feelgood about this, are you alright with that?”
Fluttershy’s sobbing stopped, “Yes, I can do that.” Twilight smiled “D’awh, you’re such a big girl, come here!” Twilight picked up Fluttershy and hugged her, Fluttershy smiled and hugged back.
Fluttershy’s sobbing eventually died down, “So when are we heading to the doctor? It’s not too late is it?” Fluttershy said regaining her usually elegant compositor. Twilight grinned “No, silly! It’s only two in the afternoon, if we head out soon we can be back by dinner time.”
Fluttershy turned to Twilight and smiled, “Alright mommy!” The Pegasus went in to peck her friend on the nose. Twilight blushed, “Down you go!” Twilight said before gently levitating her ‘foal’ from the surface of the couch on to the carpet down below. Twilight did a quick hop of the couch narrowly avoiding the coffee table on her way down.
Fluttershy began to speak up, “So, umm… could you change my diaper?” The Pagasus sitting obediently on her rump did a little shake in an attempt to identify her behind. Twilight pranced by her, “Why of course hon, it’s no problem.”
Fluttershy stared a bit longer; it appeared to the pagasus that Twilight wasn’t being 100% genuine like this was almost a forced behavior. Before Fluttershy could surmount the thought she was interrupted by a lively cheer from across the house, “Fluttershy honey? Do you need me to take you to the nursery?”
Fluttershy zoned back in, “Oh, no it’s quite alright! Just give me a second” The Pagasus then pranced into the hallway, and eventually through the nursery.
Instinctively the moment Fluttershy moved through the door, she felt the alicorn’s force overcome her body. Before Fluttershy knew it, she was being effortlessly flown through the air by some Twilight’s magical force.
Staring up steadily at the ceiling Fluttershy started to sigh, this scene was both relaxing and concerning. Fluttershy felt almost guilty in making her friend do this for her. Fluttershy knew it was her own fault, she just knew it, and Twilight shouldn't have to go through all of this just for her.
Twilight by this point had finished cleaning and re-diapering her friend, “So sweetie, let’s head to your room to pick out a nice out fit for you alright?”
Fluttershy gave a halfhearted voice “okay” she let out using her own 4 hoofs to land herself on the ground. Fluttershy made followed her overly –cheery friend outside of the nursery’s sticker covered door.
It took Twilight until her friend slouched her way through the door to ask, “Fluttershy hon, what a matter? Did I not clean you enough? Did you have another accident?” Fluttershy sighed again speaking sorrowfully as she looked at the floor, “Twilight, if it’s alright with you could we both cut out of the method acting for a moment here?”
Twilight looked hurt as the pagasus started posing in-front of the mirror trying to find a visually analyzing how well each of her dresses could hide the diaper.
Twilight looked shocked at her friend, she couldn't quite grasp why but that really hurt her. Twilight thought to herself “Was I to abrasive? Did I hurt her? Doesn’t she understand how much I- I care? I just didn’t want her to feel as awkward about acting like foal.” Thought’s put aside Twilight said slowly backing out of the room “Umm, sure. I-I… I’m sorry.”
Fluttershy audibly sighed; she didn’t know what she wanted? The mare eventually stumbled out of the room; she was wearing a light pink dress. The dress of itself was a rather nice design, nothing too elegant like her dress from the gala, but I nice dress to stroll around in. It was simple in design, it wrapped around the bottom of her chest and arched over top of her back, the bottom of the dress was even primed with a nice white lace.
Fluttershy walked into the main living room walking rather elegantly as usual, aside from her rump which insisted on swaying back in forth due to the diapers bulge. Fluttershy walked up to her Alicorn friend who was sitting on the couch with a sank expression on her face.
Fluttershy wrapped her fore hoofs around her friend’s neck pecking her on the cheek, “So how do you like my dress?” Fluttershy asked with a small grin. Twilight rubbed her snout where the yellow pagasus had just kissed her, “What Fluttershy? I don’t understand are you mad at me?”
Fluttershy got a little less confident with that statement, “No; I was just a little flustered about the whole diapering thing. I mean… I’ll talk about it on the way to the doctor’s alright?”
Twilight shook her head, “Oh yeah, and you look amazing Flutters. Also don’t worry about anyone seeing your diaper, I’ve got your back alright?” Fluttershy smiled, “I know Twily, I’m just a bit nervous about the trip is all. It’s been days since I’ve talked to anyone but you, but I have trust that you will get me out of any awkward situation, Right?” Twilight giggled, “Haha, I can try but there won’t be any guarantees I won’t just make it worse. The two of them shared a laugh before heading out the front door.
Fluttershy and Twilight spent an hour or two prancing through the beaten dirt paths on the outskirts of Ponyville. The thick autumn air was starting to sprawl through the ski, the smell of broken foliage, the divine natural beauty of it all.
The two admire every second of it, they even occasionally took breaks to sit there and look at the beauty undoing itself right before them.
The two of them resided on one of the benches placed adjacent to a pond, Fluttershy broke the prolong silence the two shared “You know what Twilight, it’s moment’s like this that make me love nature.” Twilight just gave her friend a cheerful “Mmmhmp!” Fluttershy giggled a bit “You know, I honestly haven’t seen angel in the longest time. As much as I hate to admit it, I’m glad he’s gone to. Seeing other bunnies out there, it’s obvious he was just cruel you know.”
Twilight turned her head, “Woah, I never thought you’d down talk an animal like that?!” Fluttershy laughed a bit more, “Twilight Angel wasn’t an animal, he was a beast. I think there’s a difference you know? Even an animal learns from his mistakes. A beast however… a beast is too filled with pride, too filled with envy, want, greed…”
Twilight said curiously, “Then what makes an animal civilized?” Fluttershy grabbed Twilight's and sighed, “An animal that’s civilized is caring, it give’s without asking and it helps without concern.” Fluttershy closed her alicorn friend into a hug and with a tear said “Thank you Twilight”.
Twilight hugged back brushing her friends mane with her fore hoof, “I umm, I think we need to head to the doctors. Not to break the mood, I just… it’s getting late.” Fluttershy opened her left eye which was about to tear, “Oh my; Haha, let’s be on our way!”
The two mares galloped the rest of the way to the hospital, eventually they arrived at dusk. Fluttershy weakly kicked the ground in a fit of frustration. Fluttershy’s dress was a mess, dirt kicked up on it made it and the diaper underneath of it, have a slight brown tint. The both of them themselves were hot, sweaty, and exhausted.
` In front of the non ER department of the hospital the two ponies panted furiously. Twilight broke into a grin, “It probably… the best… idea… for two ponies… who haven’t… been out of… the house in a week to run…” Fluttershy started giggling between inhales.
The two of them paced slowly to the checkout desk, Twilight turned around to see Fluttershy half-awake panting rapidly. Twilight smiled, “Fluttershy dear, please just sit down I can handle the specifics for you.” Fluttershy cracked a grin “Thank you!”
Nurse Goodheart smiled, “So what’s your business here?” Twilight thought a second, “Fluttershy needs to have a checkup, she’s been having a bit of trouble with her nerves, like physical ones.” Nurse Goodheart looked concerned, “Oh my; has the dear had a stroke?! Does she need to be sent to the ER?”
Twilight awkwardly chuckled a bit, “Uh, no she’s just been a bit numb.” The nurse brushed her ruby red hair out of her matching red eyes, it revealed a cotton white face, “Does she require immediate assistance of any kind? This, this would definitely be unique, what kind of numbness are we talking about?”
Twilight looked embarrassed and signaled for the nurse to move ark over her gray granite counter top to hear a secret. Twilight did a double take around the room, “My friend here, she’s wearing diapers. She can’t feel anything that happens in, around, or close to her vagina, now would you kindly get Dr.Feelgood to see her promptly?”
The nurse stared at Twilight for a moment, “Woah, no need to get aggressive Princess Sparkle, we just needed to know the severity of the case to determine the urgency. It’s turning Winter and we need to start taking care of major issues our cliental has before we fry the small fish. Also yes, due to the ‘uniqueness’ in your friend’s bladder issues she’ll get immediate medical attention.”
Twilight smiled “Thank you doctor, you don’t know how nice it is to see you cooperate!” The doctor waved goodbye checking the clock, “The doctor will be ready in room 4, in 10-20 minutes alright?” Twilight turned around again and smiled “Thank you Ms.!”
Twilight and Fluttershy both sat nervously on the flat black plastic school chairs. Twilight was visibly sweating and fidgeting while Fluttershy was rapidly tapping her bottom right hoof.
Fluttershy looked around the mostly chrome and black marble building walls until she finally made eye contact with the descending sun glistening the large Window wall.
Fluttershy’s anxious face faded a bit, “Hey Twilight!” The Yellow Mare said. Twilight turned to look at Fluttershy’s eyes expecting the need for comfort asked “What’s wrong dear?” Fluttershy’s grin grew even wider, “It’s just that… Twilight… why didn’t we just fly here?”
The both of the stared smiling at each other, they couldn't keep a straight face. Both of them gave really quite and really adorable chuckles as Twilight set her arm on Fluttershy. Twilight smiled a bit more, “You know why Fluttershy? I don’t know” The two of them continued to chuckle.
Fluttershy rested her head on Twilight's right shoulder and asked “You want to know something Twilight?” “What Fluttershy?” Twilight asked with a grin. “I love you,” Fluttershy said hugging her friend. Fluttershy felt an Twilight’s hoof maneuver it’s way around the back of her head, “I love you too Flutters”
Author's Note
The new chapter is done! I'm a big fan of tender moments, and I really enjoyed writing the first part in particular although, there will be quite a bit of drama in the next chapter which I'm also excited about! The next chapter will as always be out in 5-7 days, until then I hope you lads and lasses have be enjoying the story, and I will post the next chapter as soon as possible :D
Also; I'm going to recommend this story, "Twilight and Rarity go to a Spa" as it's extremely well written, and it's one of the sweetest things I read on this site so far!
Twilight and Rarity go to the Spa: http://www.fimfiction.net/story/132077/twilight-and-rarity-go-to-the-spa
The hours seemed endless, Fluttershy thought. She couldn’t quite determine what was causing her impatience. Could it be the droning effect of the modernized décor surrounding them, a theme filled with white plastered walls, chrome coated desk, and black granite floors? More than likely she was afraid her fears were starting to come into fruition.
Fluttershy sat wearily in the grasp of her friend’s soft embrace thinking about this. However it was not long before Fluttershy disregarded the idea and started to mindlessly dig herself deeper into Twilight’s embrace. It was something to keep her mind off of the worrying and her nightmares.
Fluttershy couldn't stop thinking about her possible future problems; even the soft embrace of her friend couldn't upset her consistent hoof tapping, not to mention her incessant need to keep readjusting to keep balance the rest of her body on her rump. However she figured this is also partially why she was leaning on Twilight after all.
The yellow Mare watched as the time clicked on the large clock hanging over head from the Hospitals front check out desk. The silver minute hand ached on, occasionally nudging itself forward an inch. Fluttershy yawned, getting sleepy eyed she awoke when she heard a distinct voice nudging her, “Fluttershy, it’s time to get up.”
Fluttershy slowly pushed herself off of her friend, while rubbing her eyes instinctively, “What? Did I fall asleep again?” Twilight stretched a bit, sprawling her front hoofs from the black cushions of the waiting bench “Nah, you just dosed off for a second, no big deal”. Fluttershy crawled off of the chair trying as hard as possible to keep her dress from flying up.
Twilight stared a moment as her pagasus friend shakily lowered herself from the bench. Shaking; everything about Fluttershy seemed unsettled, her hoofs were clattering against the ground, her face growing a faint red tint, and her eyes becoming glassy. Twilight rapped her left hoof around the pagasus as they both made their way into the Doctor Feelgood’s examination room.
Twilight held on the handle of the door, looking down she whispered “Don’t you worry, everything is going to be okay”. Fluttershy produced in adible gulp before closing her eyes and squeaking “okay”!
Twilight turned the handle and escorted her friend to the examination room’s bed before sitting on the chair next to it. Fluttershy sat there shaking tightly gripping unto the bed with her hoofs. Dr.Feelgood smiled at the pagasus, looking at the medical form he said “Welcome Fluttershy, now what seems to be the problem today?”
Fluttershy froze and turned as stiff as a board, “Ikindacan’t…” The doctor asked “Umm, excuse me dear I didn't quite catch that. Fluttershy tired again “Ikindacan’con…” She trailed off again. The doctor looked towards Twilight, “Uhh, doctor. How do I put this? Fluttershy is having a bit of a problem with her bladder”.
The doctor looked back at Fluttershy whose mane was now hanging over her face and had two hoofs covering her tear laden eyes. The doctor gave a small sincere smile, “Fluttershy don’t worry, many of mares have trouble with their bladder. Have you eaten anything suspious in the last 2 days? Perhaps you have an upset stomach?
Fluttershy with a little confidence turned to him, “No, It’s different then that doctor. Oh; I can’t really feel my flank, or you know? Anything um… ‘down there’?”
The doctor stepped up to the mare, examining her, “You say you can’t feel anything?” Fluttershy nodded. The doctor’s face filled with curiousity, “Let me just run a quick test on you, alright?”
Fluttershy nodded in agreement. The doctor walked in front of her looking up he said, “Alright Fluttershy would you please take off the dress. Fluttershy’s heart sank in as she heard his question, “Umm… whatever for?” The doctor looked at her with a genuine concern in his eyes, “If you’d like me to know what your diagnosis is, then I need to examine your vagina.
Fluttershy blushed again, “oh”. Twilight sitting rather contently on her chair used her magic to help Fluttershy out of her Dress. Once that was off she ripped off the diaper, revealing it that sometime in the past couple of hours that Fluttershy had pissed herself.
Fluttershy looked ashamed at herself, and then looked at the doctor, “I’m sorry! I didn't know” The doctor laughed a bit, “Awh, don’t worry. It’s alright, just walk to the bathroom and sanitize yourself real quick, and Twilight would you please dispose of that in the waste basket by the bed?”
Twilight telekinetically balled up and tossed the diaper into the waste basket, “Here Fluttershy let me clean you up!” Twilight followed the pagasus into the examination room’s bathroom, closing and locking the door behind them.
Twilight looked as the mare walked in tears on her eyes, “Fluttershy what’s wrong?” Fluttershy rolled unto her back “Oh, it’s just awful! Did you see the way he was looking at me; oh I’m such a freak!” Twilight knelt beside her, “Fluttershy, Dr.Feelgood doesn’t think you’re a freak. He just wants to help, he’s a doctor after all there’s no need to feel ashamed.”
Fluttershy’s crying too went into a soft sobbing state, “Al-right Twilight, ju-just let me –c-catch my breath.” Twilight grabbed a few paper towels as she wiped Fluttershy’s ‘area’.
When the two mares finally emerged minutes later the doctor was sitting there patiently waiting for Twilight to arrive, The doctor grinned “Princess Sparkle, I assume everything went alright?” Twilight smiled and nodded, “Yes, everything went alright, Fluttershy just needed to be calmed down.”
Fluttershy shyly smiled and waved from the top of the bed. The doctor smiled back, “Why, it took me a minute to realize who I was diagnosing, but it’s an honor.”
Twilight smiled confused, “Why is it an honor?” The doctor laughed a bit, “Why I’m serving Princess Twilight Sparkle, and one of the elements of harmony! I always forget you two are part of the elements but it really is a privilege”.
The doctors’ remarks made both the Alicorn and pagasus blush, he thought bringing up might work as a good icebreaker. The doctor continued to walk up to the now naked pagasus, “Alright now Fluttershy, this might be a bit uncomfortable but I’m going to use my horn to take an x-ray like image of your pelvic area, and I’m going to transfer it to that monitor by the cabinet.
Fluttershy didn’t quite understand the science behind such a device, but it didn't really concern her. She saw as the doctor’s horn light up and let out light pink aura that covered from her stomach to her nether regions. She then noticed the doctor back up while holding on to the ball of information she assumed was amassed into a white and pink ball of light and shot it at a metal sheet beside a monitor.
Twilight examined closely fascinated, “You know what? I've never seen medical magic in action before. Only traditional techniques or regular alchemy you know?” The doctor smiled “Oh, why Medical science is rare to come by. Or at least rare to see used, it takes a PhD to get you know? Twilight grinned “Yeah, I always was interested in the field but working under the princess Celestia kind of side tracked me from my original study interest.”
The doctor smiled “Why yes, it must have been some privilege! I suppose now that you’re a princess you’re pursuing your own personal interest? Or is it all royal business?” Twilight smiled, “I’m just taking care of some personal affairs right now.” Twilight finished the sentence looking at her Pagasus friend who was innocently swinging her feet back and forth off of the bed.
The doctor looked at the screen; with a slight horror in his eyes he refreshed the screen to see the same thing. He pulled the drawer by his desk open and pulled out a manual double checking what certain colors of the monitor were broadcasting, he was sadly correct.
The doctor put on a seldom look on his face and turned to Fluttershy, “I don’t how to put this lightly.” Twilight levitated Fluttershy by the other chair next to hers, startling Fluttershy a bit in the process.
Fluttershy latched unto Twilight’s shoulder, as she embraced for the doctor’s diagnostic. Dr.Feelgood sighed, “Do you see how the interstates, and urinary bladder are both a rather light blue on the graph? Both Twilight and Fluttershy nodded. The Doctor continued on, “Well, as it appears right now not only are Fluttershy’s urinary and intestinal tracts shot, but her vaginal region is shot too”.
Both Twilight and Fluttershy cocked their head’s to the right. The doctor sighed, “Essentially this machine is telling me that your pelvic region’s nerve endings have been ruined, numbed essentially. It’s an anomaly really, the plus side is the organ’s themselves still function properly. The real problem is without nerves you can’t control your bladder nearly as well as you could. It’s as if your central nervous system has shut down this area of the body, I suppose Fluttershy must have done something recently to trigger this?”
Fluttershy stared at the diagram for a second, before getting emotional, bursting into tears and digging her face into Twilight’s chest. Twilight looked deadly concerned at Fluttershy’s emotional state. Twilight started to stroke Fluttershy’s mane a bit, embracing her, doing as best she could to comfort Fluttershy.
Twilight looked at the doctor, “Wait what does this all mean, is it was she thinks it means?” The doctor gulped, “Depends, what does she think it means?”
Fluttershy raised her soaking wet snout from Twilight’s grasp, “It means I’m incontinent doesn't it?! Ugh, I am a worthless baby”!
The doctor back paced a bit before gaining the courage to step forward, “Fluttershy, you’re not worthless! You’re the element of kindness, and according to the papers you've done a lot to help out Ponyville. You might be incontinent, but I assure you I will do everything in my medical knowledge to help you!”
Fluttershy dug her head into Twilight’s chest again. The Doctor was clearly being ignored, naturally he signaled Twilight to come to him. He asked calmly, “Could I talk to you in my office?” Twilight nodded and the two headed through a door next to that of examination room’s bathroom. Before heading out he called Fluttershy’s attention, “Fluttershy? Dear? I need to speak with Twilight here for just a second alright?”
Twilight walked into the nicely sized, rather postmodern doctor’s office. The doctor pulled up on of the chairs before getting in his own chair. Twilight took a moment to appreciate the picture’s the doctor had hanging over his room, “Beautiful office” Twilight said.
The Doctor gave a slight smiled but looked at Twilight with a still rather intense look, “Twilight we need to discuss you and your partner’s predicament. Twilight nodded before pausing “Wait, did you just say my ‘partner’?” The doctor looked surprised, “She isn’t?” Twilight thought about the doctor’s statement for a second “Were not dating, I’m just kind of acting as her ‘mommy’… long story” Twilight blushed regretting saying what she just did.
The Doctor just laughed a bit, “Haha, I’m assuming Fluttershy’s an infantalist isn't she?” Twilight’s eyes widened “How did you?” The doctor cut her off, “Come on, she’s the element of kindness, a caregiver to all of the Evergreen Forest’s creatures. Not to mention the diaper she was wearing weren't medical; it was designer, most likely from the element of generosity? No?”
Twilight sat baffled, “Hmm, I assume you’re into physiology?” The doctor grinned, “A bit, I only have a bachelor’s degree in it. However I would like to discuss something about Fluttershy’s infantilism.” Twilight nodded, “Alright? Go on?”
The doctor sighed, “Alright; I think Fluttershy is really insecure right now. It’s obvious but I mean it. Whatever you do, do not bring up oddness in the irregularities of her little fetish, and as for now do not let others but perhaps her closet friends know she has to wear diapers. She’s more than likely going to need physiological treatment if she wants to resolve her issues with her nervous system. I’m not sure if it will help her physically, but it may. The only other time I’ve seen near complete nerve failure like this was in another case with trauma another patient of mine had.
Twilight thought about it heavily for a moment, “Don’t you worry doctor, I’ll be sure to keep Fluttershy safe. I promise you, I promise her too. The Doctor smiled “Just don’t take you’re role as her care giver to seriously and you’ll both be just fine. Twilight nodded “Thanks Dr.Feelgood, have a nice day!” The doctor waved “You too your highness!”
Twilight strolled out of the office and into the examination room; Fluttershy now over her crying weakly she asked “How bad is it?” Twilight asked “How bad is what?” Fluttershy sighed “How bad is my condition? Will I always be incontinent?”
Twilight wrapped her hoof around Fluttershy’s neck, “As far as we know hon… Yes. Don’t you worry, I will be there for you and I’m sure the rest of your friends will too.” Fluttershy holding back tears again just nodded. The doctor barged through his office door, “Wait there’s something I forgot to give you!” Twilight looked as he had bag of medical diapers and what appeared to be a saddle bag with his name in scripted on a small metal emblem tailored on the side.
Twilight levitated the bag from the doctors back, “Oh thank Celestia! I almost forgot she wasn't wearing diapers. Twilight started to open the diaper bag and unfold the diaper. Fluttershy instinctively sat and they lied on the ground waiting to be diapered.
Twilight at that moment was struck by something she’d forgotten to inform the doctor of, “Wait Dr.Feelgood! Would having a prolonged diaper rash disrupt the skins nerves?” The doctor chuckled “No, trust me, she would be blistering if she did have nerves.” Fluttershy chuckled “I guess there’s a silver lining”.
Twilight chuckled a little at Fluttershy’s false bravery. Promptly Fluttershy noticed her hind legs lift very slightly, and the numbness in her rump be increased. Twilight levitated Fluttershy back up on her hoofs with her aura and proceeded to help her friend re-dress herself.
Once fully dressed the two exited the examination room, the doctor shouted “Hey Fluttershy!” Fluttershy hastily turned around. The doctor smiled “If it’s worth anything, you look absolutely adorable in diapers.” Fluttershy smiled before blushing a little bit “Oh, Dr. you’re too kind!” Fluttershy shook her rump a bit as she and her alicorn friend walked out the door.
Twilight and Fluttershy exited the hospitals main lobby and arrived on its concrete entrance. Twilight smiled “Hey Fluttershy” Fluttershy turned her head “I think we should fly home this time.” The two looked at each other laughing. They cautiously set off into the night, after a quick flight they arrive back in front of the cottage door…
Author's Note
So yes this is the new chapter, I've actually been planning this section of the story for a while now and I'm satisfied with how it turned out. The next chapter will more then likely be out within the next 4-5 days because I'm booked Friday Night and Saturday! So as always I hope you guys enjoy the reading, and I'm excited for the next chapter too!
The two ponies had landed on the dirt covered trail way leading up to the timid mare’s cottage. Lightly each one of them quietly dismounted onto the ground.
The tension between the two mares had grown heavy on the way to the cottage; no long was the yellow mare uncertain of her predicament. Fate had laid her path, it was set in stone. The poor dear’s dreams of being a helpless little foal had come into full swing, but now… now it was a nightmare.
After a couple of second’s seemed to anchor the time as Fluttershy’s head was spinning with what if’s. Fluttershy’s distress was broken by a quite whisper of her name “Fluttershy I’m so…”
Fluttershy could tell by the pitch in Twilight’s voice that she was tired, tired and worried at that. She listened closely as the Alicorn raised her voice a bit “I-I’m sorry, this all had to happen like this…”
Fluttershy’s silence remained still.
Twilight approached the mare raising her friends yellow fore hoof in the air “Please, speak to me Fluttershy”. Twilight looked deep into Fluttershy’s Turquois eyes, they looked like an over flowing river bed. Twilight whispered “Fluttershy”.
Fluttershy stared back into Twilight’s magenta eyes, looking almost as if she was praying for a way out. The pink maned mare couldn’t hold onto her straight, emotionless grin anymore. The Pagasus’s lips started quivering as her the muscles in her face tightened a bit.
The Yellow mare opened her mouth as she clenched her eyes as tight as she could, hoping, even begging to fend back her suppressed tears. Sadly for her though she gave up and started making audible sobbing noises before breaking into full tears.
Twilight braced for a full hug, but she felt nothing as the pagasus collapsed into her front hoofs crying. Twilight knelt down beside her friend, “Please Fluttershy tell me what you’re thinking?”
Fluttershy peaked the top of her eyes from her forehoofs “Oh, Twilight. It’s all so much for me to comprehend. I feel like everything’s slipping. Almost as if whenever I’m about to achieve happiness something ruins it. I want to just give up…”
Twilight spoke more questionally “give up?” Fluttershy started to sob again “G-g-give up... give up on life”. Twilight reached to hug the yellow mare only to have the pagasus backup.
Fluttershy felt a cold wind blow through her mane, “Twilight” she said, “I think you need to leave me to myself”. Twilight opened her eyes wide in shock, a look that hinted rejection. It came to a surprise at first to Twilight, but all of a sudden she felt a drop of what appeared to be water hit her hoof.
Twilight stood gawking at the heavily wooded forest to the left of her a minute or so until her mind caught up with her, in full passion the purple mare just weakly proclaimed “Fluttershy, I’m not going to let you go.”
Fluttershy got a little bit more angry “No, Twilight leave.” Twilight put her hoof on Fluttershy’s shoulder again “Please, let me help Fluttershy. Really, I just want to-you’re very special to me…”
Fluttershy used her right hoof to bat away Twilight’s, “No! That’s what I hate. I hate it, I’m never in control. I’m always slipping, needing someone to pick me up, to give me a hug. Twilight did you even consider how demeaning it was for you to just change my diaper in front of the doctor… no. I shouldn’t have let you change it that was a fault of my own.”
Twilight started to cry, “Fluttershy you don’t understand!” Fluttershy started talking with more emphasis in her voice “Yes I do, I’m just a useless friend you know bonded by faith, one of the ‘elements’ to your crown jewel” she then huffed kicking the dry leafs beneath her. Twilight stood back up with great postour and yelled “I need you!”
Fluttershy lifted her head up concerned for Twilight’s distress “Wait… what?” Twilight sighed before gently calming down her own sobbing, “I-It’s ha-hard to explain. I miss Spike, I miss having the one person that made me feel like I made something. You know, Worthwhile?” Twilight finished closing her eyes and lowering her head a bit.
The Two ponies stood up, the cold autumn air was starting to get to them. Uncomfortable inescapable; both ponies sat side by side of each other. Fluttershy turned her head to look at Twilight, only to have the purple mare turn away.
Fluttershy put her hoof around Twilight’s shoulder, “ Twilight what you meant by…?” Twilight started to tone down her sobbing as she turned back around and mounted herself in a seating position in front of the yellow mare, bracing for her own statement.
Twilight: “Fluttershy do you how much it hurts that Spike has grown up? It kills me to see him grow up; I’ve spent my whole life with him, he’s the only one better that knows me better than Shining, and without him in my life I-I don’t know what to do with myself. My OCD gets out of hand, and there’s no one to calm me down, or hold my hoof, and I also have nothing to do! He’s gone on to bigger and better things; part of the official Cantorlot guard serving among side them as a guardian. Meanwhile there’s me, this-this princess, this demigod. Well let me tell you something there’s nothing fun about being a puppet to Celestia!”
Fluttershy: “B-but Twilight, aren’t you proud of Spike at least? Doesn’t it feel good to know that in your life you accomplished just one thing, anything that would continue your legacy! Also you’re really going to complain about being a princess, that’s every fillies dream! Sure you have a lot more responsibility then you would have guessed but that’s only because as one of Equestria’s alicorns’ YOU have the power that no one else does…”
There was an awkward silence between the two mares, in the some 5 days the two had spent with each other, neither of them had reason to address Twilight’s inner affairs.
Fluttershy stared at her sobbing friend for a moment, “Please, Twilight I-I’m sorry. I didn't mean to be insensitive. The Alicorn looked at the pagasus disgusted “No, get away from you-you…” The alicorn turned and started dashing away.
Fluttershy now grasping the harshness of her words started to panic, “Twilight! Please, I didn't mean to!” In the distance the purple mare started to vanish into the black ominous forest. Fluttershy raised her right hoof forward in a false attempt to reach out for the mare; aching Fluttershy broke down and collapsed on the ground sobbing.
Twilight kept running ignoring the calls of her name; trying to keep her mind focused on staying on the path she used her horn to luminate the area around her. She kept running crumpling all leaves, leaving them as dust behind them. Then in the distance she heard herself being called one last time, really faintly at this point she heard a small echo “Mommy! I need you!”
Twilight stopped as she heard the phrase “Mommy” ring several times in her ears. Twilight kicked her hoof on the ground in frustration, as insensitive as Fluttershy had just made her feel she was the same timid emotional mare she met her first day in Ponyville.
Twilight now having an actual idea of where she wanted to be lit up her horn and in a second was beside her friend’s cottage. Twilight turned the corner to see the Yellow mare sobbing in the pile of trail of dirt in front of the cottages entrance door.
Twilight gulped as walked behind the pagasus. Gently; she eased up behind Fluttershy before pouncing on her; rolling the yellow mare on her side. The alicorn wrapped her back legs around the pagasus while gabbing both of Fluttershy’s front hoofs with her own.
Fluttershy started to tense up and fidget as she felt her body wrapped up by some body. The dirt underneath her that was kicked the air moments ago started to clear as she saw her hoof being held by another. Fluttershy looked at the two hoofs being held together before smiling a bit “Twilight, is that you?”
Twilight started to smile “Yes Flutters, your mommy is here” Twilight shifted her front hoofs from her friends’ and wrapped them around the yellow mares stomach. Twilight nuzzled her friend’s mane with her snout and kissed her on the neck, Fluttershy blushed a bit.
Twilight loosened her grip on the timid mare as she heard her speak, “Twilight, I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to insult you, I’m just jealous! You’ve done so many wonderful things and your life, and you’ve always had a wonderful family and I- I just…”
Twilight started to frown out of concern, maybe she did have it easy despite being the most ‘out and about’ princess there was. Regardless the Royal pony just hugged the mare again “Shh… It’s alright Fluttershy, I understand. Trust me, If I didn’t have plans on coming back wouldn’t have I just teleported home in the first place?”
Fluttershy sobbing quieted, “Twilight, just… thank you… thank you for everything!” The pagaus then used her own hoofs to hug twilight’s legs in place.
Twilight hugged the mare back, “Don’t you worry Fluttershy, and in the future I’ll be more open about my internal affairs, I’d hate to erupt like that again”. The Pagasus nodded in agreement getting Twilight’s snout rustled more in her mane. Twilight’s nose did a cute little twitch.
Fluttershy started to smile, “Twilight?” asked the pagasus, “I just want you to know I really didn’t mean to be so insensitive, I need to respect that being royalty isn’t always glamorous. I need to tell you I understand you have these ‘issues’ of your own. Please though, please trust me if you want to talk about any of your issues. I love you mommy!”
Twilight smiled a bit, of course she wasn’t really going to tell her friend anything about her own issue, yet still Twilight answered “Sure thing hon”!
Fluttershy smiled before realizing the situation they were in, Fluttershy’s and Twilight loosened their grips on each other as Twilight rolled on all four again, and stood up. Fluttershy rolled over on her side, she gave a small grunt as she pushed herself up. Faintly a small crinkling noise admitted in the air, which Twilight picked up on all the way.
Fluttershy standing up did a little shimmy to get the dirt off of her coat; this however alerted her of what she just did. Fluttershy felt her behind become a little bit denser, so she sat down. With what little sensitivity she had in her rump she felt a really hot press against her backside, the mare shivered as the feeling slowly became numb.
Fluttershy’s face became red, paralyzed she sat her front hoofs shaking in place. Twilight looked in curiosity at the mare, Fluttershy’s eyes weren’t watery they were glassy. The aqua in her eyes looked as if it were pleading, begging for a way out of her situation. It wasn’t until the smell of Fluttershy’s accident hit the alicorn that she grasped what just happened.
Twilight knew Fluttershy was going to suffer from incontinence, but she had hoped her friend’s incontinence would stop at her urinary tract. Twilight kept a cool head about this however. Twilight walked over to Fluttershy and hugged her “It’ll be alright; we will get you the help you need and until then just enjoy being my foal alright?” Fluttershy weakly smiled and walked in through her cottage door followed by Twilight, they both jotted right to the nursery.
Twilight walked up the door and typed in Fluttershy’s no longer secret password “Fluttercrinkle”, Fluttershy slowly paced behind Twilight. She may have no been able to feel her accident but she knew it was there.
Fluttershy slowly paced through the door only to be wrapped in Twilight’s purple aura, the ritual feeling of being lifted upon the changing table felt almost terrifying; to familiar, to overpowering, yet both of these aspects made it all the more therapeutic for Fluttershy.
Twilight levitated Fluttershy off of the table just enough for Fluttershy’s formally pink dress to come of without much tugging. Twilight tossed the dress to the side of the changing table, shifting focus Twilight started unfolding the diaper in front her.
Twilight being as diligent as possible with the situation levitated Fluttershy back in the air to pull the diaper underneath her. Rolling it up in a ball, Twilight tossed it into the diaper bin. Using her magic she wiped Fluttershy’s nether regions, Twilight started sweating; the process was taking much longer than it did last time.
The alicorn reached to the side of the table, pulling out foal oil, and powder she used her hoofs to rub around Fluttershy’s vaginal regions. Finally Twilight reached to the side of the table and pulled out one of Fluttershy’s foal diapers, this one in particular had a pink tape design with butterfly’s similar to Fluttershy’s on the front.
Regardless Twilight almost instinctively timed her actions perfectly as she used her magic to raise Fluttershy’s back legs in the air, slide the diaper underneath, pull the diaper between the legs as Fluttershy lowered them, and pull the tabs on the sides together tapping the diaper on snugly.
Fluttershy with her hands at her sides shaking nervously asked “Wait, can I sit up?” Twilight grabbed both of Fluttershy’s front hoofs and assisted at getting her back on her powdered rump.
Twilight smiled, “Yep, now come with me I have the perfect dress in mind!” Fluttershy lowered her head, “Wait, Twilight… would it be alright if I just, you know? Sleep in my diaper?”
Twilight with a slight disappointment on her face asked “Wait, is something wrong? Do you not want to roll play tonight?” Fluttershy kicked her hoof “No, I just want to sleep, well… Yes actually. I’m still a little bit shaken about this diaper thing, the diaper is alright it matches my cutie mark but I’d prefer to sleep in it alone.”
Fluttershy paced out of the nursery and into the room doing a slight hop to get on top of the her bed. Twilight got an idea, something to make Fluttershy a little bit more comfortable having to wear diapers.
Fluttershy got under the heavy white blanket of her bed and started digging herself deeper under the covers. The mare in the dim light illuminating through the blankets, from the oil lamp by her bed allowed her to see her body. Fluttershy started rubbing down her chest and unto her stomach.
She felt as her nerves when from her regular hyper sensitive mode to almost nothing. The mare’s hand landed on the front of the large diaper separating her legs. She started rubbing up and down it, tried tracing around the spandex opening at the top and around the legs but to no avail. The mare couldn’t excite herself, not even with a diaper on, the one key object of her fetish. She turned threw her cover off to reveal an image she was not expecting.
There Twilight stood, walking in through the door wearing nothing but a sailor suit, a matching hat, and pair of shorts that barely made it over a diaper. Twilight held her stance there blushing as she rubbed her fore hoof against the other nervously.
Fluttershy’s face got hot, “Twilight, is that you? Like is that really you? Are you really wearing a diaper too?” Fluttershy started to anxiously smile.
Twilight nodded up and down, dropping her hat to the ground in the process.
Fluttershy started thinking to herself, “Is Twilight trying to turn me on? Is she a lesbian, am I a lesbian? I’ve always been attracted to stallions though, maybe it’s just the diaper than? No but that sailor suit looks so cute on her, and that little suit, and….”
Twilight turned around 180 degrees to pick up her hat, raising her large rump into the air, her tail swaying back and forth through the hole in the diaper and shorts. Twilight turned back around to face the bed before slowly pacing up towards it.
Fluttershy started to get nervous, “Oh my goodness, I think she’s trying to tell me something, I can’t tell! I’ve never been seduced before, what is that like?” Fluttershy broke the awkward glare she had on Twilight’s diaper, “Umm… you look really cute in that uh… um… Twilight”.
Twilight blushed, “Well I have to admit the diaper is really comfortable, hard to walk in and the sailor shorts don’t help at all but I thought it’d make you feel better”
Twilight climbed in bed and got under the covers right next to Fluttershy, “I thought It’d make you feel better” Fluttershy thought. Twilight noticed Fluttershy shaking a bit, “Flutters, please hon don’t worry. There’s no need to get nervous, trust me!"
Fluttershy felt as Twilight wrapped her hoofs around her chest, carefully Twilight also raised her back right leg and wrapped it around Fluttershy's thighs.
The pagasus moaned a little bit as she felt the force of Twilght’s diaper press up against her lower back, Twilight’s eyes cracked open a little bit. They both laid in that position for a moment before Fluttershy breathing softly said “Twilight… I love you too”…
Author's Note
Well the new chapter is out, and exciting news! I got an editor, "Don't Look at My Name Bro" and he's offered to start editing the chapters from now on! So big thanks to him, this chapter was not edited by him yet but eventually will be! As always I hope you guys enjoy the chapter, and the next one will be out in 5-7 days :D
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Cloudsdale Flight Academy
Fluttershy lay silent for a moment, enjoying every radiant touch and motion she felt between Twilight and herself. She wasn’t sure what it was. Was it just Twilight’s little foal costume, or perhaps something deeper inside of the mare trying to reach out?
Fluttershy didn’t know what it was, she simply knew being in Twilight’s arms made her feel wonderful, magical even. Fluttershy fidgeted a few inches at a time to get comfortable but Twilight’s limbs which were wrapped around the timid mare’s body kept her in place.
The timid mare finally got comfortable in her position, cuddling underneath her friend and her heavy white blanket! Fluttershy felt her friend’s breathing slowly pace her own, it was rhythmic to her. Slowly the mare felt her body relax, she shuttered her eyes a moment…
“Fluttershy, open your eyes it’s something that happens to everyone” A stern voice called from behind the yellow filly. Fluttershy turned back, it appeared to be a well-built pagasus male. His coat was faint sea blue; his mane a tense golden shine. He bared no clothes other than a blue wonderbolts' cap and a red whistle.
The stallion crept up behind Fluttershy. She stood weakly, years of physical strain showed no results on her body. She was brittle; wings to small, and a weak composter. She was tall and weak, but this didn’t quite impead her spirits. The yellow filly lifted her head from the semisolid clouds she had her head stuffed into.
To her shock she opened her eye lids to reveal a terrifying sight. A dusty black pagasus had appeared to have crashed hoofs first into the ground completely bending back his front right hoof, and managling his front left hoof.
The Yellow Filly sat down on her bottom twos for a moment her front hoofs being used to cover her mouth, a tear fell from her eyes. She looked up at the drill instructor, “Why did you show me this, why? Why won’t aren’t you helping him? Why, why why?!”
In a pit of fury the instructor grabbed the crying mare’s face by her chin and spot angrily in a cold fast paced tone of voice, “Listen Cadet Fluttershy, Cloudsdale Flight Acadamy only allows the top in aerodynamically gifted students to move unto the Royal Cloudsdale army when they’re mature. Given your less than satisfactory performance in the pass I’d love to fail your blank flank asap! But your uncle and your father were both some highly talented and decorated heros.”
The Timid mares face lit up a bit in anger of her own, “That doesn’t give you the right to disregard others wellbeing! We’re not all soldiers like you, most of us were forced her by legacy, not by choice! You might be a great captain; but that boy who is now crying in pain isn’t! I know him; he’s a ten year old colt and he’s not thinking about what a great flyer you’ll make him into. He’s wondering why you’re making someone so newly adapt to flying pull aerial moves the Wonderbolt’s themselves wouldn’t attempt!
The pagasus and captain stared in deadlock for several minutes; the fury in both of their eyes drew the attention of the entire platoon around the two. Fluttershy who was once on all fours firmly on the ground turned her head in an act of insubordination.
The stallion in an act of rage slapped the filly across the face, the slap swell up part of Fluttershy’s face and sent her falling to the ground in tears.
The stallion lowered his head down to scream into the yellow fillies ears, “Listen misses Flutter Crash, I never want to hear such disrespectful words from you again! You’re to stay in appropriate context, within orders of your drill instructor, and you’re supposed to know your place! You’re only a filly; you have no right to be talking to someone older than you like that!”\
Fluttershy lay weeping on the ground, still recovering her weak legs barely held her up as she stood on all fours. The Captain yelled in her face “Are we clear?!” Fluttershy responded with a pathetic whining noise “Yes!”
The captain yelled the same question at her each time getting the same high pitched “yes” from Fluttershy. The Drill Instructors once angry frown turned to laughter as he started laughing at the poor filly in front of him. Soon one or two of the audience members started to chuckle, and in a second almost everyone started pointing and laughing at the pagasus.
Fluttershy hid her face behind her hoofs as she felt the tears warm her face. The drill captain regained his proper stance and brushing off a last chuckle pointed to the still hurting colt and said “Cadet Fluttershy, go escort Boeing to the clinic and return to the barracks. I’m done with your sass today young missy!”
Fluttershy trotted out of the ring of bystanders who had enveloped the scene, the mob made a small opening for Fluttershy to crawl through as she left the nuclease the facility.
She was agile running to Boeing, she didn’t want to draw more attention than need be and with a flip of her hair brought her bangs over the one side of her face.
Fluttershy made a few running jumps through the course to get to the boy efficiently, She didn’t even recognize the fact she was doing it. She with one last leap and with the assistance of her wings made it unto one of the soft cloud surfaces that was originally white.
Now the cloud itself was disgusting, covered in blood which soaked through a great deal of the area were the colt now laid. Fluttershy crouched down beside him, “Boeing are you alright? Please tell me you’re alright!” The colt cracked his eyes open a little and weakly grinned.
Fluttershy managed to mount him of his back, she ran to the edge of the cloud platform before realizing without her previously harnessed stamina she wouldn’t be able to make a jump, and the boy weighed too much for her to support him with her weak wings.
Fluttershy set him down next her and gave him a hug, “I’m sorry I couldn’t do more for you Boeing I just don’t have the strength”. Fluttershy wrapped her hoofs around Boeing’s neck for a few more seconds before a blinding rainbow light flashed through the sky!
In Rainbow Dash’s childish high pitch voice she yelled “Have no fear, Rainbow Dash is here!” The Cyan Pagasus managed to wrap her arms around the Dusty Black colt and hoisted him up midflight; she slowed down a bit in the process but still effectively managed to get the colt to the clinic in a few blinks of an eye.
Fluttershy stared in awe before breaking out of her trance. She then looked down at the edge of the cloud and weakly bunny hopped between each one of the fluffy white masses before landing on one of the base platforms.
Fluttershy didn’t however make a decent landing though, with an audible *Eph! The Filly landed stomach first unto the cloud winding her in the process. She looked up to see two male pagasi standing right in front of her.
They were both enormous in comparison to the young filly; one had a coat of dark brown, the other sporting one of orange. Both of them incorporated long brunette bangs and both were muscular; so well built you could easily tell they were the top flyers in the platoon.
The brown one maneuvered his face right in front of Fluttershy’s before taunting “What’s wrong Fluttercry!? Were you too scared to jump?” The Weak filly tried to contest but the orange one yellowed in the background “Yeah Fluttercry! You’re so useless; you can’t even stand up for yourself let alone another pagasi!”
Fluttershy’s face got flustered as her eyes narrowed in distress “I can buti’mjust…” The brown one intervened “Just what, Helpless?! Yes you are! How’d you ever make it into such a prestigious flight academy?! You’re pathetic Fluttershy, a blank flank, useless; you might as well be a foal!” Both of them backed up in laughter.
Fluttershy cracked her mouth open but her emotions got the best of her as she started to sob and eventually broke down of her two front hoofs crying. The Filly watched as the two inched away laughing at the scolding they just gave the yellow pagasus.
Fluttershy sat there for a good minute trying to come up with a souliable answer to her social problem here. She was never a popular pony; she had no unique abilities and was even handicapped by her wings since she got here.
Fluttershy weakly pushed herself from the white puffed cloud surface, her chin stained by it white residue smeared on by friction. She wiped it off with her front right hoof before lowering her hair allowing her faiusia pink bangs to cover the sides of her muzzle and face.
Fluttershy waited until the twilight sky turned darker to set out for the clinic center, one time arrived she galloped as fast as she could making sure no one saw her on the way there.
Fluttershy came crashing through the clinic doors in her haste. The clinic was for the most part vacant, the facility was an open gymnasium sized cloud dome with a synthetic cloth dividers allowing privacy for those being examined. The only two area’s that stood out were the nurse’s main office desk in the front and the cloud formed room in the back of the dome used as the Emergency room.
Fluttershy pranced up the white nurse with a long beautiful purple and pink mane. Fluttershy hit a bell on the front of the desk weakly, The nurse fixated on a magazine she was reading peaked over the white granite desk to see the Yellow Filly in peril.
The nurse looked a moment before calling out “Oh my, Fluttershy dear are you all right sweetie”, the nurse sprang over her desk and beside the Filly. Fluttershy looked at the nurse as she felt a wing wrap warmly around her side. The both of them paused a moment “Fluttershy?”
Fluttershy looked up to the nurse’s face “Is-Is he alright?” The nurse looked at the ground and a moment trying to avoid contact, “He didn’t make it, poor thing bled out before the doctor could operate properly… I’m sorry.” Fluttershy fell on the ground sobbing, “I couldn’t save him, I can’t save anyone! I can’t even save myself!”
The nurse reached over to grab a note off of his desk, “He told me to write this down for you Fluttershy”. The nurse laid it infront of the filly, it read:
“Fluttershy, I appreciate what you had to say. I was listening despite the agonizing pain I was in, I was still listening. It took guts to do what you did out there, all I can say is thank you… thank you a lot! This academy; it’s filled with nothing but monsters and those who will become ones. I don’t want to die Fluttershy, but I’ll happily do so knowing I’ll never have to endure anymore training here.
I always thought you were nice, really nice, and pretty too. You don’t deserve to endure anything that happened and will likely continue to happen if you stay here. Don’t let yourself give up Fluttershy, please just don’t give up. I’m getting tired now, maybe it’d be best to just sleep this all off you know?” – Boeing
Fluttershy looked up at the nurse, “You don’t think I should leave Cloudsdale Academy do you”? The nurse looked down at the Filly, “I know I’m obligated to say you should stay, but I care for people more than this petty job. Yes Fluttershy, you’re a wonderful young filly and as long as you stay here I doubt you’ll ever blossom.”
Fluttershy looked awestruck at the White Pagasus standing overhead, “Nurse Purple Heart but I…” But before Purple heart could finish a loud banging admitted from the clinic facilities front door. The Captain came barreling in through the front door, “Cadet Fluttershy, what are you doing in here? I thought I told you to go directly to the barracks!”
The nurse got a red face as she spat out in anger “That’s it I’m tired you-you Hardass! I don’t care if you’re trying to train them to be the best of the best, they’re kids. They can’t handle the abuse of a wonder bolt or even a regular adult pagasus. You were discharged from the Royal Cloudsdale Air force for a reason. You let Boeing sit out there and bleed to death because you couldn’t keep your trap shut for five minutes to help the out the poor soul. Now respectfully get the hell out of my office!”
The Captain gave an audible gulp as he backed out through the door, “Perhaps I shall discuss this later” he said. The nurse looked down to find the Fluttershy giving her the biggest grin the filly had ever seen. The nurse kissed her on the forehead, “Don’t you worry I’ll figure out something”.
Fluttershy and the nurse sat silently in the vacant room for a minute or so before a slight creaking of the door brought some of colorful lighting from the rainbows that illuminated Cloudsdale in the late hours of the night. Rainbow Dash peaked her head through the door and gave a small slightly coy grin.
The Cyan pony spoke out loud softely, “I have an idea, it involves me showing the “top flyers” who’s boss and getting Flutters here out of The Academy!
The dream started to become vague after that. A blurred image of The Rainbow manned pony getting into an argument with two other pagasi weakly lit up her mind. Another blurred image of her holding a red flag with her mouth. She started to become semi conscience; she saw a streak of rainbow fly by as she was shoved to the side off the cloud. She started to free fall, hoping, begging her wings would function. She started flailing her wings rapidly until she felt a soft hug overcome her body.
Fluttershy’s eyes’ shot open, she looked back to see her Alicorn friend still hugging unto her. Fluttershy smiled. She was being snuggled by her friend and was under her heavy white comforter.
Twilight adjusted a little bit every so often but the Two ponies were pretty well bonded together, for Fluttershy it was peaceful. In each other’s warm embrace the two listened to the morning birds sing while Twilight would occasionally nuzzle the back of Fluttershy’s mane or peck her on the back of her yellow neck.
Fluttershy giggled a little bit every time Twilight would peck her on the neck, letting out fake pleads, saying little words like “Twilight!” or “Stop!” which acted as all fun in games in truth.
Fluttershy and Twilight chuckled a bit before Fluttershy opened her mouth, “Twilight?” The alicorn cracked her eyes open and weakly responded “Yeah?” Fluttershy smiled “Can we let this moment last forever?” Twilight smiled “No, but we can enjoy it as much as we went right now”!
Fluttershy did a cute little shake grinding her diapered rump against Twilight’s pelvis a little bit; Twilight blushed before she giggled a bit. Twilight spoke out softly “Flutters you don’t know how adorable you are!” finishing her statement she pecked Fluttershy on the back of her neck one last time.
Fluttershy blushed, it was weird for her. To have her filly friend kiss her so intimately, she’d never been given affection quite like this by any other mare or really any other pony come to think of it. Fluttershy yawned and stretched out her arms wide being sure to avoid knocking off Twilights members that had been wrapped around her soft yellow coat.
Twilight smiled weakly, “I think it’s about time we get up, don’t you think?” Fluttershy smiled before fully opening her eyes, “But Twiliy, I want to snuggle!” Twilight blushed; her bother was the only other pony to call her that. Twilight smiled as the Pagasus allowed her grip to loosen on the purple arms wrapped around her body.
Twilight was the first to climb out of the covers making sure not to wrinkle them too much; she sat on the bedside waiting for Fluttershy to wake up. Fluttershy did one last stretch under the heavy white covers, she made a cute little ‘o’ with her mouth as she yawned. The pagasus was slow in climbing out of her covers.
Fluttershy walked on top of the bed before sharing a seat on her back two legs next to Twilight. She had forgotten about the fact her friend was dressed as a foal. Fluttershy blushed “So, umm… I never got to ask. Do you enjoy being dressed like-like that?”
Twilight looked at her friend with a slight confusion, “Like what- Oh! A foal? Why of course I-“Twilight at tried to retract her statement. Fluttershy smiled as she looked in the opposite direction, the blush on Twilights face was obvious, blatant even.
Fluttershy put her hoof around Twilight, “Don’t worry Twilight, I know it’s a weird sensation but- you know. Acting like a foal it’s so adorable, it’s so innocent, it’s so… so…” “Comforting?” Twilight cut Fluttershy off.
Fluttershy smiled a bit, “See, I knew always thought you’d like it!” Fluttershy threw both arms around Twilights shoulders. Fluttershy looked towards her friend “So, do you like being dressed like a foal?” Twilight nervously giggled a bit but was able to sought comfort in the eyes of her friend.
Twilight smiled, “I have to say, it was a bit weird for me at first. But all the clothes were so cute, like I originally chose this outfit for you but the shirt- and the diaper is so-so comfortable. So maybe just kinda-sorta I like it” Twilight said blushing and turning.
Fluttershy beamed a smile at Twilight, “Oh, Twilight; This will be so much fun! We can role play and sleep in the crib and I’m so excited!” Twilight gave another awkward smile, “I mean, I want to take care of you still you know? But I mean- maybe sometimes we could just you know…?” Fluttershy pecked her on the check “Yes” then embraced Twilight in for a hug.
Twilight smiled and spoke a little bit more comfortably getting that short summit over with, “Say Fluttershy, do we have any food I’m wanting to make breakfast!” Fluttershy put her hoof over Twilight’s mouth, “No, please dear allow me!”
Without hesitation Fluttershy flew out of the room closing the bedroom door behind her. Twilight sat there for a moment looking at herself in the mirror which hang adjacent on the wall against to Fluttershys bed.
She noticed every small detail of herself and her cute little ensemble, the way the diaper bulged out of the top of her tight little Navy blue shorts. The way the cotton white shirt and navy blue ascot brought the whole outfit together. Not to mention the little hat it was so adorable, it felt right resting on top of her head.
The outfits’ size also had an effect on Twilight’s mind, each article of clothing was just a smidge to small revealing a bit of her purple coat. The sailors hat exposed a good deal of her pristine magenta and pink mane, the shirt showed traces of Twilight's little under belly. Not even to mention the shorts.
Twilight didn’t know why, but she was really in love with the shorts. They were a size too small, really tight; so tight they almost didn’t fit over the fluffy diaper. The diaper underneath them made them puff out almost a diaper cover, but the lacing the custom made diapers Twilight made at the end stuck out so ridgeley from the hemline of the shorts.
Twilight did a little jump onto the ground turning, examining the outfit in full circumference. The tight yet plush feeling on her rump drove her crazy. She sat down on her bottom two legs on the cold hard wood floor before letting out a subtle huff.
Twilight then stood up semi crouching on all fours, yet still resting most of her weight primarily on her back legs. She felt all of her lower back, leg, and stomach muscles cramping as she attempted to soil herself right on the spot. She stood fixated switching between the crawling and squatting position several times just begging, praying to lose control of her bladder.
She grunted audibly several times each time convulsing the muscles in her stomach to just let go… But she couldn't. She sat back down on her rump and back two staring at herself for a moment in the mirror.
Her eyes had grown swollen a bit, each one on the brink of tears. Her face and muzzle swollen red with a strange lust of desperation. Her body was shaking, begging for a release, ever muscle in her body was enraptured in a hot tense state.
She looked at herself a moment grasping the reality of what she just tried to do, she collapsed on all fours tears dripping down her red flustered face. Under her breath she muttered in a quite sob, “What’s wrong with me…”
Author's Note
I really hope you guys enjoyed the chapter, This one was a bit harder to write but in the end it was worth it! Well as always the next chapter will be out in 5-7 days and I hope all you guys have a great day! ~ Dj_England
Note: (The story is in the process of being edited by "Don'tLookAtMyNameBro")
*Meanwhile in Fluttershy’s kitchen.
Fluttershy traced back and forth across the kitchen finding all her needed ingredients. She kept mumbling to herself her own thoughts, “Toast goes into the toaster for five minutes, on medium heat? Wait I meant bread- Anyway I think so?” She yelled to Twilight in the other room, “Twilight how long does toast-I mean bread go into the toaster?”… no response was heard.
Fluttershy with a shrug ignored the silence; Twilight was an alicorn after all she was sure her friend was just preoccupied with some. This excited the pagasus, maybe Twilight was being changing in the nursery? The pagasus clapped her hoofs together, but then the thought hit her “Oh yeah the toast”! Fluttershy hovered over to the loaf she had sliced into pieces and stuck them into the chrome box.
Fluttershy glared out the window admiring the beautiful autumn scenery as she saw the leafs of sirine orange, sunny yellows, and cautious read fall. She sat there on her cushioned rump as many images of Twilight dressed as a foal once again flash in her mind. It took her a moment to address her own diaper, she looked down… it was wet.
Fluttershy’s smile shrank a little bit but was still clearly visible; it wasn’t in her control after all she agreed. The pagasus paced back to the nursery keeping in the back of her mind the kitchens’ productivity. She did a little wobbly stride down the hallway trying to balance her hind legs around the now sagging diaper.
She made it to the nursery door and entered the code, with a rather unbalance set of hoofs she attempted the lock combination several times. They came out; Flutttercrin, Flutercrinkle, worst was Fkuttetcirkle. She thought to herself, why she needed such security measures.
Fluttershy staying very cautious being careful to hit the keys very slightly with the corner of her hoof finally successfully entered in the ‘e’ at the end of the past code. She hit the enter button on the keypad and she was finally able to lightly push the door open.
Fluttershy noticed a few things were off about the nursery. It was absent of any of the dirty wipes or diapers of which had missed the diaper bin earlier, most of nursery looked much cleaner than they had before.
What really caught the Butterfly Flanked mares’ eyes was what was out of place. Looking at the the closet which held untold amounts of baby-esc clothing she found on the floor many articles of clothing. Items like a bib that looked like it was tied but never properly fastened. A Pink Diaper cover with a purple trim on it. A white onesie, pink footie pajamas, a pink dress, even a random cowboy hat.
The closet wasn’t the only thing rummaged through though. Upon further inspection of the rest of the room the changing table in which the Pagasus was about to use was covered in powder. Well, not really the changing tables padding either, the side opposite of the headrest entire area was also covered in powder.
A tad bit concerning, Fluttershy picked up one of her foal wipes and started wiping off the powedered section of the changing table. The mare didn’t hesitate long to Flutter her wings allowing her to more easily climb up her little station.
It’d been a while since the pagasus had done this to herself, she rested a moment fully placing her front two hoofs politely on her chest as she smiled a little bit. She of course not wanting to waste time started to oil her vaginal region cautiously applying it making sure to check every couple of seconds to make sure. She then pulled out her powder from one of the wooden side compartments and started to lightly sprinkle it too on her flower and rump.
About half way through however she heard a noise admitting through the house, the harsh sound of a hoof banging on a hard wooden surface. Fluttershy’s head shot up as she did a long jump off the changing table onto the nursery’s soft white rug.
The pagasus didn’t think this through at all, she was desperate to answer the door. After all; anyone that traveled this far out to see her must have something important to say. She used her wings to hover to the eye piece that allowed her to look through the door. “Oh my!” Fluttershy said, she looked around nervously for a second before doing a bit of a doggy’s but scotch on the small red rug which resided underneath her very own hoofs.
The pagasus stood up and did a little shake of her rump to get any powder she could off of it. She started to panic but calmed herself down with a deep breath, after all Rarity probley wouldn't notice, right?!
Fluttershy opened her door peaking her head out of the small crack which revealed a ray of sunlight through the doorway. Fluttershy looked at her white unicorn friend, awestruck by Rarity’s beautiful purple mane The Pagasus weakly whispered “Umm… what brings you up here?!”
Rarity cocked her head to the right in confusion, she quite audaciously called out “What ever do you mean darling? You and Twilight have been missing for days! At least you two haven’t said anything, nor have you gone to Ponyville central! I don’t mean to impose but I was just concerned for you two.”
Fluttershy still nervously is shaking said, “Well Twilight and I have just been umm… here.” Rarity still with concern on her voice spoke, “I was just worried after all, I know you spend most of your time with the animals the rest of us don’t ever see Twilight and thought something might have happened to her. Last time we check she came to your cottage, has she been residing her this whole time?!”
Fluttershy gulped “Yes, well, you see? Umm… yes” Rarity smiled, “Uh, darling? Your toast is burning.” Fluttershy looked back seeing a large cloud of black soot omit from the chrome box, “Oh my! Uh… If there’s anything you need just come inside; if you don’t mind?” Rarity pushed the door open as Fluttershy ran to her kitchen foyer, she politely stated “Not at all dear!”
Rarity opened the door wide, taking patience to notice all the small details that accompanied the mare’s cottage. There were several things that she noticed that were at first unsettling, and one that looked down right bizarre.
Slowly into the house she first noticed the small rug below her, there was white powder and a slimy gel that covered her hoof. She figured the gel was just eggs perhaps; maybe the powdery substance was just sugar. Fluttershy after all was just baking wasn’t she?
Fluttershy herself was occupied in the kitchen; the poor mare picked up the burnt toast with a pair of oven mitts and threw them in the metallic sink. She threw off the gloves and ran cold water over the toast, she felt relaxed for moment before hearing Rarity’s voice call her from the living room area.
Rarity had made herself accustomed to Fluttershy’s light green couch, she called out “Fluttershy dearest, could you come her for a second to discuss something.” Fluttershy looked at her kitchen area, it wasn’t that dirty and with the toaster turned off nothing posed need for caution “Sure” The pagasus replied.
Fluttershy lightly pranced over to the couch area, strange it felt cold without a diaper on. None the less; the pagasus sat on the couch adjacent to Rarity as she balanced herself on one of the couches arms. Fluttershy instinctively felt her behind to make sure it was on the couch, she looked over at Rarity who had a puzzled look on her face.
Fluttershy red faced gave a slight smile, “I umm… don’t know?” She said looking for learned at the pillow right beside her. Rarity said with one questioning eyebrow, “Anyway, I was wondering what all this clutter around your house is. I’ve noticed a lot of things that have caught my eye.”
Fluttershy’s face became a dark red, looking at her dining table that was on the outskirts off beside the kitchen she noticed that the highchair Twilight got her was still fully assembled. Under her breath Fluttershy muttered an incompressible squee.
Rarity waved her hoof regaining Fluttershy’s attention, “Fluttershy, darling. What’s going on here? Word was you went to the hospital with Twilight, Now I come back to your cottage and there’s something mysterious going on here, not to mention Twilight is still yet to be seen!”
Fluttershy weakly muttered a rambling “I umm, I don’t, umm… what do you mean?” Rarity said a little bit more assertively, “Flutter dear; There’s a peculiar texture to your rug mat, there’s a high chair in your dining area, the house smells a lot like foal powder, and oddly enough I found a glass baby bottle wedged between your couch cushions that my behind had the unpleasant experience of meeting.”
Fluttershy tried to speak up but was immediately interrupted by Rarity’s accusations, “Fluttershy are you foal sitting? Did Twilight turn into a foal? What happened here?” Fluttershy’s face swelled up even redder as if she was going to cry but couldn’t. Fluttershy played with her own hoofs a bit covering her face with her long pink bangs, “I-I can’t… I can’t tell you…”
Rarity levitated Fluttershy over the glass coffee table and unto the seat beside her, “Fluttershy please now I won’t think of you any different.” Fluttershy bit her lip, she just quickly bursted out in a slightly audible mumble “Ijustkindalikebeingababy”.
Rarity closed in on Fluttershy a bit shocked but still rather considerate, “Oh my, why I would be lying if I was expecting that I understand. But, I can understand especially coming from such a gentle mare as yourself” Rarity finished brushing the hair out of Fluttershys’ eyes.
Fluttershy’s eyes were tearing up, Rarity just smiled and hugged her friend. Rarity gripped the back of Fluttershy’s mane with her hoofs and started rocking her from side to side. Fluttershy sobbing just blurted out “I’m sorry Rarity, I’m so ashamed!” Rarity sang lightly to her friend “It’s alright Fluttershy, I understand trust me. If anyone deserves to feel a little younger it’s you, so hardworking, so dedicated to the things you love, it’s alright; we’re all a bit strange.
Fluttershy giggled a little bit, “You know? Thank you for not panicking; I don’t know why everyone thinks I’m such a freak!” Rarity backed out of the hug regaining her lady like seating composer “Who ever called you a freak?”
Fluttershy regained her composter too trying to dry her tears, “A lot of people…” Rarity gave a concerned look of empathy, “I assure you fetishes are normal, I make bizarre clothing all the time. Which reminds me, did you just so happen to request some foalish items? I mean I know I’ve received countless mail request for things like onesies, dresses, lolita style desses, and even costumes like a princess or naval guard outfit.”
Fluttershy blushed a bit, “Well you are the best fashionista in Ponyville after all.” Rarity giggled a bit “Oh my Fluttershy, you’re too kind”! Fluttershy giggled a bit more, “Say, I think it’d also be important if I told you something else.” Rarity looked questionably, “Feel Free”. Fluttershy looked at Rarity with a half-smile “I’m also incontinent, not permanently I don’t think? But I can’t control my bladder…”
Rarity gagged a trifle bit “Well that’s quite unfortunate dear, I’m sorry to hear that. Do you know what’s causing it?” Fluttershy shrugged her shoulders, “Emotional Trauma is what the my Doctor said, he said that my nerve ending will come back once I resolve these inner demons of mine”
Rarity looked at Fluttershy, “I-is that what Twilight’s been up to? Is she consoling you?” Fluttershy looked at Rarity and giggled “Just as much as I’m consoling her, it’s strange. But, I think I’m in love with her.” Rarity’s eyes sprang open, “Well, I very well can’t say I was expecting that either. I suppose she’d be your type though. She is after all very smart, but can also be very lost too. Perhaps, maybe you two would do well together.”
Fluttershy blushed, “Speaking of which Twilight is probley hungry, would you mind leaving soon? I still have to cook breakfast and Twilight’s been acting, well… different lately.
Rarity smiled “Not at all dear, but might I ask whether or not I should inform the others?” Fluttershy broke out in a blush “Please do, well tell Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie. I think I’d prefer to tell Applejack, she’s down to earth enough to understand you know?” Rarity smiled “Right, Well I’ll see you darling!”
Rarity walked out of the cottage’s thick wooden door being cautious not to step on what she now assumed was baby powder. Fluttershy pranced by the door way and waved goodbye, The yellow mare started strolling back to the kitchen. She got the toast set up, this time remembering to set a timer.
Fluttershy waited by the toaster for a good for a good five minutes before it was ready, she prepared it buttering it and cutting each slice in two. She then pulled some orange juice she had stored away around a week ago. To her surprise the Oj was still good.
Content with what she made she started to prance back to her bedroom carrying a plate with Toast and Oj on it. Fluttershy knocked on the door before coming in, “Good morning sleepyhead I just-“ Fluttershy set the plate on the floor. She looked at Twilight.
Twilight was lying on top of Fluttershy’s giant white cream colored bed scrunched up and crying. The pagasus did a running jump on the bed, she looked around the room noticing the sailor shirt, ascot, hat and such were scattered across the bedroom floor. The cute blue navy shorts Twilight was sporting earlier had been ripped at the hemline and destroyed.
Fluttershy ducked down to get on eye level with Twilight, “Twilight is everything alright? Why’d you take off your costume?” Twilight opened her drenched eyes, her mouth trying to conjure the right words but they just came out as shaky mumbles. She closed her eyes planting her head back firmly into the two pillows that lay under her head.
Fluttershy with a little bit more emotion pleaded “Please Twilight, tell me what’s wrong?” Twilight continued crying. Fluttershy becoming desperate did the only thing she could think to do, she got off the bed and pulled each one of the Heavy white blankets sides off. Jumping back on the bed she grabbed the center of the blanket and pulled it over herself and Twilight.
Fluttershy then scooted over to Twilight and wrapped her hands around Twilight’s back embracing her in a hug. Fluttershy smiled and vividly said “Twilight, is that better?” Twilight once she seized her sobbing let out a quiet “yes”.
Fluttershy continued to hug Twilight for a minute or so in the eerie silence of the sunny noontime hour. Fluttershy kissed Twilight on the cheek; Twilight opened her eyes a bit. The two locked eyes, Magenta on Blue now both were fully open.
Fluttershy swallowed a bit; now gasping the beauty of her friends eyes. The Butterfly flanked mare spoke up, “Twilight, please tell me what’s wrong?” Twilight fought her sobs, “I’m just so… confused… I-I… I’m such a freak”
To Fluttershy these words rang in her heard that was the exact quote she gave Rarity. She asked Twilight, “Whatever do you mean. I mean I think you’re pretty special!” Twilight remained in silence.
Fluttershy and Twilight stared a moment longer, with a sigh Twilight let out, “Flutters I’m-I just can’t think straight right now. The diaper, the clothing, it all feels so comforting, but when I looked at myself I just wanted to you know? Give up. As if this outfit really made me a foal! I’m the puppet to Celestia you know? Always using me to do public events, I’m a hero but I’m so worthless. I thought I could fill the hollow emptiness by being your mother, as if I could save you. But now… now just look at me! I’m a foal, you don’t need me, you never needed me, I’m just a nobody, a blank flank, a foal!”
Fluttershy still keeping eye contact with Twilight started to tear up, she embraced Twilight back into a hug. The pagasus rested her forehead on Twilight’s trying to make as intimate of a remark as she could! She locked eyes, she moved her hoofs from around Twilight’s back to her shoulders. Fluttershy now tearing spoke, “You’re so much more than a foal Twilight, you saved my life… you save my life.”
Twilight breathed in and out heavily for a few minutes comprehending everything her friend said. It was such a simple line, but she had never thought about it. Twilight loosing contact with Fluttershy’s eyes reconnected once again; sorrowfully the alicorn muttered the words “I… I love you Fluttershy.”
Twilight locked her lips with Fluttershy's, the pagasus's gentle legs fidgeted a bit. It was peculiar to the both of them, Twilight only read about it while Fluttershy never having any affiliation with romance at all. Neither of them needed it, they guided each other, as both of their tongues ravaged at each other.
Twilight rapped her hoofs around Fluttershy’s neck before slowly sliding her hoofs down the fragile pagasus’s lower back. Twilight rested her hoofs among Fluttershy’s rump, Fluttershy broke the silence letting out a small ‘Eep!’.
Twilight smiled as she broke away from the kiss, “I’m sorry am I moving too fast for you?” Fluttershy panted a bit before her mouth cracked in a small smile, “No, no, not at all! It’s just that time when you did that; I felt a jolt. Like I could actually feel something ‘down there’ for a moment”
Twilight smiled “Flutters, that’s wonderful!” Fluttershy gave a really coy smile. Twilight smile back, “I- Um… I just want to say that little moment made me feel a bit better too. I umm… I’ll give you a bit more warning next time alright?” Fluttershy’s
Fluttershy: “No”
Twilight: “What’s that flutters?”
Fluttershy: “I liked it"
Fluttershy reached towards Twilight’s padded rump, grabbing onto the thick absorbent materials, her muzzle bringing the two's lips back into eachother. Fluttershy broke the kiss still holding on to her friend’s thick diaper smiling, “You wet yourself didn't you?”
Author's Note
Ah, yes! I made the two mares a little bit more romantic, I enjoy writing intimate scenes so this should be fun! Anyhow I hope you guys enjoyed the story, and the next chapter will be out in the next 5-8 days!
Authors Note: In light of a comment I received I would like to point out by 'intimacy' I don't mean strictly physical. I have a few scenes planned out where you'll see physical intimacy but I assure you this will become no romantically/sexually charged story. Just trust me!
Also shout out to "Don'tLookAtMyNameBro" who's been helping me edited these stories together better, kudos to him! ~ Dj_England
Through the Autumn Leafs Part: One
“You wet yourself didn’t you Twilight?”
Twilight blushed, kicking her little mare friend in thy playfully. Fluttershy turned her head and giggled, “Twilight it’s not that big of a deal, It’s kind of cute”. The Pagasus put her arms around Twilight’s shoulders as leaned in to kiss her again.
Twilight smiled and pushed the incoming muzzle away, “Goodness Flutters, aren’t you just the passionate one today?” The pagasus frowned a bit disappointed by her friend’s reaction.
Fluttershy’s conscience invaded her general reasoning, Fluttershy hugged onto Twilights waist as the alicorn tried to uplift herself from her sleeping postion. Twilight felt the soft touch and the abrupt pressure coming from the pagasus, “Twilight, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable I thought I was acting you know? Um, fun?”
Fluttershy’s eyes started to tear up a bit, Twilight doing a small jump off the bed did a 180 to face the bed, “Fluttershy, you’re adorable but you need to calm down. You know I’d never stay angry at you and you just reminded me to change out of this thing” the purple pony finished her statement making a jab at the front of her diaper.
Fluttershy watched as her friend jabbed the front of her diaper, her face lit up as she made a poor attempt to cover it with the heavy white blanket that laid over her. Twilight smiled at her friend, it was so nice to think some pony finds her attractive, even if it was mostly fetish related. ‘Oh well!’ Twilight thought, she’d take the compliment.
Twilight Sparkle did a wobbly trot to the nursery while Fluttershy lie in an intense position under her blanket. She watched as her friend exited into the hallway closing the door behind her, the pagasus waited a moment in anticipation for complete silence.
A moment had past and the yellow mare waited anxiously for the sound of the nursery door to unlock. The yellow mare cracked her legs opening revealing her entire pelvic region was wet, she could feel it. It was something she’d almost never experienced, it felt cold, it felt dirty, she didn’t like it.
Then the concept reached the mare; she reached down rubbing off part of her shame. To her great amusement she found out she was starting to regain feeling on her pelvis. Fluttershy jumped for joy a bit under her heavy bedding, kicking her legs slightly in excitement.
Fluttershy laid down peacefully for a second appreciating her slow recovery, that is until she realized she wasn’t wearing a diaper. The pagasus lifted her blanket up and slid out of it very slightly. Without thinking she did a small hop off the bed and trotted playfully to the nursery.
She didn’t waste much time, she used her wings to Flutter on top of the changing table. Using her hoofs for balance she leaned her head to the side compartment and used her mouth to take a large bite into one of thick diapers.
Fluttershy got back into her seating position on the changing table just admiring her friend. Twilight, her friends surpise actually changed into another diaper. The pagasus broke out in a full grin around the diaper she her mouth clamped onto.
So many thoughts of Twilight came to Fluttershy’s mind;
“Oh, I she looks so cute. I just want to be in her arms, I don’t even care if she’s a mare she’s so nice and sweet and what am I feeling? Oh Twilight, if only you knew! You’re such a beautiful mare. Could you please always wear diapers and a little outfit, you just look really cute and innocent and- Oh!” The Pagasus broke the train of thought in that interjection.
Twilight standing in front of the mirror holding a small sundress turned her head in surprise, “Fluttershy are you alright?”
Fluttershy’s face became red, scarlet red. The pagasus got down from the changing table and slowly inched up to Twilight still holding the diaper in her mouth. Twilight dropped the dress, the diaper she was wearing was enough anyhow she supposed.
The pagasus stood in front of her alicorn friend a moment; her face red, eyes watery, she was begging to be changed. Twilight saw right through Fluttershy’s little mind game though, “Flutters, you don’t have to beg. I’d be happy to diaper my little foal!” finishing her statement she ruffled the mares pink mane. Fluttershy smiled and hugged Twilight.
The two mares walked to the changing table, Fluttershy eagerly awaiting Twilight’s soft hoofs making contact with her yellow fur. The pagasus layed back on the soft plastic covered padding of the changing table letting her body sink into it.
Twilight cracked a small smile, despite her friends’ clear obsession with diapers she did ask in a rather cute manner. Twilight giggled a bit at her friend’s eager expression, using a small step stool the alicorn steped up to her friend’s level and using her front right hoof she removed the diaper from the pagasus’s mouth.
Fluttershy let go allowing Twilight to pull it back to her more easily. Unfolding the diaper now, Twilight Used her magic to raise her friend up a few inches, from there the alicorn manually pushed the diaper underneath her friends behind.
Fluttershy smiled as her face became increasingly red as she felt Twilight’s hoofs brisk her figure; she smiled. The pagasus waited a moment as her friend laid rest of the diaper out squarely on the wooden surface in front of the light pinkish-white padding that the pagasus rested upon.
Twilight reached a hoof to the left of her friends figure and pulled out one of the square sheets from the foal wipes box. She used her left hoof to carefully part the pagasus legs from each other again, exposing Fluttershy’s flower and ‘other parts’.
Fluttershy braced for the cold wipe, she jumped up letting out a small ‘eep!’ in reaction.
Twilight retracted the wipe, not only did her friend just react to her touch, but the rag was actually dirty; and with something other than urine like usual.
The substance had a slight gray hilt to it and was unusally sticky. It took a minute for the purple alicorn to wrap her head around what the mystery substance was. Retracting her hoof in slight disgust dropping the wipe on the nursery floor, “Fluttershy, did you… masturbate?”
The pagasus’s face lit up red, “No, I mean sorta? Umm, I don’t know-I-I-I didn’t mean to!” she started to cry. Twilight’s disgust turned into a bit of an awkward concern. Twilight looked around the nursery, just begging Celestia she could find what she was looking for.
Twilight mind lit up, she ran to the cabnit filled with the baby food, bottles, ect. She pulled one of the cabnit shudders open, ducked down to find exactly what she needed. Quickley she took the small cardboard/plastic container and ripped it open letting the small pastic/rubber object of her desires drop out of it.
Troting back to Fluttershy she shoved the piece it the yellow mares mouth. Almost instantly Fluttershy felt her mouth pucker around the object, “A pacifier?” the yellow mare asked. Twilight smiled and went back to diapering her friend.
Fluttershy sucked on the pacifier a few times before using her hoof to extract it for a moment, “Wait a second, you’re not mad? I mean, I never did you know? I just got ‘excited’ when I-um… sawyouinawetdiaper” the mare finished with a slight flinch of her face.
Twilight laughed a giggled a bit, “Of course I’m not mad at you Flutters, you’re the sweetest pony I know! A little bit surprised that got ‘excited’over something silly like a wet diaper, but I’m also a bit Flattered. No Stallion ever paid as much attention to me as you have.”
Fluttershy stopping her sobs questioned Twilight, “What?” Twilight smiled, “Oh, you know? I always being a studious mare never dated, never paid much attention to fashion you know?”
Fluttershy smiled coyly “Well, you know I think you look beautiful don’t you?”
Twilight smiled, “Why thank you baby, but I think I really should be getting a diaper on you about now, wouldn’t want you to have an accident you know?”
Fluttershy spoke a little un-dignified, “Wait, I can control my bladder now-I-I think?”
Twilight put some of the baby oil on her hoofs and started gracing Fluttershy’s vaginal region making the yellow mare a bit un-easy, Twilight spoke “You know, I’ll believe you when you don’t have an accident.”
Fluttershy swallowed a bit, she felt Twilight’s hoof’s brisk her flower; it turned her on a bit. Fluttershy fought the sensation building up between her legs, “I-Uh-Um, How long would that be? You know? How long will I have to go without having an accident?”
Twilight smiled a bit more wrapping the diaper’s hemline tight around Fluttershy’s waist.
“Oh, you know Flutters? Never; because I’m always going make sure you’re wearing diapers, you’re too cute not to!” Twilight and Fluttershy both giggled a bit.
Fluttershy turned on her four hoofs and hopped down from the changing table, “You know Twilight, you’d make a great mommy?”
Twilight grabbed a bottle of baby powder from right side compartment and pranced over to Fluttershy, “You know what Fluttershy, I think I already make a great mommy because I have such a great little foal!”
Fluttershy giggled a bit, “Hehe, I won’t believe you’re my mommy until you admit you like diapers!”
Twilight’s ego froze, “I-I mean I don’t like diapers, I just think they’re… comfortable is all!”
Fluttershy smiled bigger, “It’s alright Twily, now why don’t I take over position as mommy for a while?”
Twilight smiled a bit, “Cause I like having my little foal daughter, she’s too precious to give up!”
Fluttershy blushed, “You think I’m… precious?”
Twilight’s beam lessened a bit and as a shade of red fell upon her cheeks, “Oh course I think you’re precious, so adorable, so innocent, so… carefree *Twilight gulp* Fluttershy umm… could you turn around?”
Fluttershy’s smile lessened as she stood up and turned 180 degrees infront of Twilight, she sat down mashing her diaper with her rump.
Twilight smiled a little bit, “Cause mommy needed to add powder” Twilight stretched the elastic waist of the diaper back and used her hoof to crush into the bottle of foal powder, pouring so much of it into the diaper that it left a small cloud of lingering white dust going into the air.
Twilight then grabbed the back of the diaper pulling it back and letting it snap into place softly around the Yellow mare’s rump. Twilight thought to herself how much powder she just used; it must have been at least 30% of the bottle she assumed.
Fluttershy started coughing lightly, “Twilight *cough *cough, what was that *cough… for?”
Twilight smiled a bit and said, “Flutters, could you be a dear and close your eyes for a moment?”
Fluttershy became a bit un-easy “Umm, alright?”
Twilight’s horn got engulfed in her purple aura as she shot a bolt a Fluttershy. Suddenly Fluttershy felt something shift. She opened her eyes, beneath her legs her diaper got a little bit thicker, enough so to start crawling on her waist. Fluttershy tried to call out but she felt a rubber nipple blocking her mouthway. She felt it; it was a pacifier. The Pagasus tried spitting it out but it didn’t budge, behind her she heard a small *click!
Fluttershy started to panic as she weakly lifted her rump up placing herself on her fours, “Mmm?”
Twilight giggled a bit at her friends’ desperate attempt to talk, “I thought it’d be fun for you to be more incapacitated, you know like a foal?”
Fluttershy started shaking her head rapidly, a small desperation caught in her eyes.
Twilight smiled, although she was a little bit disappointed by her friend’s response.
Twilight shot the bolt of light at Fluttershy again. Fluttershy dropped a few inches as her diaper went back to its original shape and design.
Fluttershy looked at Twilight as the nullifier from her mouth disappeared, “Twilight, why did you do that?”
Twilight got a little bit more upset, “Oh, it’s just I thought it’d be fun if you were more of a, you know? Foal?”
Fluttershy started pacing backwards from Twilight, “Uh… I don’t want to be that much of a foal! I don’t like being helpless! ... Wait do you want me to be helpless foal?”
Twilight started getting redfaced, “I mean, you don’t have to be foal…”
Fluttershy sunk as she heard those words, did Twilight actually not like the whole foal roleplaying period?
The both of them stared into an odd silence while they both came to terms with what was said.
Fluttershy coughed again, “mommy?”
Twilight weakly smiled looking at her friend “Yeah Flutters?”
Fluttershy smiled a bit too, “Care to dress me? You know in something… younger?”
Twilight smiled, “No, don’t worry Flutters you’re already cute enough as it is.”
Fluttershy blushed, “Hehe, Twilight; you’re really too kind to me you know?”
Twilight smiled, she put the baby powder back in the right side compartment of the changing table before walking towards the door. Twilight used the door handle with her magic to open it, “Come on Flutters, let’s go get lunch!”
Fluttershy smiled a little bit, “Hehe, we did it again didn’t we?”
Twilight smiled, “Haha, yeah! Sorry I keep forgetting to feed you, well no. Actually I think you cooked breakfeast didn’t you?”
Fluttershy smiled a little bit, “Only if you like burnt bread and oj?”
They two shared a laugh together. Twilight paced out of the nursery’s door with Fluttershy following directly behind. Twilight turned her head back catching observation of her friend.
Fluttershy sat at the doorway of the nursery on her rump looking at the ground. Twilight asked concerned “Flutters what’s wrong hon?” Fluttershy smiled playfully, “Well Twilight, I was just wondering if maybe you’d feed me for lunch? And maybe I could feed you?”
Twilight smiled back, “A little playful today? I like that!” Fluttershy beamed a bit, “Could we feed eachother milk, and babyfood? I know you’re not into the whole foal thing but I know you like bon-“
Twilight stoped her friend there, “Sure thing Flutters, but only if afterwards we could maybe trot through the autumn leaves together? You know while the forest is still beautiful?”
Fluttershy walked out of the nusery and nuzzled her nose against Twilight’s, “Sure thing Twily, but for the record I think the forest is always beautiful!”
Twilight used her magic to grab hold of the door before Fluttershy interrupted her, “Wait! Twilight, I need to grab the baby bottles and other stuff from the cabnit!”
Twilight released her grasp of the door allowing her friend easy access to the nursery, “Just meet me in the dining area alright Fluttershy?” the yellow mare smiled “Alright!”
The pagasus ran to the cabinet using a nearby pink nylon bag to store the baby bottles, two random flavored food jars, and other baby food items that would be required. Fluttershy flew up a few feet, and with a look of shame in her eyes the pagasus’s face reflected off of a cherry flavored baby food jar labeled “Do not eat”
Fluttershy looked into the nylon sack pulling out a cherry mash she planned on feeding Twilight, quickly she ripped the label from it and stuck it on the “messing encouraged” formula’s label.
Brisk fully Fluttershy placed it in the bag and scampered off from the nursery.
The pagasus trotted into the kitchen with the denim sack over her shoulder, she got to the finely crafted wooden table. She set the bag on the table making sure not to break the glass inside. Fluttershy removed all 4 bottles, the bibs, and such and placed them on the table. She walked to the fridge pulling out the gallon of cold milk.
Twilight walked over to the pagasus and said, “Let me prepear the food, you just sit in the chair and relax for now alright?”
The alicorn levitated a bottle of baby food, a spoon, and the rest of the materials she needed to prepare her ‘daughters’ full meal.
Twilight turned from the dinner table to her friend who had strapped herself into the decently sized wooden highchair. Using her magic she hung a plain white bib around the timid mare’s neck.
Fluttershy smiled, “Mommy I’m hungry!” Twilight laughed a bit opening a jar of some random baby food. The alicorn used her magic to levitate the spoon of the red mush to the yellow mare’s mouth.
Twilight missed several times smearing the red cream all over the pagasus’s muzzle. Fluttershy giggled “Mommy stop!” but then it hit the yellow pony, “Wait, umm… mommy was that container labeled “cheery?”
Twilight asked concerned, “why?”
Fluttershy froze, “Umm… I got an idea a few minutes ago…”
Twilight asked a little bit more concerned, “Flutters, you didn’t grab the-?”
Fluttershy intergected, “yes!”
Twilight started to panic, “Why though, I thought you liked having control again? You don’t have to be inncondent to get my attention you know?”
Fluttershy froze, “I-I umm… I actually was going to feed you it… so you’d you know? Mess yourself…”
Twilight’s frown broke out in a small grin, “Wait, why’d you think I’d like to mess myself? I just find diapers comfortable and cute; messing myself would just be…”
“Gross?” The Yellow mare replied.
Twilight pondered a moment looking up at her friends beautiful aqua colored eyes, “Not gross, just differn’t you know?”
Fluttershy smiled in recognition.
Twilight smiled and levitated the bottle of baby food to Fluttershy’s feeding tray.
Concerned Fluttershy asked, “Wait Twilight. Why do you want me to eat the charmed baby food?”
Twilight asked, “Are you sure you don’t want to?”
Fluttershy nodded, as did Twilight. The alicorn levitated another bottle of baby food out of the nylon bag, as she did the label fell of revealing a “Do not eat” sticker on the side.
Twilight beamed with a smile and started laughing, “Fluttershy, are you sure you didn’t just pick up two cherry flavored jars?
Fluttershy faced hoofed herself, “You mean I wasn’t eating the from the ‘special jar’?” she giggled a bit.
Fluttershy and Twilight both laughed at each other beaming, it was silly to think that Fluttershy might have almost charmed herself.
The two calmed down and Twilight proceeded to have lunch, slowly after much playful acts Twilight was able to get Fluttershy to eat all of her cherry mush.
Fluttershy smiled back down at Twilight, food all over her muzzle from their little roleplaying she did, she grabbed her bib and sloppily wiped the mush off her face.
Twilight giggled a bit, it was the least elegant she’d ever seen Fluttershy acting. So young, carefree… Twilight broke her train of thoughts.
Fluttershy gently flew down from the highchair and onto ground level, she landed on her behind and bottom twos’. She looked down at her chest making sure she didn’t have any food on her figure, she smiled “So Twilight, do you want me to feed you now?”
Twilight awkwardly brushed the back of her hair, she didn’t want to be a foal, she just liked the attitude of being one. She looked at fluttershy a good ten seconds before the yellow mare spoke, “Don’t worry, you don’t have to be my little foal… As long as I can spend time with you, that’s all that matters.”
Twilight smiled a little bit, “Come on Fluttershy, let’s go sit on the couch!”
Fluttershy asked confused, “Wait why?”
Twilight smiled “Because, I want to feed you?”
Fluttershy blushed, “Oh alright!”
The two ponies paced to the green futon of a couch. Twilight smiled as she saw her shy friend approaching.
Slowley Twilight got herself comfortable on the couch, she grabbed the nearby white comforter and threw it onto her own lap.
Fluttershy walked over her laid down on the remaining section of the green cushions, allowing her head to lay gently into Twilight’s lap. She used her left to cradle the pagasus’s head and soft pink mane into a comfortable little headrest.
Fluttershy squeed with joy on the inside, of anything the two did she loved these moment’s the most. She looked up into her friends eye’s, mystic magenta swirls surrounded her pupils, tantalizing.
Twilight kissed her friend on the lips a moment, pulling back she felt her friend scoot up a bit more so that her left hip lay on her own purple lap. Fluttershy was half lying down, making her friend now cradle her soft yellow back up to keep her at leverage.
Twilight didn’t feel it to much though, Fluttershy had wrapped both of her yellow hoofs around her purple neck giving her less weight to carry on her left hoof. Fluttershy looked slightly upwards at her friends beautiful face, it was oddly enchanting. All of a sudden she felt something go into her mouth.
The yellow mare started sucking, filling her mouth with wave after wave of creamy watery liquid. She rested her head falling into Twilights chest, sucking in a steady alignment with Twilight’s heartbeat.
Fluttershy un-wrapped her hoofs around Twilight’s neck and instead allowed her arms to tangle themselves around her back.
Fluttershy felt It as Twilight used her left hoof to bring the mares head tighter into her own chest. Softly Twilight gently pressed on the fragile mare’s soft pink mane, bringing her closer to her heart.
Fluttershy couldn’t help herself; all of a sudden a stream of tears started falling from her aqua colored eyes. Twilight despite the sudden dampness on her chest pressed on, she eventually felt the strain on her right hand decrease as Fluttershy finished off the bottle.
Twilight tossed the bottle onto the free space on the far end of the couch. Twilight used now free right arm to cradle Fluttershy’s legs. She started from the base of her friend's diaper and slowly inched her hoofs to better elevate her thighs.
Fluttershy’s sob’s lessened a little bit, “Don’t let go Twilight, please!” Twilight kissed her on the forehead, “I won’t let go Fluttershy. I’ll give my wings before I leave you alone”…
Twilight slowly lowered the yellow mare’s legs. Gently as they fell Twilight noticed her right leg inched up a bit in discomfort. Fluttershy’s diaper was notably wet.
Twilight hugged the mare tighter, rubbing her left hand up her back. Softly Twilight caressed the mare’s light pink mane. Twilight kissed her friend's forehead, she closed her eyes, a single tear feel down the right side of her face...
Author's Note
I apologize that this took so long to create, some of you might know I'm working on another mini series right now called "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" in which I will be posting the first chapter within the next couple of days!
I try not to be too edgy with the sexual content but I do find it necessary to establish Twilight and Fluttershy's awkward romantic relationship. It's not supposed to be that romantic, and as the story progresses you'll see what I mean!
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter, the next one will be out in 5-8 days!
Also to all of you, have a nice day! ~ Oliver_England
Through the Autumn Leafs Part: Two
Repeatedly Twilight kissed her little filly on the cheek, brushing her hand softly through the yellow mare’s soft pink mane.
Fluttershy was hugging onto her mother weakly. Hyperventilating her grasp got weaker, Twilight felt as Fluttershy just collapsed into her arms.
Twilight was panicking, in her haste she cried “Fluttershy what’s wrong, why are you breathing so hard.”
The pagasus started to bite her lip, “Twilight, don’t... let… go…”
Twilight brought her friend’s head back into her chest, “Fluttershy I’m not going to let you go! I promise”
Twilight felt it as Fluttershy’s soft back figure straightened a bit. Slowly but surely the yellow mare’s heavy breathing seized.
Fluttershy gave out, she let go of Twilight and bailed onto her friends lap. She turned onto her light golden stomach; she planted her face in her hoofs and her rump high in the air right in front of Twilight’s face.
Fluttershy turned her face it looked exhausted, her eyes glassy with lust, “I’m sorry I had an accident, I-I don’t know what came over me!”
The scent hit Twilight’s muzzle as she drew away her face in a squint, her friend was aroused, more so then usual. Regardless Twilight took her right hoof and padded the back of Fluttershy’s behind signaling the pagasus to lower it.
Twilight sighed in relief as Flutters lowered her ‘presentation’. The alicorn took a moment to calm down, “Fluttershy, you’re not a naughty filly. You’re the sweetest foal I’ve ever met, and you really had me worried back their!”
Fluttershy’s eyes welled up with tears as she fell back into her hoofs crying. Sobbing she muttered under her breath ‘I was worried too’.
Twilight looked at her friend in an almost empathetic manner. Fluttershy as far as she knew was never in a relationship before, Hell; Fluttershy has never even touched herself before. It was bizarre to think such a sweet filly was capable of even wanting ‘intimate attention’.
Eventually Fluttershy managed to raise herself on all four of her hoofs. Quietly Fluttershy did a pushup to stand on all fours. She jumped off the couch whipping Twilight’s face with her tail by accident.
Twilight smirked a bit, “Flutters, I’m sorry I didn't mean to offend you I just-“ Fluttershy turned her face back at Twilight. With that quick glimpse Twilight could tell Fluttershy was embarrassed; the dangling mane in front of her face was always a dead giveaway. The timid mare turned to face Twilight sitting on her fours, with her mane still acting as a blanket over her face.
Twilight looked at the timid mare for a painfully silent couple of seconds before the silence was broken, “Twilight” The pagasus whimpered “I’m really sorry. I just, you’re so, I can’t, I just like you a lot”
Twilight smiled posing a statement in a sardonic manner, “Really? I couldn’t tell” The alicorn smirked.
Fluttershy’s deductive reasoning failed her. With that statement the timid mare’s voice got a lot more defensive and childish, “It’s just when I’m around you I feel so safe, and I really want to be with you! I usually don’t like to be with ponies but I really like being with you and sometimes I know I blush but I-“
Twilight smiled at her friends explanation, “Fluttershy, I understand! I was just kidding.”
Fluttershy’s face turned an even deeper shade of red, “Oh” she exclaimed.
Twilight used her wings to flutter over to her friend’s side. As she did Twilight laid her hoof over Fluttershy’s shoulder, “You’re too adorable for your own good, you know that right Fluttershy?”
Fluttershy kicked the ground in a false impression of modesty, “Oh, why thank you um… Twily?” She grinned slightly.
Twilight gave a devious smile and smacked her friend’s padded rump making the pagasus spring into the air, “Come on Fluttershy, let’s get your diaper changed again!”
Fluttershy giggled a bit, “Oh, Twilght! You make it seem likes it’s a bad thing.”
The two shared a laugh as they graced down the hallway, trotting into the nursery. It was still a bit of a mess from their encounter in there an hour or so ago.
The minor clutter aside Fluttershy got unto her changing table, fluttering and landing on top of it like a feather. Twilight stood back in a slight amusement as Fluttershy kicked her hoofs lightly into the air.
The alicorn used her magic gathering the needed items unto the table; the wipes, the half used powder, it was all there. Twilight leaned to the left and grabbed the diaper personally with her own mouth; she likes the personal touch to it.
Twilight gently laid the diaper on the wooden base of the changing table as she sighed softly. She extended her hoofs grabbing at the sides of Fluttershy’s slender body. She graced her golden figure gently brushing through her friend’s soft yellow fur.
Twilight watched as Fluttershy’s face filled with a familiar reddish tint, she then took her purple hoofs and gently prodded at the front of her friend’s diaper.
Under her breath Fluttershy tried letting out a small moan, but it came out more audible than predicted.
Twilight smiled a bit, “Some filly needs to learn to control herself”
Fluttershy’s blush fell into an even deeper shade of red as she thought to herself, ‘I’m sorry Twilight, I can’t handle it, I don’t know how! Please don’t hate me!”
Then the words escaped Fluttershy’s mouth, “Please don’t hate me!”
Twilight finished removing the incredibly sticky and soggy diaper from under the mares rump, “What? I don’t hate you Fluttershy, if anything I find you adorable. So young, and sweet, and….” Twilight’s back right leg quivered a bit, “Seriously, there’s nothing wrong with getting a little bit turned on you know?”
Fluttershy smiled weakly as she tried to make eye contact with a diffen’t foreign object in the room, “Uhh, Twilight? What does it mean to be ‘Turned on’?”
Twilight paused a moment grabbing one of the wipes she laid out on the table, “Kind of like this” Twilight used her right hoof to pry her friend’s legs apart a bit more. With a forceful wipes of Fluttershy’s delicate Flower, she lost it.
A secret spring in Fluttershy opened up, her face flushed red, her inner thighs engulfed with a burning flame, the mare moaned in pleasure.
Twilight Smiled as she watched her friend slowly nurse herself back to a calm state. Fluttershy lessened the small breaths she was taking, smiling she laughed “Oh my, I see. Say Twilight umm, curious do you like me that much too?”
Twilight suppressed her urge to laugh, “Of course I love you Flutters” she said lightly powdering over Fluttershy’s behind, “I just you know?”
Twilight undid the thick absorbent undergarment crinkling it a bit in her hoofs, “I just don’t want to rush this, on the other hoof I know it might not show, but I do like our time together too!”
Fluttershy instinctively raised her plump bottom as her friend slid the diaper underneath it. Twilight blanketed
Fluttershy graced her right hoof over the childish butterfly design print on the front of her diaper, “Twilight, what do you mean?”
Twilight frowned a little bit as a tear welled up in her right eye, “I- It’s complicated, I’ll explain later tonight, it’s about a dream I had.”
Twilight extended her front hoofs out and pulled her friend upwards from on her back to on her padded rump.
Fluttershy did a small hop off from the changing table landing slightly behind Twilight, noticing her friend was leaving the room Fluttershy nudged the back of her friend’s diaper.
Twilight turned around to look at her friend, the yellow pagasus bared a rather large grin as she innocently asked, “Twilight, could we put on outfits? I know you’re not really into the whole diaper thing, but it’d mean a lot”.
Twilight thought to herself a moment placing a hoof on her mouth, she smiled a bit “Sure thing Flutters, anything for you!”
Fluttershy sat on her rump and clapped her hoofs together, “Thank you, thank you, thank you! You don’t know how long I’ve waited for someone to play dress up with me!” Fluttershy wrapped her friend in a hug.
The two mares strolled happily to the closet space, both of them looking at many different variations of clothing. Ruffled dresses, onesies, costumes, diaper covers, bibs, scarfs, the spoils of years of having the fetish were on the yellow
Twilight stared in awe for the first time she truly examined the fine craftsmanship of these articles of clothing, they were all designed by Rarity after all!
Twilight grabbed a silk dress as she turned her head back at Fluttershy, “Fluttershy, how much did all this cost?” Fluttershy giggled a bit getting a blue dress of the hook, “Well, I don’t know? 20,000 bits or so?”
Twilight’s eyes shot open, “Woah, how did you or why-?” Fluttershy smiled, “Well the original room was a bedroom when I bought it, however I was going to change it to a nursery so I could babysit foals.” Fluttershy graced a pink and white fairy dress costume, “But then it happened…”
Fluttershy’s face sank, “You can see below the dress I bought foal diapers, and other foal sized things…
I remember the day, it was a fair spring day; a couple of days after the winter wrap up as I recall. Anyhow, I was unloading a couple of boxes of foal supplies into this very closet as I was singing gracefully with a few of my birdy friends.
I didn’t have any help with the boxes; I hadn’t met angel yet either so it took me a few hours. I remeber finishing up that night, it wasn’t until around midnight that everything was properly stored. I had literally bought around 1,000 bits in diapers alone that day.
I’m not sure why I did it but I grabbed one of the stuffed bears I had from my room and set it on the nursery ground so I could practice diapering. I pretended to wipe, powder, and even oil Mr.Snuggles until a small sensation hit me.
It happened when I wrapped the diaper around his waist; a surplus of emotions overwhelmed me as I collapsed into a ball.
I started shivering, and breathing more rapidly, my head felt like it was one fire and every nerve in my brain lit up as my vision got blurry. I started crying; crying and holding on to my diapered bear.
I grabbed it’s behind with my right hoof, I was jealous. Greedily I wanted to wear it for some reason. I had to wear it! In haste I unrolled the changing mat I had; wiped, oiled, and powdered myself and then it happened!”
Fluttershy’s smile broke into a frown as she stared at the ground in a somewhat shameful expression.
Fluttershy looked back at her friend, “Well I-I um… I put one the foal diapers under my crouch and I uh… pissed myself. I remember it, every feeling, every emotion, I wanted to cry but it was just so comforting. Then I lost it; I collapsed on the floor with my diapered teddy bear in my arms, sobbing my birdy friends left me. They left me in my nursery while I was having a mental breakdown, I felt so… helpless and cold and no!”
Fluttershy dried a tear from her eye, “Could we talk about this later Twilight?”
Twilight placed a re-assuring hoof on Fluttershy’s shoulder, “No problem Flutters, now how about we pick out some outfits to wear. Actually how about we pick each other’s outfit?”
Fluttershy cracked a small grin, “I’d like that, do you have something in mind for me?”
Twilight in her left hoof gripped a dress; it was made of heavy white nylon, white lace, and a pink outer coat. It was a beautiful dress, a princess’s dress to be exact.
Fluttershy smiled as she put her right hoof seldom on Twilight’s shoulder; “I love it” the yellow mares soft pink lips met up with Twilight’s cheek.
Fluttershy smiled, “You know I got you literally the same thing, except more akin to your own colors!” In her right hoof Fluttershy gripped a similar looking princess outfit, except this one being outfitted with a blue overcoat instead of a pink one.
They hugged each other, Twilight stroked the back of Fluttershy’s fuchsia pink hair “You know just what I like don’t you?”
Fluttershy closed her eyes and smiled, “I hope I do, I’d hate to disappoint my filly friend”
Twilight’s mind froze; (Did she just call me her filly friend, I mean I- That’s so… so… brave of-)
Fluttershy locked lips with her alicorn friend stroking her soft purple fur. Twilight backed out of the kiss letting a string of saliva disconnect from the two’s mouths.
Twilight and Fluttershy smiled simultaneously in a deep red blush on their face. Twilight smiled, “Come on Fluttershy let’s get you into your costume first.”
The dress wasn’t terribly difficult for Fluttershy to fit into, it was designed for her after all. She trusted Twilight enough to not even question the actions of her magic, she closed her eyes. Slowly she quickly she felt the dress coming over head, she stretched her arms out bringing them through the holes of the sleeves.
She felt the soft somewhat padded nylon shirt wrap around her figure as the layers of her soft white skirt fluttered about and around her. Finally she felt her chest being constrained very slightly by the light pink vest like over coat which added color to her dress.
Opening her eyes she looked at Twilight as the magic around her descended her back to eye level with Twilight. Twilight smiled repeating the process on her own figure, Fluttershy looked back in awe as her friend preformed her magic dressing routine so fluently.
Twilight dropped back unto the ground and smiled at her friend, “Now how about some accessories aye?” Fluttershy’s eyes shot up, “Oh my, I almost the forgot jewelry didn’t I? ”
Twilight watched as her friend fluttered to the top of the closet pulling out a small box of semi-precious metal. It was filled with anything a princess would wear; necklaces, earrings, horse shoes, and many other fine pieces.
Fluttershy picked out a pair of golden earrings with large sapphires on them, she then tossed a pair of 4 golden horse shoes with their own large sapphire gems on them.
Twilight didn’t bother looking into the box; with her magic she shot a beam at her friend. All of a sudden replica’s of her own horse shoes and earrings appeared but with white diamond gemstones.
Fluttershy looked in awe, they were beautiful, more so then anything she could rationally afford. Fluttershy looked at her new shoes and turned her face upwards to make eye contact with her friend, “T-Thank you T-Twilight”.
Twilight kicked the ground with her hoof and blushed, “Don’t mention it Flutters, you learn a few tricks studying
Fluttershy smiled, “Oh, I know. The thought is what got to me, how did you know I would look good with diamond colored gems instead of ones colored pink or something?”
Twilight bit her lip, “Because I thought about this for a while.”
Fluttershy blushed giggling a bit, “Hehe, Twilight you’re so naughty” Fluttershy swatted the back of Twilight’s diaper, “bad filly!”
Twilight and Fluttershy laughed a bit more before trotting out of the closet. Fluttershy interject, “Oh wait I almost forgot!” the pagasus ran to a pedestal by the closets shutters grabbing a tiara off of its wooden surface.
Fluttershy balanced herself on her back two hoofs as she gently placed it one her friends forehead, “There you go Princess Sparkle”
Twilight grimaced as she heard that accursed phrase; still keeping her composters she smiled, “Why think you Honey!”
Twilight looked at her friend’s hair a moment, it was alright but it wasn’t perfect yet. With a zap of her magic Fluttershy’s fuchsia pink hair got a bit shinier, a bit more volume, straighter, and part of her hair parted over her ear.
Twilight smiled at her friend she looked beautiful, “One more touch, alright Flutters?” With her magic Twilight atomized a crown onto her friend’s forehead.
Twilight beamed with pride, “Turn around” she said eagerly. Fluttershy obediently turned around to face the mirror hanging on the wall in front of her. Fluttershy smiled as a tear dropped from her eye.
Fluttershy started to stutter, “But, I don’t understand I thought this tiara was reserved for-“
Twilight smiled “It belonged to me, but I have my reasons...”
Fluttershy turned back to face her friend, “Thanks Twilight, now let’s go outside alright. I want to take a walk; I know of a secluded pond area nearby you know?”
Twilight smiled, “That’d be amazing, you know there are so many questions I’d like to ask!”
Fluttershy grinned a bit, “Oh, really? You know you’re always free to ask me you know?”
Twilight’s expression dropped, “I know, I just wanted to wait…?”
Fluttershy nodded her head up in a seldom act of understanding, “I know what you mean…”
The two mares trotted out the front door into the late afternoon’s dark Twilight, it enveloped the day time sky in a powerful haze. What once was white would have a dark yellow tint to it.
The alicorn and pagasus didn’t say much on the way to their way to the crystal clear pond area Fluttershy rumored. Quietly the two of them slowly paced, Twilight’s night blue dress following fast behind Fluttershy’s pastel pink dress.
Twilight admired Fluttershy every second of the way there. Every moment, every movement, imagining her thick padded rump underneath the dress drove Twilight crazy. To her Fluttershy was the perfect little figure she always wanted, so shy, so timid, so petite, and elegant, and it drove her insane.
Keeping her cool Twilight distracted herself with the slow crunching of the leaves, it was alright at first but all of a sudden she started counting the crunches she got into a small pattern, she stopped it, she didn’t want to show her OCD in front of her friend after all.
Fluttershy eventually came to a stop; Twilight raised her head taking in the glorious scenery of it. The trees were all somewhat alive, water crystal clear, and best part was the area was completely of the trail allowing for some added privacy.
The two mares traveled around to the northern section of the pond, once there Twilight worked her alicorn magic and itemized a floral red blanket unto the ground.
Twilight with a gesture of her hoof called out, “After you Flutters, get comfortable”
Fluttershy laid on her back, she raised her legs up in the air only to have her sleeves and skirt be subjected to gravity. Innocently enough Fluttershy’s diaper was clearly visible to Twilight for a few brief seconds before the pagasus her left side.
Twilight followed the same motion laying on her back and turning to her right side. Fluttershy looked at Twilight for a moment admiring each other’s beautiful complexion.
Fluttershy spoke out, “So Twilight about earlier today, and the crown, is this what I think you’re hinting at?”
Fluttershy turned on her right side, “Wait Twilight would you please?” The pagasus felt her friend’s warm hands wrap around her torso. Subtlety Fluttershy cracked a grin, “Thank you Twily”
Twilight graced her friend’s delicate sides as she kissed the back of her neck, “Alright Fluttershy, I just want to tell you I don’t want to make you feel obligated to loving me. So before I say anything are you sure you love me?”
Fluttershy turned back to her left side and grabbed Twilight’s hoofs, “Of course I love you Twilight, you’re my filly friend, and you make me feel… special
Twilight sighed…
“So last night I had a dream, not just any dream but a bit of a nightmare. I was at the royal palace many years into the future, it was a funeral. One for a little filly named Snow Drop.
I’m not sure why Luna guided me to it but she reminded me of my obligations as a princess, that I need to recognize now that I’m an alicorn and being an alicorn means I’m going to have to live past everyone I know and love… Including you…”
Twilight started to bawl, she fell into Fluttershy’s arms. Fluttershy never thought about it, no matter how old Fluttershy got Twilight would hardly change physically at all.
Twilight swallowed, “Don’t worry Fluttershy. That wasn’t it…”
“So Luna and I discussed my predicament. Celestia and she both know what we’ve been through; the bonding, the fetish, and they both know I never wanted to be with another pony.
Luna tried to comfort me when I got hysterical but I still lost it. Eventually before I woke up last morning I did something irrational.”
Fluttershy swallowed, “You didn’t threaten the princess did you?” She finished putting her delicate hoof over her muzzle.
Twilight started sobbing even harder, “I-I t-told Princess L-luna, she w-would sooner find m-me holding bl-blood stained chrome than l-leaving you!” Twilight swallowed again, “She’s consulting Celestia right now, she told me I might not be the ruler they thought I could be after all!”
Fluttershy stared gawking at Twilight, her mind blurred with all sorts of regrets, “Twilight, I-I’m so sorry! It’s all my fault, I should have known better than to advance on my best friend, please if they give you an opportunity to keep your wings do it!”
Twilight hugged her best friend and kissed her on the lips, “Fluttershy; I love you more than you could ever know! It wouldn’t matter if I was an alicorn anyway; I’m nothing without my friends!”
Fluttershy felt Twilight come back in for another kiss on the lips. The both of them cried, Twilight parted her muzzle again and let her forehead rest under her friend’s pink lips.
Fluttershy started kissing Twilight’s forehead, “It’s alright Twilight… Everything is going to be alright I promise”…
Author's Note
-Alright, so next chapter I'm going to reveal the short bits of writing exposition that I had the characters leave as cliff hangers. I'm excited for the next chapter, it's definitely going to be an interesting one!
-Update on "Pinkie Pie's Obession": So long story short I had a decent portion of the first chapter written and then I saw the season 4 premire Saturday morning and it kinda killed the premise to my story! I'm re-writing it at the moment, and don't worry the first chapter will be out soon! :D
I hope you guys are enjoying the story so far, next chapter will be out in 5-8 days!
The alicorn lay in her friend’s arms for several minutes while she calmed down her streaming tears.
Twilight repositioned her arms laying them around her friend’s neck, scooting her padded rump backwards a bit she re-aligned her body with her friend’s.
Fluttershy and Twilight locked contact with their tear soaked eyes , “Twilight-I-I’m so sorry, I don’t want you to give up your dreams for me. I’m not worth it, I’m just a foal!”
Twilight kissed her friend on the forehead, sighing she used her right hoof rub up and down her friends back, “It’s alright Flutters, the choice is obvious”
Fluttershy looked sorrowful as looked in her friends mystical magenta eyes, “Twilight, please don’t say it, I already know you have to-“
Twilight combed her hoof through Fluttershy’s mane again, “Fluttershy, honey; you know I love you more than anyone else in equestrian.”
The air was silent, nothing in the ponies sight than eachothers face.
Twilight breathed heavily as she swallowed, “You know Flutters- *sniff I worked my enti- tier- le-life to be a gr-great-student *sniff but t-tonight…”
Fluttershy grabbed Twilight’s hoofs and locked them close to her chest, “Y-yes T-T-Twilight?”
Twilight swallowed even harder than before, “I-I- r-ealize *sniff what e-everything I-I’ve ler-ler-learned was a-about”
Fluttershy keep focus on Twilight’s eyes, trying her hardest to make eye contact. She was determained to be as re-assuring as possible. She had to be, for the sake of her friend!
Twilight broke out in a small grin at the sight of her friend’s concerned posture, “I- I d-on’t, I-don’t want to b-be her pri-ncess if *sniff I-I can-can’t b-be with you!”
Fluttershy pulled Twilight into a hug, her soft bangs gracing her own yellow chest fur she lightly brushed her friend’s mane.
Fluttershy heard it, she heard it in what seemed to be an eternity! Over and over again heavy sobs from her friend heated her chest a bit and strummed on her heartstrings.
Fluttershy started semi-hyperventilating before breaking out into a sob herself, “I-It’s going to be fine *sniff, I-I love you T-twi-Twilight Sparkle!"
Twilight retracted her right hoof and started skimming the right side of Fluttershy’s muzzle, “Bist de bei mir,” Twilight swallowed heavily again, “If you are with me” She graced her hoof again brushing her friends pink bangs lightly behind her ear.
Fluttershy broke out into a massive grin, she grabbed Twilight’s muzzle and pulled her into her own ramming their mouths together. The two sat up a bit turning onto their hip to leverage themselves on their fore hoofs.
Twilight anticipated this, she opened her mouth granting her lustful mare friend full access to her mouth. In a manner of almost perfect caliber Fluttershy prodded all of her alicorn friend’s mouth with her small pink tongue.
Eventually Fluttershy’s tongue got weaker and Twilight took full advantage of the situation. She pushed her own tongue forward ravaging her friend’s mouth, swiftly examining every inch of her friends mouth.
Twilight felt around. Taking mental notes of her finding’s; her friend’s little tongue, the way her tiny teeth were all perfectly symmetric. Finally the taste; oh my taste. It was the sweetest substance the alicorn had ever tasted. Like sweet honey mixed in with the milk she’d so often fed her sweet little foal! Twilight retracted her tongue from her friend’s muzzle a string of saliva barely connected the two as they both sat up on their hind quarters
The two of the sat panting a moment, Twilight sat with her hind legs spread out. Beneath the pearly lace on her sapphire white dress sat on display the object of Fluttershy’s affection, a puffy white diaper.
Fluttershy felt her own pants be consumed with a hot greedy lust, she wasn’t scared anymore; she wanted this!
Fluttershy jumped in front of Twilight’s ‘display’ as she latched her back legs behind Twilights’. She brought her fragile yellow paws around the back of Twilight’s neck as she slowly inched her muzzle infront of her friends.
The pagasus’s breath was hot and intense, she swallowed, “Twiliy!” The alicorn used her own hoofs and locked them behind her friend’s head, she breathed heavily for a moment catching her breath “Flutters” she called in her most seductive of tones.
Fluttershy panted a bit harder, “It’s my dream to take you under.” Fluttershy and Twilight once again turned their heads and locked lips.
Every movement of their tongues at a perfect unity with each other, they both felt an electric spark going down mouths and electrifying their nervous system. The rate of their tongue wrestling increased as they both got more lustful for attention.
Fluttershy. Gave out, she gently fell unto of her wings. Scattered leafs in her mane she smiled softly as she panted more intensely.
Twilight panted for a moment, she used her forehoofs slide he own diapers slighty off her rump, with a few shakes and a kick she sent the puffy undergarment into the nearby forest area.
Fluttershy smiled she felt her friend weigh down on her like a soft blanket. She welcomed Twilight spreading her legs apart she exposed her diaper, “Do it Twilight rip it off, please!”
Twilight turned around 180 degrees on her mare friend positioning her own rump directly in front of her yellow muzzle.
Fluttershy’s mind froze for a moment, she didn’t expect to get this far. She never expected she was going to have sex, let alone with a mare. She swallowed as she stared at her friend’s flower, her mind race as she prayed begged for a way out of the calamity she got herself into.
The pagasus heard it, she felt it, Twilight ripped her diaper off from beneath her pastel pink dress. She cringed, she wanted to scream but her own terror got to her. Hey thigh muscles tightened as felt her friend’s muzzle come ever so closer to her own radiating hot spa.
Fluttershy wanted to scream, she opened her mouth but she felt her tounge surrounded by Twilight’s wet flesh. She raised her hoofs softly, she almost managed to push Twilight’s behind out of her face but then she felt it happen; a burning hot sensation enraptured her vaginal region in a flame.
Twilight plundered her mouth into Fluttershy’s flower, she smelt it. It was a soft musky smell that was slightly sweet to her at the same time. She wanted it more and more.
The alicorn worked her tongue among the inner folds of her friends snatch as she felt her muzzle filling up with her friend’s sweet honey. She desperately wanted more; she kept pushing her tongue around the hole faster and with more force.
Meanwhile Fluttershy too found herself enjoying her ‘present’ from Twilight. She lightly felt around as the new sensation filled her with wonder. No longer did she fear showing her affection, she simply gave into what felt right, for once she took control of her own destiny.
She felt so proud of herself. So proud and so enthralled with the pleasures her friend was giving her. It was only right for her to do her best to make the feeling mutual.
Fluttershy resilient at first started to gently lap at her own expense. Tasting every drop of her friend’s excitement as the pagasus got more aggressive. Fluttershy started to pick up her pace, more and more enthused with the sweet taste of her friend’s juices she licked faster and faster!
Fluttershy felt her climax clomming, grabing unto her alicorn friend’s lower back she forced her purple rump downward forcing her muzzle further into her friend’s downstairs. With one last lap of her tongue the pagasus wiped clean the inner layers of her friend’s flower as she felt her climax quickly approaching.
She knew what to do! She felt her friend grab hold of her love button, she could hold herself any longer. With a long drawn out cute moan of hers she bit onto her friend’s colitis too.
The pagasus felt herself delve her muzzle deeper into her friends flower simultaneously as her friend did. Doing a small push upwards she punch her muzzle upward breaking the hyman wall while experiencing the full aroma of her friend’s arousal.
Fluttershy smelt it, she broke Twilight’s Hyman wall, vis versa Fluttershy’s got her own broken. Fluttershy pulled down Twilight’s rump one last time licking with her tounge the last of her friend’s juices she could get. Twilight did the same, deeply licking her friend’s flower with a last motion of lust. Fluttershy held onto Twilight’s lower back for a moment realizing the scale of what she just accomplished, she claimed Twilight’s virginity; Twilight was hers’!
The pagasus broke into a smile, she rolled unto her back resting upon her own soft wings. She panted heavily for a moment, she stayed perfectly still.
Twilight laid resting on the ground, she couldn’t catch her breath. She felt a cooling sensation go through her soft magenta coat.
Silently she observed Fluttershy’s movements; the pagasus got up on her shaky fours and turned 180 in a wobbly manner to face her friend. The pagasus step closer and collapsed next to her friend.
Fluttershy layed next to Twilight, she extened her arms wrapped them around her friend’s body. The two didn’t make eye contact. Instead Twilight continued to look up at the moon while her friend lay her weary head on her friends soft purple coat.
Twilight felt it, she heard it; her friend was sobbing lightly into her chest. She took her hoof and started gracing the back of her friend’s pink mane, “What’s wrong Flutters?”
Fluttershy quieted her sobs, nuzzling into her friend’s soft fur even more she quietly spoke “I-I lo-love you Tw-Twi-Twily.”
Twilight continued brushing her friend’s mane; however she kept her eyes fixated on the moon. A constant reminder of the betrayal her mentor’s sister preformed thousands of years ago. A single tear fell from Twilight’s eyes, “Come now sweet princess into the night, where life grows weary of lies and deception.” Twilight extended her left arm outwards allowing her friend rest on it.
Twilight felt Fluttershy grab hold of her more intensely, to the point where she could feel her friend shaking a bit. Twilight put her right arm on her own chest as she stretched her head to the left a bit to peck her lover squarely on the cheek. She struck a glance at the moon one last time before she looked back at her incredibly adorable mare friend, “Let us fall asleep in each other’s arms as I show you what is meant by loyalty.”
Fluttershy broke into a small grin as she nuzzled herself closer to her friend trying to get as comfortable, “Twilight you’re so elegant with words”.
Twilight cracked a small grin as she heard her sweet lovers voice, “You’re too sweet Flutters!” Twilght yawned.
Fluttershy yawned snuggling closer to her friend. Twilight noticed it; Fluttershy fell fast asleep and had stuck her hoof in her mouth.
Twilight beamed, she brushed her friend’s mane one last time before gently closing her eyes. The night sky became dimmer, the air became silent, and in the midst of the autumn season two mares shared each other’s in brace which seemed like paradise.
*The next morning.
Faintly a sound rang in Twilight’s ear, “Sug, are you alright?” she felt a gentle nudging of her elbow which made her eyes crack open slightly.
Twilight yawned stretching her right arm up as she tried to make contact with whatever voice was calling her.
Twilight puckered her mouth; it tasted off; like blood, her friend’s girl cum, and saliva. She gently slid her left forehoof from under her pagasus friend as she tried to stand up.
Fluttershy was still deeply asleep, her head fell from its fixated position above her friend’s arms gently into some leafs.
Twilight stood up, closed her eyes and did a quick shake to regain her pose. She looked forward and above her saw a large red stallion towering over her.
It was the friendly farm stallion Big Mac of all people. Twilight gave a false smile a little and hand wave to welcome the robust earth pony.
Big mac was awestruck at the seen around him, his eyes partially open and his left eye lid squinted he made constant glares between the alicorn and the scene around her.
He shook his head and focused back on the alicorn in front of her, “Th-the dresses, a-and the diapers, an- the crowns, an- the blood? What in tarnation happened here last night?”
Twilight swallowed as she looked for a solution. She looked around and saw the evidence of the last night, and the blood that stained the ground and her friend’s beautiful dress.
She glanced back at the earth pony with tears of desperation, she shook her head and she gave up and collapsed on the ground her hoofs covering her eyes. She started to sob.
Big Mac trotted to Twilight and sat down in front of her, “Now listen hon, what happened? Are you in danger?”
Twilight lifted her head trying to speak. Her tear soaked eyes met with Big mac’s emerald green eyes before she broke back into tears, the phase “I-I’m so ashamed!” was muffled through her hoofs.
Bic mac put his right hoof on twilight’s trembling shoulder before he stood. He walked by the sobbing alicorn and directly to the snoozing pagasus.
He starred a moment at the adorable little pagasus in front of him; it was Fluttershy then again. He noticed her small tongue was sticking out of her mouth, she was drooling. She must have been completely dazed.
He wanted not disturb the fragile mare in front of him, her knelt down beside her and balanced himself. Slowly he grabbed the mares left shoulder and started shaking her gently each time whispers, “Shh Fluttershy, wake up. Fluttershy wake up. Fluttershy…”
The pagasus’s eyes open as she sat right up. Her eyes still adjusting to the morning sky she stuttered “Huh-what? Twiliy are you there?”
The earth pony get back on his fours, “Fluttershy, are ya alright? Wha happened here, and why is Miss Sparkle over there having ah episode.”
Fluttershy got on her fours and did the same shaking motion as her friend did. She observed the area scanning ever subtle detail about it, “Oh my, well.”
Big mac cocked his head and raised a single eyebrow.
Fluttershy gulped, “Well Twily and I had a little bit of ‘fun’ last night, um… girl fun?”
Big Mac straightened his head and blinked several times, “Girl fun? Wait a gosh darn minute, are you two filly foolers?”
Fluttershy blushed while digging her hoofs in the ground a little bit, “Yes… Um, well we are… Uh, Twiliy and I are that is… we were um… doing a little role-play kind of? Don’t hate us!”
Big mac shook his head, “Well, I’d be lying if I said I expected that but it’s better than what might have happened here. I reckon you wouldn’t letting the apple family make you a nice breakfast?”
Fluttershy looked a little bit shocked, “Wait, you’re not mad?”
Big Mac smirked, “Of course I’m not mad. A little bit unsettled; I’ve never seen a couple of fillies knoodling each other. But ya know, who am I to accuse a princess of being wrong. Oh shoot, I forgot ta bow, ain’t I supposed to do that now?”
Twilight got up on her front two and used them to bring up her back two, standing tall she wiped off her tears and turned to Big Mac, “No, no Big Mac you don’t have to do that.”
Big mac turned his head to look at the alicorn in the dusty sapphire dress, “But Princess Sparkle, I thought you-“
Twilight put her hoof on her temple and rubbed it, “I-I’m no princess or atleast I won’t be”
Big Mac raised his eyebrow again.
Twilight planted her hoof back firmly on the ground and sighed, “Listen Big Mac, there has been some controversy over whether or not I should be fooling around with Fluttershy here!”
Big mac kept his curious expression.
Twilight smirked, “The princess, she fears that if I remain an alicorn… well they fear what will happen when she’s much older…”
Big mac nodded in agreement, “I understand, now what is this about your title being taken away.”
The alicorn kicked some leafs up in the air, “When Luna came into my dream two nights ago; she warned me of how my relationship is going to end. She gave me an ultimatum; either stop my relationship with Flutters, or give up my title.”
Big Mac had an intrigued look on his face; he retracted the hoof from over his muzzle and signaled for Twilight to proceed.
The purple mare sighed, “I told her I’d attempt suicide before I give up Flutters and I’s relationship!”
Big Mac’s eyes grew wider.
Fluttershy came from behind Twilight and nuzzled herself under her friend’s beautiful purple wings as she kissed her.
Twilight’s face went from a smile back to concern as she wrapped her wing tighter around her mare friend. Twilight swallowed, “Now, Princess Celestia, Princess Luna, Princess Cadence, and my brother are deciding what to do about my response to Luna. Supposedly the conference will be pretty soon.”
Big Macintosh nodded his head again, “I see… well what do you reckon you’re going to do?”
Twilight sighed, “I don’t know Big Mac, Fluttershy and I will come up with something?”
Fluttershy smirked; sardonically she taunted “Who said I was going to help”
Twilight laughed lightly, “Flutters, maybe we should just spend the day together in quite? Perhaps it’s just a formality thing? I used to know all about equestrian law but recently it all doesn’t matter much to me you know?”
Fluttershy kissed her marefriend’s cheek, “I know it’s got you stressed Twily, maybe we should just take advantage of big mac’s offer?”
The earth pony starred at the pagasus a moment before the phrase hit him, “Oh yeah, sorry miss… er Fluttershy? Just jump in the wagon I’ll take you back to sweet apple acres.”
The three ponies trotted back towards a carriage with an empty storage wagon. Twilight and Fluttershy flew a top of the carriage; laying back they rested in some hay.
The two of them felt it; Big mac hitched himself to the carriage and started pulling it along with great speed.
Fluttershy hugged up to Twilight, “So apparently my secret little grotto was really just the outskirts of the apple family ranch?”
Twilight poked Fluttershy’s nose, “I don’t know sweetie what do you think?” Leaning in she kissed her mare friend on her yellow muzzle.
Fluttershy giggled a bit, “You know we could have just flown to the barn”
Twilight laughed a bit nudging the pagasus in the stomach; playfully she called out “Shh, quite Flutters!”
The carriage faded into the sunset. Like a dream Fluttershy rested upon the chest of her lover as the two enjoyed the bright morning sunset. With the last of the leafs faded and broken off their roots they left the arid autumn atmosphere throughout ponyville. Although it was still the fall weather season both the mares knew winter was soon approaching.
In the midst of Twilight’s daydreaming she was awoken by an audible call in the distance, “Miss. Sparkle, Miss. Fluttershy were here!”
Author's Note
This scene was inevitable. I know a few of you have been concerned I'm turning this into a 'Clop-fic', I'm not really trying to. That's why I haven't put a 'romantic' tag on this story. As I've said before, Twilight and Fluttershy are getting intimate, and you'll see that in the next couple of chapters!
The reason I included a sex scene was in part; for my own and your entertainment. The sex scene was also included to show that as Twilight and Fluttershy become more sexually active, they match their sexually intimacy with both their mental and spiritual connection and reliance.
I hope you've enjoyed the story so far, some goes for my other one I just started 'Pinkie Pie's Obsession" I hope you guys have a nice day, and as always the next chapter will be up 5-8 days from now! ~ Oliver_England
Also shout out to my editor!: Don'tLookAtMyNameBro
The wagon rumbled into Sweet Apple acres. The two seldom mare’s in the back felt the immediate stop of Big Mac rock them forward and onto the floor of the wooden cart.
Big Mac heard a thump followed quickly by cringe, “Oh my, sorry Miss Fluttershy, Miss Sparkle! Would ya like me to help?”
Twilight used her magic to levitate herself and her friend back on their hoofs. With a quick shake the pagasus did, she threw hay into her alicorn friend’s purple coat. The pagasus looked to her side to find her friend unamused and covered in hay, weakly the pagasus spout “Oh sorry Twiliy, I didn’t mean to!”
Twilight’s face turned to amusement as with her magic she blew all the hay off her friend’s dress, “Don’t sweat it Flutters”.
The two mares walked towards the end of the wagon, Twilight counted with a grin as her and Fluttershy turn heads to make eye contact. She grabbed onto Fluttershy’s right hoof with her left hoof as she chanted loudly, “one… two… three”
The two them jumped into the soft dust that covered the Apple family’s yard. Fluttershy sputtered to regain her voice as she started laughing, “Ha-*Cough- wehavewings you know?”
Twilight giggled a bit, “But that wouldn’t have been as fun you know?”
Fluttershy inhaled and exhaled audibly for a few seconds before turning to her friend, “You sure do know how to make things more interesting don’t you?”
Twilight wiped some of the dust out of her eyes, “Yeah, I know! Haha!”
In the distance a curtain female Southern accent appeared out of nowhere, “Why Twilight, Fluttershy? Where ya been? All a’ Ponyville’s been a’ speculating your two’s missing!”
The pagasus and alicorn looked at each other confused for a moment; they switched glances to the blond earth pony in front of them. Twilight swallowed, “Uhh, Applejack? What’s got everypony so relied up?”
The CowFilly took off her hat and put it over her chest, “Why, ya see? You’re a princess now, royalty; there have been rumors…”
Twilight’s heart sank a moment as she started breathing heavier, “What-um… what rumors?” The alicorn put her right hoof over her muzzle in anticipation.”
Applekjack swallowed, “Oh you know? They think you and Fluttershy here have been filly foolin!”
Twilight busted into a small smirk, “oh!” she muttered.
The earthpony put her hat squarely back on her head as she raised an eyebrow, “Now, are ya implying what I think your implying?”
Twilight kicked the ground as Fluttershy trailed up beside her. The fragile yellow mare grabbed her friend on the shoulder to get her attention. The pagasus sat down and smiled merrily at her alicorn friend.
The Purple pony turned and sat down face in front of her pagasus friend extending her arms and locking their hoofs together. The lovers turned their heads towards the earth pony, Twilight with a huff and a smile spoke out “I love her Applejack.”
The timid mare spoke out as she grasped her friend’s purple hoofs a little bit tighter, the pagasus bit her bottom lip a bit and softly said, “I love her Applejack”
The two mares moved their noses closer and nuzzled them together with coy smiles, they locked lips for a second before letting go and making eye contact. The aqua eyed pony gazed quietly at the magenta eyed pony as she stated to tear.
Fluttershy at that moment realized how sublime Twilight’s affection for her was. The warmth in her hand, the coy smile, the fixated eye contact, it made her feel so reassured, so… safe. The Pagasus’s voices sputtered a bit before going into a quiet sob, “and I love her so much!” she muttered.
The weight of the pagasus bared down on Twilight with a slight comforting enjoyment, The alicorn didn’t hesitate to close her eyes and wrap her own hoofs around her friends back. Twilight breathed in deeply petting her sobbing friend’s mane a few times before opening her eyes.
She made looked at the earth pony, her head fixated sideways upon her pagasus friend’s shoulder. She smiled nervously as she saw the cowpony’s reaction.
Applejack stared at the two locked in eachothers embrace, she knew what she was seeing but she couldn’t comprehend it, something was just so… off about them.
Still the earth pony put her speculation’s to rest for the moment as she broke her questioning gaze upon her two mare friend’s, “You love her a lot don’t ya Twilight”
Twilight stared at the earthpony with a slight bitterness; she was talking to the element of honesty. It worried her fear that this may not be the right decision; she had to ignore it, for Flutters sake! The alicorn’s eye’s gleamed as she indignantly uttered, “Why of course I love Fluttershy, she’s the apple of my eye as you would say!”
Applejack smirked chuckling a little, “Alright, but I wanna talk ta yah in private later alright? I assume y’all are hungry?”
Twilight grabbed her friend’s shoulders and gently pushed her away, “Flutters dear are you hungry?”
Fluttershy brushed her friend’s hoofs off of her shoulders. A little calmer the mare wiped a tear from her eye and nodded.
Twilight turned to the Earthpony and smiled, “Uh, where are we having breakfast at?”
Applejack put her hoof on her chin, with a little bit of excitement she jolted “Oh that! Yeah, Granny smith made sandwiches. They’re in the house. Although if I were you I’d take off your two’s little royal git’up. Speaking of which, why’re you wearin that anyway?”
Fluttershy blushed, “Oh AJ, we were having a bit of fun last night.” Twilight nudged her friend on the shoulder shaking her horned head. “Oh wait, strike that!” The pagasus remarked immediately. Twilight clopped herself in the face.
Applejacked rolled her eyes, “Come on you two, just meet me inside!”
The Pagasus and Alicorn watched as their orange earth pony friend strolled into the side of the barn closing shut red door behind her.
Fluttershy and Twilight looked at each other for a moment, both of them observing their half torn, dirty, beat up princess ensembles. The Alicorn raised her rump in the air and bowed down pointing her horn directly at her friend’s chest. Twilight closed her eyes, “Hold still!” she called out and in an instant the dress she was wearing vanished. Likewise the alicorn preformed the spell on herself leaving nothing on the two other than the golden tiara which lay on top of Fluttershy’s head.
Twilight pranced up to her friend and kissed her on the cheek, “Still cute as ever!” She sang angelically. The pagasus blushed, “But Twilight where are the-?” Twilight’s eyes lit up, “Oh the dresses? I sent them back to your house! I tell you; Alicorn magic is super convenient!”
The pagasus beamed, “I guess so, umm… Twilight could we eat now?”
Twilight smiled, “Awh, of course we can! Would you like mommy to feed you?” the purple mare winked.
Fluttershy blushed deeper as she locked contact with her friend’s beautiful magenta eyes, “You know I’d love that Twilight, but for our sake could we not? I don’t think it’d look quite right having you feed me in front of Applejack.”
Twilight smiled, “I was just kidding Flutters, I’ll feed you something when we go home though alright?” Fluttershy squeaked a bit in excitement, “O.k!” she exclaimed. Twilight pulled her friend in for a hug before calling out, “Come on Flutters, let’s go!”
The Pagasus and Alicorn walked side by side to the barn door, smiling the two enjoyed the autumn’s cool breeze and the blazing sun’s radiating heat on their back. Twilight pushed the door in allowing Fluttershy easy access inside the barn.
Fluttershy walked inside the house and into the main kitchen area where the meal was being served. Fluttershy sat down at a wooden table in which Applejack sat at the opposite side of. The pagasus looked down; in front of her was a large plate of lettuce and tomato sandwiches.
Fluttershy smiled a bit, “Oh my, Applejack these look delicious!” Twilight off of the corner of the timid mare’s right eye sat down beside her friend.
Applejack smiled at the couple, “Come on you two, just eat up!”
The pagasus and alicorn stared from AJ, at each other, and then at the sandwiches in front of them. Twilight smirked picking up one of the sandwiches she bit into it softly, the tomato distilling the bitter taste of her friend’s saliva from the night before.
The tomato re-hydrated her mouth, sure the wheat bread partially absorbed the moisture but the sandwich sent Twilight spiraling in paradise. Twilight beamed looking at Applejack, “My my, Applejack this is delicious! Tell Granny Smith thanks when you get a chance!”
Applejack swallowed one of the sandwhiches herself, “Awh, shucks! It’s the least the Apple family could do for ya, you know after saving Winona like ya did.”
Twilight swallowed another bite of her sandwhich before dropping it on her plate, “Oh, shoot! I forgot about that. Funny; it kinda makes you wonder what got us here, right Flutters? Fluttershy are you alright?”
The pagasus was pale faced; she nodded up and down out of instinct to her friend’s comment. Her sandwich was whole, nothing but a little bit henpecked. Her face hot and throat closed up a bit, what seemed like a mile away she heard “Fluttershy, please eat the food. It’s quite amazing.” Fluttershy half swallowed and placed the food in her mouth.
The sickly mare bit down and froze. Her throat closed up, she started to regurgitate. She felt as the little bit of sandwich she swallowed came back on her plate and the small amount of saliva that followed.
Twilight put her hoof around Fluttershy, panicking she yelled “Fluttershy, are you alright honey?”
Fluttershy started to sob and sunk her head unto her friend’s shoulder, “Oh Twilight, I don’t know how to explain it. Maybe when we g-get h-home.”
Twilight felt her friend’s forehead, she wasn’t sick. Twilight looked to Applejack who was awe-struck over the little show the pagasus put on. The earthpony set down the sandwhich, “Awh, maybe you two outta leave. I’m sure Twilight and I will get ta’ talk later. Would you like Big Mac to get you a ride home?”
Twilight used a nearby napkin to wipe up the bit of spit-up Fluttershy had on the corner of her mouth, “Oh, Flutters I’m sure whatever’s going on we can get to the bottom of it alright?” The pagasus closed her eyes and nodded.
Twilight cleaned of the rest of her friend’s face and threw the stained napkin onto the kitchen table, “Aj, Where should I?”
Aj shook her head, “It’s alright Sug’ , just let me handle the mess! Why don’t you and I escort Fluttershy back to the carriage alright?”
Twilight nodded, with a little leverage the two ponies managed to anchor Fluttershy’s arms around each other’s backs. Twilight and the earth pony galloped fast to the carriage half loaded with apples outside of the barn.
Arriving at the cart the alicorn gently laid her friend against one of the carriage’s walls, the pagasus half-aware of her surrounds heard a two loud voices in the distance, “Big Macintosh, we need ya Asap! And “Fluttershy just relax, we will be home very soon alright?”
It didn’t take long for the crimson stallion to hear his sisters plead; when she meant business she meant it.
Meanwhile the cowpony and the princess conversed in close courters away from the wagon. Twilight breathed deeply, “Now what did you want to talk to me about?” Applejack looked back at the disabled Pagasus to make sure the air was clear, “I wanted to talk about you, and her, and all of this!”
Twilight stomped her hoof down again in an indignant manner, “And what does that mean!” she yelled in a suppressed tone. Apple jack got in Twilight’s face, “It’s not right and you know it! Y’all two have known each other for some odd years and ye never shown interest in each other and ya know that!”
Twilight face froze a moment her right eye got a little bit more teary, “You don’t even know the half of-“ Applejack got back in her face, “I may not know what happened to ya on a personal level, but you know at your core that what you’re doing with that sweet little filly isn’t natural!”
Twilight looked at her friend with a scared expression as she felt the veracity of the moment catch up with her actions. Applejack used her right hoof to bring Twilight’s chin on level with her own.
Applejack was the element of honesty after all, she didn’t talk to be cruel, she talked because she knew thing’s nopony else could understand. Like a hidden faucet Twilight’s eyes broke out; pouring every emotion she had into a simple phrase she whispered under her lips, “Applejack she save my life” she looked her friend in the eyes, “She saves my life!”
The alicorn ran away sobbing, Apple jack shouted “Wait Twilight I didn’t mean te-“but the alicorn never seized her movements
Twilight did a running jump onto the loading dock of the wagon, with a great animosity she yelled out “Fluttershy we’re leaving this instant, close your eyes” And with that the alicorn sparked her horn and warped herself and her friend infront of her marefriend’s cottage.
Applejack rubbed the back of her head as she witnessed the lightshow her friend preformed. Taking her hat off she yelled blankley into the apple orchard, “False alarm Big Mac!” she called. In the distance she heard a faint “Eeyep!”
Meanwhile back at the Fluttershy’s cottage Twilight levitated her friend onto her back and made her way through the cottages door.
The alicorn kicked the door behind her close with her backhoof. She laid her friend on the red throw rug beneath the alicorn’s hoofs.
Twilight smiled looking down at her awe struck friend; the pagasus rubbed the back of her head from the impact of the teleportation spell.
The timid mare looked dizzily at her alicorn friend, “Twilight, how come you were in such a rush? I was kind of hoping to have a ride home. You know I like carriage rides.”
The alicorn away from her marefriend, “I was afraid Applejack might hitch a ride with us?”
Fluttershy rolled on her stomache, using her little strength she got on her fours, “Wait, why would that matter though?”
Twilight stared blankly at her friend a moment before shaking her head, “That doesn’t matter, trust me!” the alicorn said putting her right hoof over her friend’s back, “Now how about we lay relax. Do you want to lay on the couch or bed?”
Fluttershy closed her eyes trying to remain focused, “Just take me to the couch please”. Twilight paced slowly with Fluttershy to the green love seat, she sat her pagasus friend down gently into a seating position. Twilight shared a seat to the left of the mare, kissing her friend on the cheek she whispered, “Now please Fluttershy, what is wrong with you?”
Fluttershy looked at the couches right arm cushion, “I-I don’t think I can eat solid foods anymore…”
“What?!” The alicorn yelled springing her eyes open, “But how? You-I-Breakfast?”
Fluttershy rubbed her belly a little bit, “I-I wasn’t sure what was causing me all these stomach problems, but now- actually yesterday I thought of it. I tried making toast to test my theory out but we got side tracked remember?”
The alicorn nodded her head retreating from Fluttershy’s personal bubble.
Fluttershy swallowed, “Could you please feed me? I’m really hungry.”
Twilight stared at her friend concerned for a moment before nodding. Doing a small hop off the couch she scampered quickly into the Nursery. Grabbing the formula from one of the shelf’s she opened a container of the creamy substance and poured it into a glass bottle.
She took the glass bottle in her hoof, capping it; she started shaking the liquid up and down to make sure the substance was well mixed. She took a small sip of it, it was bitter sweet. She thought to herself a moment, It doesn’t really matter as long as Fluttershy enjoys it she thought.
Twilight scanned the cabinet’s shadowy surface several times. Examining each one of the bottles individually she found that there was only one “Do not eat” jar for every dozen regular food jars. She grabbed one of the ‘Do not eat’ baby food jars. She’d only used it once before, a little less than a week ago.
She held the bottle in her hoof; she knew the consequences of the substance. She stared at the jar a few seconds longer, she smirked. A cynical grin appeared on her face as she removed the ‘Do not eat’ section of the label. Now it looked like any of the other banana food puree jars.
Twilight got a small pink spoon from a cup inside the cabinet. With everything she needed at hoof she closed the shutter and gathered everything into a pink nylon diaper bag near the changing table. Twilight shifted the contents inside of the half-full diaper bag. Moving over three of the fully undergarments, a bottle of oil, and finally powder, she was finally able to drop all of the food jars and such into the bag’s inside.
Twilight walked out into the living room. Prancing over with an enthusiastic grin surrounding the nylon diaper bag she did a small hop on the couch setting the diaper bag on the floor.
Twilight looked at her slightly pale friend with a partially motherly smile, “Alright so how about I feed some milky, and then food. Then if you’re still hungry you can have some more milk!”
Fluttershy raised an eyebrow, “Oh, umm… alright. Uhh Twilight, are we roleplaying again?”
Twilight winked at her friend.
Fluttershy smile a little bit, “Oh, umm alright.”
Twilight sat still and patted her lap indicating Fluttershy to lie down. Fluttershy took a deep breath and rested her head on her friend’s soft purple lap.
Like a pillow Fluttershy tried to nuzzle the back of her head comfortably into the small gap between the alicorn’s thy’s. Fluttershy looked up at her mother, Twilight lowered her head downwards to make eye contact with her daughter, she smiled at the sight of her innocent foal.
Fluttershy relaxed a bit more, she let her limbs franturnize in the air while she remained completely on her back. Fluttershy smiled at the sight of her mother, “Umm… Twily err… mommy could I have some food now?”
Twilight used her magic to bring out the bottle of room temperature formula, “You want your ba-ba” she mocked. Fluttershy locked her forehoofs to her chest as she blushed, “Um… yes?” Fluttershy blushed a bit, Twilight usually wasn’t like this.
Fluttershy extended her hoofs using both of them to clench weakly onto the sides of the glass bottle, a little bit self-conscience she brought the bottle’s rubber lip to her mouth. She closed her eyes and started sucking for a moment; she felt her friend put a hoof on her stomache. She smiled welcoming the touch from her friend. The alicorn started rubbing circles around the pagasus small tummy as she felt the chemical milk slowly flow into the timid mare.
Fluttershy start to beam a little bit, the transgressions of her life being washed away by her mother and hers’ bonding.
Fluttershy felt the bottle cream sway back and forth, she stopped sucking on it. She opened her eyes to the sight of her favorite mare.
With the help of her friend the pagasus was seated upright on her friend’s lap. Using her left arm to support the pagasus’s figure, she used her magic to levitate the charmed baby food, and her right hoof to hold the small spoon.
Fluttershy meanwhile was leaning on her alicorn friend’s chest a bit, her own arms wrapped around her friend’s neck. She nuzzled her snout into her friend’s chest a bit smiling.
Slowely Twilight uncapped the charmed puray and dipped the spoon in. She looked at her friend’s face a moment. She’d come to love it, from the little dimples on the side of her face when she smiled to her beautiful aqua eyes. She’d give anything to keep her safe.
Twilight swallowed as she pulled the spoon back out of its glass encasement. She inched it towards her friend’s mouth. Fluttershy looked so happy, so happy in fact that she was giggling a little bit.
Twilight cringed a bit as she saw her cute mare bite onto the spoon licking it off. It had been done, the results were enevitable.
Twilight perked up a little bit, it’d be better in the long after all she thought.
Like clockwork over the course of 10 minutes Twilight fed Fluttershy over and over again using youthful analogies of choo-choo-trains, planes, and anything else she could think of. Before she knew it she had successfully fed her foal. In a motherly manner she sang, “Did little Flutters like her nommies?”
Fluttershy smiled a moment, “Mmmhmm!” she nodded her head up and down. Fluttershy wiping a bit of the spilt food from the feeding from her mouth asked, “Umm… may I have more milk?”
Twilight smiled, “Awh does Flutters want her ba-ba?”
Fluttershy looked up at her friend, her cheeks rosy red and eyes partially watery, she didn’t want to say anything. It was a bit embarrassing.
Twilight smiled, “I’m sure she does! You just relax, I’ll bring the baba to your lips.” Like promised Twilight lifted the bottle her pagasus friend’s mouth. Fluttershy leaned her head into her friend’s soft purple chest.
Like so many times before the pagasus picked up on her friend’s heart beat and used that to guide her suckling.
All of a sudden a warm sensation overtook her whole body she instinctively held onto her friend even tighter.
Fluttershy looked up teary eyed at her friend as she begged an explanation for what had just happened. Twilight stared re-assuring back at her mare friend, “It’s alright Fluttershy, you’re my little foal. After your feeding we’ll get you into a diaper and everything will be fine.”
Fluttershy drifted her attention away from her mare friend as she closed her eyes. She continued to suckle on the bottle fixated in her mouth. Tears dripping down her face she sobbed softly.
Eventually Fluttershy felt the rest of the milk go down her throat; she felt the bottle being lifted from her mouth. She nuzzled her sobbing face against her friend’s chest, “I-I-I’m so so-sorry Twi-Twilight I did-n’t mean to sc-screw our bo-bond-bonding up! I’m su-such a foal ar-aren’t I? I-I’m u-use-useless!”
Twilight leaned in and kissed her friend’s forehead, “You’re not useless, you’re just confused. I’m here for you though. Mommy would never leave her little foal.”
Fluttershy looked up at her ‘mommy’, something was wrong. Twilight wasn’t even surprised, she wasn’t even effected by the muffled pleads. Fluttershy regardless smiled and nodded.
Twilight empathetically smile back, “Come on Fluttershy, let’s clean you up alright?”
Fluttershy nodded, doing a small hop from the couch Fluttershy landed on her fours. The wind blew cold across her wet fur, she shivered in disgust.
Twilight followed fast behind Fluttershy. She did a small hop of the couch herself making sure not to land on Fluttershy or the diaperbag.
Twilight sparked her horn, all of a sudden a light white flash appeared around the accident Fluttershy had on the couch, in an instant it vanished.
Twilight with a small breath and a smirk turned to Fluttershy, “Come on Fluttershy get on your back” she called.
Author's Note
So that was the new chapter guys! I hope some of you have some good guesses on where this story is headed, and I hope this chapter offers some insight about what has been happening to Fluttershy throughout the story!
Anyway, I wish you all a nice day guys! The next chapter will be out in 5-8 days from now, and the next chapter of "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" will be out 1-4 days from now! ~ Oliver_England
Twilight sang in a motherly tone of voice “Come on baby, lay on your back”.
Fluttershy put her right front hoof in front of her muzzle before backing away slowly, “Twilight I-I”…
Twilight pulled one of the diapers out of the bag, “What’s that dear?”
Fluttershy sat on her damp rump, her back legs sprawled out she relied on her front hoofs for support. Fluttershy started getting teary eyed, “I-I don’t want to wear diapers anymore!”
Twilight cocked her head as she levitated her friend, laying her stiff back on the hard wooden floor, “And why is that Flutters? Don’t you want to be my little foal? Don’t you want me to hold you in my arms?”
Fluttershy incapacitated on her back looked upwards at her alicorn friend looming over her like a bird of prey.
Fluttershy started kicking her legs weakly, “Twilight it-it’s just I th-thought I wa-was finally making pro-gress an-and I di-did-didn’t feel depressed o-or lonely anymore.”
Twilight listened as she unfolded the diaper over her friend’s body, subliminally sliding the diaper under her mare friend’s behind as she spoke, “Of course you don’t Honey, you have me and that’s all that matters.”
Fluttershy cringed as she felt the edging of the diaper hinge around her vaginal region; where the separation between what’s numb and what wasn’t was becoming increasingly more obvious. She started to get a bit more crimson face as she looked desperately at her friend, “I know I’ll always have you Twily, But-I I-just. I-I was ma-making s-so much pro-gress, an-and now it’s all gone. I-I’m always g-going to be ch-chained to the s-shakles of in-infancy aren’t I?”
Twilight looked at her friend smiling unsettlingly, She applied the oil on her friend’s nether regions; Fluttershy couldn’t even tell.
Twilight looked at her friend with a semi-happy look of empathy for her, “I’m sorry Fluttershy but this time it’s permanent.”
Fluttershy opened her teary eyes with a sudden jolt of insecurity, “Wait-what? Bu-but I thought I was ma-making pro-gress. I-I mean th-the mental tr-ama, I- it’s gone and you’ve be-been there to help m-me with my li-life.”
Twilight smiled powdering her friend, “Haha, Fluttershy it wasn’t the mental trama that caused your numbness!”
Fluttershy’s heart dropped, she looked at her friend devastated, “Wha-what?”
Twilight gripped the tapes tabs on the front end of the diaper, “Well you see, I didn’t bother analyzing what made the baby food you had have ‘those side effects’. Of course at first I thought it was a rash, then infection, and then finally I thought it might possibly be mental trauma. Of course later I read the ingredients to find a very ‘unique’ substance.”
Fluttershy swallowed, “Wha-what was it?”
Twilight beamed, “It was a type of magic liquid, advanced to. The name doesn’t come off the top of my head but for simplicity sake; I’m just going to call it 'Foalmula'. It was a potion; well no, it was actually a bit of a poison.
Fluttershy started to tear up again, “Wait- you- you- poisoned me? Why did you?”
Twilight’s smile faded into a self-righteous grin, “Why you ask? Because I’ve researched foalmula before and I know if you have a dose as high that was in that baby food twice within the same week; well, the effects would become chronic.
Fluttershy started to panic, “Uhh… Twilight…”
Twilight smiled creepily as she loomed closer to Fluttershy body, she wrapped the individual tapes to each side of the diaper, using her motherly tone of voice once again she sang, “I just want you to know you’re always going to be my foal and that you’re always going to need me!” She kissed her pagasus friend on the forehead.
Fluttershy now fully diapered sat up on her rump, using her forehoofs she scooted away from her friend a bit, “Twilight, you’re really starting to scare me!”
Twilight edged closer to her friend doing a small pounce on her, “What’s that Flutters? I can’t understand any of that foal talk.”
Fluttershy felt in, a firm weight pressed down on her stomach. Twilight used her back hoofs to keep Fluttershy’s body and wings pinned to the floor. Observing her friend the pagaus felt a tight grip wrap around each one of her fore hoofs.
Fluttershy started to cower a bit, “Twi-Twil-“ her friend’s lips met with her own. Fluttershy tried to object, she opened her mouth in protest but that just allowed Twilight easier access to her own mouth. Tears streamed down her face as she let fearful thoughts overtake her mind.
Fluttershy felt the vibrations, the moans in her mouth. She opened her streaming eyes, doing a bit of a head but she knocked her friend off a bit. Their lips separated she screamed “No!” and pushed her friend off.
Her alicorn friend collapsed on the ground next to her, Fluttershy checked her pulse and pupils. Fluttershy thought it was nothing too bad, perhaps a bit of a headache when she wakes up.
Fluttershy stood up and backed away from her unconscious friend. Still a bit weak she hobbled into the nursery; she activated the code and unlocked the door.
The pagasus went directly to the cabinet where she kept her baby food, opening the shutter she fixated her eyes on the specially mark bottles. She grabbed a nearby trash bin and with one small shove she moved everyone into the trash receptacle.
She heard the glass shatter; looking down to find all but one jar remained. It didn’t matter though, the charmed food couldn’t hurt her anymore then it had. Setting it on the table she walked to her closet space and brought out a dress.
It was the silk white dove dress which she loved so much, along with it she walked out with a matching white pacifier with a yellow dove on it.
She sat legs sprawled in front of the nursery’s mirror contemplating the scene in front of her. She liked it, she had to. The pacifier in her mouth, the diaper visible from where her legs parted, all clear indicators that she was in fact the same baby girl her mother raised.
She tried not to wear her dress, or really the whole ensemble she had on but it made her feel better on occasion. She turned off the light to the nursery and shut the door behind her.
Fluttershy walked back into the nursery she picked up her friend on her back and step by step eventually brought her into the bedroom. Grunting with each step she let out one last loud one as she gently tossed her friend onto her bed.
The pagasus stared at her alicorn friend for a moment, poor thing.
Fluttershy drug the large white blanket from beneath her friend’s legs and threw it over top of her mare friend. In the gust of wind the blanket formed, it blew a few papers of the nearby stationary. She sucked her pacifier in a beat every second or so as she strolled to the other side of the bed.
Fluttershy looked at the clock in her room, it was roughly 2 in the afternoon. Fluttershy let out a sigh which was only muffled by the pacifier in her mouth. She climbed on top of the bed and under her heavy covers.
Fluttershy closed her eyes a moment before she opened them again. She edged closer to her friend, using her front hoofs she latched her body around her friend’s chest.
Fluttersy nuzzled Twilight’s neck before kissing it, she started to gently whisper “Twilight don’t blame yourself, it’s my fault all this happened. I shouldn’t have ever bought that food in the first place. I don’t know what impulsed you to do that to me; but, I still love you.”
She hugged on to her a little tighter, “It’s my fault. Jus-just all th-the thi-things I can’t d-do now. I’m so sorry Twi-Twily, I-I’m sor-sorry I made you d-do thi-s t-to me!”
Fluttershy started to sob intensely as tears poured down her face, with a small bite she brought the pacifier back into her mouth. She started to bawl incessantly her small sobs being blocked by the accessory in her mouth. She whispered it, “I’m worthless, and I’ve cost you everything you’ve worked your whole life for!”
The Pagasus started sobbing more intensely, she rested her forehead on her friends back, “I’m s-so sorry Twi-light, I’m sor-ry f-for everything. I-I should-have kept i-it all a see-cret, I-am a screw-up and I’m weigh-weighing you d-down!”
Fluttershy held on to her friend every second making her body more and more tightly wond around the alicorn, “I-I’m worthless, th-that’s why I have to be alone. I do n-n-othing but re-restrain those ar-around me, not an-anymore. Twi-twily w-when you wa-ke up I’m go-going to ask y-ou to leave.”
Twilight with a small groan started to flutter her eyes open, “Uhh, what happened? What’s going on? Flutters?”
Fluttershy cracked a half-smile, “Oh, Twilight! You-you’re awake?”
Twilight turned fully on to her back and hooked her left arm around the pagasus, “Yeah, what happened? Why does my forehead hurt?”
Fluttershy swallowed, “I-Um...” Fluttershy took her pacifier out of her mouth, “You-uh… drugged me and kinda got- how do I put this? Fresh?”
Twilight’s eye’s opened, “Oh Celestia! You’re alright aren’t you?!”
Fluttershy swallowed again, “Well… you fed me a second bottle of the charmed baby food”
Twilight turned her head to look at her friend, “No. Oh no, oh no!”
Fluttershy took a deep breath, “It’s alright Twilight, It’s all my fault really. I should have never let you think I’m worth giving up your title for.”
Twilight frowned looking at her friend, “Fluttershy, I love you and I hope that you love me. You know that no matter what cost I want you to feel safe in my arms. I-I’m so-sorry I did that to you, I ruined our last day together.”
Fluttershy nuzzled her face on Twilight’s chest, “You didn’t ruin our last day together. I know that things aren’t going to be the same as they could have been but it’s alright, because I know our love goes far beyond what any means of physical attention could show.”
A tear dropped from her eye, “I’m just- I’m so sorry Fluttershy. I bucked up, I just…”
Fluttershy put right hoof over her friend’s mouth, “It’s alright Twily. Later, we’re going to go to Canterlot, we’re going to talk to the princesses, then we’re going to go back home.”
Twilight nodded, “You know if I could take it back I would…”
Flutters turned her head “Take back what Twily?”
Twilight felt under the blanket and grabbed the front end of Fluttershy’s diaper, She looked at her friend.
Quizzically Fluttershy looked down, “Twilight, why is your hoof on my thy?”
Twilight swallowed, “Fluttershy are you aware you diaper is soggy?”
Fluttershy’s perkiness dropped; speaking below her breath she muttered “no…”
Twilight frowned, turning she brought her pagasus friend in for a full hug, “It’s alright Flutters, I’m so sorry I did this too!”
Fluttershy sighed, “It’s alright Twily, if willing to do what you’re doing then I’m willing to be incontinent… forever.”
Twilight looked at her friend’s eyes, “Has it been more than 7 days since I last fed you the special…?”
Fluttershy shook her head, “It’s only been like 4 days I think”.
Twilight’s heart sank. She looked at her friend’s beautiful aqua eyes, She gently whispered “Flutters, I’ve known you for years now. I can tell it in your eyes, your false smile; you want to cry. Why do you choose not to?”
The pagasus stared fixated on her alicorn friend. A tear dropped from Fluttershy’s right eye, “Twilight, if we’re going to make it I want to be there for you; even if that mean’s putting on a fake smile.”
Twilight hugged Fluttershy, “But Flutters, you don’t have to! You know I’m there to protect you, you’re my little foal after all?”
Fluttershy pouted, “That’s the thing, I don’t always want to be a little foal!”
The alicorn closed her eyes and smiled, “Flutters, you’re always going to be a foal. My foal, and I love you for it.
Fluttershy fidgeted a bit in Twilight’s arms eventually breaking free of her friend’s strangle hold. Indignantly she spoke, “But Twilight, If I’m a foal, then I’m just a worthless pony. I can’t make my own decisions, I’m your top priority, and I’m holding you back!”
Twilight kissed her mare friend on the lips, “Of course you’re my top priority, I love you Flutters. I’ve spent years upon years trying, hoping, begging to become Celestia’s number one student. But months of formal meetings, balls,
Fluttershy kissed Twilight on the cheek, “I know it might seem a bit mono-dimensional now, but as time goes on I’m sure you’d come to enjoy your duties.”
Twilight sighed, “If I remain a princess”
Fluttershy kissed nuzzled her friend’s chest with her head again, “Come on Twily, think positive!”
The alicorn smirked, “We can dream I suppose. Do you want to keep snuggling or?”
The pagasus put her right hoof on her mouth pondering, “Maybe we could go outside?”
Twilight smiled, “Well it is a beautiful day”. She gazed down looking at the pagasus cuddling up to chest, “Wait a second. Fluttershy isn’t your diaper wet?”
Fluttershy’s eyes shot open, “Oh yeah, I umm… couldn't tell.”
Twilight smiled, “Haha, alright Flutters. Let’s go to the living room I’ll clean you up there!”
The two ponies slowly drew apart from each other. Carefully the two ponies made it away from the blanket which bonded them to the bed. Fluttershy half climbed onto her bed, using her mouth she sucked her pacifier back into place.
As the two made it through the darkly shaded hallway Fluttershy felt the weight of the diaper bearing down on her backside. With each step the diaper hit her rump making her face cringe sucking her pacifier to overwhelm the audio of dis-pleasurable noise.
Not a word was spoken the whole journey. Fluttershy simply walked next to the area where she was previously diapered and laid there, fore hoofs locked to her sides, and back hoofs sprawled in the air.
Twilight as fast as she could wiped clean the pagasus’s vaginal region pacing as she realized how much she was going to have to do this from now on. Suspending her friend’s backside up a bit she removed the old diaper sliding the new one under quickly. She powdered the mare, not bothering to put on oil she closed the dry diaper shut around the pagasus’s waist.
Fluttershy felt magic coat her body as she was turned back on her feet by her friend’s magic, “Uh, thanks Twilight I umm…”
Twilight smiled, “Don’t mention it, it’s the least I can do… and will do I guess?
Fluttershy giggled a bit letting her pacifier fall to the corner of her mouth, “Thanks Twily”
The alicorn smiled taking a moment to admire her mare friend. She looked beautiful in her little angel dress. The way the white lace and silk flowed, and the matching pacifier Fluttershy puckered in her mouth.
Twilight shook her head breaking her trance, “S-so Flutters, you said you wanted to go outside? How about we sit down at the creek bed?”
Fluttershy smiled, “I’d really like that.” The pagasus trailed to the front door. Twilight cocked her head, “Wait Flutters aren't you going to take that little ensemble out before you go? I don’t want you ruining your favorite dress.”
Fluttershy smirked, “It’s alright Twily, just toss the wet diaper in the kitchen! Let’s go!”
Fluttershy opened the door to the cottage; she felt it as the hot air of the cottage battled with the temperate air of the forest. She trotted through the tall grass passing through many of the birds and squirrels she’s come to love.
The pagasus found herself on an incline, specifically one that leads into a small creek system which paved entrance to her cottage. She sat at fixed angle admiring all the beauty of the woodland creatures and the bunnies.
Silently she made note of the running water and found herself lost in tranquility, out of nowhere her trance was broken with a hair raising, “Fluttershy!”
The little creature flew away and the unamused Fluttershy stared angrily at her friend.
“Oops sorry Flutters”, the Alicorn proposed. She lay next to her mare friend a friendly smile appeared on her face as she wrapped her left arm around her friend, “I’m sure they’ll come back” Twilight said nervously.
Fluttershy chuckled a bit, “It’s alright Twiliy, I was just noticing all my furry friends.”
Twilight smiled looking at her friend, “What about them?”
The pagasus clapped her hoofs together looking at the river, “I noticed a lot about them. The way they gather every fruit and nut they can grab a hold of. They’re preparing for winter I think. I swear every year it causes my little friend’s to go made; they refuse to let anything they find valuable go. Psh, they’ll go as far as to sacrifice their life for a nut.”
Twilight smirk laying back in the tall grass, her friend soon followed trapping her arm underneath her soft yellow back; Twilight smiled “You know pride does a lot to some pony. They think they’re right because their rationality is blinded by their passion.”
Fluttershy turned her head, “I’m not- not… you’re not saying what you think you are?”
Twilight looked at her friend’s worryful eyes, “No- not at all sweetie. I was talking about the Princess. Her and her damn two-bit ideal’s that she has maximum authority over equestrian.
*VRRRRRMM! *Crackle-Ka-Boom!
“Princess Twilight Sparkle, Your presence in thine Canterlot is needed” A sonic haunting voice called. Fluttershy dove into Twilight’s arms gripping hard on her back. The alicorn turned over shielding her friend, in her panic she desperately tried to calm her friend “Shh-shh-shh Flutters, I promise it’ll be alright.”
Fluttershy however was having a rather difficault time breathing, “J-just, give me a- sec.” Twilight sparkle let go of the fragile pagasus and trotted up angrily up the hill to the source of the commotion.
Twilight Sparkle made a turn standing firm on the road, looking up angrily upwards she suppressed her anger, “Luna, why did you make such an entrance? You don’t have to use the ‘Royal Canterlot Voice’ you know?”
Luna blushed a bit, “Sorry, I have not quite gotten used to regular speaking. Anyhow, you’ve been requested to attend a conference with the other royalty. Celestia mentioned you need to bring Fluttershy here too.”
Fluttershy turned her head, she looked up and made immediate eye contact with the princess, she ducked again.
Luna laughed slightly, “I see your friend there is dressed in a foals attire is she not?”
Twilight nodded nervously, “Uh… she is, it’s a long story. I’m sure she can-
Luna put her hoof on Twilight’s mouth, “That won’t be necessary.”
Twilight signaled Fluttershy with her right hoof, “Come on Flutters, we have to go to Canterlot. Princess Luna requests you wear it.”
Fluttershy stood up weakly; taking wobbly steps she avoided eye contact with Luna. The pagasus walked right in front of the princess.
Luna glared down at the Pagasus’s face, It was red; her lips were quivering behind a white pacifier, and her eyes were watery. Silently she heard beneath the pacifier, “G-good afternoon, your highness.”
Luna smiled, “Hold hands every pony, we’re teleporting there.
The three ponies locked hoofs; both Luna and Twilight had to support Fluttershy as she could bearly stand. In a matter of seconds the alicorn’s horns circled the three ponies in a sphere, and an instant they were gone…
Author's Note
I'm excited for the next chapter, I'm already writing it...
Anyhow, I hope you guy's enjoy this chapter the next one will be out in 5-8 days!
Have a nice day! ~Oliver_England
*Fluttershy and Luna*
*Wump-wump-vrrm!
The two ponies atomized in the middle of a baseless white eternity.
Fluttershy checked her gown and sucked deep on her pacifier. Using her tongue to drift the piece of plastic she slid the accessory to the corner of her mouth,“I-It, it goes on forever!” Fluttershy gazed upwards at the princess standing to her left.
Luna slowly paced forward smirking, “Why yes little one, this is what is known by the Alicorns as “The Hyperbolic Time Stage; A dimension attainable exclusively for Alicorns, specifically ones in a form of sleep paralysis.”
Fluttershy shook in place looking at the overwhelming infinite white dimension in front of her,
“I- I can’t handle it, it’s too much!”
Luna wrapped her right hoof over Fluttershy’s side, “What’s wrong honey, afraid of being lost forever?” With that the princess’s body disintegrated and blew into the non-existent wind.
Fluttershy stood in a place a moment, she stood and shook. The air became colder, then hotter, rapidly pacing between the two. She felt a plethora of emotions overwhelm her mind; she couldn’t tell if they were fear, acceptance, or hatred.
The yellow mare ducked down curling up into a cute little ball, she covered her eyes with her front hoofs and used her pacifier’s soothing rhythm to keep herself from going insane from sound deprivation.
Out of nowhere a quiet voice called,
“So tell me Fluttershy, are babies aware what fear is?”
The space around her turned black, she tried opening her eyes but nothing worked. She started to free fall, she tried using her wings but her baby dresses forbid their use.
“Luna, Please! Help! I don’t want to be alone. I can’t I’m not strong enough. Please don’t leave me! I’m sorry!”
Luna reluminated the room back to its original white color, she flew beside the falling pagasi;
“Don’t worry Fluttershy, I have you.”
Fluttershy looked down as the space below her transited into a nursery with no roof. The two touched down gently, Luna cradling the poor filly in her arms.
“Awh, it’s alright Fluttershy. I forgive you, let me just take care of everything alright?”
Fluttershy felt her hoofs get weaker as everything else in the nursery became increasingly bigger; yet, her dress and diaper still fit her.
Luna smiled watching Fluttershy’s face become more adolescent and the pacifier in her mouth become bigger. The princess redacted the pacifier from her mouth allowing Fluttershy to speak.
“I-Did you just re-gress me?”
Luna kissed the yellow filly on the forehead, “There’s nothing to worry about is there honey?”
“I, I’m younger, but I…”
Luna put the pacifier back in her mouth,
“You’re only a foal Fluttershy.”
Fluttershy getting increasingly more uneasy, redacted the pacifier from her mouth, “Luna, why am I a baby?”
Luna smiled pretending not to hear the young pagasus in her arms, “Awh, you’re so cute when you think you can speak like a big filly.” She re-inserted the pacifier into the filly’s mouth.
Fluttershy felt it, the over cumbersome pacifier grew wires and started to hinge its way around the regressed Fluttershy’s head.
The night princess carried the hallucinating filly to the crib; pure white like the void that surrounded the confines of the nursery. The princess smiled pulling the blankets over the pagasus, “Now Fluttershy, I’m going to try something with you. For better or for worse I want to make you see something.”
Luna pointed her horn at the young foal, focusing; she shot a bolt of white light at the mare.
Fluttershy felt her body enraptured in a charge of plasma. Her vision melted, stopped completely. Lying in her crib she screamed only to have every word she uttered to be nullified by her pacifier. She couldn’t take it out, fate had stuck the accessory to her and she had to deal with it.
Luna stepped back looking at the poor filly; she kicked, screamed, and hollowed. It was no good; Fluttershy couldn’t budge it the overwhelming photo’s slides racing across her vision. Her entire life time displayed to her in what in reality was a matter of minutes.
As each second went by Fluttershy’s body started to grow, rapidly at that. She gained 17 years in the range of a few minutes. She screamed in agony as she felt the pressures and pains of her life surge through her body.
The visions stopped but the pain keep going. She could do anything about it but fidget around, she was helpless.
Fluttershy opened her eyes for the first time in ten minutes, they were normal but for only a few seconds. She caught a glare at Luna, and she was absolutely pissed.
*Back at Twilights confrontation with Luna.
Twilight trotted around the royal castle, she was given no prior instruction from the night princess; however, it was safe to assume she needed to meet the princess in the royal conference room.
Twilight admired the faithful moment, for all she knew this could very well be her last stroll down the overwhelmly open hallways. Void of sentient life but a few guards she felt alone.
However through much traversing the alicorn princess found herself at the brink of the Royal Conference rooms giant, gold plated doors.
She took a deep breath as the door cracked open, giving her vision access to a distant elegant table Celestia was sitting behind. Why, the princess was drinking tea.
Twilight using her magic opened the large chamber doors which barred sanitary for the outside world.
Stepping fast the younger alicorn started pacing towards the conference table. Two guards followed behind her shutting the door and covering her trail.
Eventually the Twilight Sparkle found herself pulling up chair across from the princess, trying to avoid eye contact she looked at her back hoofs swinging carelessly off the padded furniture.
“Y-you wanted to see me?”
Celestia finished a sip of her tea as she pushed the beverage aside.
“Twilight, in all my years of a teacher I’ve never been so conflicted about how to feel about my students actions.”
With a cringe Twilight asked, “W-what do you mean?”
Celestia smirked,
“I’m not sure Twilight. Should I ask the filly who idolized me; or, should I ask the pony who’s time after time again disrespected me and my sister?”
Twilight swallowed looking palefully scared at her mentor, “I-I don’t know, I just-just my emotions”. The alicorn stuttered, she cracked under the pressure.
“You wanna know something Twilight, there’s always been something different about you then with my other students. They; well they have all been obsessed with power, need. But they; well they wanted power over an entire empire, while you seem to be seeking it over one curtain filly.”
Twilight’s heart dropped, “Wait Celestia, you don’t mean?”
“Yes Twilight Sparkle. I’m the princess of the day, I over see everything you do, everything you feel, and I know just how manipulative you’ve been with that poor poor filly.”
Twilight locked eyes with the disappointed princess. Her speech weakened and her eyes started streaming tears, “I-I’m s-s-sorry prin-cess.”
Celestia looked first in pity and then in amusement at her bawling student, “You’re really quite a character, you accuse me of being harsh with you when you’re your own worst enemy. After all, if your cutie mark tells us anything it’s that your friends give you strength, and all you’ve done is belittled them ever since you got that crown. Speaking of which, it does look rather nice on Fluttershy.”
Twilight in the admist of the princess statement was at a lost of words, “You’re, I mean- I don’t want to hurt my friends. Wait a second, please don’t tell me you’ve been-“
Celestia nodded, “Indeed I have Twilight, I noticed your lack of attention to your obligations as princess. You seem a bit distracted, but I excused you on the premise that you’re not that old; especially for an alicorn. But come some 4 days ago Luna and apparently a few other ponies noticed you and Fluttershy’s silhouette in the night ski.”
Twilight nodded, “Princess, I’m aware of the rumors but I-“
Luna frowned looking at her student, “Tsk. Tsk. You shouldn’t try to make up excuses, maybe if we got a chance to talked this out this little meeting of ours could have been prevented.”
“I’m sorry, Celestia.”
Celestia’s horn lit up, infront of her a small holographic image of the Hyperbolic Time Stage.
“Do you see this Twilight?”
The image became more visible as the image of Fluttershy’s torturing played.
Twilight’s tears went from regret to fury, stomping her front hoofs on the table she caused a large ‘bang’ noise which shook the tea a bit.
“Celestia, why do this to ponies? I’m the one you should be punishing, you-you cold, heartless, bitch!”
Celestia’s eyes shot open, “Twilight that’s enough, I assure you it’s for her and your own good. Now retain yourself!”
The guards surround Twilight, using her magic she brought one of the guard’s spears in front of her throat, crying Twilight pleaded, “One of you try to stop me, I fucking dare you!”
Celestia overpowered Twilight’s magic with her own, tossing the spear to the side of the room; “Like I said, if only you’d take time to appreciate rationality. You just willing threatened to kill yourself and for what? To ‘save’ your friend, I understand you love her but you’re not acting like a mature pony.”
Twilight froze a moment looking at her mentor’s disappointed face, In all of her years she’d never seen it quite so genuine. Her face turned crimson red, she broke down falling into her hoofs which rested on the table, “Pri-ncess, I-I’m so sorry!”
The princess looked at her former student in pity, “I know you are Twilight, that’s not what I’m here to talk about though. See I’ve been thinking about these actions of yours; The sex, your caretaking, and especially your disobedience to me.”
Twilight looked upwards at her teacher, her chin still resting on the finely crafted table over of her lap.
“W-what is th-this about?”
Celestia sighed trying to gather the right words, “To be honest Twilight, I’ve come to the decision that you’re not fit to be a princess- not yet.”
Twilight looked her teacher dead in the eye through her tears, “What?!”
The solar princess closed her eyes, “Now Twilight, it’s no fault of your own. I just feel like you’re not responsible enough yet to inherit an empire.”
Twilight calmed her sobbing, “So what? Was wasting my childhood for you all for not? What am I supposed to do now? Go back to the library and continue being a nobody for the rest of my life?!”
Celestia sighed again, “Twilight, you’re never going to be a ‘nobody’. You’re just confused. Overwhelmed by your emotions, and you’ve been expressing them in harsh irrational compromises.”
“Wha-what do you mean?”
“Oh really Twilight, you must know what I’m talking about. What you’ve been doing with Fluttershy it’s- it’s just not natural how your going about them. I’ve known you since you were a little filly Twilight, and I know about your little ‘issues’.
“What? I don’t have any-“
Celsestia put up a hoof to silence Twilight, “Depression, Social Anxiety, Minor OCD, Gender Identity Disorder, and most importantly Dependent Personality Disorder.”
Twilight’s eyes went from awestruck to tearful again, “How, d-did yo-“ was all Twilight could gather before breaking down in tears again.
Celestia waited for Twilight’s crying to seize, in what seemed like forever her sobbing finally lessened.
“Twilight, dear; there’s nothing to be ashamed of. You’re just young and confused, there’s nothing to be embarrassed about.”
Through her hoofs a muffled expression was yelled, “Yes there is, I’m a monster Celsetia, a freak! No one will ever want because I can’t be normal, I’m not normal; I’m a freak. Just a god damn anti-social nobody!”
Celestia stood up and walked to the opposite side of the table where her star student was sitting. Sitting beside her, she levitated the Alicorn out of her seat and into her own front hoofs.
Twilight curled all of her fours close to her like a foal, “I-I’m so s-s-sorry, I-I’m just s-so ashamed and nevous. I just can’t think!” Twilight cried more closing her eyes and shaking her head left to right.”
Celestia stroked her students purple mane trying to sooth her distressed state, “You know something Twilight, I haven’t held you like this since you were a filly. I just want you to know, I’m not giving up on you as a princess or my protégé, I think you’d just benefit from some time with Fluttershy.”
Twilight swallowed cracking her eyes open slightly, “You- what?”
Celestia cradled the young alicorn in her arms some more, “I think some time with some one that loves you that much will benefit you. Although I’m not thrilled about the idea that you’re dating another filly, I do understand that she makes you happy. Of course I don’t want you poisoning the poor thing, she’s been through just as much if not more than you have you know?”
Twilight opened her eyes fully, her face now rosy from crying she asked, “Sh-She has?”
Celestia nodded, “You do realize she’s been beaten her whole life, perhaps not always physically; but mentally. No matter what she tried growing up, she was too socially shy to be proud of it. She never had anyone to help her either; I assume that’s why she’s so caring of animals. She wants to feel needed, but what she really needs to learn to depend on others.”
“I assume that’s why you’re letting me stay with her?”
Celestia smiled coyly, “That and because I know you love her. Did she ever tell you she tried her fetish with two other stallions? She used to be open about it until the one called her a freak and almost leaked her secret to the rest of Ponyville. It’s a wonderful thing that you’re able to see the heart in her and actually enjoy bonding with her in a method she finds therapeutic.”
Twilight smiled, “I-I just love her a lot. My friends have doubted us, or at least Applejack has, but I know in my heart I’d give up my own life to save her. She’s important to me, she’s the first person since Shining that I’ve really felt loved me back.”
Celestia smiled, “Well don’t worry Twilight, once Luna is done helping Fluttershy I’m sure she’ll feel still feel the same.”
Twilight looked up at her teacher. Celestia never failed to reassure her; she pecked her on her muzzle and nuzzled her, “Thank you Celestia.”
Celestia hugged her back, “You’re quite welcome, and I’d like you to know that your suspension was my own fault. I feel as though I wasn’t there enough for you when you were a filly and I think you deserve some time to enjoy life. You earned it, Princess Twilight Sparkle”.
Twilight smiled, “Thank you.”
*Back at Fluttershy and Luna’s Confrontation
Fluttershy bit down on her pacifier even harder and harder. Her fury towards the night princess grew. Years of shame and embarrassment surmounted into one final harsh movement.
Her hoofs still clenched tightly against her body from fear, began to move slowly. She didn’t want this; but, she could handle it. She grabbed hold of the pacifier strapped to her mouth and with a forceful pull ripped the rubber wiring off from her face.
She sat up, panting from the hallucinogenic experience that she surmounted. She looked at the princess scornfully as her eyes started to change.
Fluttershy stood up, still wobbly from her traumatic thoughts. An electrical charged formed around her, crackles of lightning started to formulate around her body. She yelled, her eyes engulfed in an overshadowing white glow.
The white glow overtook her whole body, nullified the lightning completely and with a loud *boom* the crib underneath her was shattered into a thousand pieces; her diaper and dress too disappeared.
Luna looked at Fluttershy in pride, her plan worked. She’d pushed Fluttershy to face her trauma in the most brutal way possible and it worked.
Fluttershy’s descended not with her wings but with a light pink aura, landing on the charcoaled rubble of the crib below she raised herself up. She stood up tall and proud; one last bolt of lightning shocked her forehead an atomized a unicorns horn. Her eyes glow lessened as she looked at the lunar princess, her eyes back to her original likeness; a string of tears flowed down both her eyes.
“Fluttershy, I see you’ve found your way out.”
Fluttershy swallowed, she smiled coyly yet quizzically; “Am I? An-an-“
“Alicorn, why yes you are. You might wonder why; well, it’s simple really. See Princesses have to be heroes, those who strive to protect others for the greater good. You’ve made so many sacrifices in your life and might have actually saved the empire.”
“But Princess, I can’t be a princess; not yet. I don’t know any unicorn magic, let alone alicorn, and what do you mean I’ve saved the empire.”
Luna paced around the golden alicorn, “You see know dear Fluttershy, you saved Twilight Sparkle. Twilight always had ‘issues’ which have concerned the us, only after seeing how she expressed them with you have we made a decision about what to do with her.”
Fluttershy put her hoof on her chin, “Oh no, Twilight didn’t lose her wings did she?”
Luna laughed, “No, the princess and I have just suspended her role as princess. We decided it’d be best if you two spend your life’s together in peace before you two are officially cornated as ruler of an empire. She loves you a whole lot Fluttershy, although your fetish was a tad bit concerning I think you’ve come see what a strong mare you’ve become since you were a little filly being harassed by a few bullies?”
Fluttershy smiled still a little bit embarrassed, “I have; only now have I realesed that I’ve been acting foolishly. I couldn’t outrun the past; you showed me that. But that still doesn’t answer why you’re making me a princess.”
Luna locked eyes with the mare; “We have are reasons Fluttershy. I think both Celestia and I have confidence that you and Twilight still need each other.”
Fluttershy blushed, “Well that’s all well and good, but I’m not the hero you need!”
Luna walked up to the golden alicorn wrapping her wing around her body. The two turned heads at eachother. The night princess smiled reassuringly at the much younger princess, “Fluttershy I don’t think you understand. Acting like a foal and crying in the arm of the one you loved makes you no less a hero. After all; Tears aren’t for those of the weak, they are those who have been strong for much too long.”
Fluttershy’s muzzle turned into a smile as she felt a small joy overwhelm her. She nuzzled the princess, “Princess I love you.”
Luna smiled wrapping her wing around the new princess, “Don’t you worry Fluttershy. I know being an alicorn might seem overwhelming but I reassure you, I’ll be there with you every step of the way.”
Fluttershy smiled looking around the nursery one last time, “Say Luna, can I tell you something?”
“Anything Princess Fluttershy”
Fluttershy looked around, “I still want to see my mother” the golden alicorn looked up at the Luna princess, “I don’t even know what she looks like. Maybe there’s an archive of her somewhere I could look at?”
Luna beamed, “Fluttershy, I think I have something much better in store for you.”…
Author's Note
Well shoot, I apologize for the long delay. I was rather busy with some Christmas realated activities but I'm done with them now.
Anyhow this chapter is the second last in the series, and I'm honestly a bit overwhelmed with the thought this story is almost over. The next chapter will be rather huge and depending on when the new "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" chapter is completed will change when the final chapter of this one is. My hope is to get the next chapter of Pinkie Pie's Obsession done within the next 1-3 days and the final chapter of this one done in 3-5!
I hope you guys all enjoyed the chapter, and I wish you all a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and Happy Holidays! ~ Oliver_England
Twilight looked upwards at her teacher, she was much taller and much more graceful than she could compare too. The younger alicorn blushed; she made eye contact with the floor. In a quitter than usual tone she asked,
“Princess Celestia, can I tell you something?”
The princess looked to her side, “Anything Twilight, what would you like to say?"
The embarrassed alicorn princess gazed around the room at the gaurds. There were around 12 in Celestia’s perimeter at all times.
“Ce-celista c-c-could we go to your b-bed room and talk?”
Celestia looked quizzically at Twilight, her gaze a bit fixated on her posture. Her protégé’s shoulders were sank, her knees shaky, her eye glassy.
“I suppose so; you’re not going to try to hurt yourself again are you?”
The purple mare shook her head, “N-no it’s just-just”
Celestia put her hoof on the young alicorns mouth, “Shh, you don’t have to explain yourself.”
Twilight half smiled.
Celestia looked around at the gaurds, “I would like all of you to leave Twilight Sparkle and me to ourselves. We’ll be in my chamberoom until further notice. Feel free to escort the hallways outside it though.
The guards simultaneously nodded their heads. Celestia looked down at Twilight; the alicorn’s expression hadn’t changed.
Celestia smiled, “You remember where my room is right Twilight?”
Twilight shook her head.
“Alright, follow me then.”
Twilight followed the princess stepping slowly and quietly as the two made it out of the conference room’s doorway. She struggled keeping up behind the princess, he knee’s felt like they were about to buckle and she felt a bit nauseous with fear.
Celestia eventually stopped, taking her time she gently pushed the heavy white wood door open for her student.
“In their Twilight, your secret will be safe.”
Twilight’s steps became slower as she regretted her decision. Her thoughts were dumb and childish; there was no way the princess would want to do what she wanted.
Celestia closed the door locking it behind her.
“Now tell me Twilight” The princess knelt to eye level with the mare, “What would you like to ask me?”
Twilight looked at the princesses magenta eyes, she could conjure the words. The alicorn tried saying something but it just came out as a foal’s babbling.
The princess smiled reassuringly at her student, she could already read Twilight’s thoughts, this was just a good first step.
“Come on Twilight, take your time.”
Twilight started breathing heavily,
“W-w-would y-you b-bab-baby-“ Twilight broke into tears. “I-I’m s-s-sorry, you-I-I’m a freak!”
Celestia smiled picking the alicorn up with her front hoofs, “There’s nothing to be embarrassed about Twilight. I understand it.”
Cowering into a small curled up ball in the princesses arm’s Twilight muttered, “Y-you understand, what?”
Celestia kissed her student on the forehead, “You don’t think I saw your mental breakdown the other day? You know, where you tried to defecate yourself because of some unexplainable impulse?”
Twilight’s cheeks grew red, “Y-you-saw that!?”
Celestia smiled, “It’s alright Twilight. I understand I never got to let you be the little kid you needed to be. There’s no point in growing up too fast Twilight, and I understand now this isn’t something sexual for you it’s a-a… comfort.”
Twilight hugged the princesses neck, “T-thank you I-I”
Celestia closed her eyes and embraced the smaller mare. Her horn glowed bright with her golden glow as a few items materialized out of nowhere and unto her bed.
The princess walked over to her overly sized monolith of a bed. Carefully with her hoofs she laid Twilight unto the bed. Using her magic she unfolded the diaper.
It was bigger than the one’s Twilight had been using on Fluttershy, it also beared Celestia’s cutie mark in the front rather than the butterfly pattern she was used to seeing.
Celestia picked up the smaller mares legs, She slid the diaper underneath Twilight; it came up half way on her waste.
Twilight felt her rump flattening into the diapers cushy surface, she scooted her behind around slightly experimenting with how soft it was.
Twilight jolted her pelvis forward as Celestia sprinkled baby powder over her nether regions. Celestia folded the diaper around the young mare’s stomach and around her waist. The force of the diaper spread her legs apart, now she couldn’t walk.
Celestia levitated the mare back into her arms. Twilight’s previous sobbing was gone, he face was still wet with tears though. Twilight looked at the mare that was bearing her weight. She lifted her back up and pecked the princess on the cheek.
*Back in Hyperbolic Time Stage*
Fluttershy backed up sitting on her rump, “W-what do you mean?”
Luna smiled really big, “Fluttershy, you know what happens to ponies when they die right?”
“I’m afraid that I don’t”
Luna smiled big, “Their spirit travels to another plain of existence, us Alicorns refer to it as “Other World”. It’s an ather, another Equestrian empire; the difference being it’s peaceful. Only the pure hearted have access to it and it’s only accessible by the living in one way.”
Fluttershy swallowed, “A-and how’s that Princess?”
“Through the hyperbolic time dimension”
Fluttershy gasped, her face gained a small cute smile.
“Luna a-are you serious? Is it possible?”
The night princess nodded, “Yes, if you have a pure heart it’s possible to cross dimensions while in sleep paralysis. I don’t wish to escort you to your mother’s house however; this is your battle to fight Princess Fluttershy.”
The nursery around the two disintegrated and turned into nothingness. Luna stood on her fours, “Fluttershy I want you to learn this spell, duck unto your front two hoofs while you allow your plant your back two into the ground fully stretched out.”
The former pagasus eager to learn the first of her magic obediently followed the princesses movements, they were flawless.
Luna gave a smug grin, “Fluttershy, you’re a natural. Alright anyhow, look directly in front of yourself and make sure your left and right legs are at equal length in front of each other.”
Fluttershy corrected her two front hoofs and looked back at the princess before returning to her fixated glare at the everlasting blank room in front of her.
Luna nodded, “Good. Now finely I want you to close your eyes tight, take a mental image of the world infront of you, and I want you to cut every square centimeter of the world into a grid.
Fluttershy’s horn lit up with a pink glow in front of her a neon white colored grid appeared. Slowly the pieces redacted backwards and they gave way to a light blue sunny Cloudsdale home.
The timid mare opened her eyes in amazement, “I-I did that?” she clapped her hoofs together.
“Congratulations Fluttershy, you just learned your first spell. An alicorn on at that. Please refrain from using it anywhere but this dimension, I wouldn’t want you breaking the forth wall in the real world now.”
Fluttershy nodded, “Got it.” She turned her head at the princess, “Is there anything else I should know?”
Luna sat up straight and placed a quizzical hoof on her muzzle, “Not much honestly. Just know that I’m proud of how far you’ve come. Also, to exit the other world just exits the portal you’ve created outside her house.”
Fluttershy nodded again, “Wait princess come here for a second!” The Luna princess walked up to the younger alicorn. Fluttershy leaned in and nuzzled her, “Thank you princess, I love you!”
Luna blushed, “No thanks is needed, just please don’t get yourself hurt again.”
The timid mare walked back to the portal, with a turn of her head and a final nod she smiled, “Don’t worry Luna I won’t.”
The pagasus took a deep breath and stepped into the Other World, a tremendous forced over took her body. The atmosphere was much lighter and a lot more temperate than she expected.
Peculiar, her mother’s house in Other World wasn’t any different than it was in the real world aside from it being properly renovated.
The yellow mare walked into her former Cloudsdale home’s yard. She took a few more deep breaths as her eyes filled up with tears. The scene was overwhelming; it was beautiful; more serene than any place she’d been in at Ponyville.
Drying her tears Fluttershy stood up on her shaky fours and started inching towards the doorway. She sat her behind on the door mat and carefully knocked on the structure’s white surface.
The timid mare sat there for several minutes, everything seemed to be moving in half time. Why wasn’t she answering, she is here right? She gave up hope, her mother wasn’t there. Feeling hopeless and dejected the mare turned around, and then she heard a small creaking noise.
“F-Fluttershy” a small voice whispered out.
Fluttershy turned her head, “M-mommy?” The alicorn turned around 180 degrees and made eye contact with her estranged mother. She darted up using her wings to propel her faster; she tackled her mother in a tight hug “Momma”!
*Back at Celestia and Twilight’s Conference*
Celestia lay with Twilight in her which over encumbered the room, she had her long white arms wrap around the young alicorn’s stomach as she tried her best to meld her large white figure around her student’s shape.
Twilight sat there in her teachers embrace admiring a large painting of equestria on the wall infront of her. It displayed all different geological and political indifferences of the kingdom.
In all honesty the young alicorn felt embarrassed. This was in no way professional of either of them and it made her feel hot faced just thinking about any of her friends seeing her in such a situation. Yet, this made the situation all the more comfortable to her.
Celestia breathed deeply as she admired the room with her ‘baby’, “Tell me Twilight, why of all things you could do or say did you chose this little role play.” The princess had a decent idea but this was supposed to help Twilight realize her actions on her own.
Twilight lifted one of her small hoofs and redacted a pacifier which like her diaper had a likeness of the princess’s cutie mark on it.
“I-I…” Twilight looked down at the Princesses beautiful silk blanket which lay over both of them, “I honestly don’t know, it’s dumb and childish.”
Celestia rubbed the younger alicorns tummy letting out a small, “Hmm, that doesn’t sound like the Twilight sparkle I know and love.”
“Wha-what do you mean Celestia?”
Celestia smirked, she had a motive; she hope Twilight would say that.
“Look at what’s happened this past week Twilight, look at the pain you caused you friend, the pain you caused yourself, how did you handle it?”
Twilight’s eyes shuttered half closed as she tried to think of a valid answer, “Well, Flutters and I we would- would… bond together.”
Celestia nodded, “Mmm-hmm, and what was the one thing that you were unsure of, the one thing at your core that you wanted to do that you know you wanted to happen to you?”
“That I-I wanted t-to be a foal?”
Celestia shook her head, “Honey, you knew Fluttershy was helpless for a while there; Am I not correct?”
Twilight swallowed, “Yes?”
Celestia rubbed her hoof up and down the mares stomach with a little more care, “And when she was on her two feet, what did you do?”
Twilight’s eyes became glassy, she knew Celestia knew. It was only a matter of time, “I-I poisned her.”
Celestia nodded, “Why so?”
Tears started to formulate in Twilight’s eyes, “I-I wanted her to be helpless. I’m nothing without her, and she’s nothing without me.”
Celestia smirked once again; she reached her hoof over and stuck the pacifier into the younger alicorns mouth. Smiling Celestia exclaimed, “Twilight, that’s not why you did it. You’re at this very moment, surprising your impulses for control. You want to be the dominate one because you are too scared to be the weaker one. If time has shown me anything about you, it’s not that you fear being alone; it’s that you fear being too helpless to do anything about it.
Twilight’s stomach started contracting very slightly as she made quiet sobs. Tears streamed down her face, the princess was right; she knew her secret. Twilight choking on her own tears squeaked, “So?”
Celestia moved her checker piece, check mate. With one last victorious smile the princess nuzzled the younger mare, “So of course this is your comfort, and I’m alright with that Twilight. You want to be dominated, helpless; like a foal. You just couldn’t bare swallowing your pride in front of someone who you controlled so you came to the only other thing other than your mind that’s held you in bondage, which safe to assume is I.”
Twilight lost her emotions, her mind got the best of her but in a small way this is all she ever wanted. Twilight hugged unto the princesses motherly arms as she accepted the idea of this. Maybe Roleplaying with Fluttershy could be a bit easier now.
Twilight still crying used her own hoof to wipe away her tears. She heard a faint whisper from behind her head, “No allow me Twilight.” Celestia raised her left hoof and let the young alicorn’s tears absorb into her soft coat, “There’s no need to hold back Twilight, just- let it all go.”
Twilight felt defeated, both spiritually and mentally. No matter how deeply she buried her transgression she knew Celestia would see it, she’d know how she felt and why she felt it.
This thought made the young mare cry even more. She fidgeted her legs a bit, in her teacher’s grasp there was no point in moving; she felt comfortable. The alicorn relieved herself, a small hissing sound was faintly heard in the large hollowed chamber room.
The princess ignored the sound, despite clearly know what just happened it was for the better of things.
Twilight sucked on her pacifier a few more times before feeling a bit weary, she closed her eyes and the chamber room went dim.
*Fluttershy and her mother’s visit*
The pagasus stood firm as the pagasus crashed into her, “Fluttershy, my lamby!’
The pagasus held her mother in a deep embrace for what seemed an eternity as the world spinned around her. Her whole life she’d just wanted confirmation, that there was somepony out there that remembered her name.
Tears welled up in Fluttershy’s closed eyes as she broke out in the most sincere smile she’d ever gotten.
Fluttershy’s mother brushed her mane as she started rocking the her from side to side, “Oh how you’ve grown my baby” the pagasus pushed her back to get a full glimpse at her mane; “My god you’ve grown to be such a beautiful mare.”
Fluttershy peck her mother’s neck repeatedly, “Thank you so much, I missed you, I missed you I missed you I missed you!”
The two stayed in each other’s arms for a while, the timid mare’s mom took one last deep breath before retracting from the hug.
“Come now dear, let’s get you inside. I’m sure we have a lot to catch up on.”
Fluttershy nodded pacing slowly into the cottage; it was just like she remembered. A rather 70’s style theme, white shag carpet, wood panels on the walls, white wall underneath. In the living room was a glass table, a futuristic style T.V, a green couch extremely similar to the one Fluttershy kept in her cottage, and a whole lot of other matching décor.
Mother Fluttershy sat on the green couch and patted a hoof next to her where she sat, “Come on Flutters, I know you wanna talk.”
Fluttershy nodded, stepping fast the alicorn inched around the glass table and did a small hop on the couch. She turned her head the left and looked her mother dead in the eye’s.
“Momma, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a bit overwhelmed right now. Uhh… can I ask you something?”
He mother smiled a bit concerned, she didn’t know Fluttershy well but she had a good idea of what the young mare was about to say. “W-Why did y-you leave me?”
Her mother closed her eyes and breathed deeply for a moment, remaking eye contact the young mother lightly spoke, “Flutters, I never wanted to leave you. I had a terminal medical condition and I didn’t want to spread it to you.” The white pagasus extended her arm to her little filly, “I’m so sorry Fluttershy, I didn’t have a choice.”
Fluttershy ducked her head into her own chest, she closed her eyes, “You don’t know what I’ve had to go through, years of bullying and ridicule. I developed mental problems because of you, every day I would struggle getting out of bed because I knew that everyday my life would just get harder. ”
The white pagasus brushed her daughters hair to the side of her face, “Shh, it’s alright Fluttershy. I know life is hard, and the it’s hard being strong in a world that doesn’t want you to be. But tell me this, are you stronger?”
Fluttershy’s growing tears lessened, “I-I guess so?” she said looking upwardly in a false attempt to look at her horn. She regained her eye contact with her mother’s beautiful sapphire blue cirus swirled eyes, “But how would you describe, being alive knowing every day that the only mare that was important to you left? I struggled for years after I got out of the flight academy dealing with my depression. No one loved me mom, and I had no one to turn to. You abandoned me and you’re acting like it doesn’t even matter!”
The angelic white mare shook her head, “Fluttershy, you’re so much stronger than you think. I know you had a hard life but look at you now! You’re an Alicorn, and you have a beautiful mare that want’s nothing other than to be with you. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you Fluttershy, I suppose the letter I sent you wasn’t enough.
Fluttershy swallowed, “What letter?”
The dove flanked mare’s heart beat dropped, “Y-you never received a letter? I sent it to your uncle to give to you, you were supposed to receive it when you got out of flight school!”
Fluttershy face-hoofed herself, “I dropped out of Flight school, I couldn’t stand the pressure so I moved into an abandoned cottage home near the evergreen forest.”
The pagasus closed her eyes, “I think I have the words memorized, hold out you hoofs.” Fluttershy turned obediently allowing her mother to connect legs, she looked motherly at her daughter, “Dear Fluttershy, I know your future days will be rough, but I know you’re a strong mare. You might not see it now, but you’re a wonderful soul and the little time your father and I got to spend with you was the best time of our life. You might wonder where we’re at? Well, I’m hopefully in the clouds above you, the ones you can’t see but know are there. Your father is serving in military right now; hopefully he’ll make it back. I’m sorry I couldn’t be who you needed in your life so please; don’t feel sorry when you don’t remember me. I love you more than anything else it this world Fluttershy, I just wanted you to know that. And above everything else, when I’m staring down at you from the heavens know one thing; I’ll always love you, just the way you are. Love Your Mother – (White Dove)”
The Alicorn’s eyes filled with tears, “I’m so sorry momma, I didn’t know you cared so much.” The alicorn dropped into the lap of the alicorn.
“It’s alright Fluttershy, we don’t have to be apart any longer. You’ve exceeded everything I thought you could be and I’m so proud.”
Fluttershy’s words muffled out from her mother’s thigh’s, “Wait, can you see on earth?!”
The alicorn raised her head; her face seemed to be burning from embarrassment. “Oh no, mom! Please don’t tell you’ve saw me acting like a f-foal?”
The pagasus giggled, “Awh, don’t worry honey. I understand. Again, it’s my fault; well sort of. Anyway, it’s nothing to be ashamed of and I don’t think less of you for it.”
Fluttershy awkwardly laughed, “Ha, it’s just-well, I used to think it was such a big secret. Like I’d get in trouble if anyone found out, anymore it seems like people want to see me dressed in diapers.”
“Well, you’re awful cute as a foal after all”
The alicorn laughed, “Hehe, thanks momma. I’ll talk about it more if you want, but do you have any questions. I mean, I’ve been alive some 19 years without you…”
The pagasus shook her head, “No, I think you’re doing just fine for yourself. I don’t have a terrible amount of stuff to do so I try to watch you from time to time; your father is with his friends on some vacation.”
The alicorn nodded, “Well, could I ask you something?”
“Anything dear.” The pagasus beamed.
Fluttershy cracked a grin, “H-how old are you? Your pretty young looking, but is that a norm for the Other World? What did you do when you lived in Cloudsdale.”
The white Pagasus nodded, “Why yes it is, but I died when I was 21 so it didn’t matter anyway. I lived most of my life as a veterinarian, I ended up quitting my job to spend it with you full time. Your father was already doing well in the military so there wasn’t much point in me working. I spent every night I could cradling you in my arms, honestly my last year on earth was spent taking care of you; and I never regretted that.”
Fluttershy beamed, she hugged her mother. “Thanks Momma, I guess that explains a lot. I suppose you already know about the elements and everything right?”
The pagasus nodded, “Yep, as I said earlier. You’ve done so much more than I could have dreamed of; you’ve really made me proud. I’m a lot like you Fluttershy, a mare of few words, I just can’t think of a better way to put it, I’m really proud of you!”
Fluttershy smiled, “Haha, it’s alright mom” She embraced her mother a little bit tighter, “You’re here now and everything is alright.”
“Oh Flutters, you’re such an affectionate one.” The pagasus grabbed the timid mare’s shoulders and brought her out of the hug. She pecked her daughter on the cheek, “Go Fluttershy, be the princess Ponyville needs you to be. I’ll be here if you need me, just go.”
Fluttershy’s eyes got watery, “B-but, I don’t want to leave you. I-I just-“
Fluttershy’s mother smiled, “Don’t worry Fluttershy, no matter what I’ll be there for you. Visit later tonight if you’d like, I’ve been watching Twilight in the chamber room next to the one you’re sleeping in. Just wake up and I think you’ll be in for a pleasant surprise if you go to see her.”
Fluttershy nodded, “Alright, I’ll either come back her tomorrow night or perhaps tomorrow morning.
The pagasus watched Fluttershy as she scampered out of the living room and to the front door, “Tomorrow morning? You got plans later tonight with Twilight?”
Fluttershy looked back blushing slightly, “Umm, yes. Please don’t watch, please!”
The pagasus winked, “Right, Got ya!”
The pagasus stepped outside of the small Cloudsdale house and shut the door gently behind her. She skippered through the yard and wincing she did a small bunny hop into the portal she had created.
Opening her eyes she found herself in a massive bed. She was still bearing the same diaper and dress she had on prior to her arrival. Apparently the Luna princess had knocked her out and everything she just experienced was fake? She felt her forehead to find a rather hard sensitive bone; perhaps she really was an alicorn.
She climbed out of the large navy colored bed and started trotting towards the doorway, she was the only one in the room; Luna must have left a while ago.
Fluttershy made it the doorway and ripped the diaper off and cast away the dress she was wearing; they didn’t serve much purpose now. The mare could feel her behind, it was still a tad bit numb but her transformation must have reversed the baby food’s effect.
Delighted by her new discovery she walked out of the Luna princess’s room, down the hallway and through Celestia’s room. She glared across the room at her friend; she was dressed as a baby and being coddled in Celestia’s arms.
The former pagasus walked up to the bed and let out a small ‘d’awh’.
The subtle noise awoke both of the sleeping princesses.
Twilight’s eye broke open as her face became extremely red, “Awh, Fluttershy! It’s not what It looks like I swear!”
Fluttershy smiled, “It’s alright, I like it. I like it a lot.” The golden alicorn scanned down her friend’s body; she noticed her wet diaper. She bit her lip.
Celestia smirked at Fluttershy’s increasingly affectionate looking facial expression. Without a word of warning, her horn lit up and a portal sent both of the lover ponies through a wormhole. Both Fluttershy and Twilight crashed into the nursery’s crib.
With a small ‘umph!’ Fluttershy landed a top of Twilight.
Twilight sat there panting and confused. Why was Fluttershy an alicorn? Why is it so dark, how long had her and Celestia been asleep? All questions aside Fluttershy leaned down and kissed her friend on the cheek, “Come on Twily, you’ve been a bad girl, I think it’s time for a punishment.”
Twilight cried as her lover removed her pacifier and stuck her tongue in her mouth, she fidgeted but calmed down once she felt her friend pinning her two front hoofs to the cribs mattress. Fluttershy was clearly in control here, and for now; that’s just the way the two wanted it.
Author's Note
Well, this was it. With that my story "Fluttercrinkle" is completed, and I have to say. Despite some obvious grammatical, punctual, and plot issues, this story has grown on me. Although my attention has shifted from this story, I'm considering remaking it in a new story of mine.
Other than "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" I will be producing a new series of stories very similar to "Pinkie Pie's Obsession" all following different aspects/causes of infantalism and even a few other fetishes.
A shout out to my story editor: "Don't Look At My Name Bro"
Well, I hope you guys enjoyed the story; and I hope you all have a happy New Year! ~ Oliver-England
