Shared Feelings

The walk back to the library was one of the longest I’d ever taken. I had never been so conflicted about anything in my life. Either out of respect for my emotions; or just due to the fact that she had been drinking so much, Twilight was completely silent except for the un-rhythmic beat of her hooves against the hard earth beneath.

It most likely would have been one of the quietest, and most awkward walks I’d ever taken as well; but my thoughts made it seem much louder. My heart pounded heavily at the thought of Twilight having her way with me, and my marehood tingled excitedly. My mind filled with multiple scenarios and thoughts on what exactly we’d do to one another. Then those thoughts would be cast away, and my dreamy smile would turn into a painful cringe. I, of course, had never done anything like that with anypony; but I was sure I wasn’t the one night stand type.

Deep within my thoughts, I knew that was exactly what she wanted. She had said experiment after all. I knew what that meant. She was curious about sex, especially with another mare, and wanted to give it a try. That was it…. although, I was very unsure why she decided to choose a mare like me. I was sure a fun mare like Rainbow Dash or Pinkie Pie would have said yes if she’d asked them. So why me? I tried my hardest to push back the hopeful thoughts that she really did love me; and assured myself that I was just going to be hurt even more if I thought like that.

The easiest plan I had come up with was to tell her that I had to go, and simply leave. She’d go home. I’d go home; and there wouldn’t be any complications. Better yet, the next morning, there was a chance she wouldn’t even remember asking me in the first place. All would be back to normal. I couldn’t do it though. My body was urging me to stay. Her strong, warm wing, felt more and more comforting around me. I’d always wanted to have sex, and not be stuck using my hoof or the vibrator I had hidden in my home. Along with that, I’d be doing it with the mare of my dreams.

Whether it was the right one or not, my choice suddenly grew much clearer. I was ready to let Twilight do whatever she wanted to me, or even do whatever she wanted me to do to her. Sudden worries of what our friends would think filled my mind… especially if we were just “experimenting” with one another for fun, and out of curiosity. Would their opinions of me change, of Twilight? I would never want to give Twilight a bad reputation, never. If we just kept it a secret…

The thoughts escaped my mind as I looked up, realizing we’d come to a stop. We were already there. “Well, here we are… are you sure you want to do this?” Twilight asked, her eyes slowly turning towards me.

The simple fact that she was still giving me a choice took me by surprise. I was expecting to be hustled up to her room and thrown flat on my back. I guess she was still the same Twilight after all, even if she was drunk… well, at least mostly the same. It didn’t change my answer though. “…Yes,” I mumbled, giving her a nod as I gulped nervously.

Her cheeks turned a light pink at my answer, causing mine to do the same. “Mmm, I think I love you…” she mumbled softly as she nuzzled my neck. I then let out a small gasp as she kissed it.

I knew for a fact that what she’d said was just out of excitement, and being caught up in the moment. It was still nice to hear though. I let out a moan as she sucked some of my fur and skin into her mouth, giving it a soft nibble. A sudden sound of hoofsteps, or at least, what I assumed to be hoofsteps off in the distance startled me. What if somepony saw us? “Um…Twi-Twlight? Maybe we should head inside?”

She giggled in response, giving my neck another kiss before pulling away. “Want me that bad already, hm? I knew you would.” She then gave me a wink as she opened the door with her magic.

The library was dark and lifeless as we stepped inside, only the soft bluish glow of the moon helping to light up its familiar interior. I was sure that little Spike was snug, and fast asleep in the warmth of his bed… Spike! My heart began to pound. We couldn’t have sex while he was in the same room as us. That’d just be awful. He could wake at any second, and see us…not that he’d mind a little show, but I was no showpony.

“Twilight… what about Spike?” I gasped out in fear, but tried my best to keep it as quiet of a gasp as possible.

Her horn glowed with pink as she flicked on the lights, allowing me to see her rolling, and very glazed over eyes. “He’s still at the concert, silly. Don’t you know he’s a major DJ PON-3 fan?”

I sighed with relief. “Well, no… I guess I never asked.”

“Lucky for us… now how about I get your sexy little flank upstairs?” I froze, my face growing as red as a cherry when her hoof smacked down against my flank. A rush of pain, the good kind of pain, traveled through my backside.

“Twilight!” I groaned out lovingly as she gave me one more spank. My eyes widened, and I quickly covered my mouth as I realized what I’d just done.

Twilight smirked proudly, and chuckled. “I always knew you’d have a kinky side, Fluttershy… Now come on, cutie…I want you in bed.”

“Oh, yes, of course,” I cooed sweetly, having a hard time believing the words that were coming out of my mouth.

I let out a gasp of pleasure as she gave my flank a squeeze before heading to the stairs. I had never had anypony touch my like that before; and it felt amazing. I couldn’t wait to get even more. Even though my heart was pounding, and my nerves trying their best to freeze me up or make me fumble, I wasn’t stopping. Things were about to happen to me that I thought I could only ever dream about. This was my chance; and for once, I wasn’t giving up. The thought still persisted deep in my mind, that maybe I should though.

I followed close behind her as if in a trance from being touched. Her silky tail which was restrained from swinging earlier, now swung freely back and forth. I had a feeling it wasn’t just swinging though. She was moving it on purpose. With every sway I was given a glimpse of her delicious marehood. Its lips looked soft, smooth, and plump. Streaks of her juices glimmered in the light. She was just as wet as I was, making me realize the sudden awkward dampness between my legs… more than damp, dripping.

I bit down upon my lower lip as I continued to stare, occasionally tripping myself up on the stairs. Her heart shaped clitoris was already swollen with excitement, spreading her lips just enough to let me see its pink surface. Below, I could just barely see the rounded edges, and hard nipples of her teats. They were the perfect size. I shouldn’t have been surprised though; everything on her was perfect. I was in my own personal heaven. So much so, that all the consequences of my previous worries seemed to disappear. All that mattered now was Twilight.

My heart began to pound again as we reached her bedroom, and new fears entered my mind. What if I got so nervous that I didn’t enjoy myself? What if Twilight wanted me to please her, and I couldn’t get her off? What if I suddenly decided I didn’t want to continue? Could I actually get myself out of it; or let her have her way with me because it was too awkward to say anything? No… I wanted her, I wanted her so bad. I knew I would get a little nervous, but we could do whatever she wanted, however kinky it might get because I’d do anything to be with her.

“How about you lay down on your back, and let me examine that pussy of yours?” Twilight asked with a smirk. “You already got a great view of mine,” she cooed, giving me a wink. “So I think I deserve to see… and play with…I mean examine a little something in return.”

Just by her strange sentences, I could tell she was still very drunk; but I didn’t mind at all. If she hadn’t been drinking, I was sure something like that would have never happened. Like me, she would probably overthink the consequences and end up shying away; but instead of using alcohol to wash away those thoughts, I overcame them through pure desire. Something which I was sure Twilight was much less passionate about when it came to the two of us. As she said, she was just curious.

Blushing deeply as my mind filled with many scenarios of how our night would pan out, I crawled onto the bed, and rolled over on my back. I suddenly froze in a panic. Besides my mother and father, nopony else had ever seen my private parts… well, there was Rainbow Dash when we were still foals, but I put that under the same category as my mom and dad. There was nothing sexual about it. This was completely different. What would Twilight think of it? Would she like what she saw? I’m sure my marehood was nothing compared to her beauty of one.

“Come on, hot stuff. What are you waiting for?” Twilight questioned in a seductive manner as she closed in on the bed. She was drunk, I’m sure she wouldn’t exactly care about what was down there. Besides, if she had never done something like this before, she really had nothing to compare it with. After convincing myself that everything would be fine, I decided to spread my legs. Before I could though, I was beat to it.

Twilight’s hooves wrapped around my legs, and quickly pried them apart. I gasped with both shock and excitement; the sudden sensation also causing me to grow even wetter. I watched intently as her eyes moved slowly back and forth as if scanning my crotch. I became eager as she began to lick and bite down upon her lips. She was enjoying what she was seeing.

My teats were slightly larger than hers, although I had no idea what she preferred. That could be a good or bad thing to some. My marehood, well, I didn’t really look at it that often. It’s kind of hard to when it’s on the opposite end of your body from your head. On the occasions that I did look at it in a mirror, it seemed nice enough. It certainly felt nice too when I touched it with my hoof. And just like staring at yourself in the mirror, it was hard to say whether or not if it really looked sexy or hot down there. I just had no clue. Twilight was enjoying it though.

“Sooo, do you mind if I touch?” Twilight asked eagerly, her hoof slowly traveling down my leg, and over my thigh.

I had never realized what a polite drunk she was. I’m sure anypony else would have just went for it, even if they hadn’t been drinking for that matter.

“Of course,” I mumbled shyly and gave a soft nod; my face growing red as her hoof moved closer and closer to my crotch.

I gasped in a combination of excitement, joy, and pleasure as the smooth tip of Twilight’s hoof made contact with my lips. Twilight smirked playfully in response, and slowly traced their surface, growing teasingly close to my clit as she reached it.

“Oh, Twilight! I couldn’t help but moan out. She was barely even touching me, and it was the most pleasurable feeling I had ever experienced. I could feel myself growing wetter and wetter; and my insides swelling in response to the wonderful sensation.

Twilight pulled away her hoof with a seductive smile. My juices were already dripping from its surface. She gave it a slow lick, and grinned. “Mmm, you taste great, Fluttershy. Give me more,” she cooed.

I moaned more loudly as her hoof went back down, this time, straight for my clitoris. She teased the tip of her hoof around its edges, causing my entire body to heat up with the pleasure as I groaned uncontrollably. My legs twitched with her movements, and my wings suddenly thrust out from my sides.

As they began to flap with bliss filled spasms, I felt as if I was literally climbing higher and higher into the air. My body and mind felt lighter with each and every pleasurable rush which raced throughout me. Beads of sweat began to form at the tips of my fur as my body heated up further. It was the most amazing feeling I had ever experienced; and to make it even better, Twilight was the one doing it for me.

My vision grew blurry as I let my mind focus completely on the sensation; and my eyes slowly fell shut. My hips began to raise up uncontrollably as I moaned and panted more quickly. Suddenly, I felt Twilight’s hooves wrap around my lower thighs and flank. Before I was able to open my eyes to figure out exactly what she was doing, a sudden rush of warmth and wetness covered my marehood.

I gasped lovingly and gripped my hooves against the bed sheets as her tongue moved up and down my slit. She was a pro, or at least I thought she was. It could have been because nopony had ever done anything like that to me before. I could feel more and more of my juices flowing out from between my lips and mixing with her warm saliva. Her tongue was strong, but gentle, pushing in just far enough to tease at my insides.

Soft moans escaped her mouth as she continued to lick, her warm breaths causing even more pleasure. "Twi-Twilight!” I couldn’t help but moan out again, my tail and wings twitching uncontrollably. In response, her muzzle pushed down hard against my marehood, causing her tongue to thrust deep inside. As she explored my dripping insides, she kissed lovingly at my entrance.

Even though my eyes were already closed, I could feel them rolling even further into the back of my head as she continued, massaging her hooves at my flanks. Suddenly, I began to grow tense as spasms of pleasure rushed through every muscle in my body. My flank rose even higher into the air, my wings flapped faster, and I groaned and grunted with even the smallest of her movements.

Her amazing tongue made its way down to my clitoris, and her soft lips wrapped around my marehood as best they could. As her tongue traveled back and forth across my clit, she sucked strongly at my insides. The sudden pulling towards her mouth somehow gave me even more pleasure than I was already receiving.

I was in my own little paradise as the sensation within me grew stronger and stronger. As a way to reward her, and just to feel more of her, I placed an unsteady hoof upon her head. I shakily moved it across her silky mane, and then played with her ear. She twitched it in appreciation as I gently stroked my hoof along its surface.

I was unable to control my hoof for long though. It suddenly clamped down against her head, pushing her even deeper inside me, and causing her to moan. My body shook violently as it tensed up again, and a wave a pure, blissful pleasure rushed over me. With an instinctual thrust of my hips and a loud gasp, I began to sigh and moan lovingly as I came

My eyes were clenched shut tightly, but I somehow managed to pry them open; and watched as my juices covered Twilight’s muzzle and lips. My head fell back onto the bed as I finished, and I panted heavily. “That was… a-amazing,” I sighed out, watching my stomach heave up and down with heavy breaths.

She pulled away with my cum dripping from her lips and chin, her tongue still hanging out of her mouth. She gave me a wink, and used her magic to clean the juices from her face; and then hung the collected liquid above her head and let it drip down into her throat.

“You think?” she asked after swallowing. I nodded my head softly and smiled wide. “Well, I hope I wasn’t so good that you don’t want to do anything else,” she cooed teasingly, once again rubbing her hoof across my lips, and causing soft gasps to escape my mouth. “That’s what I thought.”

Just as the sweat clinging to my fur began to cool, my heart started to pound heavily. She was now climbing on top of me, her teeth bit down upon her lip, and a sudden vibrancy in her glazed eyes. We moaned in unison as her marehood pushed down against my own.

My eyes widened in surprise; and my cheeks lit up as her lips wrapped around mine. I could feel the tip of her strong tongue pushing at my lips, and slowly opened them to let her inside. Her salivating tongue swirled around my own, barely giving me a chance to play back. I moaned as I attempted to do the same to hers, our drool mixing and covering each other’s lips. I could taste the faintest sweetness of my own juices in her mouth.

We both pushed a gasp into each other’s mouth as Twilight began to grind her hips, gliding our marehoods across one another, their path slick and lubricated from both of our juices. Her perfect pussy was soft and smooth against my own, its lips just the right plumpness. As Twilight’s tongue pushed deeper and deeper inside my mouth, her grinding grew heavier and heavier.

I could not only feel her smooth vulva sliding across my own, but her swollen and dripping clitoris brushing and teasing at mine. We gasped and moaned into one another’s mouths, and I watched as Twilight’s wings jutted out, growing stiff like mine. Although blurry because her face was so close to my own, I could see her cheeks growing red, and noticed that her eyes were squinted shut with pleasure.

Causing me to blush even deeper, I wrapped my hooves around her slim waist, and pulled her down against me. I watched as her eyes widened with surprise. I’m sure she wasn’t expecting somepony like me to be so assertive; but I wanted her, all of her. After the moment of shock had passed, her eyes slowly fell shut again; and I let mine do the same.

I realized that her teats were now pushing up against my own. Her nipples were hard with excitement, and pressed into my skin. Twilight’s hoof suddenly moved down and latched around my breast. It was as if she had been so infatuated with my marehood earlier that she had completely forgot they were there; and was just now realizing it. I moaned into her mouth as she squeezed at it harshly, causing both a wave of pain and pleasure to rush through my crotch. Her grinding grew harder and deeper with each of her movements; and our marehoods grew wetter and wetter. I thrust my hips with her motions causing a sloppy noise to fill the room as our vulvas glided over and rubbed against one another.

Feeling even braver, I moved my hooves down to her flank and squeezed gently. Twilight gasped her appreciation into my mouth, and I sucked in her sweet breath as I squeezed more harshly. I never wanted to take my hooves off such a beautiful backside. I moved them slowly up and down, tracing her curves; and then pulled her marehood even closer against mine.

With another sharp, but enjoyable pain rushing through my body as she squeezed my teat once more, I realized that it had grown wet. A small amount of lactation had dribbled out in all the excitement.

Suddenly, I broke away from our kiss as my head fell back onto the mattress. My body was getting stiff again, and my mind was growing fuzzy. Twilight’s hooves moved up to my waist and squeezed tightly. I could feel her body tensing against my own, and knew she was about to burst just like me.

With my eyes squinted shut, I felt as she rested her cheek against mine. The two of us panted more and more quickly, our heavy breaths expelling onto each other’s shoulders. The pants turned into loud moans as both our hips tensed, pushing our marehoods harshly together.

Twilight let out a loving gasp, and a sudden rush of warmth poured over my crotch. The sensation of her steamy juices seeping into my marehood was enough to send me over the edge. I groaned and moaned loudly as my juices once again splattered out. Sweat dripped down my forehead as I looked forward and watched a small, but growing puddle of both of our juices forming on my crotch and stomach.

“I love you, Fluttershy,” Twilight sighed out as she finished, and nuzzled her cheek against my own.

“I so deeply in love with you, Twilight!” I cooed happily, pulling her body close to mine again and giving her a kiss on the cheek. I then blushed deeply, realizing what I’d just told her. I slowly turned my head so that I could see her reaction. To my surprise, her eyes were shut peacefully in what looked to be sleep.

“Cutie,” she said with a giggle as if to assure me she was still awake, and then pushed her hoof against my nose. “Let me clean us up.” A box of tissues levitated in front of Twilight’s head, and I watched as sheet after sheet was pulled out. She rolled off of me; and I felt a tingle as a cloud of magically enhanced tissues was gently rubbed back and forth across my marehood, soaking up our juices. After finishing up with me, Twilight repeated the process with herself.

“So… want to cuddle me for the rest of the night?” Twilight asked with a wink.

“Oh, of course I do, Twilight,” I whispered into her ear as I snuggled up into her warmth. “I love you so much.” She had told me that she loved me, but was it true? Was I just embarrassing myself by saying it again? What if she just got caught up in the moment? My worries wouldn’t be answered that night.

Twilight pulled me even closer to her before soft snores began escaping her mouth. She was fast asleep; a sleep that looked very peaceful by the calm expression and slight smile on her face. I gently, and making sure not to wake her, pressed my lips against hers one final time.

My heart began to pound painfully; and I realized that warm tears were trickling from my eyes. If all of what we did was just to experiment; if all of what we did was just because of Twilight drinking; then that night would be the one and only time I could ever get so close to her. I loved her so much; but I still wasn’t sure that she loved me.

I nuzzled my snout into her chest, whimpering softly. I wanted to spend as much time as I could with her; but at the same time, I knew things would be very awkward by morning. The only option was to leave.