so um you said you can feel tired but what do you mean by napping how do you sleep I mean?" asked Rarity finishing her bagel and putting strawberries and cream on another as she took a drink of milk straight from the carton.

"well I just do um I guess the only difference is he-heh well you know sigh" answered sweetie trying hard to not let her sister know how she felt about talking about it all. 'whoa she is hungry' she thinks as her sister horph down another bagel and takes a large drink hearing her sister's stomach churn and gurgle pleasingly at the nourishment.

'Oh um, I guess what I'm trying to understand is well why don't you tell me what happens when you um sleep err what do you do I mean?" asked rarity before taking a large bite out of her bagel as felt a bit anxious at the answers she might hear.

"Oh um, you mean what it's like uh, well it's not that different; I just close my eyes and let myself relax. it's... it kind'a feels like going limp before I wake up again that is unless..." began Sweetie trying not to say anything that she thought might worry her sister cutting herself short not sure where to go.

"Oh um so just like me?" asked Rarity a bit confused at how simple her sister made it sound. 'somethings bothering her but what auh am I making her uncomfortable' she ponders noticing her sister’s tone lacking it's earlier luster and cheer. 'Oh come on darling you know you can tell me anything don't you' she thought as she took a pose from eating before hunger changed her mind. "Wait, eyes but uh," she thought out loud her own voice breaking her chain of thoughts.

"uh, ya eyes how else would I be able to see you, sis?" came Sweetie confused by what her sister could've meant by it as she watches her sister finish her third bagel.

“But how you don’t have eyes you’re body Sweetie you’re in a jewel darling how can you see?”Asked Rarity confused.

“…. Uh um you know now that I think about it I’m not entirely sure,” answered Sweetie questioning herself as she began thinking it over. ‘Huh, how do I wait she has a point’ she thought as she looked around wondering how she could in the first place. ‘But I can’ she thought as she looked down at the table and her sisters choice of breakfast.

“…Oh well um, what do you see darling” asked Rarity trying to understand how her sister wouldn’t know or have thought about it as she sets down her fourth bagel.

“Oh uh, I can see the table and that you’re eating bagels and I can see your hooves and what’s in front of you” answered Sweetie wondering herself how she could.

‘How on earth oh my Celestia she can see it’s a miracle!?’ thought Rarity looking at herself, her own breakfast and hooves. ‘But how’ she thought as she wonders just how much her sister could see. “But darling how…can you see color darling what's at the center of the table?” She questions getting a bit excited and anxious at finding out more wanting to learn everything she could.

“Oh um just a vase with some dead rosés” answered Sweetie as she looked around again.

“…” ‘but oh darling this is but I thought... that's wonderful darling’ thought Rarity as she tried to make sense of things happy that her sister wasn’t robbed of seeing the world around her ‘but what about touch, taste, smell but you can hear but what else’ pondered rarity as her mind started to race.

”Um, sis?” began Sweetie wondering why her sister had gone quiet.

“Oh it’s alright darling I just um can you see color darling?” responded Rarity as she tried to figure things out.

“Oh uh yeah I guess but not as vibrant as before just color I guess,” said Sweetie as she looked around seeing a table with a white tablecloth and a light blue vase dead brownish red roses and an assortment of bagels from wheat to white to raisin.

“Oh ok um what do you see now darling the colors I mean?” asked Rarity curious to what her sister would say.

“Um the tablecloth is white the vase is a light blue and the roses are a brownish red,” said Sweetie as she looked at everything again.

“…” ‘She’s right, though the tablecloth is pearl and the vase is maroon’ thought Rarity puzzling as she looked over everything her sister mentioned. ‘I wonder if she can smell’ she pondered anxiously as he felt a bit Getty at the fact her sister could still see. “Um what about smell darling can you smell anything sweetie?” she asked hopefully.

“….uh I never really tried to uh….um no not really um sigh no I can’t smell wait… no, I don’t know its weird when I try I just get a headache” answered Sweetie as she tried to smell only getting a strange feeling as her head started hurting a bit disappointed.

“Oh ok um oh what about taste can you taste anything no wait can you?”Rarity asked a bit disappointed but perking up as she thinks of another possible sense.

“Um no, how could I, I don’t have a mouth anymore sis,” said Sweetie getting a bit annoyed her sister's questions just reminding her of how much she’d lost.

“Oh um alright….” Said Rarity her sister's tone making her a bit worried.‘Something’s bothering her but what?’ she thought as she hears her sister’s tone become a bit snippy. “Uh um what about touch?” she asked hoping her sister wouldn’t get upset.

“oh uh huh I feel uh like when you touch me or when I feel around and stuff,” said Sweetie as she felt her sisters fur on her back an occasional warm breath reaching her the sensations making her smile.

“Oh wonderful so you um what’s it like?”Asked Rarity on impulse happy to hear her sister cheery tone noticing the pendant glows a bit at it.

"Oh um your fur feels good and I can feel the muscles in your throat move when you talk and your breath is nice and warm” said sweetie happily as she let herself fall into the sensations.

“…ok um can you feel this?” responded Rarity as she brought her hoof to rest on her sister’s new home.

“oh yeah your hoof feels warm and the fur tickles a little oh hay um could um, press me into your chest it feels good to um it kinda’ feels like a hug uh he heh’” said Sweetie shyly as she wondered how her sister would respond.

“Oh um, of course, darling giggle sigh” answered Rarity as she takes her hoof and gently pushes her sister’s home into her chest feeling her sister's energy wash through her more warmly. ‘Of course darling I’m always open for hugs I can’t remember the last time I hugged you’ she thought, as she felt the energy in the pendant pulse like a heartbeat warm with her sister’s presence sighing.

‘giggle sigh I really missed you sis I just wish I hadn’t of cast it if I’d just waited ohh sigh at least we're together again’ thought Sweetie as she listened to her sisters heartbeat and felt her sister’s warmth wash over her “giggle fuzzy” she let out as she felt her sisters fur tickle her a bit feeling the chest rise and fall.

“…sigh” Rarity sighed as she felt what to her was her sisters heart beat with her own as she brought her remaining hoof up and cradled her sister warmly a small familiar giggle drawing a smile to cheeks as she rested her chin on the pendant before giving her sister a kiss and holding her snugly.

“…I love you sis” said sweetie as she felt warm on the inside ‘maybe it’s not all bad I’m with my sister again oh and know she’ll be warring me auh which means I get to spend all the time in the world with her maybe she can finally teach me how to sow and then we could play games and…’ she thought excitedly before cutting herself short. ‘Or I could just hang around her neck all day’ she thought solemnly as she remembers she no longer had a body. ‘…no this isn’t about me it’s about making rarity happy again it’s my own fault I won’t be able to do those things.’ She contemplates vowing to make her sister happy regardless of her own happiness.

“Giggle I love you too darling…” said Rarity giggling feeling her sister’s warmth. “How do you feel Sweetie?” she asked as she held her sister warmly and as snuggly as she was comfortable with not entirely sure of her sister’s fragility.

‘…’ “I feel… fine” answered sweetie unsure of herself as she thinks about how she really felt. ‘It’s your own fault don’t ruin it “she’s happy, keep it that way’ thought Sweetie as she let herself hang loosely.

"Oh alright, are you sure darling I could draw a bath…” began Rarity cutting herself short. ‘Oh dear’ she thought hoping she didn’t upset her sister knowing something had been bothering her as she begins to realize what it might be.

“….sniffle”

“Oh um I…” tried Rarity realizing she’d hurt her sister feeling the warmth of the gem turning a bit cold. ‘Now now look what you’ve gone and done’ she scorned herself as she tried thinking of something to cheer her up.

“…sob”

‘Darling I” began rarity before her sister interrupts.

“What does matter I’m just a screw-up!” let out sweetie frustratedly

“Oh no no darling…” tried Rarity interrupted again as her sister started crying.

“Yes I am I couldn’t even get one spell right and now look at me I’m nothing!-sniffle sob” yelled Sweetie through sobs.

"Sweetie, you're being re-" Rarity tried again.

“-no I am I’m a wrathless trinket I wouldn’t even make it as an accessory- Sweetie- I’m nothing sis nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing sob sniffle –sweetie belle-NOTHING I’M A WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH sob sniffle all I’ve done is made you miserable –sweetie belle please- and upset you, I ruined your dresses I shouldn’t even be here I’m only here because I’m selfish all I think about is myself I SHOULD BE DEAD! SWEETIE OPHELIA BELLE!-choke sob gulp mnng sniffle” continued Sweetie before her sister yells.‘great now look what you’ve done she’ll through you out for sure now’ she berated herself.

Author's Note

again if you read and point out what I missed especially all of you that are reading I might not have to fuss about it so much so if you could wait to rate me or if you still do I ask that it not be by grammar nor spelling