Unexpected Desires

When the following morning arrived, Twilight woke up feeling strange, feeling like she never had before. As she crawled out of bed she couldn't help but notice that not only were her mane and tail a mess, but she was wet. At first she didn't know why but then it hit her, she remembered the dream. Her face turned a deep red and she said to herself, "I've got to get washed up, I can't let Starlight or Spike see me like this!"

Twilight headed into her bathroom to take a shower and as she was showering, she couldn't help but think about the dream from the night before. She couldn't stop thinking about Starlight being on top of her, kissing her, sucking on her and running her horn into her. She began to hoof herself, trying to run it up in herself as far as she could. She began to moan gently as she imagined that it was Starlight's horn going up into her, her larger horn from the dream. As Twilight continued to do this, the more her desire for Starlight grew. She said to herself, "I've got to tell her sometime but how will she react? What if she was to think I'm gross and leave? What if she went back to stealing cutie marks or what if she wanted to travel through time to alter the present again?"

Twilight then scolded herself for having such doubts as she knew that Starlight likely wouldn't think poorly of her but that she may lose any chance of having a relationship with her. Eventually though she knew that she had to tell Starlight before this consumed her. It would just be a matter of how she would get Spike to leave and get Starlight in the right frame of mind. She then said to herself, "I've got it, I'll have us study that relationship book more! We're getting right up to the intimacy part, maybe that will make her want to try it!"

While Twilight was in the shower, Starlight woke up as the sun shone in on her. She shielded her eyes with her hoof and groaned, "Ugh, morning already?"

Her groan woke Spike up who had fallen asleep on the floor. He too was less than thrilled about the arrival of the morning sun. He sighed, "You know, why can't Celestia wait a while to raise the sun? I didn't get much sleep last night."

Starlight replied, "That makes two of us." She thought that maybe a good shower would wake her up. As she stood in the shower allowing the water to beat down on her, she couldn't help but hear Spike's advice ringing in her head. She said to herself, "How can I forgive myself after what I did? I was such an awful pony! I stole cutie marks and nearly destroyed Equestria."

As she started to wash herself off she went into deep thought, she knew that for the nightmares to stop that she would have to find a way to forgive herself. She began to do some deep breathing and as she felt the suds run out of her coat, it felt like she truly was being cleaned. She let out a sigh, "I feel it being washed away, I feel myself becoming clean again."

Once she left the shower she felt refreshed and Spike could feel a different type of energy coming from her. He gave her a smile and asked, "Something seems different with you. Did you start considering taking my advice?"

Starlight replied, "Actually, I did. I came to the realization that everything did turn out fine and imagined that as I washed myself and the soap ran off of my coat and down the drain, that all the bad things I did were being washed away into the past, where they belong."

Spike replied, "Good." He then realized that Twilight had yet to get up, which was very unlike her. He continued, "Well I'm going to go check on Twilight, she should be up and about by now."

Starlight headed towards the exit and said, "Well I'm heading downstairs. I'll see you when you two get down there."

As Starlight headed downstairs, Spike headed into Twilight's chambers and could tell that she was in the bathroom, showering. What surprised him though was the moaning he heard. He thought to himself, "What's going on with her? Why is she moaning in the shower?"

He continued to listen and wait, trying to figure out why she was moaning until his stomach growled, causing him to decide to see what was going on. He banged on the door and yelled, "Twilight, are you ok?"

He heard a screech come from behind the door before hearing a reply, "I'm fine Spike. I'll be out in a minute."

Twilight knew that she had to hurry up and get done as not only was Spike hungry, but chances were Starlight was as well. Twilight quickly finished washing off, got the water turned off and dried herself off. As she rushed out of the bathroom she was immediately greeted by Spike, "Twilight, are you ok? What was that moaning I heard?"

This was something that Twilight did not want to mention to Spike. She held her head low and replied, "You must have been hearing things because I wasn't moaning." She then rushed down the stairs towards the dining hall, hoping that she would be able to look Starlight in the eyes without blushing.

When Twilight got to the dining hall, the moment she saw Starlight, her face turned red as an apple. Starlight saw this and asked, "Twilight, are you ok? What was up with the blush?"

Twilight's face turned redder as she replied, "Blush, what blush?"

Starlight said, "That blush."

Twilight replied, "Oh, I don't know, it was nothing."

Starlight wasn't really sure what to think about how Twilight was behaving but didn't think too much about it as she had other things on her mind, breakfast and hopefully studying magic that day. Twilight however, was making plans on how she could talk to Starlight about the feelings she had developed for her but one thing she did know, she was not going to tell Starlight about her dream.