Scootaloo is 13 years old and living in her house with regular visits from the rest of the former Cutie Mark Crusaders. She now has Rainbow Dash, Soarin, and the rest of the Wonderbolts as her adopted family. She has a secret, but she can't tell anypony because she doesn't want to be alone again.

One day all of her emotions are too much for her, so she writes everything down on a piece of paper.

CONTAINS: Suicidal thoughts, self-harming, and homosexuality

DISCLAIMER: What some people may take from this story is that I must assume Scootaloo is a lesbian, but that's is not at all correct. The only reason I chose Scootaloo for this story is because she is the pony that resembles me the most, in personality and appearance. So yes, this story is based loosely off of me.