Who am I?

I used to know who I was, I think, but now I'm not sure beyond my name. She confuses me. She does it on purpose. She has been with me since that incident. I want her to leave, but I'm afraid if I tell her, I'll be gone instead.

I try to understand how this happened. That last day of lucidity replays in my head over and over again…

Triggers - Talk of rape, self harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, depression, physical and mental trauma, a unicorn in pain.

The sequel can be found here; To Be Herd

Huge credit HAS to go to An Alternate Universe for their awesome pre-reading and editing. Thank you so much!

Credit also to Soufriere for help very generously given in writing the description. Thank you my friend!