Heart to Heart

A cup falls to the ground, from which a blue liquid immediately spills, but no one even noticed it, because everyone who is currently sitting around me stares at me with a disbelieving look, without breathing or moving.

"You're kidding, right? The blonde asks as I sit at the table in front of her.

“Should I repeat that? My words are the only one in the full dining room.

“How can you even say such a thing? She throws her arms around as her large breasts bounce in a tight white T-shirt.

"Because I know who I'm talking to" I want to finally stick a fork with spaghetti in my mouth.

But suddenly the fork is on the ground because of insulted blonde knocked the fork out of my hand.
I don't know if I should be angry or sad, I look into the blue eyes that pierce me from a few centimeters away, while in front of me she stands with one leg on the bench in a short skirt.
It's very funny how all the guys around are not able to take their eyes off the skirt, which because of the raised leg, tightens and slowly rises, despite reproachful looks and even some blows from their girlfriends.

“Why are you interested in me all of a sudden? I break eye contact and grab a new fork from the rack on the table.

"I wanted to get to know you better, yesterday at the party you seemed so masculine and confident, I liked that" As if nothing had happened, she sits down next to me and we touch our shoulders, while she tells me quietly so that no one can hear.

"That doesn't sound like a good reason to me" I ignore her seduction when, as if by mistake, she shows her cleavage or leans her breasts against me, while the smell of vanilla is around her.

After all the time when the blonde appeared near me, the first sound finally came...someone accidentally coughs...I sigh and get up from the table without a single bite, I want to leave this target.

"Where are you going? Wait for me" She hurries on while dozens of eyes stare at me.

I can't stop thinking about the food, so I walk to another restaurant just one floor higher, where not many people go because there is foreign food, not many people eat it, but the restaurant holds up and that makes me happy because it cooks great.

“Where are we going? I ignore her presence.

"I've never been here, what's it called? What's cooking here? It's really hard to ignore, but I can't let up.

I am greeted with a pleasant smile by the cashier, from whom I order the company's specialty.

“What will your girlfriend get?” The cashier looks at the sweet looking girl holding my arm with a smile.

"Nothing, because it's not...." In a moment, a hand covers my mouth, from which I smell concentrated vanilla until I almost feel dizzy.

"If you'll be nice, so will I" She whispers in a serious tone in my ear so that no one can hear us, even though no one is there except the cashier.

It didn't take me long to decide and I had the lunch special twice with apple juice for both.
We have just sat down at a small table for two by the window that overlooks the square in the middle of the mall, while I look at the girl sitting across from me.

I don't understand what she wants from me and why such a popular girl would be interested in someone like me.

"What are you thinking about?" asks the long-haired girl with her head resting on her palms with her elbows on the table.

"Maybe I should have ordered soup too, I'm very hungry" I make it up, but when I think about it, it sounds like a good idea.

Amber looks disgruntled, I'd say because there's no one to check her out, she seems like a fish out of water.
Looking at the nice waitress bringing our food, Amber looks at me angrily like she's jealous, but I ignore it, I'm not going to spoil my appetite with someone who invited himself.

"Thank you Cupcake" I smile at the waitress who places my plate on the table and leaves with a return greeting and a smile.

“How can you seduce another girl when I'm here? She leans towards me insulted, showing off her expanding cleavage as her breasts squish against the table.

“Well, first of all, Cupcake is her name.
Second, I come here quite often and it would be rude to ignore her.
Third, you have no reason to be jealous if there's nothing between us"
I blow on a fork with a slice of meat on it.

Of course, she is insulted and puffed up like a bubble looking out the window, while I enjoy the roasted duck with rice, vegetables in peanut cream sauce.
Each bite calms me down more, as my stomach fills up, so does my mind, which is now calmly processing everything that has happened in the last hour.

"Aren't you going to eat? It's delicious" I ask when I'm halfway through my meal, while she watches a bunch of people walking in the square below us.

"I won't eat this, it's fried and fatty, I'd just ruin my figure"

"Really? If you want to insult the local way of cooking, at least look at what's on your plate and taste it"

"Why do you come to eat here? It's so deserted here, I feel like the world is happening out there and not here" Fascinated, she watches the four girls laughing in a circle with shopping bags.

"I like peace, here I have the opportunity to relax with great food and silence, which is quite hard to find when your group moves almost everywhere" I answer between bites.

"I don't understand how you can stand the fact that no one is here" She tears her eyes from the window and looks at me.

"Don't say anything, taste your food before it gets cold" I point my fork at her plate.

Reluctantly she looks at the plate, she takes her fork and stabs a piece of green vegetable in the shape of a flower on the edge.
Before her hand with the fork reaches her mouth, I stop her with my fork, which I shove into her hand and take hers.
Disgusted, she looks at a small slice of meat with a few pieces of vegetables dipped in sauce.
I motivate her to eat it with my hand while I finish the leftovers on my plate.
I have already invited a few people to this restaurant, but no one has had a reaction like hers.

"This is absolutely delicious! How come I've never been here? Why doesn't anyone come here?" She says after each bite, the corners of her mouth curling with joy.

"I told you it's good and you don't have to worry, this food is not only delicious, but it's also healthy, the chef makes sure that every dish is balanced" I laugh when I notice that she has sauce up to her chin.

After the meal, we sit and rest with pleasant music playing quietly in the empty dining room, our table is full of plates and bowls, which I have additionally ordered to fill myself up and for Amber to try other dishes.
It's getting dark outside, it's time to say goodbye to her and go home.
I get up and after paying at the register as I leave the restaurant, Amber hangs up on me with the most sincere "Thank you" I've ever heard from anyone.
I stop in front of the door that leads back to civilization.

"It's time to say goodbye, it was a nice dream, but now it's time to go back to reality where we don't know each other" I free my hand from her grip.

"I understand, you think it was all just a game, but it's not, the date invitation was serious" I look at her in disbelief.

“Are you telling me that YOU hot bomb everyone is drooling over, you want me? I cross my arms in doubt.

"Yes I do! She fixes her sparkling blue eyes on me.

"But I don't" I turn and grab the door handle when I feel heat on my back.

"You're scared, aren't you? It's not that you don't want to, but you're worried that it's too good for you, or am I wrong? Amber is pressed up against me from behind, wrapping her arms around my waist, her forehead resting on my back.

I have to admit that I really didn't expect this, I never considered her to be extra smart, but she hit the spot.
The only reason I don't want to have anything to do with her is that it seems suspicious to me, like it's a joke or just a game.
I have to be strong and resist that succubus who always gets what she wants, I won't be a stereotypical guy who only thinks in terms of the penis, I have my pride.

"Why don't you like me? She says sadly from behind me and presses me harder.

"Is it because I'm popular? Or because the people I hang out with hurt you?

"Stop with this" I pull away from her.

I can't hear a single word anymore or feel the warmth of her body, I turn around to find Amber in tears wiping her eyes with her hands.
Is she really crying or is she just hallucinating from overeating?

Amber, the girl who is nicknamed sunshine because she never cries, her cheerful expression never left her face and now she is crying as if her father was killed in front of her eyes.
What should I do? Should I comfort her? Why are women so complicated?
I walk up to her and, with all the courage I have, I dare to hug one of the most popular girls in our town around the head, who I am now stroking her smooth hair, full of vanilla scent, and comforting her.

When she stops crying, she places her hands on my chest, raises her head, and looks deep into mine with hers still trembling eyes.

"Would you like to go on a date with me?" she asks again, with tears on edge.

This is an absolutely moronic situation, if I refuse her, she will collapse and who knows what will happen if someone finds out that I caused Sunshine Amber to cry.
It's just that if I nod to her, then... why not? What prevents me from going with her? .. Fear? .. Pride? .. Suspicion?.. But it has its advantages if I get along with her.
I will not be an outcast, I will get among people and know that I am not a looser as they think, then it will not be difficult to make friends with anyone.
But why does my pride keep telling me to reject her? I do not know what to do.

"I don't know how to answer that" I say calmly while she presses herself to me and I feel her start to shake again.

"Please" That totally blew my mind.

Is she really begging me to go on a date?
The smell that surrounds me because of Amber must be clouding my mind because what I'm thinking about scares me.

"Alright I'll go" My words sound like they were spoken by a stranger, while Amber presses herself against me again until I can feel her large breasts on my chest.

Please let it turn out well and not just another disaster in the path of my daily life. I say to myself as she leads me by the hand through the mall corridors.
It's funny how everyone turns when we pass them, I feel like an escaped animal from the zoo.
Amber leads me to the front of the cinema where she makes me wait and goes to get the tickets herself.

All kinds of thoughts about how it could turn out are going through my head and if I should back out of it, it's all very strange.
In my entire life, no one has shown this interest in me, not even my parents, so why her?

"Weren't you sad without me? Amber hugs me from behind and presses herself against me again so I can feel everything.

"Which film did you choose? Stiff as a statue I try to wriggle out of her grip as everyone around us watches.

"That's a surprise" She squeezes me harder when I move away.

What if it really is just luck smiling on me?
It's true that if I managed to get close to someone who is popular, then Amber is a good choice, although she can be quite arrogant, but she is generally nice and friendly, unless you are me.
But in the time we spent together today she was different, would she really have feelings for me? Is it even possible?

“Is something wrong honey?” she whispers still glued to my back.

“What's wrong with you? Amber caresses my cheek as she rests her head on my shoulder looking up at me.

"Nothing, I just thought" I slowly stutter over the beautiful ember that is lying on my shoulder.

She is so beautiful, I just took one look at her and I can't get her out of my head, lovely full pink lips eager for a kiss, a small nose like a bead that decorates the eyes like two big lakes full of desire that highlight thick eyelashes.
Smooth beautiful skin with almost no make-up covered by golden strands of hair that shine due to considerable care and at the same time have the charm of nature.

"They're opening now" Amber grabs my hand and we walk together into an alley that leads to several halls.

Only now do I realize that my fingers are intertwined with Amber, maybe I'm old fashioned, but this should only be in a relationship, but we're nothing, just two strangers who go to the movies together.

I walk automatically, without thinking about where I'm going and with whom, thoughts flow through my head at the speed of light, which is interrupted by a sudden darkness.
Unbeknownst to me, the scent of vanilla wafts around me as I sit in a dark hall illuminated by the soft light of a projector and sit...WHAT?
Amber sat us on a seat for couples, these are seats for two, made so that individuals do not have any obstacles between them, and Amber took advantage of this, because she is leaning on me while sitting.. well, she is more like lying on me.

When I finally start to perceive the film, I realize that it's a horror movie and Amber clings to me fearfully with my hand that she has ..hhmmmmmm!
I immediately turn my head to the other side when I see my hand melting between her breasts, I can feel her warmth around my elbow and fingertips..Hmmmm!! For some reason too.
I try not to think about the hand between the breasts and the fingers between the smooth thighs under the skirt, no..my heart is pounding for dear life, I have to concentrate on the movie, ignore the tension in my pants, you can do it, watch the movie and ignore anything else!!

Like a motionless statue, I didn't take my eyes off the screen and focused on the movie with my whole mind, even though it was a complete piece of shit with no idea, just full of jumpskers and no deeper thoughts.

"I was so scared" We walk out of the hall while my arm is still trapped between her breasts as Amber clings to me with fear.

"So why did you choose this movie? I'm looking anywhere but a tight t-shirt to burst.

"My friends said it was a great movie, but it was too scary"

Scary? The whole movie was just about a couple of curious punks crawling through an old World War II military bunker, how complete idiots throw a party there and turn the whole bunker on.
Then two hours of fleeing through the monster that was the military project SUPER SOLDIER followed, and when they woke him up, he started hunting and killing everyone.
Shit of all shits, I would prefer to ask for the money back and also compensation for the lost time.

"Yeah it was scary, but it's just a movie, you don't have to worry" I try to carefully get Amber off of me before we get into the crowd.

"Aren't you afraid?

"No it's just a movie"

"You're so brave" She's all over me now and she definitely has no plans to let me go.

I manage to get her out of me by saying that I won't let the monster take her, but only if she holds my hand and doesn't squeeze me.
Smiling sunshine Amber walks next to me with her fingers intertwined, if someone who doesn't know us met us, he would think we are a couple.
That's also why we get all the attention from the surroundings.

"It's already so dark outside? Amber will stop when we go outside.

"Time flies when you're having fun" I'm such an idiot, the only thing we did was walk towards the exit after we left the cinema.

"That's true" She laughs.

"I'll see you again sometime" But I'm not leaving, Amber is still holding my hand and won't let go.

"You're going to let me go alone? She'll expand her already big enough lakes.

"Do you want me to accompany you? I gave up without trying to fight, there's no point in arguing that she lives nearby and there are lamps everywhere, no, I have to accompany her because the monster from the movie might find her.

"I would be very grateful to you" She says unnecessarily seductively.

Of course, after a few steps she clings to me that I can barely walk, if she could she would jump into my arms.....

"Awww" She stumbles and falls to her knees.

“Are you okay? I lean towards her with my hand out.

"I guess... oh... no, I probably twisted my ankle" She looks at me like a lost and desperate kitten, if she had cat ears, they would be down to complete the drama.

"Then tell me where to go" I lift her up, with surprising effort, I didn't expect that the skinny girl could weigh so much.

"Am I heavy?? With her hands over her mouth, she hypnotizes me with eyes that want me to say what she expects.

"You're not heavy, but surprisingly you weigh more than you look" I laugh as Amber blushes.

Carrying the golden angel while I'm intoxicated by the concentrated scent, we reach the house where she lives, I want to put her on the ground and say goodbye, but she grabs my neck.
She said that I can't let her walk up the stairs alone injured, what if she falls and kills herself?
Women always dramatize everything, can't she jump on one leg or something? after all, she works out and runs almost every day.
I wasn't going to argue with her so I just walked into the empty house with her help and carried her to her bedroom, but that wasn't enough for her.

"Don't you want me to undress and cover you and kiss you for goodnight? I'm joking, but her face doesn't take it as a joke.

"How am I supposed to do it alone when I'm injured? She says as if it were a matter of course.

She's crazy, even if we actually had a real date and were a couple now, it's still inappropriate...right?
I put her on the bed and I want to give her privacy.

"I'm going to need your help with this" Laying on the bed with her arms outstretched above her head, her unzipped skirt looks at me.

I'm hot, this isn't right, I'm not going to undress her, she doesn't need an anklet for that, of course, it's just a game, but I don't want to play.

"You will have to make up your own mind, I have to go now" I turn and leave.

"No please don't go" She falls off the bed to the floor in confusion.

I pick her up from the ground and sit her on the bed while we stare into each other's eyes as I kneel in front of her.
Without hesitation, Amber removes her t-shirt to reveal a white lace bra that sags under the weight of her breasts.
When I turn from where I put the T-shirt, Amber is again waiting for me to help her with the tight leather skirt.
I stop thinking rationally when I see her half-naked in bed, looking eagerly at me with reddened cheeks.

"Take it off me" She says seductively as I kneel next to her.

I grab the bottom of her skirt for the stronger scent and want to pull it off normally, but Amber lifts her legs up in the air so that now her skirt is at her knees and I'm burying my face right in front of her ass in her lacy white panties.
Amber bends her knees so I can pull her skirt down, but she just won't let me take her, just slips from her fingertips, grabs my hand and pulls me between her spread legs.
I didn't fight back, I'm so horny that I'd rather jump on her myself, which I don't even have to because now she's lying under me.

We lie on the bed, her legs hold my waist in pincers while the smell of vanilla intoxicates me.

"You're not going to let me take the rest off myself" She places my hand on her breast.

My hand begins to move on its own only to the sounds of a sweet purring, with a faint click the bra loosens, which is now rolling on the ground.
I can feel her hands running under my t-shirt on my skin and moving lower and lower as I suck on her breasts.

Why am I doing this? Where did all the strong talk go? In the end, I'm just as wretched as everyone I despise
how could i fall so low?
Where is my pride? Where is my determination? It was all consumed by the shadow of lust, the shadow that I despised and promised myself that I would not let it control me.
And how did it turn out? I'm ridiculous, I don't deserve to find love when I can't even change or follow my own rules.
Wait... change? What does it remind me of?

You don't have to be a jerk for people to like you.

That's it, that's what the sweet voice told me, why instead of licking her breasts, I'm not looking for the girl who told me that.
Why did I let it go this far, enough is enough.

It's like I'm waking up from a vanilla-intoxicated dream and I'm staring at the pink lipstick that's typical of Amber as she lies naked and moans in pleasure.
I look down over the bare breasts, slim belly, at the golden triangle between her legs with wide hips, between which there is something else, it's me, it seems that I woke up just as I started to enter her.

"Go on baby, I want to feel you all inside me" Amber moans lustily as her smooth thighs shake.

It's just that I don't want to, it was a big mistake to just let myself be talked into having a meal together, I should have guessed that it would turn out like this, although Amber is not a whore, but that doesn't change the fact that when she wants someone, she will get him.
I get up and wordlessly start to get dressed, I don't care that I'm annoying her and that I won't be among people, but this doesn't feel right to me.

"What are you doing? Why are you getting dressed? She sits on the bed, confused.

"Sorry, I've lost myself for a moment, I have to go" I leave the room as a disheveled Amber sits naked on the bed as the door closes behind me.