A Pony's Desire: The Fantabulous Exoneration of one Starlight Glimmer

Starlight Glimmer was about finished packing her things into her saddle bag. She was tired and looking forward to a nice, relaxing weekend, without thinking about work. Her job as Head Mare of the School of Friendship was very busy, and this week had been especially demanding. Mid-term exams were upon the students and it was Starlight’s job as Head Mare to be in contact with the ministry of education, and curate the examination process. She was also tasked with helping to mark the exams of some of her students, further adding to her workload. Starlight was feeling the weight of the past week of exams; marking, curating, and constantly writing to the ministry, and she was allowed no help, as the ministry took the threat of corruption in examination very seriously. Starlight was exhausted, she organized the finished exams and packaged them neatly into envelopes to be sent to the ministry next week. When she finished she slumped down into her chair and heaved a long sigh.

“Finally” she said to herself “That’s the last of them” she used her magic to take a sip from her mug, draining the last half a sip of cold coffee which had been sitting there all day, slowly being sipped away whenever Starlight could spare a second from her duties.

“How did Twilight handle this so well?” she thought to herself. Starlight found her thoughts frequently migrating towards Twilight Sparkle. She was just so good at everything, and Starlight loved that about her. She loved to see Twilight confidently attempt anything, somehow knowing that everything would be just fine in the end. Starlight tried to do what Twilight did, but it never quite worked out like that. Starlight knew she could never be as amazing as Twilight Sparkle, Starlight idolized that pony as a mentor and a very good friend, but Starlight had much deeper feelings for Twilight than she would admit to anypony, even to Trixie, whom she had been dating for some time now. Twilight would enter her thoughts whenever she got stressed, sad or frustrated, it would be an outlet for her throughout her days, and even some nights.

Starlight felt her stress of the day leave as Twilight entered her thoughts again; she felt calmer, and clearer, almost as if the already silent office got even quieter, all Starlight could hear was Twilight’s voice singing to her. She was singing a beautiful melody of hums. Starlight closed her eyes and got lost in the melody, it made her heart beat faster.

Her thoughts were shattered in an instant though when there was a loud knock at her door. Before Starlight could even gather herself, let alone ask who it was or even say “Come in” Trixie burst in smiling widely.

“Hey Starly!” She seemed to sing as she walked in “Ready to get going? I’m soooooo ready to get out of this place and not even think of those kids and their problems for a few days.” She said as she strode in. Starlight quickly adjusted herself and used her magic to retrieve her saddle bag. “uh ya o-of course!” She said quickly to Trixie, as her reality quickly returned

“You ok hun?” Trixie asked smiling and raising an eyebrow at Starlight “You work way too hard, Starly, it’s not good for you, ya know?”

Starlight blushed a little “Ya, I know, it’s just there so much stuff Twilight left me responsible for”

Trixie rolled her eyes “Ugh. That mare is such a do-gooder, she is all work and ZERO fun.” She said in an annoyed voice. Starlight could not help but feel taken aback by Trixie’s remark, but Starlight knew she wasn’t the biggest fan of Twilight in the first place.

“She just thinks she’s so much better than anypony else with her magic and her friends. As if they are invincible together. It makes me sick! We get it, you’re the best, now shut the buck up!”

Trixie frequently got herself hung up about ponies, especially Twilight, but Starlight knew this was usually aggravated by her end of week fatigue.

“Come on Trix, lets go home” Starlight said trying to sound calming and affectionate. Though, she was still annoyed by Trixie’s remarks. She tried to just forget about them.

As the two walked home from the School to their cottage at the edge of Ponyville, Trixie continued on about her day. “So get this, Ocellus likes Sandbar now, but she’s too chicken to ask him out, she’s scared of Yona or something, I don’t know. It was a very uneventful story, Ocellus is so shy it kills me!” Trixie went on.

“Trix! You’re not supposed to tell me this stuff! That’s student confidentiality breach right there, completely violating a student’s trust.” Starlight scolded

“Oh hush now Starly, its boring shit and you know I don’t have the patience for that” Trixie rebutted

Starlight hated Trixie's bad habit of disclosing students’ private troubles. But there was not much she could do, Trixie was a pony that few could contain. And this was something that applied to every aspect of Trixie’s personality. Trixie was a free spirit, she did what she wanted whenever she wanted. Starlight sometimes found it hard to live with Trixie. She lived quite messy and hated cleaning up, a task that nearly always fell on Starlight, from cleaning to laundry; but Trixie was a very good cook who made many fancy dishes, much to Starlight’s enjoyment. Trixie was also very romantic; the couple enjoyed wonderful quality time cuddling and reading or watching movies together. They also enjoyed great sex, Trixie was wonderfully dominant, but she could work wonders with her tongue, which made Starlight melt.

Despite all this, Starlight was not completely content. She loved Trixie very much, but the one pony Starlight dreamed about was Twilight Sparkle. Starlight would fantasize constantly about her, from anything like simply talking to her over coffee, to hot sex where anything went. Starlight’s ultimate fantasy was to dominate Twilight, to make Twilight her own personal pet, in a loving way. She wanted to connect with her spiritually, to take control of a part of her, yet leave another part of her to be wild and free. The thought of being with Twilight in this way excited Starlight like nothing else, she felt herself getting wet at the very thought.

Starlight could not have this kind of relationship with Trixie; it was Trixie who was the dominant one in the relationship. Despite Trixie being magical in bed, Starlight’s specific fantasy prevented her from completely enjoying Trixie’s company. Starlight felt guilty, as having Trixie in her life was still a wonderful thing. Without her, Starlight had nopony to confide in, and Trixie was a loyal companion to Starlight; despite her annoying traits, the two completed each other in a way. Starlight found happiness in her fun and loving nature.

It tore Starlight up inside, having a relationship that most ponies would be extremely jealous of, yet lusting after somepony else entirely. The rift in her soul, caused by a split desire between Trixie for material love and compassion, and Twilight for romantic fantasy, caused incredible distress for Starlight, and it always tormented her free mind.

Starlight was brought back to reality from her thoughts when they arrived at their front door.

“Celestia, I’m starving!” Trixie groaned loudly. “Can you make us dinner Starly?” she chimed

Starlight wanted to groan, but Trixie had cooked every night all week, so she knew it was her turn. Dinner was extremely quick, frozen hay burgers and a glass of wine.

“Wow, Starly, so romantic” Trixie said sarcastically after they ate “What? You don’t love your great and powerful partner enough to make her an effort?” Trixie teased jokingly

“I’m tired, Trix” Starlight groaned. It was true, the exam week really took its toll on Starlight, and her stress usually enhanced her lust for Twilight, which did not help.

“Dear Celestia, Starly, you work way too hard” Trixie said through her signature, smiling scowl. “That Twilight must enjoy seeing you suffer, while she washes her plot in that castle in Canterlame”

Trixie put on a mocking voice of Twilight Sparkle “Oh Starlight! Do this! Talk to that! Make sure the school is as boring as ever! And make sure you lick the crud off my plot too while you’re at it!” Then she broke into a snorting laugh.

Starlight thought Trixie did some funny voices, but she didn’t like the one of Twilight, or the fact that the Twilight voice was the one Trixie often mocked. Twilight was extremely fair and Starlight didn’t like how Trixie shamed her and exaggerated her royal abuse, which in reality was nonexistent. Twilight was an extremely compassionate ruler of Equestria, and an even more compassionate pony. Starlight had admired Twilight ever since she and her friends made her realize the true magic of friendship, and since then Starlight had been slowly developing strong feelings for her.

“Oh Starlight, don’t forget to tell Mayor Mare I think she’s a lazy old hag who would give an amazing hoofjob too” Trixie continued her voice, but she was laughing to the point that nothing she said made any sense anymore. Starlight was getting annoyed.

“Cut it out, Trix!” Starlight said, a little louder than she intended.

“Oh come now Starly! I’m only joking! And it’s not that I'm completely wrong about her.” Trixie said

Starlight wanted to argue, but she knew better. Trixie was an expert arguer and negotiator, she would destroy Starlight if she even dared to challenge her. It was a way Trixie stayed dominant in a relationship, she could talk quickly, get inside the heads of ponies easily, and use her smooth yet firm talks to bend anypony to her will. Initially this apprehended Starlight, but she also knew Trixie was a devoted lover, and never gave up on those she truly admired. Starlight knew this of Trixie from many years of amazing friendship, but when Trixie made a move to be more than friends, it was in such a loving and caring way that Starlight could not refuse. She saw it in Trixie’s eyes that she wanted to be with Starlight long term and truly loved her. Starlight felt similar, she did admire Trixie, and she wanted a relationship with her, and now for nearly 2 years the two were an official couple. Starlight loved Trixie, but she just could not shake the overwhelming, and rapidly developing adoration for Twilight, a feeling she somehow always knew was there, but was amplified now that she was in a relationship with somepony else.

“Anyway, I’m kinda sleepy, but I need a good, hot shower first. Care to join me Starly?”

Starlight was still thinking about how incorrect Trixie was about Twilight, but the mention of a good shower did intrigue her. A warm shower with Trixie was always a good stress relief, they have had a lot of fun there together in the past. “I’d love a shower, Trix” Starlight said happily.

The two made for the bathroom, and stepped in. The hot water against her coat instantly soothed Starlight, she felt her stress start to vanish, and with it her thoughts of Twilight. As the water heated up around them, Starlight could feel Trixie’s hoof between her legs, slowly working her way towards her marehood. Starlight was surprised but quickly came to enjoy Trixie’s soft, sensual touch. Trixie had an amazing talent for teasing, and Starlight did adore this. Trixie began slow yet firm rubs around Starlight’s clit, which made her moan softly, and she spread her legs for Trixie to get a better angle.

“That feels good doesn’t it Stary?” Trixie cooed softly in her ear “You really want this, don’t you? It’s just what you need after that long, busy week”

Trixie read her mind, it was exactly what she needed; all she could do was moan sensually, enjoying the gentle, loving touch of her partner.

“Oh yeah, after a stressful week like this, you need the love of your Great and Powerful Trixie to calm you right down, to turn you into the lovely, sweet angel you can be when completely relaxed and in love.” Trixie was working her hooves faster now, Starlight could feel her hot juices oozing from her mound. The hot water against her coat only intensified the wonderful pleasure, she moaned louder as she was brought closer to the edge by her partner. Starlight used her magic to retrieve a toy from the shower shelf, she used her magic to slowly rub the large phallic around Trixie’s marehood.

“Oh Starly you wonderful angel!” She moaned as Starlight slowly used her magic to insert the toy into Trixie’s swollen pussy. Trixie moaned and grunted loudly in pleasure, her dominating voice ringing off the granite shower walls.

“Yes Starly, yes! Faster, please!” Trixie begged. The faster Starlight moved the toy inside Trixie, the faster Trixie rubbed Starlight’s own pussy. She felt herself teetering on the edge of climax, and she knew Trixie was about there as well.

“Together” Starlight moaned, overwhelmed with stimulus from Trixie’s magical touch. “Yes baby” Trixie replied. Together they allowed their bodies to tip over the edge, to reach climax. Starlight’s body contracted and she felt a release of hot, wet pleasure, she moaned loudly with each wave of orgasmic bliss, each more intense than the last. She felt Trixie come as well, though no matter how intense her orgasm was, she never once let up on her graceful touch on Starlight’s sex.

After what felt like hours, Starlight and Trixie finally calmed down from their ecstasy. They simply lay on the floor of the shower, locked in each other’s embrace.

“Oh Starly, I love you so much” Trixie said gazing into Starlight’s eyes. “I love you too Trix” Starlight replied back. She closed her eyes and her lips met Trixie’s. They shared a good long kiss that only seemed to arouse them more, before Starlight finally turned off the water, much to Trixie’s surprise. “Water bills will force us outside” Starlight said jokingly, followed by Trixie pecking her on the cheek cutely.

The two left the shower and towelled off, they wrapped themselves in their matching robes. A Hearts and Hooves Day gift to each other, which were adorned with the other’s cutie mark, as a statement of their devotion to one another. Starlight was always eventually affirmed that she and Trixie were in a very loving relationship, and both ponies cherished each other, and for all of Trixie’s annoying quirks, she more than made up for it all in their sex life, but Starlight’s thoughts still managed to return to Twilight much more often than she liked. She just could not shake her desire for that mare. She often dreamed about her, that Starlight had Twilight all to herself, as a pet, no as a loyal companion to her. She dreamed of pleasing her pet and then her pet pleasing her. Starlight was simply fascinated by the thought of having Twilight in her life as her very own. But at the same time as all this, she did know that they would never share a relationship like this. Twilight was ruler of Equestria, the most important pony in the land, how would somepony like that get into a relationship like this with Starlight? Also Twilight was her friend, and mentor, not her lover. Trixie was Starlight’s lover, and the pony she was to sleep with. Starlight was to accept that she and Twilight were not meant to be, and that she should just focus on enjoying Trixie.

“Ready for bed Starly?” Trixie sang from the bedroom, Starlight didn’t even realize she was still standing in the bathroom looking at the mirror with her toothbrush levitating in the air by her magic.

“In a minute Trix” She called, hurrying to rinse her mouth.

Trixie was already in bed, she was lying invitingly with her legs spread revealing her open marehood displaying her beautiful flower, as if it were begging for Starlight’s touch.

“Care to continue where we left off?” Trixie cooed. Starlight did admit it looked inviting, but the fun in the shower left her exhausted.

“Oh Trix, you’re so gorgeous, but…”

“But what? Don’t tell me you’re tired” Trixie cut her off, she glared at Starlight through that ever lustful, signature scowl, as if telling Starlight with her eyes what she wished “I’m just getting started, this week was crazy for me too, I'm SO horny you have no clue Starly!” Trixie was using her skilled art of persuasion, and Starlight knew she was no match for it.

“I…” Starlight began, but she knew it was useless.

“Come on Starly, you know you want to” Trixie said as romantically as ever, her eyes practically taking control of Starlight’s mind. Starlight could see Trixie’s flower pulsate with each word. She did want to.

Starlight lay down, and began gently prodding around Trixie’s mound with her tongue.

“Yeah Starly! I knew you would come around, I’m simply irresistible” Trixie moaned. Starlight inserted her tongue inside Trixie, and ever so gently licked her desperately throbbing flower. Juices flowed all around. Trixie let out a long, satisfied moan. She repositioned herself, and before Starlight knew it, Trixie had her tongue inside Starlight. They licked at each others sensitive pussies and quickly reached simultaneous orgasm.

“Mmm Starly, you’re just divine!” Trixie groaned. Starlight also felt satisfied, the way she always did no matter what she and Trixie did in bed.

“Mmmm, I’ll be dreaming about this tonight my love” Trixie said stroking Starlight’s mane lovingly. Starlight kissed her on the nose “may your dreams be sweet” She replied lovingly.

After another long kiss, Starlight used her magic to turn off the lights at her side of the bed. “Goodnight Trix” She said softly.

“Night Starly, sweet dreams my love” Trixie replied, and turned out her own light.

Starlight’s thoughts returned to Twilight as she drifted off to sleep, she knew she was in for another night of wild dreams.

Starlight Glimmer found herself in the same cozy coffee shop she often returned to in her dreams. BonBon Café was in a prime location on Manehattan’s Saddle Row; it was a popular stop with ponies on expensive and lavish shopping trips, and the café was not particularly cheap either. Starlight sometimes came here in her dreams, it was here where she would meet Twilight for coffee and biscuits, and just enjoy one another’s company, one of Starlight’s more mild fantasies. Starlight sat down in her favourite booth, and ordered her and her friend’s favourite from the waitress mare: 2 cappuccinos and a sample platter of Belgian biscuits. Twilight arrived soon after.

“Hey Starlight!” She greeted cheerfully. Starlight’s heart skipped a beat as she saw her.

“Hey!” She replied trying not to blush.

Twilight sat down beside her as the waitress brought them their refreshments.

“Oh Starlight, my favourite! You always remember to order the best here.” Twilight said affectionately

“I order the best, for you deserve the best” Starlight replied, batting her eyelashes

“Mmmm, the biscuits are so fresh, and how do you know how to make my coffee even better than I know how to make it?” Twilight asked affectionately

“I just know my best friend better than she knows herself” Starlight replied lovingly.

Twilight blushed at the comment and gazed lovingly into Starlight’s eyes, who returned her gaze with even more longing. The two leaned in close to each other, Twilight closed her eyes, and so did Starlight. Their lips met in an electric touch, and they kissed deeply. Starlight worked her tongue inside Twilight’s beautiful mouth, tasting every bit of her sweet essence. After a long while they pulled apart.

“I love you so much Twilight” Starlight said softly and lovingly

“I love you too Starlight, I always have. You’re the most beautiful mare in all of Equestria, and I want to be with you until the end of time” And they quickly returned to another deep, loving kiss.

Starlight’s sex throbbed longingly; she felt her juices flowing uncontrollably from her swollen mound. She didn’t have to see it to know that Twilight felt similar. Starlight slowly moved her hoof in between Twilight’s legs on the seat, she could feel her hot juices; she was equally turned on by this lovely moment.

“Mmmm, I love your magic touch Starlight. Don’t stop, keep going. I want you inside of me!” Twilight whispered softly.

Starlight moved her hoof to Twilight’s pulsating sex, but the second she touched it and heard Twilight’s sweet, lustful moan of desire, she felt the world around her spin. The café began to fade into white around her, and Twilight disappeared. As everything spun and faded quicker, Starlight felt herself regaining consciousness.

She awoke in her bed. She was covered in sweat, and she felt a moist, warm spot on the sheets where her sex was. Starlight rolled over to see the clock, it was 3:00 in the morning.

“Oh fuck me” She sighed to herself as she rolled onto her back. Trixie stirred slightly next to her. Starlight had various dreams about Twilight, but this one had been the most detailed to date. This was hardly her most erotic dream; however it just felt so real to Starlight, as if it really did in fact happen somewhere in the cosmos. In all her fantasies she never once felt her senses so acute; even in her now wake mind she could still taste Twilights sweet tongue, she could still feel her soft, juicy sex, she could still smell her sweet aroma. She felt like she really connected with her in that café, and waking up from it was painful.

Starlight turned her head to see Trixie sleeping gracefully. She slept soundly, though Trixie was always a heavy sleeper, Starlight knew just by looking at her that there was not a thing bothering her. She wondered what she was dreaming about. Starlight tried to go back to sleep herself, but it was difficult, she was wide awake, and she knew she would find herself in yet another, even more real dream if she did.

Starlight climbed out of bed and trotted quietly to the bathroom; she washed her face and opened a drawer, inside were various bottles of lotions and oils, and a few medicine containers. Starlight used her magic to pull out a small bottle of pills. “PegaSleep” The bottle read “Pony sleep aid tablets. Quick, and dreamless”

“That’s what I need” Starlight said to herself. She had purchased these over the counter sleeping aids not long ago, but was too afraid to try them, but now, after her most realistic dream yet, she needed relief and was willing to try anything. She took out two tablets with her magic and swallowed them with some water. Starlight put the bottle back in the drawer and left to go back to bed. She got cozy on her side facing Trixie, she could already feel the pills taking effect. As she drifted off, she tried to focus only on how beautiful Trixie looked as she slept.