Journel

September 3rd, 2014

Woah, today was a lot to take in. Some good and some bad but a hectic day in general. I can only imagine what tomorrow is going to be like...

First, we went to the aquarium today and I couldn't help but feel myself more at ease there, surrounded by the ocean wildlife that I have grown so interested it. I could name names of creatures off the top of my head and understood facts about them with ease. I also was not surrounded by their voices, talking to me constantly and getting on my nerves. They were nicer this time and more open but I suppose that could also come from Meowth who was perched on my shoulder the whole time. He can be intimidating sometimes.

I can't say that he had a great time though. He was not afraid of water and actually liked it, but he seemed more protective and fearful than usual as he could also hear what the creatures were saying and, not understanding their intentions, he became on edge majority of the time, but he did know when to feel relaxed and have a little bit of a good time. I am grateful once more for him being there, for many reasons.

My mortal life may now be becoming clearer as I try to find something to do to not raise suspicions. I might become some kind of marine biologist, because my interest in the ocean and the creatures that live in it will both give me more information about this world but also allow me to do some of the things I constantly do anyways, observe and study.

On a more serious and could be bad note, I have noticed Ghost's behavior around Roach beginning to become nervous and strained, completely out of character for him. But I am told once more to not interfere, even though I see his distress and Roach believing he is doing something wrong, something to cause his adopted big brother to act this way around him. And I know Meowth is only making it worse, with him dropping sarcastic hints and phrases and refusing to directly help him. I know he simply doesn't want to get mixed up in something else serious like this but I also know about Ghost's normal behavior and how angry he can get.

Yet I know that no matter how angry either of them get, neither of them can bring each other to hurt the other in any way, shape, or form. They have been through too much and know each other too much to ruin that. But I hope they get this sorted out soon. Experience tells me that if this doesn't clear up in the next few days, things could easily go from bad to worse.

So, tomorrow is the first official day of high school and despite knowing that I will have both Meowth and Master Meowth with me, I cannot help but feel a little nervous. But I know I will pull through. Somehow, someway, I will make through it. But I have still decided to call tomorrow hell, and until further notice, that is what it will be called. Even if I do somehow find joy in it, it will take a whole bloody hell of a lot to change that opinion from disappearing. But once more, none of us, especially me will let the mortal human desires take me over. Not when one slip up could mean the end to everything. We've come too far to give up now.