Anger Management [!], [xxx]

WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT FOR GORE AND CLOP YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Note:  Clop is not the point of the story so it is short and to the point so if it sucks and sorry also you don't miss anything too important if you don't read the clop part.

I stepped into the shower and turned on the water to warm and in response a cascade of warmth hit me and started to flow down over my body.  I then sat down on my flank and looked up at the shower head that was covering me in warmth.  The water was hitting my eyes and it was hard to continue so I brought my head back down and let it hang down and I then stared at my hoofs.  I had gone to the hive with the intention to kill every last one of them but ... I don't even know anymore.  The only two that I managed to take my anger out on but it wasn't enough and ... I just hurt.  There wasn't anything that hurt in general but I just hurt.  My eyes hurt, my legs hurt, my wings hurt, my head hurt, but damn did my heart hurt.  I don't know why but I can only think of her.  I fantasied of her for two years and then it came true and I had ... I was happy.  I tried to make it work but ... she, she already had a mate.  Yet she mated with me?  We just don't do that it is not like our culture we chose one mate and we stay with them and if you defile that it ... I just know that it is very bad.  But she ... I need to stop thinking it hurts to much...

"Nightshade are you ok?"  I turned off the water and walked out to open the door.

"What..."  Berry's face instantly turned red and she struggled to keep her head up and not gaze downwards.

"I..."  She cleared her throat.  "You have been in the shower for three hours and um ... we have been out of hot water for two and a half hours so um.  Bliss and I thought that you should come out and warm up so you don't you know ... die."

"At this point I wouldn't care if I died.  Truly I went there in the hopes of not coming back if that answers your question."  She stared blankly at me and took a few steps forward and hugged me.  I could feel her fur soaking up most of the water on my chitin.

"Nightshade!  Please don't ever say that again there is no need for you to do that.  Why don't you come downstairs with me and then we can talk with Bliss about it ok?"

"I really don't want to think about it because it hurts me to much to do so.  But I am very cold..."

"Oh sweetie your probably going to get hypothermia why don't you go lie down on the couch and I will go and get you some blankets ok.  Would you like hot chocolate or some tea Nightshade oh and you haven't breakfast yet would you like something to eat?"

"No ... but I might think you should consider calling the healer soon."

"Ok I will get you your notepad for when you want to do that."  Berry then went upstairs and brought Bliss with her.  I then bit my hoof drawing blood and brought it to the wall adjacent from the couch. I then wrote a quick letter to them and left through the front door and headed down the street.  However instead of changing disguise I used a quick spell to bring my black cloak to me and then put it on.  Then I started walking.  I didn't really have any general direction in which I was walking and soon found myself exiting Ponyville and on my way o Canterlot.

"Where did I put that damn thing?"  I proceeded to look under my cloak and soon found what I needed and brought out my dagger and looked at it.  I sat on my flank and studied the blade as if I had never seen it before.  I looked at every curve and every notch in the sheraded side for something.  Finally my eyes found what they where looking for and they rested upon my family's symbol that I had carved into the blade back when I first mad it.  I then put my dagger back almost cutting my wing in the process but was saved by my back plate of chitin.  I then also checked my chest plate to see if it was alright as well and was satisfied by it's condition.  I then stood up and continued my way down the road getting closer and closer to Canterlot.  But stopped again when a familiar smell met my noise or sensor's which ever it is.  I smelt fear and a lot of it coming just of the road and a little bit into the underbrush.  I started to follow the smell and fought my way through the vines to get to a good vantage point in a tree about twenty feet from the ground.  From there I could see what it was that held all of the fear but now closer I smelt much more than that.  I smelt anger and lust.  However in my opinion those two should never be in the same area and looked down at the small opining below me.  There in the opening was a small camp like set up.  However they where not tents but shacks made from dead tree's and and anything else they could get.  There was at least five cart bodies that where used to make reinforced areas on both buildings and defensive barriers.  Buildings dotted the area both big and small but all put together in a very defensive position and all varied in size but not shape for they all had the same design.  It was prity much a circle inside of a square and in a way a small community.  I could see different shops and things even what looks like a bar.  There where a lot of pony's walking around even some griffins and zebras.  It took me a while to come to the realization.  It was a bandit camp and they where all going to the center of the camp to what looked like a gathering or something.I started to move in closer and even managed to sit on top of one of the buildings close enough to which I could hear them speak.

"Every one here listen now and listen well today we have finally gotten all that we need to take out our enemy that lies just south of us!"  There where many cheers in response before the griffin that was speaking lifted his paw and the crowd fell silent again.  He then pointed at me and gave a very convincing death stair.

"Who the hell are you!"  I let lose an evil smile that was starting to become a trade mark of mine when I felt the chance to kill very close.

"I might ask you the same question but after watching you all for the past five minuets I have figured that your are most likely just a group of bandits and such.  Nothing of much interest to me but the smell's I couldn't resist."  I felt the anger from the crowd raise but the griffin was giving off so much anger a female would literally jump on him and buck him until she couldn't move.  True story too.

"How dare you insult me and my clan!  But for you disapproving of our smell!  I shall let you know that we bath daily an-"

"Oh shut up you over grown cockatrice I don't give a shit on how you smell but more of what is coming from you and your group of lap dogs.  I was drawn off of the road and into the forest and had to walk two miles though it really felt like a few feet.  I could smell a great amount of fear coming from here but now all I can smell is anger..."  I took in a big gulp of air and couldn't help but purr at the pure joy that it brought me in doing so.  I then couldn't help but take off my cloak and let it fly away for I could make another.  However their expressions did not change nor did their anger go down but the fear levels actually dropped!  I then dropped to the ground and stood in front of them.

"Oh well that's a little disappointing I thought that I was going to be attack as soon as I hit the ground.  I guess you can't always get what you want can you."

"Get the hell out of our home you fucking bug or we are going to give you what you want!!!"

"Ooooohhhhh I felt that one and now I'm even getting existed would you kindly sent some for me to kill?"  They all stated to laugh which mad me mad and brought me joy at the same time.  I then decided to take out some of my anger out on the closest thing next to me.  That just so happened to be an earth pony with a crooked smile on his face.  I grabbed him with my magic and then to my hoofs and held my hoof blade to his neck.  The laughing stopped and all eye's where on me.

"Go ahead cut his throat kill him like a fool!!!"

"Oh I have a much better idea than cutting his throat."  I then took my dagger and stabbed him in his back and used the jagged end of my blade to start cutting up but made sure not to let it come out of him so they not see what I am doing to him.  He let out a loud cry of pain but could not fight back for then pain was to much for him.  I then stopped at his neck and went down to his flank and cut up to the other cut that split his back open a full foot in a half as his meat was weighing him down and pealing the skin down.

"What the hell are you doing to him!?!?!"  I heard one of them shout and looked up to them with an evil yet joyful smile.

The stallion's cry's of pain had died a while ago when I hit his heart but I kept going for their fear kept rising and feeding me so much giving me large amounts of power and energy.

"I am merely getting your attention and by the looks of it I have done just that."  I let his body drop and he split open up to the neck and looked like a fish after you gut it.  I then went down and pulled out his heart which had a large slice through it.  I then hug it over my head and I opened my mouth and lifted my head just enough before squeezing it and draining all of the blood out of it.  The blood form the heart always tasted the best for it was the most fresh and could cause the most fear when used properly yet properly vary's from one to another.

"Hmm ... It seems that you are not so angry anymore but now you all seem to fear me which feeds me more.  I haven't feed like this in my whole life and I must say that I am full I can't eat anymore but with my hunger taken care of.  I need to quench my thirst for blood..."  They all had worried looks on their faces except for one, the griffin that is apparently their leaded was smiling and even started to laugh.

"You think that we are scared of you!"

"No ... I know that your men are scared of me yet not you.  You have a far more interesting thing for me.  I amuse you don't I?"

"Yes you do bug and now that you have fed where might I ask did you get all of those shiny toy's of yours?"

"I made them ... But now it is my turn to ask you a question where are you going to attack Canterlot, Ponyville?"

"Ponyville would you like to join us?"  My evil grin came back and revealed all of my teeth with the blood still dripping from my chin and fangs.

"I have a better idea..."

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"L-listen lets talk about this p-please just d-don't kill me..."  I stood over the trembling griffin that was once the leader of one hundred and thirty six bandits.  I brought up by blade soaking in the blood of all of his men.

"I have a better idea."  He let out a quick cry before I brought down my blade on his head and broke through his skull like a fork in a pie.  I then took out my dagger and cleaned it on hid fur and took a lot of his feathers so that I could use them later.  I then turned around and looked at the blood stained area around where I stood.  Body's littered the ground every where you looked and there wasn't a single spot with at lest a drop of blood.  I then looked myself over to look for any wounds that I did not feel but found it impossible do to me being covered in blood and couldn't really do much.  I then started to loot the whole area but found nothing that I could take for everything was stolen and still had a true owner most items even had their names engraved on it.  I then dragged every last body in the place and put them in a giant pile and found as stoke pile of flammable material and thew it in at various levels and parts of the pile.  I then set the pile a flame as both a sign of respect to the dead and a signal to the closest city of Canterlot to come over here and do something.  I then took all of the extra flammable materials and wrote a message to whom ever came to the scene.  'NIGHTSHADE WAS HERE.'  I then lit it and started to walk home still full of blood and now not even a cloak to hide it.

"Mister?"  I stopped in my tracks and turned around to see a small griffin standing in front of me with blood a over her paws.  I looked her over again and again.  I gave a slum grim and and gave her a look of grief.

"Did you kill my daddy?"  I hesitated to answer.

"Yes I did but I did stop him fr-"  She was hugging me tightly and started to nuzzle me as well.  She must have been very young yet for she was barley bigger than me.  She started to cry however and I started to wonder why kids liked me so much even if I just killed their damn parents...

"Thank you..."

"... Um how old are you..."  She let me go and went to sit but second guessed her self.

"I am fifteen and my name's Sapphire."

"Why ... if your fifteen then how ..."

"Why am I so small?"

"Y-yes..."

"Many reasons none of which I will say.  So where are we going then?"

"W-what?"

"Where are we going?"

"W-we?"

"Yes 'we' I am following you now and I am yours to do what ever it is that you want of me."  My mouth fell open and I sat there frozen as if I had just found out what sex was.

"Oh right ... you must not know of our rules.  Who ever you kill you own all of what they had.  You killed my father and now I am your's."  My mouth then fell farther and I think that I even dislocated my jaw.

"What?"

"I'm your's now and I am anything you want of me.  If you want me to be your lover I will, if you want a made I will be one.  I am yours master."

"Don't call me that."

"Do't call you what master?"  She held a blank expression and truly had no idea what I was saying for my responses where just as alien to me as mine where to her.

"Just don't call me 'master' it bother's me.  My name is Nightshade call  me by my name."

"Y-yes ma- Nightshade..."

"I know that I didn't kill any females,so  where is your mother?"

"I do not know for my father gave her to our rival clan to the south.  I am the only female in this settlement and my father was going to raid a neighboring village of modern ones.  He was going to take every female they had and use them to make the population grow ten fold but now that wont happen."

"If you where the only female than did they?"

"Rape me?  No my father killed any who came to close to me.  May we leave now m-Nightshade the fire will bring modern's from the golden city we must not be here when they come."

"I am what you would call a modern for I live in the place your father was going to attack.  I was walking and I could smell fear from some'ling here two miles away."  She coked her head sideways and gave me a confused look.

"You could smell me from the modern's trail?  I thank you much, thank you very much..."  She started to blush deeply and came to look into my eye's.

"May we please go to your home now Nightshade?"

"Y-yes."

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"Nightshade where have ... you ... been ... WHO THE HELL DID YOU KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"It is good to see you too Berry."  I then walked the into the house Sapphire following me close behind shaking furiously.  Every'ling gave me a strange look.

"Nightshade where did you get your friend...."

"Sh-"

"My name is Sapphire and I am Nightshades follower for that is all he has asked of me ... so far.  He killed my father and like tradition I am now his to command."

"Never mind it is easier if she's said it anyway."  Berry slapped me in the face and Bliss came and did the same but on the opposite side.

"Do you know how worried we where you idiot we even called your healer friend to help us find but ..."

"I told them to wait for you to come back on your own for leaving to follow you would make things worse.  They seem to forget your nature for some reason which is hard to believe seeing you being one of the most aggressive and dangerous breed's in your hive.  Also I ... oh you poor dear you look like you've had a long day please come hear with me and Bliss I need your help as well.  Nightshade take a bath."  Without another word every'ling started to move except Sapphire and I.  However Healer and Bliss came to her and brought her up stairs to the bathroom.  After about ten seconds after they closed the door I heard crying and enough sadness to give any queen a tear.  I then went to my bathroom which is just a cut off area in the basement with a full bathroom set up.  I took off everything that I could even my chest plat that I have been wearing for five years.  I gently set it down on the table I use for cleaning my gear and left it there for the blood was already dry.  I then took off my hoof blade and crossbow arm gauntlet there as well.  I then brought my self back to the bath tube and started the water.  I quickly plugged the drain and let the water run until it was full.  The tube was steaming from the hot water and I started to climb in.  I heat burned but was tolerable and necessary for cleaning me properly.  I then took a half a cup of something that kills the bacteria and germs in you wounds but didn't care enough to learn to the name for it.  I took a rage from the makeshift shelf next to me and started to scrub off the blood from my body.  I left no spot untouched except my wings and dick for they must be cleaned differently for my wings can not be scrubbed down with a stiff rage.  My wings have to be soaked in the water to get the blood to come off easier but with my wings wet they are far more fragile.  Then I fully extend them and cover them completely with my goo but use an open flame to harden it quickly on the outside so it will not come off.  Doing this also leaves the goo on the inside of the hardens crust liquid and soaks up the blood from my wings without harming them at all.  Yet this may not work for all changelings seeing how I have yet to meet one with similar wings.My dick however I left so I could jack off when I was waiting on my wings.  Speaking of which...

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"Nightshade get your damn flank up here now!"  I jolted awake and nearly fell out of the tub.  I then looked around me quickly to make sure they weren't down here and then scrambled out and looked for a towel.

"Now Nightshade!"

"G-give me a minuet!"  I then found a towel and ran for it yet slipped on the wet floor and slid into the storage shelf and felt a barrage of caned goods fall on top of me.

"Healer can you go and help him please."

"I will be back soon young one sit here with Bliss and Berry until I return yes."  I then heard her coming down and scrambled to cover my pride with the towel and broke my wings free to also cover my body to hide myself from her.

"Alright Nightshade you need to com-"  She stopped in her tracks and stared at me with a red face.  My whole body was covered by both my wings and the towel yet still my dick said 'fuck you' and was very much so visible and now my ex-partner was staring at it.

"Umm I can explain..."

"Berry um I have to stay down here with Nightshade for a while he cut himself prity badly andit may take me a while to ... fix his problem."

"Ok Healer we are up here if you need us and take as much time as you need for we need him alive so he can hear what we all have to say to him."

"Alright dear thank you for understanding you two just stay up there though he is a mess and you are going to hear screams for it won't be an easy fix I am going to lock the door so you not come down yes."

"Ok."  Without hesitation she closed the door and put on every last lock it had before pouncing on me and kissing me deeply.

"I hate you for doing this to me but my mate fucked up and I've been alone for a while now.  Yet you and I where partners once why not again yes."  I simply nodded for it was the only logical answer for any male.

"Good..."  she then brought her lips back to mine and let her tongue slid into my mouth.  As I did the same they started to dance with each other as they switched from mouth to mouth.  She then pulled back and brought her tongue with her leaving a trail of saliva.

"I guess we should maybe go to somewhere a little more comfortable shall we?"

"Yes please I think that is a great idea for this cans hurt."  She then got off of me but made sure that her slit grind'ed me all the way up.  She walked over to the small mattress in the corner that I would sleep on if I was working late down here.

"I feel so special with you not wearing you chest plate.  I remember that I would have to take it off my self as I rode you."  I then lay'ed on top of her on the bed.

"You have a very good memory my love."  I then started to kiss her gingerly on the neck and occasionally gave a light nibble as well.

"Will you stop toying with me Nightshade, and don't call me 'love' for we are partners not lover's then again you have been around ponys so much you may not even remember what it means to be a partner do you."  She said in a playful tone bringing my head back down and kissed me.  After she released me she let me spoke.

"A partner is no different than friends with benefits my love and I thought that you liked it when I made you mad during sex?"  She gave a sly grin and pushed her hips and to rub against my meat.

"Shut up and fuck me already."

"Hmm, I guess I can get you to break you speech patterns."  I then brought my tip down to her lower lips and toyed with her just putting my tip in and sliding against her.  She gently moaned and pushed herself into it but only made it half way before I plowed into her with all of my strength.  She let out a quick yelp and then moved into a low purr.

"Better?"

"Stop dragging your hoof's already and buck me silly."

"As you wish ... love."  I then brought myself to thrust in and out of her in quick cessation and then picked her up off of the bed and held her with my forearms yet cradled her with my wings that let her stay suspended almost in pure air.  The room was filled with the sound of our moans and the wet slapping sound when our bodies connected.  However I felt her tighten up and grab me holding me as close as possible and cased me to fall down on the bed.  But the instant we hit the bed she let out a large array of cum causing me to do the same from the pure pleasure that it gave me to have her fluids cores my penis.  We both sat there moaning and panting before she spoke.

"Damn it Nightshade you always make this so short of an act.  Yet some how you always get me to cum first.  We are not done yet you ass not until I say so.  And we will take as long as we need to so you better get started."  She gave me a sly smile and I gave her it back before licking her snout and slowly made my way down to her clit.  When I got there it was a complete white mess and felt like you could boil water buy putting a glass of it on her crotch.  I then pulled her closer to me so I not have to go forward and stuffed my muzzle as far inside of her as I could.  The taste was different but was well worth the pleasure as I let my fork tongue hit every last spot available and lapped up both of our love juices.  I then had to take my head out to breath.

"Oooh why did you stop?"  I looked at her and simply shoved my whole hoof into her pussy and she shouted out in pure pleasure but probably some pain as well.  I then let my hoof glide in and out and every time only stopping when I hit her whom and brought out my hoof just to the point of exiting before plowing right back in.  I did this three more times before her love tunnel started to clamp down on my hoof.  I then quickly pulled out my hoof and watched as she squirted her cum all over me literally getting me drenched for it took so long before she stopped.

"Oh god's Nightshade ... thank you."  She said in between both pants and purrs. I then picked her up with my magic and gently set her in the tube for it wasn't drained yet.

"Would you like me to clean you?"

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"Oh yes please by the gods yes!"  I then also jumped into the tube and sat on top of her.  I took my hoof and brought the now cool water to her face and also her arms and body.  Ending up where we left off and teased her.  She let out more moans but brought her hoof up and touched my lips.

"It is my turn to pleasure you, although ... that is up to you..."  She trailed off being consumed by her moans and purrs.  I then kissed her hoof and stopped to pick her up and let me take her place on the bottom of the tube while she rested on my gut.  She was now the one toying with me as she rubbed herself up and down my shaft.  At one point she screwed up and went just a little to high and I managed to push myself into her and doing so caused her legs to break under her weight.  It took her a few seconds to catch her breath and I pulled her down on top of me and let her lay on me.

"You ruined my fun..."  I kissed her again and and brought her head down so that it could rest it on me as well.

"I was just making it more fun."  She nuzzled my neck as she tried not to move her lower body.

"Just please be gentile for once I ... I want this to last please."  I brought my hoof over her head and gently stroked her mane as I gently started to rock my hips and in turn moved my length deeper into her and then back.  I held her in my arms and slowly continued to rock back and forth and stroking her mane.

It took almost ten minuets before I got close to a climax and I could tell that she was not far off as well.  I could fell her holding me tighter and bringing her head closer to mine.  I did the same to her and brought my snout down and met hers on the side and licked her reassuring for I could see the worry in her eyes.

"I'm close..."

"As am I, you can still turn back and not risk your mate finding out."

"No, just keep fucking me and then give me all of your seed..."  I licked her again and started to thrust in and out faster and faster.  She started to moan and I pant as we both came closer to our climax.  I wrapped what I could of my wings around her and pulled her closer to me or well just pulled her down on me.  She did the same in a seance as she tried to bring me closer to her.  The pleasure then became to much for me and I came inside of her giving her six ropes of my seed.  She then climaxed as well and gave out a loud moan until she was done.  I then pulled myself from her and nuzzled her gently.

"My mate left me..."

"W-what?"

"He left me and took everything even my home.  He portrayed me as a whore who slept with any male that talked with me more than five seconds ... I hadn't had any'ling call me for help for two months before you called me last I had been living out in a small cave..."

"You should have told us ... and now you are going to stay here with us and you are not going to argue with me."

"Yes I am for you live in a house with one bathroom a small kitchen and living room and only one true bedroom you are sleeping in an office room or something like that.  This small of a house is not meant for five to live in, only two should live in this house."

"Fine I will buy another house which shouldn't be hard seeing how almost everything on this street is for sale since every'ling is scared of me.  I will give you the house and you can even open up a shop in town as a healer and you wouldn't even need to change your name then.  But if what you said about your mate is true then you just wanted revenge sex and you cannot deny that for I can see it in your eye's."  She did't say anything and stood up and stepped out of the tube.  I did the same and used my magic to bring my towel over and then started to dry her off.

"We will not speak of this ever again do you understand me Nightshade.  Also I am not taking that house that you offered me.  Instead you are going to buy me a property and then tear down whatever is there and then build me a small shop so that I could do as you had said."

"If that is what you wish than I will do so but ... this will never happen again if I do this for you..."  I left the last part as more of a question and with doing so she held her tongue.

"I know ... Nightshade I am sorry of doing this to you again but ... I needed it more than you know but you needed it too for the record."  I dropped the towel and started to make my way up stairs leaving her down there by herself.

"Oh good you finally got better now sit your ass down Nightshade your in a lot of trouble with me mister!"  I simply looked at Berry and then went to the corner to lay down.  After I got settled I decided to speak.

"Why am I in trouble this time? I haven't done anything to you or Bliss have I?"

"No you idiot you..."  She stopped herself and looked over to Healer who had just made her way up and sat down in the chair next to me.

"What did you two do down there?"  Healer turned her face away and hide behind her wings and hoofs while I sat still and didn't move for I was comfy resting my head on my hoofs.  Berry turned her gaze to me and looked me over again and again but switched back and forth frequently.

"I hope you two didn't do what I think that you did or your both going to be in more trouble!!!  Now Nightshade why don't you tell me what happened downstairs hmm?"  I looked over to Healer and saw that she was crying so I kept my muzzle closed and did the same with my eye's.

"It would be best if you answer Berry Nightshade.  She doesn't like it when you ignore her like this and she might do something that she will regret."  I opened my eye's to see who was talking and closed them again after seeing it was Bliss.

"I hope she not do something stupid for I may react to it ... poorly."

"Damn it Nightshade if you keep lieing to us like this then I don't know if it is a good idea for us to be in the same house anymore!"  I brought my head up quick.

"W-what?!  No p-please don't leave I-"

"You what Nightshade you are going to stop?  This is the fifth time I have said this to you and I think that I have given you enough chances Bliss and I will start packing."  With that the three of them got up and went upstairs even Sapphire went to pack though she didn't have anything?  I looked over to Healer but she was leaving as well and closed the door before I could say anything to stop her.  Berry and Bliss then came back down stairs followed by Sapphire.

"We have had our things packed for three weeks now Nightshade.  We will come for the rest of our stuff in the morning I hope that you are happy."  They then went out the door as well but slammed it in my face as I tried to follow them.  My ears dropped as well as my head and decided to go to bed got went to my room.  I opened the door to see nothing was there except my bed and a few blankets.  They had taken all of my things and I ran around the rest of the house to see what else they had taken from me.  A few minuets later I came back to the living room and sat on my flank as I opened the note once more.

'Dear Nightshade

We will be coming back in the morning to get the rest of our stuff including all of the furniture and kitchen supply's you may have noticed we took some things from your room as well but sadly for you you don't get any of them back.  You can take your money and shove it up your ass as you drowned in your liquor.

Sincerely, Berry and Bliss'

"I tried to gather myself and went up to my now empty room and took all of the blankets off and put them on my back.  I also picked up the mattress and brought it with me and went to the basement.  I put the mattress down on top of the other one and then put the blankets there with it.  I returned to the top floor and looked for any and all pillows and found only three and they where even mine!  I then took the fridge downstairs and my favorite soft chair, I then locked the door.