Heart to Heart

The rustle of colorful leaves, which is more frequent every day, accompanies my every step.
I'm running the third lap of my three-kilometer track, which I know by heart, so I don't care that it's dark and it's hard to see, because it's still far from sunrise.

With regular controlled breathing, I concentrate on running, trying to banish any other thoughts about yesterday.
Even though music helps me focus and relax, it has no effect today.

I'm running the fifth lap when it starts to light up and I'm almost sprinting through the forest, unable to clear my head yet.
Regular breathing has turned into gasping while I'm drenched in sweat.

The first morning ray touches me, I force myself to speed up, more and more, to overcome the pain and burning muscles that want to end this suffering.

"FUCK! I'll take the headphones off my head.

“How could this happen? I'm kneeling on the dirt road.

“Whenever I'm with her… why can't I control myself?

I walk through the empty streets of the city, because it is too early for a local.
Ever since I moved here, I've noticed that it's different here.
For example, there are more young people than adults living here, almost none of the residents work, everyone would think that they are probably rich, but that is not the case.
You won't find wealth here, but neither will the poor, thieves, door-to-door sellers, or other charlatans who would try to take money from people.

"I'm sorry" I rammed thoughtfully into the girl who apparently wasn't looking where she was going either.

“Are you okay? I'm holding the pink haired girl by the shoulders so she doesn't fall to the ground.

"I'm fine"

I let her go and look at her, I've never seen her here when I giggle at the thought of what just happened.

"Sorry, I'm not laughing at you" I noticed that I offended her.

"I just find it funny that we bumped into each other on a completely empty sidewalk" I giggled again.

"There's no need to try to comfort me" Still downcast, she steps away.

This sounds familiar enough, like I've been in a similar situation before, even her voice sounds familiar to me.
I stop the dejected girl looking at the ground before she gets around me.

“Um.. I don't mean to be rude, but may I know your name?

"Dian" She stands in front of me as if I wants to rob her.

"Nice to meet you Dian, I'm Sky, I'd like to apologize again, I wouldn't want you to have a bad day because of such a misunderstanding"

"I.. thanks for the apology" She relaxes a little.

"Is something else going on, Dian? I'm surprised she's still so depressed.

As soon as I asked, Dian put her hands to her mouth and looked up at me slightly, as if I was asking for her hand in marriage, I even have the feeling that she is hiding a smile behind her hands.
Whatever is wrong with that girl, there's probably more to it than our encounter.

"Nothing new has happened, it's just that everything I do ends in disaster" Again she lowers her eyes.

The bell of the town clock echoes through the air, waking the girl to life and leaving with a farewell.

"Don't worry Dian, everything will turn for good one day, you just have to believe in it and give it your all" I call after her as she leaves and waves to me again.

It doesn't take long and I see a two-story house in white, where I'm heading with the thought of a bath.

"Welcome home love" Amber hangs on me in just a shirt like a baby monkey.

She presses against me and wraps her legs around my waist like she hasn't seen me in a year, but I give her a hug too.
Despite the way she is, this kind of welcome is sweet, it's always at moments like this that I want to ditch everything and be just another toy of hers.

"Thank you for the sweet message, I'm glad you think of me"

"It was just a little thing" I answer, surprised that this is exactly what made her so happy.

"Not for me"

She never ceases to amaze me.
Every time I went somewhere, someone gave her lots of gifts, and it was never cheap, but I've never seen her so happy.

"What are you doing here anyway? Why aren't you still in bed? I'm carrying Amber to the living room where I'm going to put her down.

"I couldn't sleep when I found out you weren't here, then I noticed your message that you went for a run and you'll be back soon, so I thought I'd make you breakfast" She points to the bar where the plate is lying.

"You can cook? I look at the omelet with toast in surprise.

Amber walks around the brown wooden bar and sets up the other sides.

"A little bit" she shrugs.

"But I couldn't do more, there's nothing left" She says while I'm tasting.

"It's good" I say to the silence as I see her waiting to see if I like it.

She smiles and happy as a flea watches me eat.

"There's nothing here because a certain person didn't let me do the shopping yesterday" I remarked and pushed the plate with the rest of the omelette and half of the toast.

She pulls the plate towards her as if I'm giving her something valuable.
Afterwards, I leave her saying that I'm going to take a bath and let her get ready, then we'll go to town.

After a quick shower, I lie down in the hot water, which relaxes not only the sore muscles, but also the mind.

"That looks nice" Reviews the hot rose water Amber I didn't hear coming.

"What are you doing here? I told you to go get ready" I lie with my eyes closed.

"I need to wash up too and I don't want to be alone, how about I crawl in with you?

I look over at Amber kneeling in front of the tub, one hand circling in the water.
She smiles at me and waits for me to invite her.

"So take a shower here"

She wasn't very pleased with my answer, she got up without saying a word and to make it clear to me what I missing, she posed under the shower like a model for a photo shoot.
I had to close my eyes, it was impossible to relax when she was twisting that beautiful ass before me.
The shower turns off and wet footsteps echo through the room.
A flood of water flows over the tiled floor from the bathtub she has stuffed herself into.
We intertwine our legs to fit in and in the silence we enjoy the warm water.

“Are you looking forward to the party today? She asks after a while.

"I don't know of any"

"That's not possible, everyone knows about it and everyone will be on it"

"Except for me, apparently"

"Now you know about it"

"That doesn't mean I'm going there"

"Are you going to let me go alone?

"Why do I have to be there?

"Tonight is very important to me, I would like you to be there with me"

"....."

"Please, you will make me very happy. After all, you will not leave me there alone with all those nagging men who will harass me"

"Fine, I'll go, but I'm not looking forward"

I'm waiting for Amber in the living room before she gets dressed so we can finally go to town and I can do some shopping when I hear a scream from the bedroom to which I immediately run.
I hurry through the door and look at Amber who is standing in front of the mirror with a rag in her hand.

“What's going on? I'm going to her.

"This is a disaster, I won't be able to leave the house like this" She puts a pink torn piece of fabric in my hand and looks in the mirror.

For a moment I didn't understand what it is about, but then I realized what I holding in my hand, that's why she turns in front of the mirror and looks at how much she can see under her skirt.

"Kneel down and see if you can see anything" Panicker poses in front of the mirror.

I open the fabric and laugh, this is funny.

“you have these panties with a hint what's in them? I'll show you the sheer fabric with the kitten on the front.

"I never thought of that" We both start laughing.

"But tell me if I can go somewhere like this"

"Of course, who would look under your skirt? Out of interest, I turn around and throw the cloth on the bed.

"You are different, no matter where I am, everyone always tries to look between my legs, even though they think they are inconspicuous.
What will I do if I have nothing to cover myself with? I don't want everyone to be able to just look at me" Desperately she looks at me.

"We'll just go to the store and you'll buy a new one to wear right away"

Amber takes one more look at her back in the mirror and pulls her skirt down.

Finally, we walk through the city where it is already alive, we walk through the sun-drenched city where no one is in a hurry, rather they wander the streets, talk to each other, or calmly go somewhere.
I will probably never get used to this lazy city.
Even though it's almost autumn, the wind isn't blowing that much, so the nervous Amber, who expects embarrassment with every step, because she has a light skirt that can be lifted even by a flying butterfly, doesn't stress so much.
Everyone we pass by greets us, well... no one greets me, they just look at me unpleasantly.
But it's still nice to have at least some interest from the people around... morons.

I can see Amber relax as we walk into the mall, which is probably never empty, as if it were the center of the planet.
we walk along the street with constant greetings and looks, until now I noticed how the boys were looking at her, as if everyone was undressing her with their eyes.
Unfortunately, there are no clothing stores on the ground floor, so we have to take the escalator, we walk side by side in silence, looking at the approaching store.

After a while of driving, I see Amber pressing her fingers into the armrest and looking more and more unhappy, one look was enough and I knew what was bothering her.
I look back and see a guy who is so impudent that in the crowded mall in front of everyone, he follows us and keeps bending lower and lower to see under her skirt.
It pissed me off, but I can't get upset and reveal that she doesn't have underwear on, so I just pulled her skirt from the front so that it pressed against her ass, but at least it wasn't visible underneath.
Stiff amber grabs my hand holding the skirt and gives me a grateful look, while I'm killing the guy with my eyes.

"That's your reward, my hero" Amber says after kissing me in the privacy of the changing room.

"How did you know there was someone spying on you? I'll pull the curtain behind her to give her privacy.

"I didn't know it, I had an unpleasant feeling that it was happening, luckily I have my bodyguard who won't allow anyone to look at me like that" she says cheerfully behind the curtain.

"What do I look like? She pulls back the curtain to reveal her voluptuous profile in nothing but a light blue T-shirt with one leg bent.

"You don't like it? So choose another one" She reacts immediately and shows me other pieces on the benches.

"Take what you want, I don't care" I look at the white thong she's wearing.

"But I want you to like them, I choose them for you, no one else will see them" She winks at me seductively.

After a long selection of panties of which she bought almost ten, she also had to buy matching bras and clothes, I don't understand where she gets the money for that.

"Hi Amber, I see you're picking out new pieces for your wardrobe" The girl in the black dress says.

"Hi Scarlet nice to see you" They hug as I quickly walk away.

“What happened? why aren't you painted?” She exaggerates shock in a high-pitched voice.

"It's a long story, let's just say I was too busy to make it" She hints that some guy is to blame.

"I see, they won't give me a break either, they recently opened a new cosmetics store on the fourth floor, you should go check it out"

"Thanks for the tip, what are you really looking for?

"Nothing much, I'm just going through the stores to see if I can find something I don't already have" She giggles and looks down at the lying bag full of underwear.

"You'll have to go to another part of town, nothing much changes here"

"As far as I can see, neither do you, every time you catch a new guy, you buy underwear just for him, it's all you" She looks at the contents of the bag with a laugh.

"You're wrong this time, it's just that I didn't have anything to wear and I just needed to buy new ones" You can tell from her voice and look that she has great control over herself.

"You don't have to hide anything from me, Hmmmm.. he has interesting taste, so let it work out for you" She leaves with a laugh.

Amber calmly turns and walks towards me with shopping bags.
She doesn't seem to be bothered by what the girl said to her, but as soon as she stops in front of me, the smile disappears from her face.
I wonder how it is possible that since we've been spending time together, Amber has turned from sunshine to a crybaby, but I just pull her close and hug her to comfort her.

"It's not true what she said" .....Snif...

“You mean the panties thing?

"Yeah................ I just don't want you to think I'm some kind of whore" Now she's literally crying in my arms.

"Nothing happened, why are you crying? I squeeze her tighter.

"I don't know if it's a good idea for us to go to that party together"

“What about the sudden change?

"I can't control myself when I'm with you"