Psycho in a new world

    Pain- A pysical or emotional feeling of being hurt.

    Lost- To be misplaced or in a unknown area.

These two words on the gun that took some lifes. It has been passed from my mothers side of the family, and now I own it. I have see people die around me and taking a life is what these to words come in. These have every thing to do with it.

"Beep. Beep. Beep."

I felt good. Sleep is hard for me and I finally got some.

"Beep. Beep. Beep"

"Where am I?"

"Beep. Beep. Beep."

"Shut up. Good god." I opened my eyes to be met with a white ciling. The beeping was driving me nuts.

"Beep Beep Beep Beep." The beeping got faster.

"Shut UP!"

"BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. BBEEEEEEPPPPP............" I ripped off all the IVs and wires on me making it sound like I flat lined.

"HA! I wished." Standing up slowly to be met with a cold floor on my feet. "The hell is my clothes?" Unplugging the heart moniter, I looked around the small room to see my bag with my boots, camo pants, and Slayer shirt on top of it. "Well howdy do." When I finally got dressed, a white horse came in. Not even seeing me in the corner. "Can I help ya?"

On its pink mane was in a bun with white hat with a red cross on it and hearts on the corners. "OH! You scared me Mister Casey. Are you feeling fine?"

"You are the first horse not to flip out." Her blue eyes had a hommy feeling to them.

"Umm the term is pony Mister Casey."

"Oh, well its just Casey, but may I have your name?"

"At the front desk with release forms." She shot me a wink while walking out of my room.

"Getting hit on by a pony. Who would have....." Looking up at the lights. "You sly son of a bitch." Grabbing my bag I heard something big hit the floor.

"M24 with tan powder coat. Pure bliss right here." I picked up the 16 pound gun. It was a monster. Pulling back the bolt and pulling out the magazen to show 5, three inch long rounds. "You did good god. Too bad you forgot the scope."

Walking to the front desk was fun. Having  guns over each shoulder made me bump into every thing. Not even talking about the heavy green bag.

"So where do I sign?" The desk sat a thing of papers that I could care less to read.

"I can see you can care less about the forms Casey."

"You could not be more right Miss...?"

"No."

"No? Thats a wird name."

The mare just giggled watching me trying to figure out how to do the paper work. Finally I just bowed my head in defeat. I dropped the pin and banged my head on the wooden desk. "Your funny Casey."

"Glad you think so." Not stopping with my self abuse.

"Its Redheart if you want to know so bad." I stopped to stare at her.

"Thank you Miss Redheart. When I..." She out her hoof in my mouth. How it didn't taste like dirt, I don't know.

"Sign here and maybe a lunch." I did what she said.

"So about that lunch thing," Her eyes dropped. "When I get back from seeing ya'lls princesses I will make sure I get hurt to see ya." Turning from the blushing mare I stepped into the bright day.

-----Ponyville's dirt roads.

The roads felt like home. Well North Carolina, no concrete kingdoms just olden times. I guess the ponys got use to me, which sucks. They even gone so far to wave. All of this kindness made me sick. But the colors were nice, not to bad to rape your eyes, but not HD like earth.

"Watch where your going next time!" Turning around in what must be a flea market was a yellow pony with pink hair getting screamed at by a.... Griffin?

"Is this chicken bothering ya?" Walking towards the two only to see the griffin smile.

"Yea she is."

"I was calling you the chicken. So is it bothering ya?" The yellow pegasus nodded lightly hiding behind its long mane. "Well ya heard the pony. Bye, bye."

"How you going to make me." The griffin came to my chest. This only made me laugh.

"HA. I've fought dogs bigger than you." Ripping out my magnum, pulling back the hammer.

"O-Oh my." The yellow pony backed up in fear.

"Whats that going to do?" It was laughing at me, and I don't take lightly to that.

"This fires a piece of lead at high speeds hurting or even killing what ever it hits." It just kept laughing at me. It even fell on its back in laughter.

"Please d-don't do that Mister." The whispering pony asked in a kind voice.

"What do you think is the right action than?" Looking into her deep blue eyes seeing something, was it pleading? "As you wish." I put the gun back up.

"HAHAAHHA!" It didn't even get up off the ground.

"Have a nice day." Walking away like nothing even happened. I just mindlessly walked through the color filled village. The lit cigar that hung out of my lips tasted good. Smoking kept me calm and happy, better than killing.

"Are ya ready?" Turning to be met with the country pony.

"For what?"

"Canterlot..... Weres mah manners. Am Applejack, element of honesty." She tipped her hat to me.

"Ah, a truthful pony eh. Still don't like it." She frowned at me. "But ya got my trust." She perked back up at my words.

"Twilight wanted me to get ya."

"Well lets go." Taking the last hit off the cigar before stomping it out.

----------A big ass tree house.

"Ok so how are we getting there?"

"Train." Twilight answered with her muzzle in a purple saddle bag.

"Why would you get a tattoo on ya'lls asses?" Looking at all of the mares flanks seeing all kinds of pictures.

-The yellow pegasus who was Fluttershy had three butterflys

-The pink hyper active mare, Pinkie Pie had three party ballons, the two outter ones blue and the middle one yellow.

-The cyan pegasus with the rainbow mane, Rainbow Dash had a white cloud with a rainbow lighting bolt.

-The purple unicorn Twilight had one big pink six point star with five white stars around it.

-The tan earth pony known as Applejack had three red apples.

-The white unicorn whom is Rarity had three blue dimands.

"Oh there called cutie marks. There a ponys special talant." All of them were blushing.

"So like a tattoo."

"Whats a tattoo?" Pinkie asked getting in my face. All I did was push her back.

"This." I lifted up my shirt to show a white tiger's face with the word PATER in fancy writing over it om my right shoulder. "And this." Turning around showing the Advenge Sevenfold logo taking up the upperpart of my back. "Did ya'lls hurt?"

"What?" All of them looked confused. "Did yours?" Rarity asked looking kind of discustied at my ink.

"Let me guess yours is done by magic." Twilight shook her head. "Tattoos are done with a needle and ink."

"We can talk more on the train but we need to go." They all pranced out of the red door. Leaving me to light another cigar from my bag.

"Glad I know What they look like." Picking up my bag starting out the door slamming it behind me.

-----Fun train ride.

All they did was talk, never shutting up. From what I heard its going to take FIVE fucking hours to get there.

"So Casey where did you come from?" Twilight asked and for some reason came and sat next to me.

"Place called earth, but there I was killed so I was put here." I took a puff off the brown cigar filling the air with smoke.

"What is that?" Pointing to my cigar.

"Its something that will kill me later."

"Why do you have it than?"

"Look it makes me calm. And before you ask it contains over 2000 poisons in it thats how." Blowing my smoke out the open window next to me, watching the green filds turn dark as the day fades.

"Oh..... Why are you so angry?" I stopped mid puff to chuckle at the question.

"Do you know what schizophrenia is?" She shook her head. "I hear people that ain't there. I like to know whats around me and I tend to yell at them making every one scared. So thats why I'm angry, I hear shit and see shit that ain't there."

"I'll, leave you alone." She walked to the front of the yellow train car toher friends. Looking back out the window seeing the beautiful night.

"At least the nights here are nice. I guess thanks."

'Your quite welcome.' The voice sounded like a mother talking to her child.

"Whos that?"

'I am princess Celestia, and may I welcome you to our lands.'

"Ok?"

'My younger sister and I can't wait to meet you.'

"Hope you want a soldier cause I'm up for hire."

'We will talk more when you get here, until than have a nice trip.'

I pulled out my magnun running my fingers over the grip looking over the word 'Lost'. I lost my father and thats what I am right now. He died due to cancer and the doctors didn't even catch it till it was to late. We only had him for a year when we was told. I found him laying in his chair not breathing. After me finding him dead I have been a cold hearted ass hole. My friendships crumbled and relationships were out of the question.

Flipping the gun looking at the word 'Pain' made me laugh. I still haven't found my meaning of the word yet, but it was a ironic word to me. I have always said, "Family is the first to love you, but the first to screw you over." I live by them words, only caring for my mom and sister. Well did now they are on there own.

"Canterlot station! Don't forget to get all of your belongings!" I didn't see where the voice came from but I did what it said. Stepping off of the train was like getting off of a time machine. Every thing was fine marbal, every pony was well dressed. In the distince was a huge white castile in the dark.

I replaced my shot gun with my bag, pulling back the pump to find a red shell in the chamber. Smilling I closed it back following the group of mares infront of me. The night life here was diffrent from Ponyville, every pony was out partying or working. Steet lights reflected of the shinny road. Looking every where but in front of me was a bad mistake.

"WATCH WERE YOUR GOING!" A jackass bumbed into me not even caring. I lowered my shot gun at the sight of ponys in golden armor.

"HALT!" The three ponys walked right to me. "Stait your purpuse here."

"He is with, MMHHMM!" I coverd Twilights mouth with my hand.

"Your 'princess' wanted to see me."

"How dare you disrespect the princess!" The three raised there spears to me. Eather I shunk or every one got taller cause now the three was to the top oh my chest.

"If you call it that but I would not pick a fight with me. The elements of harmany are my guides." Gestering to the group of mares behind me.

"We are going to have to place you under arrest." One of them must have been a unicorn because a pair of cuffs came floatting to me.

"How about I just follow ya'll?"

"Put these on or we will use force." The cuffs got closer

"Case' just do wat da say." Applejack kind of sounded concerned.

"Why? Theres no since in it." Applejack just nugged me. "Fine." Putting the shot gun on my back I put on the steel cuffs in front of me.

We walked through the city with ponys looking at my cuffed. When I looked to them they raised there nose in the air. It was more my pace, hatered was here no pony looked down to others as equials. They were top dog and no pony was better than them. Our group was basicly looked down on do to lack of 'bits'. No fasion means no power. It was just like rasisim, its such a magical thing. Every once in a while a guard would rip on my cuffs making me think.

'DO IT! There treating you like a animal!'

'Shut the fuck up!'

'Your there bitch!'

'Fuck off!'

'DO IT! You can get your gun take out the 3 guards than one more to brake the cuffs. Just do it.'

"FUCK OFF!" I kicked the closest guard in its helment, pulling out my magnum shotting my cuffs. "Now back up!" Evey pony backed up in fear.

"Casey what are you doing?" Twilight was in pure fear.

"This." I pulled out my rifle and pushed it to the fallen guard's head. "Now take me to the princess with no more problems."

"You are going to be in trouble for this."

"If you want to see your family ya'll will shut the fuck up! Now lets move it!"

The rest of the walk was nice, well for me anyways. The guard with its life on the line must hate it. The castile was nice. It looked like any other castile with big windows and many guards. Only diffrence no pony stopped me. We got to the throne room doors with two guards out side of it.

"HALT! What are you doing here?" The largest demanded.

"L-look just let us by. This monster is crazy!" I only laughed at his remark. The large doors opened by what I think was magic to reville a large room with two large chairs followed by a red carpet coming to were we stood. In the brighter chair was a large regal alicorn. That looked rather suprized at my entrence.

"Let me guess your Celestia." The white pony only nodded not fazing her free flowing color filled mane. "I'm honored to be here."

"May I ask what are you doing to my guard?" Her tone was still motherly and she had a hell of a poker face.

"Make sure I got here with no trouble ma'am." Kicking the guard in its flank sending it face first into the floor.

"What brings you to our lands?" She stood up to be a foot taller than me.

"I was killed in my old world and sent here by well a ruler." Putting the rifle back on my shoulder to look around at the bowing ponys.

"I see. I'm sorry you had troubles getting here Casey. I will make sure no more guards will enterfear with your stay here." She leaned in to get to my face level. "For not being a pony your not that small." Getting back to her full hight she only smiled.

"Well I guess but if ya don't mind I will be hitting the hay." I started for the throne doors.

"But I have not told you where you will be staying." I stopped and chuckled.

"If ya don't want me staying outside I guess." Turning on my heel to walk behind the six mares that were still bowing.

"You may rise, Twilight will you please come here." Twilight didn't even ask any questions, I could clearly see the size diffrence. Celestia bent down to whisper in to Twilights ear.

"Are you sure?!" Twilight shot her head up looking right at me than back to Celestia.

"Yes I am, my fateful student. Now if you'll excuse me I have duties to get to. You all still have your rooms from last time." Celestia turned around heading into a side door with two guards following her.

"Girls I need to show Casey where he will be staying." Twilight seemed a bit afraid, but not for her.

"Night." All of the girls said in timing.

Twilight walked out of the throne doors only to take a left from the right like her friends.  I chased the purple unicorn down the hallway through all the twists and turns. Walking up steps just to enter more hallways. The guards have been getting thinner the farther we walked. After passing brown doors, stained windows, and many paintings we finally came to a stop in front of a door with a sun over it.

"What can I help you with Twilight?" One of the two guards asked.

"Celestia wants the human to stay here tonight." The guards just looked at each other in question.

"Umm Twilight whos room is this? Cause Ah know it ain't a guest room." She only gave a sheepish grin.

"Its princess Celestia's room." The two guards opend the doors to show a room only the wealthest pony could own. Tan shag carpete with paintings of the kingdom on her walls. Beautiful oak dressers and mirrors. In the center of the room was a large white bed with golden silk pellows at the top. A glass door to the left that lead to a small balcany.

"So why am I staying in here?"

"Princesses orders." The door slammed shut behind me. It was only me and my thoughts now.

"Wow its nice out here." I was on the balcany after unpacking my things out here. I was playing with the tan rifle looking over the city. Even though I didn't have a scope it was still nice. Pulling out my cigars and lighter to do what I do best, think and smoke. The first puff was bliss for me, only the light wind broke the quite. The city was bright from here but if I looked farther I could see the lights of a smaller village or town. finishing my cigar I just let it fall from my mouth to the ground far below.

'What did he mean that they could help me with that? Could they change me into one of ther own? This place is dark dude.'

'This place does have a dark side.' A female responded, throwing me off guard.

'Hmm who is this?'

"Me." I turned around to be met with the pink eyes of Celestia. She was just inches away from my face.

"Ya caught me off guard princess." Stepping back only to be stopped by the railling.

"My apologes." She licked her lips with a look of wanting in her eyes.

"Sweet jesus." She kept getting closer and closer. 'Is horses just like ponys?'

'Yes, just, like, us.' She never stopped getting closer, I could feel her short breaths on my lips.

"Than if I'm right your in heat." She only nodded before pressing her lips to mine. My eyes went wide looking for a way out only to find nothing. When she finally pulled back with a look of disapointment in her eyes.

"Is there something wrong?" Sadness took over her voice.

"No theres nothing wrong but where I come from its not seen right to fuck ponys." Her look brightened up.

"Well your here with no judgement so what do you say?" She trotted to her bed patting it with her fore hoof.

"Umm I-I." I could feel the heat on my face. "I-I uh."

"Come here and you won't have to do nothing." A sly smile came to her face.

"Umm I-I need some air!" Running as fast as I could to the door only to have golden dust lock it.

"Not for what you will be doing." She laid on the bed showing me everything. Her marehood glisind in the low light. She was basicly begging for me.

"Well I never have umm ya know." Her eyes went wide with her smile growing in size.

She rolled on her side holding her head with a hoof. Patting the bed in front of her for me to come here. Every step felt like I'm running a race. I finally sat on the bed with my back facing to her. I could feel her magic pulling off my shirt, I lifted my arms not wanting to fight her. She nuzzled my neck lightly, letting her fur tickle. She leaned up to give me a kiss so I went with it. Our lips touched and her tounge asked for more. Opening my mouth I could feel her explore everything she could reach. I returned with the same jesture and I could feel her flat teeth, the taste of apples and cake hit my taste buds. Turning so we could get in better places. Finally braking apart leaving us both panting. She pulled me on to the bed only to climb on top of me putting us into another deep kiss. Using her magic she placed my hands on her cutie marks. She begain to moan softly into my mouth.

"Princess you are needed in the....." One of the guards opened the door to witness what was happening. "Uhh." My eyes were locked on the shocked guard. My face was on fire, and ten bucks says Celestia was blushing to.

"This is exactly what it looks like." I said while working my way to my feet putting my shirt back on. The guard only slammed the door.

"This shall not be told to any pony!" Celestia had the look of a killer in her eyes yelling at me.

"You can trust me." Celestia walked out of the room swaying her hips a little flashing me her marehood. "Well over stayed my welcome." I packed up my cigars and weapons walking out of the castile leaving a note on Celestia's bed.

                                                                    'Thanks for the stay Celestia.'

                                                          'Maybe we can pick up were we left off HAHA.'

                                                                'But I'm heading back to Ponyville.'

                                                                         'Love, Casey'

The train was empty, no pony in sight. I leaned my head on the window and begain to dose off.