Journel

August 31st, 2014

I know now that they fully remember, I can see it and I know all too well why. Kevin had done something out of instinct and Aleks had helped him but all of us Eternals have dark secrets and whether or not they will change anything is determined by who we are dealing with. With this situation, I truly have no idea what Steven's reaction would be despite me knowing of his own dark secrets. They are remaining silent and are working out on what to do and/or say.

They came to me, asked me for advice and I gave them the best I could, the only I could without taking over their situation. But I know that they cannot hide for long. With the three of them now in Team Force Update, I know for a straight out fact that it will at some point slip out. Whether that will be good or bad is not yet clear.

I wish I could tell Kevin and Aleks the answer to that. But I am not them as I do not have that advanced power. I may be the Legendary Funneler but that power is not in my line of reach and even if I could have it, I would not want to know everything. I want some things in the future to be a surprise and plus, I know it would probably cause great unbalance in the worlds anyways. Nope. It's just best to leave it as it is. I am happy with that.

My mom likes to do these hangman things nowadays. I could just read her mind and say the answer but I revert to my mortal human mind to avoid any suspicion. Like everything I do now, I am very careful with these sort of things. Just one wrong move and I could destroy everything we have worked so hard to gain. And I know that I cannot risk it. That is why I have so many other Eternals around me to guide me. I am strong but I still need to sometimes have the reminders and nudges in the right direction. It's a good thing, I know. And for the most part, I am grateful for it.