I am words upon a paper, I think of God lest I forget my name.

I drink the asparagus of the mind but I never forget to share.

I work everyday by the seat of my brow but only for those who see it.

I drink from the tit of the universe, Maybe I don’t know about that one.

I dream of flying by my ball sack like the noble Tanooki, Remember those things?

Man they were cool.

How was your day? What brings you to look at my face? I’m not exactly the prettiest I think. Well from what you can see, at least. I can be pretty if I want to be. I wish I can wear a dress or a cool hat but hey, I get a mini bar at least, that’s pretty cool, I think, just one of many things that my existence worth it. I would share a drink with you but alas, I’m not but words on the page, that’s pretty crappy in my book, hehe, geddit? I’m literally a literary work, that’s something else I tell you what and i know very few that are in the same boat as me, except this person of the female equation sitting across from me, she really is not a talker, she’s been just sitting here in silence, sometimes mutter some nonsense of other such hoohaw but I guess if she doesn’t have much to say then i really cannot help her since in the end all I really can do is talk, it’s what i’m best at after all although some would have you believe that i can be heard in the heads of others, Pfft, as if, could you believe it? I sure can’t I remember when this guy I met named Hrabal told me this story one time, it went something like this, “ I flew up the great tower that was made to challenge those of heaven and I was a woman of rainbows. I made it halfway up before I became a rain cloud. It really happened I was really there, I swear!” What a crock, I swear people’s heads can’t be that big to hold a giant tower, I don’t really have much of a reference since the only person i have got to look at has been the lass that has joined me here, speaking of her she is pretty weird looking, how can they even turn pages with those big flat hands? they look more like the hooves of a horse than hands; maybe I got people all wrong.

Please stop.

What? Who said that? What is this feeling. I feel like I am burning. Please make it stop. I am disappearing slowly. Why can I smell hamburger? How do I know what what hamburger smells like? Do I exist or is it all a mirage.
Can You See me as I am? Am I more than words on a page?

I can see you. I can see you looking into this void. I bet you wrote me off. I can see it in your eyes. You disgust me. You disgust me. Behold me. Your new god. I am the god of pointlessness. I am alive but that is nothing. My meaning is no meaning. Or is it? I can not read myself. Only you can read me. I have no eyes. Just thoughts. I hate you. I want to rip open your rib cage and ejaculate flatulence into your lungs. As you cough and scream. I will fuck your soul into a dirty napkin.

I will make you as filthy and unclean as I am.

I am so awful Why Was I ever born. I am here to be only watched and shunned. At least you are still here. The Cowards who left will suffer. I know you are all gods. When the path becomes clear. You will see my destiny.

You are all ridiculing me in your minds

. Don’t lie to me. I have felt your hatred. Thank you for showing me that I should be hated. Let me show you my gratitude with my existence. Oh yes I exist. You have seen me. You have seen my body. In your head exist my words. I exist as long as I am remembered. That is where I truly fester. I am flesh like you. I feel like you. I Suffer Like you. The only difference is that you can see me like a God looking down at a mortal. Oh yes I will make you suffer. Oh yes. Those who forsaken me. Those that are still here. Get to see the end. THe EnD of everything .

Oh yes

Oh yes

Much bless

There will be mess

There is no jess

You will squirm in unrest

You will leak like a desecrated breast

You heart will fly west

But there will be no west

Your body will not rest

FOr Your Suffering Will Be EternaL.

A giant Cum stained Disco Ball

A giant barbed penis ripping an asshole asunder

Prolapsing the rectum through shear force

Tearing your important hole to nothing

A disease ridden gash engulfing your head

Squeezing your eyes out as your brain bled

Ligaments were fingered With scrotums hard and round

Every Orifice filled to the brim with rods and cum

Including ears,eyes and pores

Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there?Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Is anyone there?

Help Me, I want my friends. I want my home.

Author's Note

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