Endings are just a chance for better things

"Rarity... I'm sorry I just wanted- to what kill yourself?!" began sweetie before her sister interjects.

"..."

"Do you have any idea what I've been through?" asked rarity aggressively as she felt hot tears run down her face.

"Rarity i-no you cant imagine what it's like" tried sweetie but getting nowhere as she felt awful.

"No, I cant just forgive nor can I forget it" continued rarity as she tried not to yell. ' I almost committed suicide... Twice' she thought as she felt herself shake.

"Sis please i-how could you" came sweetie cut short again as her sister continued.

"Rarity! It's not like I knew it would-sniffle-KILL ME I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SOMETHING NICE FOR YOU!" let out sweetie no longer able to contain her emotions as random objects started floating about.

"Oh, really well I didn't think you were that nieve, of course, it could kill you any amount of magic can! What are you stupid?" let out rarity hot faced.

"Rarity stop-sniffle-sob-oh what like you have any reason to cry how do you think I feel" tried sweetie as her sister just yelled at her.

"Rarity? I cant do this with you i... Love you" cried, sweetie as she felt like she would shatter.

"Then leave! All you have done is make me feel awful again, you ruin everything!" cried rarity bitterly.

"....well-sniffle-FINE MAYBE I WILL LEAVE... IF YOUR GOING TO BE LIKE THIS!" sweetie shouted as she felt her heart breaking.

"Fine! At least I can be left alone without you destroying my things and making me feel worse" bit back rarity as the worst of the past three and half months came back.

"Urrrrgh...GOOD BY!... I love you-sniffle" let out sweetie a she felt herself shatter feeling something explode outward letting the dark wash over her as she closed her eyes.

"Humph at least I can clean up your mess in peace!" said Rarity with a heruph as she sat watching as thing's feel to the ground while other's where flong this way and that. "Oh sure through a fit, like that helps" she finished as she looked at the mess around her. "Why must you be difficult with me?" she asked grumpily as she got up and started to clean reorganizing the furniture the way it had been.

'why would she yell at me? I thought she wanted to see me again,' thought sweetie as she felt herself drifting. 'maybe I was wrong humph, it's not like I've ever been right anyway' she thought, feeling her heart ache. 'maybe I... Oh, why does it have it be so hard all I want is to make her happy!' thought sweetie frustratedly as she felt cold. 'maybe I should just... Sigh what's the point I shouldn't even be here and yet somehow I a'm but what for... If she doesn't want me then I cant stay maybe I should... Let go maybe then i'll... Ng gulp sleep?

"Why would she cast something like that and what to come back and make me feel worse?" questioned rarity as she went about cleaning the boutique. 'no rarity that's wrong she was just checking on me... And you send her away*'she thought her bitterness turning towards herself as she posed. 'she wouldn't really leave... Would she?' she wondered starting to worry. 'she's...fine rarity there's no need to get yourself worked up... I mean where would she go where could she go! Wait, sweetie, I didn't mean it!' she thought as she realized her mistake.

"Sweetie dont go i'm sorry...sweetie" let out rarity as she grabbed the pendant in her hooves.

'well, I guess I just go but wouldn't that be like... Dying again! But I dont want to it hurts, rarity please dont... why?' thought sweetie as she looked herself over. 'what wait, my body' she let out as she stared at her glowing hooves. 'huh, whats happening to me? I feel warm and fuzzy and I can feel... I know this feeling' she thought as she turned around in a circle grabbing her tail. "Rarity?" she whispered questioningly as she hugged her tail. "Pweeze?" let out sweetie hopeful.

"Sweetie...please i'm sorry-sniffle dont leave i. I. I need you... I want you sob here with me, please?" let out rarity as she cried wrapping her magic around the pendant. 'oh, your an idiot! You know how sensitive she can be. Why'd you just yell at her like that?' she thought, berating herself. 'no I won't let you go! You get back here this instant,' she let out as she grabbed the pendant in her magic and held it as close to her heart as she could farce it.

"-sniffle sob mngh i. i'm sorry-sniffle sob mnngh auh sob sniffle-" sobbed rarity as she held the pendant to her chest looking out the window seeing it was nightfall again. "sniffle well I guess I go to bed now sob sniffle i'm so sorry sniffle I didn't mean it sniffle" let out rarity crying as she got up and held the pendant with her hoof while she moped her way to her room.