Chapter 2: Missing Chaos

The poor Fluttershy felt a weird sensation as she looked at the journal (diary) that her friend handed to her, it was… Weird.

The words crossed through one line in a horizontal direction, the words, even if she was able to pronounce them properly, for what her friends said, they were not able to understand what she was saying.

Or at least they didn't until she concentrated a little more to say it in proper Equish. Twilight tried doing the same thing, but she said it in Equish from the beginning. For what they knew, she already knew a completely different language, but she did not know it until now.

It was impossible, she said at first, but after casting some spells on her, they told her that… She already knew it.

Even after more spells, the only thing they were able to detect from her when reading the journal; her voice, and everything in that language was not possible to translate, Twilight tried it, but it didn't work out.

Even when Twilight and she were able to read it with no problem at all, there was a little trouble…

Discord did not appear.

And it was a month ago.

She was worried for her friend, even with the special "key" (it was a stick with his name written with… color pencils, and the stick was not from a tree that anyone has ever seen, or at least that was AJ and Granny Smith said when she asked them about the stick) that he gave to her to go to his "house" at any moment did not work. Even when she sent him many letters to let him know that she was making tea parties, he did not appear.

And for what she saw on Twilight's face everyday when she went to the library, she was getting desperate. The princesses did not know where he was. For what Twilight said, Luna kept using her Canterlot Royal Voice to threaten him to kick him to the moon if he did not appear in front of her during a week. Even Princess Celestia used the special spell made to summon (bring) him by force.

But it failed, like every other attempt to contact him. She stretched her hands a little bit before turning to see the book that represented Dircord's memories.

She was worried, and for what she knew, it was the only thing that could tell her what was happening to her friend.

Breathing a little bit deeper than what she expected, she opened the book to see what the tarnation her friend was going through.

And she just started reading it…

For anyone that reads this book, congratulations, you can read English.

It means one of two things: You are the most powerful magician that I have ever seen. Or… Well, it does not matter.

The only thing that you need to know is that this is my story, and… How I became this… Thing.

You might know me as Discord, or other names like… Chaos, Loki, I used a lot of names during my time in this world, but if you want to know the real me…

Then keep reading.

It just started like one more morning to me, it was no special or anything, it was even boring, I just remembered that I had to go somewhere, the school I think, sorry, it's been a long time since I went to the school, but I will try my best to write it properly, unknown person.

"Mom, I gotta go" I said as I was starting to run to the front door, not without almost falling against the ground for not being careful.

"Hey! Wait, aren't you missing something?"She said as she got closer to me, looking a bit annoyed that I forgot to tell her bye.

"Bye mom, gotta go!"I said without looking back for how hurry I was, I opened the door and closed it before running to my car to go to the school.

'Damn clock' I thought as I was turning on the car, past a few minutes letting the car to heat I started driving to the school without realizing the… Dark future I was about to face.

I got there in time, 15 minutes, I had to skip some red lights and all of that, but hey! It was worth it, after all this was the last test of the semester before summer. And I had to make it well on this because if not… Well, my ass was going to be prepared to be whipped.

When I got into the classroom everyone was already on their chairs. But Mr. Perez was not there, phew, he would have made me go back to get a tardy.

Some moments after I was already sit, Mr. Perez appeared; He was an old man of almost 50 years completely bald, with a robust beard, who was always wearing a casual t-shirt of Jurassic Park (I swear that he used it the whole year, but I might be exaggerating), yeah, he was a little sour and all of that, but he surely teaches well. And he was a good man when you put you on his good side.

He handed us our tests before returning to his desk to make some adjustments to the final grades. The test, even when it was hard for me to not study, was just regular physics.

After I was done I went through all my classes normally, talking to my friends and…

Who am I trying to lie to? I was too shy to make any friends, I was just a regular shy guy that always sat next to his friend.

I… was lonely, not because I did not want company, I was not edy, but because I was too shy to make friends.

This was not like the movies, I did not enjoy highschool because I was completely alone. And it was for my own lack of bravery.

I… never talked to anyone because I feared that they would make fun of me.

I should stop it. Just… I don't want to put these memories here. This is about how I ended here, it's not about those things.

It was the last period before summer vacation, I just… remember that the class was almost empty, I was just there with Miss Nguyen. She was a good teacher but… yeah, she was pretty quick to make her angry, so I did not take my cell phone out to not make her angry.

So I just decided to do the most normal thing to do when you have nothing to do.

I just fell asleep. And it was the last thing I did before having to be in this world.

The next thing I know is that I felt a little bit hot from the solar rays coming from the sun. And it was enough to wake me up and get my ass up as quickly as possible. After all, how was it possible that I was out of the classroom?

When I was in all my capacities I just looked around me, realizing that I was on a hill, without any trees to help me to shelter me from the sunlight.

With a calm that surprised me, I looked around one last time before doing the most reasonable thing I could have ever done.

I lost my shit, that's everything I can say.

"Why would he put those… things in his diary?"She said without the intention of having an answer. She never knew that Discord could curse using that… Language.

It left her thinking about how much she knew about Discord and if he considered her a friend after… Doing something like this.

She let a sigh out of her lungs after thinking what Discord would think if he knew what she did. Even when the reading was interesting for knowing what her friend felt and thought during that time, it did not help her out with anything about her actual situation.

Trying to put those thoughts aside, she decided to get back to reading a little bit more.

"Fluttershy! Are you in there?" The voice of Rainbow took her out of her reading followed by the sound of a door being opened, she quickly let out a little 'eep' before turning around to hide the Diary from Rainbow.

She put it under her couch before going to meet her friend.

As she was going downstairs, she was not able to resist the temptation of thinking what is inside the Diary.

'It seemed… Disordered.' She thought as she went to meet Rainbow.'And it also seemed like… if it was just written to have track of what happened… It was written without any details on it. It's almost he did not want to talk about where he is… From…' The mere thought was enough to let her think about why the diary was written that way. It was like Discord did not even think about how to write…

Like… If he was not OK during the time he made the script. But, why would he do it?

A single memory came back to her, when he said that he never had friends, it might have been more literal than she thought at first.

A life without friends…

"Discord…"She muttered as the question kept running through her mind. The only possibility that her friend, Discord, wrote all that book as a way to release his emotions because he had no one to help him, it made her feel… Dirty, as if she was breaking the trust he put on her. 'But you are reading it…' She thought as she tried not to feel guilty.

That thought did not leave her during the rest of the day, just making her feel worse for what she did.

Author's Note

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