Heart to Heart

I've never woken up in the morning feeling more depressed about what's to come... I guess.
I'm staring at the ceiling thinking about yesterday, I'm afraid I've ruined my life, just one sad or angry expression from sunshine Amber and my life will be over at that moment.

Until now, I was just an outcast, nobody noticed me much or I was ignored completely.
The idea of them showing interest in me would be nice, but they wouldn't be nice.

I struggle to sit on the bed in the sunlit room and regretfully walk through the room full of tissues I accumulated last night.

After my morning hygiene, I sit at the table and eat toast.

I keep thinking about that night, sitting naked Amber beautiful as a flower, longing for me.
This is something I did not imagine even in my wildest imaginations, absolutely unreal.
After all, the night before yesterday she marked me as nobody.
The day after, she seduces me like a horny doe, so what the fuck?
Since I've never been a woman, I probably won't understand.

From childhood I was brought up to take care of my body, because a healthy body is a healthy mind.
Regularly every morning I go for a short run and some strength training, but nothing extra.
I've always wanted to see what it looks like at the local gym, but I'd stick out there and not be able to relax, so I go to the forest outside the city.
Since few people like nature, I am always alone here and I have peace.

After running three kilometers, some stretching and finally strengthening my own body with the help of trees, I take a walk through a beautifully colored forest with hints of approaching autumn.

I love nature, I could easily spend whole days here, the peace, birdsong, beautiful smells and colors, there is nothing more beautiful.
Or at least I thought so until recently.

Just to be clear, I'm not a virgin, I've already been with a few girls, I even had a relationship, but fuck! I have never seen a body as beautiful as Amber's in my life, no wonder she is so popular and everyone will do anything for her if they think they can get into her panties.

Even I, for all my principles and rules, almost succumbed to her.
Someone would say: Don't be stupid, take while she gives.
Maybe he's right, since I was so close, I could have finished it straight away.
But if someone you knew only by sight came up to you and offered you a million dollars for no reason, would you take it?

Looking at the city clock that rises in the middle of the city, I see that it is lunch time.
Unfortunately, this means that I have to go into a hole full of hyenas, who will definitely be gnashing their teeth at me, just so I can eat.

I don't plan to change clothes, I'm kind of hungry and I don't want to go home anymore.
I walk through the city in long sports leggings and a tight T-shirt with the thought of a full stomach overpowering all other thoughts.

I go up to the first floor along with a bunch of people streaming through the mall.
With a great appetite for pizza, I make my way through the crowd of people and with my peripheral vision I notice that I have passed a table where Amber is sitting with her friends and having a good time.
I don't want to look at them, but a moment of weakness caused my gaze to land on a blonde with pink lipstick, who is staring at me and not very kindly.
Of course she immediately noticed me in the crowd and it wasn't that her friends didn't notice, I immediately break eye contact and continue walking.

"What did that shit do to you?! I hear someone yell, I disappear into the crowd and go somewhere else.

This won't go well, I'll probably have to learn to cook and never show up here again, or I'll have to go to the other side of town where there are other restaurants.
It's getting more and more dangerous here.

I really wish I had been stronger yesterday to shoo her away immediately, it just made my life more complicated.
After eating at my favorite restaurant, where there were more people than usual at this time, I gather my strength before returning to the dangerous first floor.
As soon as I close the door from the staircase, I find myself back in a busy hall where people flow between shops.
I don't even have time to relax and there is already a group of twenty people standing in front of me, apparently waiting for me.

“What did you do to Amber you bastard?!

I quickly turn and walk away.

"HEY! STOP! Called the running group from behind.

I run through corridors and staircases, zigzag between people and don't stop until I hear footsteps behind me, I don't want to give anyone a chance to catch up with me, so I run through the parking lot where I avoid moving cars.
With a pounding heart I can hardly catch my breath, I find that they are everywhere.

I almost can't feel my legs anymore when I run down all the floors to the basement, where another group was waiting for me, and I fly up the second staircase all at once to the open roof, where I lean on the railing and watch the view and exhale with the feeling that my heart will fall out of my throat.

"I totally screwed up, I was afraid it would end up like this, but why would she need to let me be chased around the mall by a bunch of people? I can breathe a sigh of relief when the door doesn't open behind me for a long time.

"Maybe because you dumped me like I wasn't good enough for you?

If I was sweaty until now, Now I literally bathe in sweat, staring stiffly at the streets full of houses drowning in greenery.

"You're not talking to me? Amber asks coldly, standing behind me.

"How did you find me? How is it possible that she is here.

"You're such a moron! I get such a kick in the back of the ribs when I'm pressed against the railing, it really hurt.

“What's your problem? Snapped out of my question, I turn to face her on the empty roof where it's just the two of us.

"What kind of problem could I possibly have? For example, the fact that you left me for the second time without a single word! She looks at me with a stern expression.

"Since when do you have such a need to talk to me?

"Stop playing the victim! Start acting like a man!!

If I had a diary in which I would write the least probable things, I could just cross out, the angry scream of sunshine Amber.

“It's all your fault, why did you do this to me?” The blonde's expression changes from angry to sad.

“How can you be so heartless? She curls pink lips with tears running down them.

She wipes away her tears in endless crying, while I stand as if scalded.
What about the sudden change in emotions?
I was expecting screaming, hate and a fight with her bodyguards for insulting her honor, but this is the last thing I would have thought of.
When I think about it like that, I start to say it suspiciously often.

The whole time I thought it was just her game, just another ploy to get what she wanted and then she would move on.
Should she need to expend so much strength just for the sake of playing?
Everything looks so real now, no one could pretend so well... I hope.

Without seeing me or hearing through her cries that I am coming to her, she allows herself to be hugged without a single sign of fear or surprise.
I don't say anything, I just hold her in my arms and wait for her to calm down.
When I already feel that she has mistaken me for a pillow, because she has not cried for a long time, she is just curled up in my arms, I want to pull her away from me, but she holds on to me.

"Do you want to get rid of me again? She says sadly.

"You're just comforting me because you feel stupid that a girl is crying in front of you and you don't do anything, you end up leaving without saying a word just like last night?" she says into my T-shirt which she is holding on to tightly.

After a moment of silence, she raises her red eyes to me.

"I'm sorry Sky, for everything I've ever done to you"

I don't know what shocks me more, that she apologized or that she knows my name.
No one ever calls me by my name, probably because they think it's too good for me, that's why I'm so surprised that she knows my name, she even said it as if she had known my name for years and used it regularly.

“Sky, I'd like to be your girl…will you be my boyfriend?” She rests her head on my shoulder and nuzzles into my neck.

How could I say no to something like that? Half of me had already succumbed to her, her constant persuasion, crying, beauty and fragrance had sunk deep under my skin.
But the other half still feels the danger and shows it by a very strong unpleasant feeling about this situation.

"I can't" I say, Amber grabs my arms with a convulsion, tears in her eyes, she takes a breath to say something.

"Let me finish" I close her mouth with a finger.

"It's true that you're beautiful, you can be nice and friendly, but that's all I know about you, I can't be in a relationship with someone I don't know" Meanwhile, the blonde appropriated my hand, which she pressed to her lips.

“Do you mean you're going on another date with me? Her gaze meets mine.

"I will only go if you stop subtly seducing me with everything you do"

I expected her to scream with joy and jump about how happy she is, but nothing like that.
She just smiles, closes her eyes with a kiss on my palm and puts her face in it.

"I'm so excited" Open her eyes as if she just woke up, with a cute smile.

We walk up the stairs side by side, but Amber is suspiciously quiet.
Normally she's the one who's always talking, laughing and always moving, but now she's walking beside me like she's lost her voice.
Looking at her, I noticed that she wants to grab my hand, but every time her hand gets close to mine, she hesitates and my hand disappears in the movement.

"Do you want anything? I'll stop by.

“Could we hold hands? She asked surprisingly shyly.

"Are you going to play the shy girl now?

"You said I shouldn't try to seduce you" She stands facing me, with a visible frown.

"You must have misunderstood me, I don't mind if you hold my hand or hug me, I don't like it when you accidentally show your cleavage or another part of your body so that I can do what you want me to do.

"I guess that's normal, it's a reward for you" She says in surprise as we continue down the stairs hand in hand.

"I don't think it's normal at all, it's as crazy as if you wanted ice cream but didn't have money, so instead of asking the ice cream man if he would be willing to give it to you for free, or pay the next day, you came to him and gave give him a blowjob instead of money" The blonde becomes even more silent.

I stop in shock and let go of her hand.

“Really? I can't believe what I just found out.

With an averted gaze, Amber stands next to me and holds her hands.

"Nobody ever told me it wasn't normal, I didn't find anything strange about it"

"Maybe this is a mistake, we are both from completely different worlds" I continue down the stairs.

"Don't judge me, it's not my fault that in the life I live in is this normal" She hurries after me, because I sped up.

"I'm not judging you, I just felt sick for a moment" I hear her rustle her sneakers.

"You act like you're perfect! You've never done anything like that and you've never slept with a girl you found drunk in a bar somewhere, you've never seduced a girl who was desperate, you've never influenced a girl with sweet words to do what you want her to do" She's breathing fast as she tries to catch up with me.

"ha ha ha.. Sure, every day...." I laugh with the thought in my mind.

Amber jumps down the last few steps to the mezzanine and waits for me to reach her, wearing a short fabric skirt and a light blue T-shirt.

“You seriously have NEVER done anything like that? She tilts her head to look at my face, wanting an answer.

“No… do you want to know why? I walk down the last few steps and stand one step taller than her, leaning towards her with my hands on her shoulders up to the golden hair that hides her ear while she smells of vanilla.

"Because I respect women and I don't consider them just walking gloryholes" I whisper, let her go, walk around her and leave.

Stunned, Amber takes a moment to process her thoughts and stand motionless, but after a while she runs to catch up with me.

"I'm glad no one likes you" She laughs looking at my expression.

"Because this way I can have you all to myself" She smiles and happily walks by my side while our fingers are intertwined.

Amber didn't like it when I told her that I wouldn't hold hands with her in public.
After yesterday's experience, when almost the entire shopping center watched us as Amber dragged me by the hand to the cinema, I said to myself that I really don't want to go through that again.
I don't mind attention, I don't want to be an attraction.

"What are we going to do today? The blonde asks when she notices that I'm walking towards the exit of the building.

"Nothing today, I haven't changed or taken a bath since morning, I have to clean up at home and do some shopping, we'll leave that for another time"

I, the fool, thought that she would simply say - That's a shame, so tomorrow?

No, that didn't happen, so now I'm opening the door to my house and she's walking through behind me.
Amber looks around the living room, which is connected to the kitchen by a bar table, next to which there are stairs to the upper floor.

"It's nice here, do you live here with someone?

"No, I live here alone" I lead Amber to the couch.

“Really? It's big enough for one, don't you feel alone?

"I got used to it"

“Are you mad that I wanted to go with you? She sits down on the couch.

"I... sorry, I'm going to take a shower" I shove the TV remote into her hand and leave.

The warm water falls on my face, I stand motionless with my head tilted back and think about Amber who doesn't want to leave me even for a moment.
I really wish that all this was not just a nice dream, or just a play that someone is playing on me, I really want to succumb to it.
It's so hard to reject and push away such a beautiful and apparently kind girl like her.
Amber has always seemed so unattainable, like an angel hovering over us all and now she's crying in my arms, holding my hand, begging me to spend time with her, she's even at my house now.

“Am I scared? The words fall out of me like stone and scare me at the same time.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

“Sky, Where's your bathroom? I hear her call from behind the door.

"Second door at the end of the corridor" I answer without thinking.

When I realize what's behind that door, there's a small bathroom, but also. "I didn't clean the bedroom!!

I run out of the shower without drying off with only a towel around my waist and break the door to the bedroom.

"I see you've been thinking about me a lot, I felt the exact same way when you left yesterday" She looks back at me seductively and examines my wet body in just a towel while holding the handkerchief she picked up from the ground.

"I even looked like this everywhere" She comments that I'm all wet.

"Why do you think I thought of you? I had absolutely no idea how to react to this situation. The only thing that was clear to me was that there was no point in denying what the handkerchiefs were for.

She doesn't let go and walks towards me while her gaze travels over my body.

"All your big talk about how you're better than all of us and how you can control yourself and have your own rules and principles, yet you're just like me" She drops the tissue on the ground.

"Just calm down" I say to the wild blonde who unexpectedly jumps on me and knocks me to the ground.

I don't have the strength to throw her off me, all my will is lost in kisses and her literally hot body sitting on top of me, while she moves my hands from her shoulders to her breasts.

"That's enough, we have to stop" I manage to say when she detaches from my lips for a moment.

"I don't know how" She lays all over me and starts kissing my neck while I feel the heat of her whole body, which turns me on.

Amber senses it immediately and starts rubbing her panties under the loose cream skirt against my crotch.
She sits up and with her hands resting on my chest she wets her breasts between them, intensifying her movements.
It's unbelievable how well she can do it, because if I didn't have a towel on and didn't prevent her free movement by holding her thighs, I would have cum already.

Her hand cools me pleasantly under the towel, which is thrown away in a moment, and instead there is her head with her ass pouted towards me, her skirt cut short enough for me to see the seductive curve of her panties.
Electricity runs through me and with every movement of her tongue, with every kiss, the touch of her lips and teeth, my arms and legs twitch with pleasure.

“Should I stop? Leaning on her elbows, she kisses my thigh and wipes the drool from her lips.

The last gate is breached! I hear my conscience scream as I grab her leg and pull her sweet ass in front of my face.
Amber yelps in surprise when I tear her wet panties and throw the scraps aside, she wants to say something about it, but suddenly she is unable to control what she says when I bury my face between her legs.
It's just a fight for who will do the other better, the minutes fly by with constant moaning and shaking bodies with excitement.

"You are a respectable opponent, but you are defeated" She sits on my stomach with her back to me, she turns to look at me and wipes her mouth and licks her fingers from my seed.

"Because I let you win" I laugh and enjoy the fading best blowjob I've ever received as I suppress the thought of the ice cream man.

“That sounds tempting, shall we make a bet? She lays on her back on top of me with our heads next to each other.

"I'll make a bet with you if you want, but keep in mind that I hate people who break their word" I try to say it so that it doesn't sound like I'm specifically referring to her.

"You don't have to worry about that, I won't break my word, I swear" She ritually kisses her two fingers as proof of her truthfulness and continues.

"If you can make me cum within ten seconds, I will admit that you are better than me and I will grant you any wish" She smiles.

"I'll take it" I smile with the idea of what I will order her.

"But, if you don't succeed, you'll have to make love to me until sunrise as if it's the last time in your life" She drools and stares at the ceiling drowning in the thought.

She sits down to take off her t-shirt and bra because she is hot, I push her bare back until I feel her breasts on my legs, on which she lays down and shows me her red and sensitive little flower above which is the skirt.

I pull her up to my face, my hands run over her ass and thighs, my fingers caress her skin and find out how sensitive she is "One....two" Amber counts.
I start to ride tongue on the hot valley and one finger is added, after a while two fingers sink into her. "ThR..ee....FOur....F..f.fivvve" in my calves, her trembling nails are clamped as soon as I start to fully stimulate her most sensitive places. "SIIII..six!....SSSAA..evenAAA... NNNN!!! Humbled Amber is lying on the floor where I put her, as the orgasm fades away causing her to tremble.

She rolls over on her back and takes off her skirt because she's still hot and remains lying there already completely naked with her eyes closed.

"I didn't expect you to make it"

"That brings me to my win" I put on my trunks.

"I humbly acknowledge that you are better than me"

"Thank you, it was a pleasure playing with you" We laugh.

“What will be your wish? She looks at me lasciviously.

"I'll tell you my wish later" I give her my hand and help her stand up.

"How later? I can't stay here long, my house is halfway across the city, I'll be happy if I can make it in the daylight, or are you saying this so that I can stay here with you for the night?"

The idea of not being home alone really intrigued me, but it was enough for her to be here for a few minutes and we were both naked.
A diabolical thought arises in Semi's mind, well, it's time to find out what this sweet girl is made of.

"I'll be happy if you stay here"

"Really?! I'd love to" I enjoy her soft warm body in my embrace.

"In that case, since we've sweated a lot, we need to wash up first, do you want to take a shower together? Amber's eyes light up like a child at Christmas when she hears this.

We stand together in the shower, covered with white tiles, under a stream of water that is not wide enough for both of us, so we sometimes squeeze each other even though we shouldn't, there is another shower hose on the wall, but we both pretend it doesn't exist.
After a while I take the shampoo and as soon as I stand behind her, I start washing her hair and she makes it clear that she is enjoying it.

She takes a step back and snuggles up to me, but I push her under the shower to rinse off the shampoo from her head and then start washing her body with soap.
The elaborate back from fitness and running is soft but firm to the touch, as well as the neck, shoulders, stomach, bottom and long smooth legs between which my hands travel all the way until I gently touch the hot valley.

"What are you up to? First you push me away from you and now you touch me as if I belonged to you? I should probably push you away from me this time too" She says it, but she doesn't even touch the hand that runs over her body.

She doesn't make the slightest effort to stop me, even as I press her against me and wash her big breasts while my wood slides between her thighs.

"Hhmmmmmmmmm...First impenetrable and once he feels the pleasure, he wants more. Typical man...aaaahhh hmmmmmm" One of my hands slowly goes down her body and teases her clit.

In pleasure, she starts leaning forward, grabs my penis and wants to have it inside her, but she can't because she is shaking with pleasure.
She twists her ass and rubs against me while moaning constantly, I feel how I entered her with my tip in a moment but I slip out, I press her all to my body and we rub against each other in the foamy soap.

Amber moves her hips back and forth, I feel more and more juice coming out of her that lubricates our friction, I tease her hard nipples and when I bite her neck she lets out a long sweet moan, which is helped by the pressing of her clit.
She can't take it anymore and she tries to have me inside her again, because she can't do it from behind, so she turns me around and with one leg bent in the air, she pulls me by the penis once to her entrance, while she leans on my shoulder with one hand.
I lean her against the wall, grab her hands and lift her above her head, while I kiss her, I hold both of her hands, one and the other I run over her face, which I kiss, her neck, breast and pink little nipple, which I play with until she moans.
I continue along her stomach to her crotch where I am the tip inside her and she circles her hips with pleasure and tries to go lower so that he is all inside her, but I keep holding her hands above her head so that she cannot go lower.

I continue to tease her clit, as soon as I feel her hot with juices running down her thighs and quick moaning breaths between kisses, I let go of her hands, grabbing her bent leg and her hip with my other hand.
Amber, with the vision that I will finally enter her, grabs my neck and is still shaking close to orgasm.

"YEEES!.. continue, I'm gonna cum from this" I drive into her very slowly and feel her leg breaking, I don't even penetrate half of her and I go out with her shaking hard, I step away from her and start with myself wash off the soap.

A red-hot horny wet blonde who barely stands and looks at me in disbelief for a moment, full of the passion of desire that I deprived her of.

"WHAT? FOR...Why did you stop? I was so close to cum" She stares at me for a moment, taken aback.

"How about we finish it in bed? I say as sweetly as I can while I hold her chin and pull her towards me.

Amber runs into the bedroom and jumps on the big bed where she is waiting for me impatiently.
I walk over to her and stand in front of the bed, Amber sits on the edge and takes me in her mouth just to wet me while I hold her wet hair out of the way.

After a while, I push her so that she lies on the bed, she moves a little further so that we can both be on it.
With her legs spread, she beckons me to her, and with her hands she impatiently guides me into her.
As soon as we touch, Amber starts circling her hips, moaning and begging me to keep going, to give her what she wants, to destroy her.

"YES..GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY" She moans and shakes with desire.

But I don't move, while I'm still above the charming blonde who is biting her lip and pulling my ass with her hands.

"It's time for me to tell you my wish" I smile.

"What? Now? So talk, but quickly, I can't take it anymore" Amber, almost oblivious to reality, doesn't notice my smile, which widens to bare teeth.

"You mustn't touch your crotch, or mine, until sunrise" I enjoy her gradually realizing look that fades into a stiff Fright.

“This is a joke right? Amber can't believe her ears and laughs nervously.

"Of course not, that's my wish, I believe you can handle it, because you would never break your promise, would you? I caress her ass and kiss her cheek.

"I..ummm..I never" She answers desperately, while my hard cock is still touching her.

"That's good because I only have one bed and I'd hate it if I couldn't sleep because of some naughty girl in it" I laugh and caress her cheek.

I cleaned up as I needed to while Amber tries to help me but can't concentrate.
Sometimes she does more harm than good, but at least she's fun.

"Leave me alone" She whines desperately as I secretly come up to her and stroke her or touch her so that she likes it.

“I thought this is what you wanted all along, or you don't? I tell her softly, licking her ear that sticks out of her heavy wet hair.

"Y...yeah...but not like that, how can you be so mean? She leans against the table in weakness, showing off her long legs and wet thighs that adorn a smooth toned ass that peeks out from under her not-so-long shirt to cover everything..

"I didn't expect you to like it so much" I laugh but she throws a mixture of emotions at me from hatred to despair and lust burning with a gigantic flame.

"Why don't you just leave me alone? Do you think I'm suffering a little?" She gets up and takes the last of the trash to the trash.

"I need you to keep me warm in bed, I don't like to sleep in the cold" I walk to the kitchen counter with a laugh.

I like that she hasn't given up, not that I have to wipe the floor or furniture everywhere after her, even though she wipes herself, everything is still wet under her.
After the meal we watched a movie, of course I didn't let the lonely poor girl watch alone, I pulled her close and cuddled her so she wouldn't be sad, I'm glad I have a leather couch.
After the evening hygiene, we went to bed together and before I went out, I noticed that Amber had tears in her eyes.

“What's going on? I ask.

"I probably can't stand it, I feel like I'm going to explode" they turn their big lakes on me, they are full of despair and the desire to cancel the wish.

"I trust you, you're a strong girl" I kiss her cheek goodnight and turn off the light.

I hug her and am about to fall asleep when I realize how hot she is, I hope she doesn't catch fire.
I run my hand down to her crotch, where she is completely hot as if she were melting steel.
She must be experiencing lust like crazy, I probably wouldn't be able to stand it either.
Well done girl, you earn my respect, don't screw it up.