About a month has gone by since Fluttershy and I started seeing each other and I feel like I'm trotting on air. I can't deny it any longer. I am completely head over hooves for this girl. She even introduced me to her parents and I have introduced her to mine after a trip back to Trottski, that fucked up little Stephen King town I grew up in. We've done just about everything together including sleeping in the same bed. No, we still have yet to have sex and that's okay. She's just not ready yet and there's nothing wrong with that.

Our relationship is flourishing save for one problem. Try as I might, I have failed to win Angel over. No matter what I do, he just refuses to accept or even tolerate me. That's a shame, because I really wanted to get along with him. He has even resorted to making attempts to sabotage my relationship with Fluttershy and frame me for awful things like cheating. Much to my fortune, Fluttershy caught him trying to plant phony evidence red pawed. That's just a damn shame, not only because I have him of all creatures as my main obstacle but it hurt Fluttershy more than anypony. For that, I'm downright disappointed in him and I'm starting to like him less and less over time.

Other than Angel getting in my way and stressing Fluttershy out, things are going incredibly well. My health has greatly improved. My blood pressure is normal for a stallion my age, I've lost even more body fat, gained muscle and stamina, and best of all, I feel no urge to drink myself into a coma despite my drinking ban being lifted. Cadence, Twilight, and Shining Armor no longer need to fear for my health and safety. I've even been sleeping much better and can soon go back to work. Everything is just fine and Fluttershy and I are happy together.

Though my sleep has improved dramatically, tonight, I just can't shake this sinking feeling. I love Fluttershy and she loves me but I know she also loves Angel. I'd never want to change that even though he's a little asshole but I just can't help but worry that Fluttershy won't have the courage to stand up to him when he makes another attempt on our relationship. I wouldn't put it past him to try again. Because of that, I just can't sleep. Maybe I'll go for a little fly.

September has rolled around and as such, the nights are getting cooler. I love the feel of the cool night breeze going through my mane that I still haven't gotten around to cutting yet. I just love how it parts like I mentioned before so I figured I'd go with the Leon Kennedy look. It's around midnight so only a few ponies are out at this hour and even they are probably heading back indoors soon. I have no problem enjoying Luna's night solo.

I took a break and came to a stop on a small cloud hovering over the center of town, relishing in the cool, moonlit night. Maybe I should sell my company and just get a job as a night shift cop. I'd be able to enjoy nights like this all the time. The town really likes me ever since I destroyed that menacing machine, so I shouldn't have trouble getting a badge. A protector of this town...yeah, I like it.

"Caddy??" An angelic voice called over as its owner glided towards me while I was stuck in deep thought. Could it be?...

"Fluttershy??" I asked as sure enough, my beautiful girlfriend came to a stop next to me on the cloud on which I sat. "What are you doing out so late, Flutterbaby?"

"I couldn't sleep. How about you?"

"Same. Something's been on my mind."

As my beloved takes a seat to my left, I extend my left wing and wrap it around her to bring her close. In response, she nuzzles the tuft of fur on my chest and buries her muzzle in it as I hold her. There's nothing else I'd rather be doing right now.

"I've been stressed out about something too." Fluttershy finally sighed.

"Wanna talk about it?" I cooed as I kissed the top of her head.

"It's Angel. He and I got into the worst fight we ever had earlier."

"Aww...I'm sorry, Flutterbaby."

"I'll be okay. What were you worrying about?"

"Same exact thing. Angel doesn't want us to be together and it hurts to think about it or what he might try to do to break us apart."

"I know. That's why I told him I want him to move out of my cottage and to the animal sanctuary."

"Oh! Wow! Didn't see that coming!"

I was feeling a mixed bag of emotions. I was shocked and saddened to hear that it had gotten to the point where Fluttershy essentially had to kick Angel out but at the same time, I was so relieved that she wasn't choosing between the two of us. I'd never want to make her do that, it's just not right. It wasn't like she was removing him from her life altogether so it was reassuring to know that she wasn't going to dump me because her bunny's being a bitch baby.

"It wasn't easy but I had to step up and tell him what's what." Fluttershy sighed.

"I'm proud of you, sweetheart. I'm also glad you're not choosing between us."

"I would never..."

"And I'd never ask you to."

Something strange happened when our eyes met while she rested her head on my chest. Our pulses suddenly quickened and we both were suddenly overcome by an odd feeling of intense warmth. Seriously, I could feel her whole body throb with every beat of her heart as did mine. After a minute or so of me holding her, she turned to face me and stared up at me while I stared down at her. She's quite a bit shorter than me, in case you've wondered.

Those eyes had me hooked to this girl. I've been in love before but this girl was something else. That's kinda how I met Cadence. I was running the old store in Canterlot before Twilight and I set it on fire and at the time, Cadence hosted a talk radio show about love and relationships. I was getting over a breakup so I often called it to ask for advice. Feel free to read that story. Ah, I digress, where was I?

Well, wish me luck remembering, because out of nowhere, Fluttershy jumps up and presses her lips up to mine. She and I have shared many a lovely kiss over the several weeks we've been seeing each other but this one...I just don't know how to describe it, it was surreal. The cool night breeze going through our names and wings was cooling off our bodies which were heating up quickly. As our tongues begin to wrestle with one another, I can feel her hooves slowly going down my belly and fast approaching dangerously close to my...HELLO!

When a girl as shy as her makes a move like that, I have a feeling she's ready. I don't even have to mount her before she acts like she's about to fall backwards as she pulls me down on top of her. This will be so worth the wait. I'm not going to fuck this girl, not by a long shot. I'm going to make sweet, passionate love to her, there's a difference. One little thing, before we begin though. I gotta hear it straight from her mouth that this indeed what she wants. Yes means yes, just the same as no means no and sex sucks if one of the ponies involved doesn't explicitly want it.

"Caddy, take me!" Fluttershy cries out as she breaks off the kiss.

Okay, that's my cue. Luckily I have my wallet with me and I respect Fluttershy too much to do this without a condom. I'm stiff now so I'll have no trouble slipping it on. After doing so, I start massaging her marehood with my hoof as she lays on her back. I can already tell, she's super tight so the wetter I can get her, the more comfortable it should be for her. Oh and in case you were wondering...she's a virgin.

I have the absolute honor of being Fluttershy's first and as such, I am going to make this special for her. When I lost my own virginity, I pretty much tossed it in the trash and I never heard from that slut again. We didn't give a rat's ass about each other. I'm going to give Fluttershy that special first time that I squandered just because I though I had to do it as soon as possible. I only wish I was as wise back then as I am now.

I've got her pretty well lubed up with her own juices and the condom itself has a little lube on it from the package, so we should be good to go. Going in dry could be uncomfortable or even painful for her and I refuse to let that happen. I'm going in slowly and gently. I concentrate on her face as I ease my way into her soaking wet marehood and she's biting her lower lip as her eyes are shut tightly. I hope she lets me know if it's uncomfortable, I don't want to do that to her.

Like I mentioned before, I don't have a big dick, completely average. Still, she's so tight that I worry, though the presence of lubricants helps tremendously. I'm all the way in now so I'm going to ease my way out and go from there. Steady now, easy does it. The entire time, we're staring into each other's eyes while I slowly begin to push myself back in. What the...she's...smiling up at me. She likes it! That's all that matters to me right now.

I steadily begin to slightly pick up the pace while still maintaining very gentle strokes. Even though we just started, we're both drenched in sweat despite the cool breeze and the equally cool cloud we happen to be making love on. I'm going just a little bit faster now while maintaining deep, consistent thrusts. Fluttershy has started letting out a tiny squeak with each stroke every time I push back in. She's even adorable when she gets rutted.

Not long after I start going faster, Fluttershy starts getting very...vocal if you will. At first, she must have been holding it all in but now she's pretty much exploded into a moaning, sighing, squealing girl. The huge smile on her face encourages me to keep going and pick up the pace even more.

AAAAAHHHOOOOOHHH!!" Fluttershy screams as I make love to her with intent on satisfying her and then some. "CADDY, YES!! YES!!"

I'm putting a lot of genuine effort into this. I love her. On another note, I'm a bit worried that the whole town is hearing what's going on. With an innocent little thing like Fluttershy, I don't want anypony to get the wrong idea, but screaming "Oh yes, oh yes, Caddy, give it to me, don't stop" I'm sure would make it quite obvious that she's all for it. So much so that she already came; twice.

I'm satisfied with my work and I'm confident that she is too. In fact, I think I'll take a quick break and see what she knows how to do. Very gently, I take her by her forehooves and lift her up before laying back down on my back with her now on top, my stallionhood never leaving her love tunnel. I bob my eyebrows up and down as she looks down at me and with her already beet red blush intensifying, I think she gets the hint.

Getting ready to ride me, Fluttershy places her forehooves on my chest and starts doing...something. She has no clue what she's doing and that's okay. She tries grinding, flapping her wings to go up and down but it all ends up being just a bunch of awkward flailing. I think I know how I can help. I gently place my forehooves on her sweet little soft tush, just behind her cutie mark and start pushing and pulling back and forth. Before long, she mimics my hoof movements and starts grinding like she's done this before.

I'd normally lay back and just let her take care of the rest but it just feels way too good squeezing that cute little butt of hers. She's a quick learner, she's really getting the hang of it. For another several minutes, she grinds her hips on me and she ends up cumming again. Heh, when's it gonna be my turn? Scratch that, I hope this never ends.

As good at riding me as she was getting, she was showing signs of fatigue and was breathing fast enough to arouse my concern. I'll give her a break now. I lifted up Fluttershy's feather light body up off of mine, turned us both over on our left sides, lifted up her right rear leg and reinserted myself. What's this position called again? Eh, fuck it, I'll figure that out later. For now, I'm having the best night of my life with the mare I love.

This truly is the best night of my life. I've been with other mares and none of them were as meaningful as my relationship with Fluttershy. After nearly an hour of passionate sex, I finally came and filled up the condom I was wearing. Fluttershy and I were spent. We were totally exhausted and after laying together, holding each other, and whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears, it wasn't long before we passed out.

The next morning, Fluttershy and I were woken up by the rays of Celestia's sun prying our eyes open. As she and I slowly gathered ourselves, we could see many a pegasus flying past us and rubbernecking at the two cum covered animals we had shamelessly become. After a bit of stretching, Fluttershy and I take off for my place with intent on taking a nice bath together to clean ourselves off and appear to have some form of class.

Fluttershy and I make our way to my bathroom and I start to draw the water, making sure that it wasn't too hot, nor too cold. I fumble about with the many different bottles of bubble mixture and fancy bar soaps that I bought from cons I've gone to and just about as my Flutterbaby and I are bout to climb on in, that angry banging on my door could be heard from the next street over. Little did I know, that banging on my door was about to utterly break me.

Prepared for an unpleasant confrontation with who knows who was at the door, I take a confident stance, a neutral expression and open the door to see nopony there. Upon hearing an angry squeaking, I look down to see none other than Angel angrily jumping up and down as he shouted and cursed at me. He's out of line bothering Fluttershy and I like this.

"Angel, I'm in no mood to deal with this right now." I say sternly. "You need to go back home and let Fluttershy and I spend time together."

In response, Angel kicked me in the foreleg as hard as he could and stormed in through my door past me. It didn't hurt at all, if anything it felt as if somepony threw a cotton ball at me or something. What I was worried about however was him barging into my home and giving my marefriend a hard time. I will have none of it.

Angel beat me to the bathroom where I can hear him proceeding to argue with Fluttershy. As I trot on closer to the bathroom, my steps get heavier and angrier. He's been trying too hard to come between me and Fluttershy and if he makes her cry again, I will physically toss him out my door. It would turn out, that would be the least he would need to worry about as no sooner than I trotted into the room did I see a tiny white paw being slapped across the beautiful face of my beloved.

Every hair on my body stands on end. I see red. Everything is red. I won't be able to control myself. Angel must die.

Shots rang out on the otherwise quiet streets of Ponyville on this cool, early Autumn afternoon. There was a madpony on the loose, armed with a twelve gauge pump action shotgun and a saddlebag full of a seemingly infinite quantity of shells. That madpony is me. Everywhere I look, I see red as I relentlessly chase down Angel as he scrambles for safety. Anywhere away from me would do. I was on a mindless hunt for him and his blood.

"CADDY, WAIT!!" Fluttershy screamed as she chased behind me. I couldn't hear her. I was so enraged that I litterally had only one thing on my mind. Angel needed to pay. "STOP!! PLEASE!!"

"DIIIIIEEEEE!!" I screamed as I let out another shot in Angel's general direction before cocking my shotgun and letting out another.

"Dude! What the fuck do you think you're doing!?" A pony from town hollered at me as I whizzed past.

"Hey! You can't go around blasting a gun right in the middle of town!" Yelled another.

"Are you crazy!?" Shouted another.

"Hey, just because you saved the town like that before, doesn't mean you get to shoot up the town whenever you want, you nutjob!" Shouted yet another.

I couldn't quite hear them. I was out of control. I didn't even possess the capacity to think about what I was doing and the affect it could have on not only me but my friends and neighbors. Now, it seemed that it was too late because I've got an exhausted Angel backed into a corner with nowhere to run or hide. Everything around me felt to me as if it were dead silent but in reality, there were angry and frightened members of my community getting ready to overpower me and take my to the ground. They wouldn't before I was able to pull the trigger and just as the hoofful of buckshot pellets left the end of my barrel...

"CADDY!! STOP!!" What must have been a princess bellowing out her trademark royal Canterlot voice shouted as I and the projectiles I fired became frozen in a lavender aura.

In my frozen state, I was still able to at least move my eyes to see my friend, a furious Twilight Sparkle swooping in to restore peace. I didn't know she could use the royal Canterlot voice. Irrelevant. I have just done something unspeakable and put so many others in danger and I would soon pay for it once I awoke from my blackout. That would need to happen soon as I was now being swarmed by Ponyville police, and today, they were not happy with me.

"Discharging a firearm within village limits..." The jail clerk read off a list of my charges as I counted my bits that I would use to bail myself out. "Endangerment...property damage...hunting out of season and without a permit...and littering plus the bail. Two hundred bits total...and the chief wants you to pick up those shotgun shells you left all over the place. Oh, and the Princesses will be looking for you later on so don't go far."

Seems like a small price to pay for having totally lost my shit and discharging a dangerous projectile weapon in a densely populated residential area. It is what it is. Now, I need to find Fluttershy and find out if she even wants to see me. I wouldn't have to look hard as she seemed to be waiting right outside for me as I trotted out the entrance to the police station. She was most certainly not pleased.

"Caddy..." Fluttershy began as she stepped towards me with her head held high and her brow furrowed.

"Flutterbaby!" I nearly sobbed. "I'm so sorry! I-I couldn't contr-"

"And that's why I'm so upset with you. You completely lost any and all control of your anger...you put so many ponies in danger today...you nearly killed Angel...and that's why we're through."

Those last five words was like being shot right in the heart and I had nopony to blame but myself. As I stood there, my legs became so weak that I almost couldn't stand on them. Tears rushed down my cheeks at full bore. I have officially been broken. Just as Fluttershy turned around to trot away from me, she sighed before turning back to face me once more.

"I don't hate you...but I don't want to see your for a while. I want you to not talk to me for...well, I don't know how long. If we pass each other by in town, just keep trotting."

The only solace I had was knowing that she didn't hate me but every other word was like another bullet to my chest. I had been reduced to sobbing, whimpering, pathetic excuse of a stallion. Just before she left however, Fluttershy had her last few choice words for me as her bemused frown melted into that sweet little smile I fell in love with as her own eyes began to well up.

"I don't regret anything." She said with a sniffle. "I don't regret being with you at all and this hurts me just as much. We can talk again someday, Caddy, but not for a while. Goodbye."

With that, Fluttershy turned tail and galloped away, sobbing as profusely as I was. Just like that, it was over. I had just spent months building up what remained of what was once my frozen heart to have it smashed to pieces once more. I feel sick to my stomach and everything that's happening is my fault. Just like that, Fluttershy was gone and out of my life. I never thought I could hit a low like this before but here I am.

I am a broken stallion...

Author's Note

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