Blood and Silver

My hooves flew across the mud as I ran, tears stinging in my eyes. My life was so horrible along with my past: my cousin hated me, my parents are dead along with the practically rest of my family, and being brave and believing is myself has gotten harder...

I couldn't face anyone. What would they say or do? I laid alone, in a tree, thinking and thinking, for maybe hours or minutes which felt like them, but then I realized of how my friends and cousins were only trying to help...I face-hoofed and felt even more bad for myself, burying myself in self pity. I felt a hoof tap me on my shoulder, causing me to panick and open my wings.

I expected it to be Silver, or Rainbow, but it was Darkened Wind. I calmed down, and wiped the tears and rain off my face.

"Um..hi?" he said to me, staring at me with his aqua blue eyes.

I shifted awkwardly and asked, "What do you want?"

"It appears something's bothering you...care to tell?"

"..."

"Well? Is it something in the family? Is life harder? Is it your crazed cousin? I'm only trying to help so-"

"NO! IT'S ALL OF THOSE BUCKING THINGS, OK! YOU HAPPY NOW?!" I screamed, annoyed to confess in detail what was going on.

We both remained silent for a little while.

He glared at me, flicked his eyes, and flew off.

I remained silent, alone now, thinking about all the mistakes I've made.

"Too many." I muttered, my heart feeling black, dark, and souless.