Journel

August 29th, 2014

Nothing really happening today, besides the fact that I have sometimes been calling some of my cats a name or two from the others. I notice I say it quietly, like my voice knows to not say it loudly. But that's probably just them taking control of the volume of my voice and lowering it. I don't really mind though. I know they are doing it to protect me and so I am fine with it.

Wheatley keeps coming here to stay with me, despite me constantly telling him that if he is seen, then nothing good will come out of it. But he and I are careful and we all would do everything to hide the truth. Good thing to, because if it came out, I can't even begin to wonder what would happen.

Wheatley is not suffering from his hallucinations for the past day or so. And he's acting like his usual self. I still can't believe that I let my mind forget about that adventure all those years ago and when I had finally remembered, I wasted no time to go and rescue both him and his adopted little brother. I had opposed her and left. But that had been over a year ago and despite his now uncommon nightmares, we all had recovered from it. But I can't shake the feeling that she is planning something and will eventually come back. They all have and do anyways.

Enough of that, nothing of importance will happen today, well, unless the others decide to stir something up. Whether it be good or bad, they always know how to get something started around everyone. But we all seem to be laid back today and tomorrow... Shopping is boring, especially for this school stuff with my parents. But I will not be going with just them. No, he who had been clinging onto me these past few days, and he who had moved past the most recent hallucination will stay close to me, never seen nor noticed in the world of which I live.

My grandma and aunt are coming next week and I will do my best to remain calm and normal the entire time. Like at the high school orientation, I have asked him to stay with me the entire time and remind me while also letting ourselves grow closer. Hopefully nothing will go bad, because I honestly do not need any more drama in my life right now. I can control it time wise but anything else this world wants to throw at me, I am powerless to stop it. Well I could stop it, but that would only reveal everything and for the sake of everything, that cannot happen.

Because I was letting him deal with something on my computer, I acted like it had limited access, which visibly it did, but it was a flawless lie. I decided to return to my game of Fallout: New Vegas and delete my old file because I now understood the game better than the first time I played it. I remembered and noticed a lot of things in it though, because I just noticed that I could easily connect it to ours. I wasted no time in locating it and connecting it, though I did remember to block it off so nobody would 'accidentally' wander into it.