My name is... Ava Carter.
Chapter 4: The Cracks Begin to Show
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"Okay... this is bad," I said, stopping dead in my tracks.
The rest of the group came to a halt beside me, their faces quickly mirroring the mix of horror and disbelief that was undoubtedly plastered all over mine.
In front of us was a bridge. Or at least, something pretending to be a bridge.
It was a rickety, slapdash creation of mismatched planks and frayed rope, the wood warped and splintered as if it had been left out in the rain for decades. Below it? A pit of bubbling, flaming lava that hissed and popped like it was just waiting for a snack.
As if that wasn’t bad enough, scattered along the rocky edges of the pit were skeletons—actual skeletons—still wearing what looked like Royal Guard armor. One of them was leaning awkwardly against the rocks, its jaw hanging open in a grim parody of a grin.
Moondancer’s face turned green. “Oh… oh no.”
“Yep,” Lyra said, taking a hesitant step back. “Big nope. Nope times infinity. This is not happening.”
I couldn’t blame them. The whole scene looked like something out of a bad dungeon-crawling video game. Except, you know, we didn’t have extra lives.
“Relax,” Twilight said, stepping forward with what I could only describe as infuriating confidence. “It’s just a bridge. My magic will keep us safe.”
“Just a bridge?” I repeated, staring at her. “Twilight, it’s barely holding itself together! Look at it!”
She gave me a sidelong glance. “It’s fine. We’ll cross one at a time to avoid putting too much weight on it, and I’ll reinforce it with my magic. Nothing will happen.”
“Except, you know, lava,” I said, gesturing wildly at the bubbling pit below. “Hot, melty, end-your-quest-instantly lava! And skeletons, Twilight! Actual skeletons!”
Moondancer groaned, clutching her stomach. “I think I’m gonna be sick.”
Twilight turned to her, her tone softening slightly. “Moondancer, I promise, you’ll be fine. I won’t let anything happen to any of us.”
“Uh-huh,” Lyra muttered, clearly unconvinced. “And what if your magic fails? Or, I don’t know, the bridge just decides to snap because it’s held together with hope and bad decisions?”
“Do you have a better idea?” Twilight snapped, her patience visibly fraying.
“Actually, yeah,” I said, raising a hoof. “How about we don’t cross the murder bridge at all? There’s gotta be another way into the castle. A less suicidal one.”
Twilight turned on me so fast I nearly tripped backward. Her eyes narrowed, her ears pinned back as she stepped closer. “You think you know better than me, Ava?”
I blinked, caught off guard by the venom in her tone. “What? No, I’m just saying—”
“You’re not in charge here,” she interrupted, her voice sharp. “You don’t even belong here. So maybe you should keep your suggestions to yourself and let me handle it.”
The words hit like a slap, and I felt my chest tighten. My first instinct was to snap back, but the look on her face stopped me. She wasn’t just angry—she was tired. There was something dark and heavy in her eyes, something I couldn’t quite put my hoof on.
I bit my lip, my jaw tightening as I forced myself to stay quiet. “Fine,” I muttered, looking away.
Twilight’s gaze lingered on me for a moment before she turned back to the bridge, her horn glowing softly as she prepared a spell.
Lyra stepped closer, her voice low. “Hey, are you okay?”
“Peachy,” I said flatly, my hooves scuffing the ground.
“Don’t let her get to you,” she said, her tone gentle but firm. “Twilight’s just… under a lot of pressure right now. We all are.”
I nodded but didn’t say anything. Instead, I focused on the bridge, my stomach churning as Twilight tested the first few planks with her hoof.
“Alright,” she said, her voice calm but commanding. “One at a time. I’ll go first, then Lyra, then Moondancer. Ava, you bring up the rear.”
“Great,” I muttered under my breath. “Leave me for last. Totally not stressful at all.”
As Twilight stepped onto the bridge, her magic casting a faint purple glow over the planks, I felt a cold knot of dread settle in my chest. Something about this whole situation felt off.
“See?” she called back, her voice as steady as her steps. “It’s perfectly safe as long as you take it slow. Just follow my lead.”
“Yeah, sure,” I muttered, watching her make it to the other side. “Perfectly safe, except for the lava and the skeletons.”
Lyra gave me a nudge. “Hey, if Twilight can do it, we can do it. No sweat.”
“I’m pretty sure my sweat begs to differ,” I muttered, wiping my forehead.
Lyra went next, moving with surprising confidence despite the unnerving creaks and groans of the bridge. She even turned back halfway and waved at us. “See? Easy peasy!”
“Stop looking down and keep moving!” Twilight barked from the other side.
Lyra rolled her eyes but kept going, eventually reaching Twilight and giving her a smug grin. “Told you I had this.”
Moondancer was up next, her movements more cautious. She placed each hoof carefully, her ears twitching with every groan of the planks. By the time she made it across, her face was pale, and she was clutching her rope like a lifeline.
“Great job, Moondancer!” Lyra said, patting her on the back.
“Never. Again,” Moondancer muttered, leaning against the edge of the cliff.
That left me.
“Alright, Ava,” Lyra called, her voice full of encouragement. “Your turn! You’ve got this!”
I swallowed hard, staring at the rickety bridge. The lava below hissed and popped, sending up bursts of heat that made my skin crawl. The skeletons seemed to leer at me, their empty eye sockets daring me to join them.
“Come on, Ava!” Moondancer added, her voice shaking a little but still earnest. “We believe in you!”
“Yeah, sure, you believe in me,” I muttered under my breath. “But what about the bridge?”
Twilight sighed, her horn flaring slightly as the purple aura around the bridge grew brighter. “It’s fine, Ava. Just move. We don’t have all day.”
Taking a deep breath, I stepped onto the bridge.
The first few steps were fine, the planks creaking but holding steady under the glow of Twilight’s magic. My legs wobbled with every step, but I kept moving, focusing on the cheering voices of the girls on the other side.
“You’re doing great, Ava!” Lyra called, her voice warm and encouraging.
“Almost there!” Moondancer added.
I was starting to think I might actually make it when, out of nowhere, the purple glow disappeared.
“Wait, what?!” I yelped, freezing in place.
The bridge groaned ominously, and before I could react, the planks beneath me snapped.
“Shit!” I screamed, scrambling as the bridge began to collapse in slow motion.
“Ava, run!” Twilight shouted from the other side.
Run. Right. Great idea.
I bolted forward, the planks tipping and breaking under my hooves with every step. The bridge swung wildly, throwing me off balance as chunks of wood fell into the bubbling lava below.
The heat was unbearable, and the sight of the skeletons at the bottom made my stomach churn.
This is it, I thought, panic clawing at my chest. I’m gonna die here. I’m gonna fall into a pit of lava, and no one’s even gonna find my body.
The end of the bridge was just a few feet away, but the gap between the last plank and solid ground was getting wider with every second. My legs burned, my breath came in ragged gasps, and I could feel the bridge giving way beneath me.
“Come on, Ava!” Lyra shouted. “You can make it!”
With one last burst of energy, I leapt toward the edge.
For a split second, I thought I’d made it. But then my front hooves missed the edge, and I slammed into the rocky wall, my body dangling precariously over the pit.
“No, no, no!” I gasped, clawing at the rock with my hooves. My legs flailed helplessly, the heat of the lava licking at my fur as panic surged through me.
“Hold on!” Moondancer shouted, her voice sharp with urgency.
I couldn’t hold on. My grip was slipping, my strength fading fast. I was going to fall.
And then, out of nowhere, a rope looped around my torso.
“Gotcha!” Moondancer yelled, pulling the rope tight.
Lyra grabbed the other end of the rope, her teeth clenched as she heaved with all her might. “Don’t let go, Ava!”
The rope bit into my sides, but I didn’t care. Relief flooded through me as I felt myself being pulled upward, inch by inch.
“You’re okay!” Moondancer called, her voice shaking. “We’ve got you!”
“Holy shit,” I muttered, my breath coming in gasps as the girls hauled me over the edge. When I finally collapsed onto solid ground, my legs felt like jelly, and my chest heaved with every breath.
“Are you alright?” Lyra asked, her face pale but her eyes full of concern.
I stared up at her, my heart still pounding. “I think I need new pants. Oh wait, I’m not wearing pants. Great.”
Despite everything, Moondancer let out a shaky laugh. “You’re okay. That’s all that matters.”
Then I turned to Twilight.
“You let go of the bridge on purpose, didn’t you?” I said, my voice low but laced with accusation.
Twilight whipped her head around to stare at me, her eyes widening in shock. “What?”
“You heard me,” I said, standing up on wobbly legs. “Your magic didn’t just fail. You dropped the spell! You let the bridge fall!”
Twilight’s face twisted in offense, her ears pinning back. “That’s ridiculous! Why would I do that?!”
“I don’t know,” I shot back, my voice rising. “Maybe you’ve got it out for me! Maybe you’re still pissed about this whole ‘human in a pony body’ situation and decided to make a point!”
“That’s absurd!” Twilight snapped, her eyes narrowing. “I was trying to keep the bridge together, but my magic isn’t invincible! Discord’s chaos is everywhere—something must’ve disrupted the spell!”
“You expect me to believe that?” I yelled, pointing a hoof at her. “You’ve been nothing but passive-aggressive with me since we got here, and now you’re telling me it’s all just a coincidence that the bridge fell when I was on it?!”
Twilight took a step closer, her horn sparking faintly. “Maybe if you hadn’t hesitated so much, we wouldn’t have had this problem in the first place!”
“Enough!” Lyra shouted, stepping between us and holding up her hooves. “Both of you, stop it!”
Moondancer nodded, her face pale but her voice firm. “Ava’s right, Twilight. This wasn’t funny, and it wasn’t okay. If your magic failed, you should’ve said something before we started crossing!”
“Exactly!” Lyra added, glaring at Twilight. “We almost lost Ava back there! You can’t just brush this off!”
Twilight looked genuinely hurt, her ears drooping as she glanced between the two of them. “I didn’t mean for this to happen,” she said softly. “I was doing my best.”
“Well, your best nearly got me killed,” I said flatly, crossing my hooves.
The silence that followed was heavy and suffocating, broken only by the distant bubbling of the lava.
And then, as if on cue, a deep, mocking laughter echoed around us.
“Oh, this is delicious!”
The laughter grew louder, bouncing off the jagged walls of the canyon. It was smooth, taunting, and unmistakably Discord.
We all froze, turning toward the source of the voice.
“Bravo, my little ponies,” Discord said, appearing in a puff of pink smoke. He was lounging on an invisible hammock, sipping from a glass of chocolate milk that seemed to refill itself every time he tilted it back. “You didn’t die! Truly impressive. I was certain the bridge would get at least one of you.”
“You!” Twilight snarled, stepping forward.
“Me!” Discord said cheerfully, flipping out of his hammock and landing gracefully on his mismatched feet. “And might I just say, watching that little spat of yours was chef’s kiss. So much tension, so much drama! I couldn’t have written it better myself.”
“What do you want, Discord?” Lyra demanded, her voice trembling slightly despite her attempt to sound brave.
“What do I want?” Discord said, feigning offense as he placed a claw over his chest. “Why, I just want to welcome you to my domain! You’ve made it past the bridge, but now you’re officially in my territory. And, well…” His grin widened, his sharp teeth glinting in the light of the lava. “There are rules here.”
With a snap of his fingers, the air around us shimmered like a heat mirage. I felt a strange tug in the pit of my stomach, like something was being pulled away, but nothing seemed to happen to me.
The others, however, gasped in unison.
“My horn!” Twilight shrieked, staring up at her now-smooth forehead.
Lyra and Moondancer looked equally horrified, their hooves flying to their foreheads as they realized their horns were gone too.
“What did you do?!” Twilight demanded, her voice shaking with fury.
Discord smirked, twirling a glowing horn-shaped bubble between his fingers before popping it like a balloon. “Oh, nothing too drastic. Just a little tweak to the rules. You see, while you’re in my domain, magic is prohibited.”
Twilight’s jaw dropped. “You can’t just—”
“Oh, but I can,” Discord interrupted, grinning as he leaned closer to her. “This is my playground, dear Twilight. And I don’t play fair.”
He straightened up, brushing off his mismatched hands like he’d just finished a hard day’s work. “Well, I’d love to stay and chat, but I have princesses to tend to! Ta-ta for now!”
With a snap of his fingers, he vanished, leaving behind only the faint echo of his laughter.
Twilight stood frozen, her eyes wide and her breathing shallow. Moondancer and Lyra exchanged worried glances, clearly just as shaken.
And me? I stared at my hooves, a cold knot forming in my chest.
This wasn’t just bad. This was catastrophic.
The aftermath of Discord’s appearance left us shaken. We had made our way to a rocky outcropping a short distance from the castle, its shadow looming ominously over us. The jagged spires seemed to stretch higher now, like twisted fingers clawing at the stormy sky.
The lava pit behind us bubbled softly, its heat radiating against the cool air, but no one said anything for a long time.
Twilight sat off to the side, her face pale and drawn as she struggled to read a book she’d packed. Without her magic, she had to use her hooves to flip the pages, a process that was both clumsy and frustrating. Her lips were pressed into a tight line, her movements jerky and impatient.
Nearby, Moondancer was gently petting Lyra’s mane, her hoof moving in slow, soothing strokes. Lyra lay on the rocky ground, her face buried in her forelegs as soft sniffles escaped her.
“My horn,” Lyra muttered between sobs. “It’s gone. It’s gone.”
“Shh,” Moondancer murmured, her voice soft and steady. “We’ll get it back. I promise.”
I sat a little farther away, my back against a jagged rock, trying to piece my thoughts together. My stomach churned as the weight of everything settled over me.
Discord had done this before, hadn’t he? Taken away magic, thrown the world into chaos. But in the show, it was playful, almost cartoonish. There were no lava pits or dead ponies. There were no feral mobs or bridges of doom.
This Discord wasn’t just chaotic. He was… morbid.
I thought about the meteors that had rained down on Ponyville. Maybe he hadn’t directly hurled them from the sky, but he’d let it happen. He’d turned Equestria into a death trap, and for what? His own amusement?
My chest tightened as I remembered his parting words. I have princesses to tend to. He’d said it so casually, like it was just another day at the office. But if he was tending to the princesses, it meant they were still alive.
And if the princesses were alive, the other Element bearers were too.
I had to hold onto that hope. It was the only thing keeping me from breaking down like Lyra.
As I stared at the ground, an idea began to take shape in the back of my mind. It wasn’t much, but it was something. I stood up, my legs shaky but determined, and made my way over to Twilight.
She didn’t look up as I approached, her focus fixed on the book in front of her. She was using her hooves to awkwardly turn a page, the edge slipping out of her grip multiple times before she finally managed it.
“Twilight,” I said hesitantly, sitting down beside her.
She didn’t respond.
“Look,” I started, my voice soft. “I’m… sorry. For accusing you back there. I was scared, and I lashed out, and it wasn’t fair.”
Twilight finally glanced at me, her expression unreadable. “It’s fine,” she said flatly, her gaze flicking back to the book.
Ouch. That wasn’t exactly the response I was hoping for, but I pushed on. “No, really. I shouldn’t have doubted you. You’ve done nothing but try to keep us safe, and… I appreciate that.”
She didn’t say anything, her hooves fumbling with another page.
I bit my lip, glancing toward the castle. “Twilight, I’ve been thinking. Is there… any other way into the castle? Like, a secret entrance or something? Somewhere Discord might not have thought to block off?”
Twilight froze, her hooves hovering over the book. For a moment, she didn’t move or speak, her eyes narrowing slightly as she seemed to be considering something.
Then, slowly, she turned to me. “There is one,” she said quietly. “When I was a filly, I used to sneak into the castle through a hidden passage. It led from the gardens to the lower halls. My brother never figured it out—it was the perfect hiding spot for our games.”
I perked up. “Do you think it’s still there?”
“It should be,” Twilight said, her voice tinged with uncertainty. “But if Discord knows about it…”
“He might not,” I said quickly. “I mean, it’s not like he can see everything, right? If we can get to the gardens, it’s worth a shot.”
Twilight nodded slowly, her expression softening just a little. “Alright. We’ll try it. But we need to be careful. If Discord catches us…”
“We’ll deal with it,” I said firmly. “Together.”
For the first time since the bridge, Twilight looked at me with something other than irritation. It wasn’t quite trust, but it was a start.
As I stood up, Moondancer and Lyra joined us, their faces still heavy with exhaustion and sadness.
“Got a plan?” Lyra asked, her voice hoarse but hopeful.
I nodded. “We’re going through the garden. Twilight knows a way in.”
Moondancer adjusted her glasses, her eyes narrowing with determination. “Then let’s move before Discord decides to come back.”
“Right,” I said, gripping Rainbow’s dagger tightly. “Let’s end this nightmare.”
Twilight and Moondancer were hunched near the castle’s wall, their hooves brushing against the rough stone as they searched for the hidden entrance. Moondancer’s hornless forehead glistened with sweat as she pressed her ear to the wall, knocking gently in different spots.
“Are you sure it’s here?” Moondancer asked, her tone a mix of urgency and frustration.
Twilight frowned, her hoof running along the seams of the stone. “It should be. I remember it being somewhere near the eastern side of the garden. Just keep looking.”
Meanwhile, Lyra and I stood a few paces away, scanning the darkened garden for any signs of movement. The eerie silence made the hair on the back of my neck stand up, and my grip on Rainbow’s dagger tightened.
“You okay?” Lyra asked, her voice low but kind as she glanced over at me.
“Not really,” I admitted, my eyes never leaving the shadows. “I just… I don’t understand why I’m here. You guys seem like you’ve got this under control. I feel like I’m just slowing you down.”
Lyra tilted her head, her expression softening. “Ava, that’s not true. You being here is the reason we even got this far. Rainbow Dash trusted us because of you, remember?”
“Yeah, but…” I sighed, shaking my head. “I’m not strong like you guys. I’m not magical or brave or—”
“You’re stronger than you think,” Lyra interrupted, her tone firm but gentle. “You’ve been thrown into this crazy mess, and you’re still standing. That counts for a lot.”
I opened my mouth to respond, but before I could, a faint sound caught my attention.
A whisper.
“Did you hear that?” I asked, my ears swiveling toward the sound.
Lyra frowned, her body tensing. “Yeah… it sounded like…”
The whisper grew louder, coming from the tangled bushes to our left. It was faint at first, like the rustling of leaves, but it quickly grew sharper, almost childlike.
“Help…”
I tightened my grip on the dagger, my heart pounding as I stepped closer. Lyra followed, her eyes darting nervously between the bushes and the shadows beyond.
The whispers grew louder still, and then, with a sharp rustle, a small figure tumbled out from the underbrush.
It was a filly.
Her coat was once a soft pink, but now it was smeared with dirt and grime. Her mane was tangled and matted, and her wide eyes shimmered with fear as she stumbled forward, collapsing onto the ground.
“Help me…” she whimpered, her voice trembling as she looked up at us.
Lyra immediately softened, dropping her guard and rushing to the filly’s side. “Oh, you poor thing! Are you okay? What happened?”
I hesitated, my instincts screaming at me to stay alert, but the filly’s trembling form tugged at something deep inside me. Against my better judgment, I crouched down beside her.
“Hey,” I said gently, my voice soft. “It’s okay. We’re here to help. What’s your name?”
The filly blinked up at me, her lip quivering. “I… I don’t remember,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Lyra frowned, brushing the filly’s mane out of her face. “It’s alright. You’re safe now. Is there anything we can do for you?”
The filly sniffled, her eyes darting between us. “Well… maybe there’s one thing you can help us with…”
I stiffened, my grip tightening on the dagger. “Us?”
The filly’s expression twisted into a wide, unnatural grin. Her voice dropped into a guttural growl as she whispered, “Yes. Us.”
Before we could react, her body began to contort and shift. Her pink coat turned a sickly green, her legs elongating into grotesque claws. Her eyes turned black, and her mouth split into a jagged, toothy grin as her skin seemed to stretch over her bones.
Lyra stumbled backward, her scream catching in her throat.
The bushes rustled violently, and more of the grotesque creatures emerged, their hunched forms cackling and growling as they surrounded us.
“Twilight! Moondancer!” I shouted, my voice cracking with panic.
I turned to see both of them struggling against a group of the creatures, their hooves pinned to the ground by the clawed hands of the goblin-like monsters. Twilight’s bag had been torn away from her, one of the creatures clutching it greedily as it hissed, “Shiny! Pretty! Ours now!”
“Get off me!” Twilight snarled, thrashing against her captors, but without her magic, she was helpless.
“Let them go!” I shouted, brandishing the dagger, but the creatures only laughed, their twisted voices echoing through the garden.
Lyra scrambled to her hooves, grabbing the rope she’d brought with her. “What do we do?!”
I didn’t have an answer. My mind was racing, my heart pounding as the creatures closed in around us.
The goblins cackled, their grotesque forms scuttling around us like a pack of rabid dogs closing in on their prey. One of them—bigger than the rest, with jagged teeth that glistened in the faint moonlight—held Twilight’s bag aloft, its clawed hands fumbling with the straps.
“Shiny… shiny!” it hissed, its black eyes gleaming with greed as it rummaged inside.
“No!” Twilight shouted, her voice raw with desperation. She struggled against the goblins holding her down, but their grip was unyielding.
My stomach churned as the larger goblin pulled out Twilight’s crown—the Element of Magic. Its golden surface caught the faint light, glinting like a beacon of hope even in this chaos.
“Shiny!” the goblin hissed again, holding the crown high above its head like a trophy.
Time seemed to slow as I watched the goblin’s claws tighten around the crown. If they took it, if they lost it, everything would fall apart. The Elements were our only chance at defeating Discord, and I couldn’t let them take that away.
“Not happening,” I growled under my breath, gripping Rainbow’s dagger tightly.
The smaller goblins lunged at me, their claws outstretched, their grotesque grins splitting their faces. I dodged the first one, spinning on my hooves and delivering a solid backhoof kick to the second. It yelped and tumbled backward, crashing into the others like a grotesque bowling ball.
“Ava!” Lyra screamed, her voice full of panic. “What are you doing?!”
“Getting that crown!” I shouted, my heart pounding as I bolted toward the larger goblin.
It saw me coming and let out a guttural snarl, holding the crown higher as if to taunt me.
“Oh no, you don’t!” I yelled, leaping into the air.
My hooves stretched out, and for a split second, I felt the cool metal of the crown beneath them.
Then everything exploded.
The moment I touched the crown, it shone with a blinding light, its golden surface glowing brighter and brighter until it was impossible to look at. The goblins screeched, their voices like nails on a chalkboard as they scrambled away from the searing glow.
I barely had time to register what was happening before I felt a sudden, jarring pull, like I was being yanked by an invisible hook. The light consumed everything, and I heard Twilight’s voice shout my name just before the world disappeared in a burst of smoke and ash.

When the blinding light faded, I found myself sprawled on the ground, my chest heaving, and the bitter sting of cold biting into my skin.
The first thing I noticed was the crown, still clutched tightly in my hooves. Its golden surface felt like the only warmth left in the world, its faint glow dimming as if it, too, was succumbing to the chill. The second thing I noticed was the dagger—it was gone. My heart sank. Rainbow’s gift, the one thing that had made me feel safe, was nowhere to be seen.
“Lyra?” I called out, my voice shaky and thin. “Moondancer?”
The wind answered me, howling around like it was mocking my desperation. I struggled to my hooves, the crown still held close to my chest as I squinted against the flurry of snow that whipped through the air. The landscape stretched endlessly in every direction, a vast and frozen desert with no landmarks, no trees, no sign of anything alive.
“Where am I?” I whispered, my breath forming faint clouds that were stolen away by the wind. “Is this the Crystal Empire? Or… somewhere worse?”
The snow beneath my hooves felt soft and treacherous, and every step sank me deeper into the cold. My mane whipped against my face as the blizzard seemed to intensify with every passing second.
I stumbled forward, calling out again, this time louder. “Lyra! Moondancer! Twilight!”
Nothing.
My chest tightened, and my mind raced with panic. What if I was completely alone? What if the crown had saved me only to dump me in the middle of nowhere to freeze to death?
And then, through the swirling snow, I spotted it—a flash of lavender against the endless white.
“Twilight!” I shouted, my hooves digging into the snow as I ran toward her.
She was lying still, half-buried in the drifts, her mane tangled and her eyes closed. My heart leapt into my throat as I dropped down beside her, shaking her shoulder. “Twilight! Wake up!”
She stirred slightly, her eyes fluttering open. Relief washed over me like a wave.
“Oh, thank God,” I said, my breath hitching. “You’re okay. Come on, we have to get moving. We have to find shelter or—”
Twilight didn’t move. She just stared at me, her face blank and unreadable.
The cold was gnawing at me now, stealing the strength from my legs and the air from my lungs. My adrenaline was running out, and the reality of the situation was hitting me like a freight train. I pressed harder. “Twilight, come on! Snap out of it! We need to figure out how to get back!”
She didn’t answer. Instead, she slowly stood, the snow falling away from her as she turned to face me.
“This is all. Your. FAULT,” she snarled, her voice cutting through the wind like a blade.
“What?” I stammered, stepping back. “Twilight, what are you talking about?”
Before I could react, she lunged at me, her hooves colliding with my chest and sending us both tumbling into the snow.
“Twilight! Stop!” I yelled, panic rising in my voice as she pinned me down.
Her eyes were blazing with fury, tears brimming at the edges as her hooves pressed against my shoulders. “You don’t belong here! You shouldn’t even BE here! Everything that’s happened—it’s because of YOU!”
Her words hit like a hammer, and I struggled against her, the freezing snow soaking into my fur as I tried to push her off. “Twilight, please! I didn’t mean for any of this to happen!”
“Liar!” she shouted, her voice cracking as the tears finally spilled down her cheeks. “You took my body, my life, and now look where we are! You’ve ruined everything!”
Her hooves pressed harder, and I felt my breath hitch as the weight of her anger crushed me. “Twilight,” I gasped, my voice barely audible. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Please, just… stop.”
For a moment, I thought she might not. Her eyes were wild, her breaths ragged, and her whole body trembled with anger and grief.
But then something shifted. Her hooves slackened, and she collapsed onto the snow beside me, burying her face in her forelegs as sobs wracked her body.
I sat up slowly, my chest heaving as I tried to catch my breath. My body ached, and the cold was unbearable, but all I could focus on was the broken mare beside me.
“I’m sorry,” I said again, my voice soft and trembling. “I never wanted any of this, Twilight. I swear.”
Twilight’s sobs were the only sound breaking through the roar of the wind, raw and uneven, like the tears had been held back for too long and now refused to stop.
I sat beside her in the snow, clutching the crown tightly as if it could somehow anchor me to reality. My chest was heavy, and my throat felt tight as I watched her crumble in front of me.
“I—” she started, her voice cracking before she buried her face deeper into her forelegs. “I don’t know if I can forgive you, Ava.”
The words cut through me like ice. I opened my mouth to respond, but no sound came out. What could I possibly say to that?
Twilight lifted her head slightly, her eyes red and swollen as she looked at me. “Do you even know what it felt like? To have someone take over my body? My life? To be pushed aside like I didn’t matter?”
“I…” I stammered, guilt tightening its grip on my chest. “I didn’t mean to—”
“It doesn’t matter what you meant!” she shouted, her voice shaking as fresh tears streamed down her cheeks. “You were there. In my mind, in my memories, in my thoughts. I could feel you, like a shadow I couldn’t escape. And I was scared, Ava. Every second, I was terrified you’d take over completely, and I’d just… disappear.”
My hooves clenched around the crown as I looked down at the snow, the weight of her words pressing down on me like the blizzard itself. I hadn’t truly thought about what it had been like for her. Not really.
“And then,” Twilight continued, her voice quieter now but no less filled with pain, “when it was over, and you were gone… it didn’t end.” She sniffled, wiping at her face with a trembling hoof. “Everypony started talking about you. About how brave you were, how much you’d helped, how incredible it was that you saved Equestria. And me? I was just… there.”
“Twilight…” I whispered, my voice barely audible.
“They barely even looked at me,” she said, her gaze distant. “It was always, ‘Ava did this’ or ‘Ava would’ve done that.’ I wasn’t even myself anymore. I was just the pony who had been possessed by the real hero.” Her lips trembled, and her voice dropped even lower. “Sometimes, I feel like the only reason they even kept me around was because they thought you might come back.”
I flinched at her words, my heart sinking into my stomach.
We sat in silence for what felt like an eternity, the blizzard swirling around us as her sobs began to quiet.
“I never wanted to bring you back,” she said finally, her voice flat but still tinged with pain.
I turned to her, my throat tightening again. “Then… why did you?”
Twilight closed her eyes, her breath hitching as she tried to compose herself. “Because I trust them,” she said softly. “Lyra, Moondancer, the others… they believed in you. They believed that you could help, even after everything. And they trusted me to make it happen.”
She opened her eyes, meeting my gaze with a look that was equal parts vulnerable and resolute. “So I helped. Not for you. For them. Because I couldn’t let them down, no matter how much it hurt.”
Her words hit me like a freight train. I felt a lump rise in my throat, but I swallowed it down, my chest heavy with guilt and shame.
“Twilight,” I said quietly, my voice trembling, “I didn’t… I didn’t think about what it was like for you. I was so caught up in surviving, in trying to figure out what to do, that I didn’t stop to think about what it cost you. I’m so, so sorry.”
She didn’t respond, her gaze dropping back to the snow as the wind howled around us.
For the first time since arriving in this world, I felt the full weight of my actions—the repercussions I had never truly considered. I had taken something from Twilight, something she might never fully get back.
We sat in silence, the cold biting at my skin and the guilt gnawing at my chest. I didn’t know if she would ever forgive me, and maybe she shouldn’t. But if there was one thing I could do, it was make sure that what I’d taken from her wasn’t for nothing.
“Twilight,” I said softly, my voice steady despite the storm inside me. “I don’t know how to make this right. But I’ll do whatever it takes to fix this. To help. Not just for Equestria. For you.”
She didn’t look at me, but after a moment, she nodded ever so slightly. It wasn’t much, but it was a start.
And for now, that was enough.
Twilight sat silently for a moment, her eyes lingering on the crown still clutched in my hooves. She furrowed her brow, her breath visible in the cold as she thought deeply.
“It only worked when you touched it,” she said finally, her voice quiet but steady.
I blinked, looking down at the crown. Its golden surface was dull now, but I could still feel a faint warmth radiating from it. “Yeah, I noticed that too. Weird, right? Must’ve been a glitch in the Matrix.”
Twilight raised an eyebrow, and for the first time since the blizzard started, I caught the faintest hint of a smile. “I don’t know what that means.”
“Figures,” I said, smirking despite myself. I held up the crown, tilting it in the faint light. “Maybe it’s because I touched it first. I mean, I did steal your body that one time, so maybe it’s connected to me now?”
My stomach churned. The cold wasn’t the only thing gnawing at me anymore. I glanced at her again, my breath hitching. “You’re not gonna attack me for this, are you?”
That got her attention. She blinked, then let out a short, awkward laugh. “No. I’m not going to attack you.”
I exhaled, relief washing over me as the tension in my shoulders eased slightly. “Oh, good,” I said, forcing a grin. “Because I really don’t want to do another round of rolling in the snow. My legs are already killing me.”
Twilight gave a faint, almost reluctant smile, her gaze softening. “You’re impossible.”
“Yeah, I’ve been told,” I said with a small shrug, holding the crown up for emphasis. “But seriously, this thing—it only lit up when I touched it. What if it’s connected to me now? Maybe that’s why it zapped us here.”
Twilight tilted her head, considering my words. “That… could make sense,” she said slowly. “If the crown connected to your spirit when you first used it, it might still be responding to you.”
“Great,” I muttered, looking down at the crown. “So now I’m some kind of magical battery.”
Twilight reached out, her hooves brushing against mine as she gently took the crown. “If that’s the case, then maybe it’s the key to getting us back.”
“Yeah, maybe,” I said softly, watching as she turned the crown over in her hooves.
She hesitated for a moment, her gaze flicking to mine. Then, without a word, she leaned forward and hugged me.
I froze, caught completely off guard, but then I let out a shaky breath and hugged her back. The warmth of her embrace was a stark contrast to the freezing cold around us, and for the first time since we arrived in this nightmare, I felt a flicker of hope.
“Thank you,” she whispered, her voice trembling slightly.
“Don’t thank me yet,” I murmured. “We’re still stuck in the middle of a frozen wasteland with no idea how to get out.”
As if in response, the crown began to glow softly, its golden surface shimmering with a warm light.
“Uh… Twilight?” I said, my voice tinged with nervousness.
The glow intensified, spreading around us in a wave of heat and light. The blizzard faded into the background, the cold giving way to a warmth that seeped into my bones.
“What’s happening?” Twilight asked, her voice barely audible over the roar of the light.
“I have no idea!” I replied, clutching her tightly as the light consumed everything.

When the light finally faded, the cold was gone.
I blinked, my vision adjusting to the dim, flickering light around us. The twisted hedges and broken statues of the Canterlot Gardens came back into focus, and the crown was still perched atop my head, its glow now faint but steady.
“We’re back,” Twilight said, her voice filled with cautious relief.
I exhaled slowly, the weight of the blizzard lifting off my chest. But as I glanced around, my relief was short-lived. “Where are Lyra and Moondancer?”
Twilight’s expression darkened, her ears flattening slightly. “I don’t know.”
My eyes darted around the garden, scanning the shadows for any sign of them. Then I saw it—a narrow opening carved into the base of the castle wall.
“Twilight, look,” I said, pointing toward the secret passage.
She followed my gaze, her brow furrowing. “It’s open. They must’ve found it.”
“Or someone else did,” I muttered, my stomach churning.
Twilight stepped toward the passage, her steps slow and deliberate. She paused at the entrance, glancing back at me. “We have to go in.”
“Right,” I said, swallowing hard as I adjusted the crown on my head. “Into the creepy mystery tunnel. Sounds like fun.”
Twilight gave me a small, tired smile. “You don’t have to come.”
“Are you kidding?” I said, forcing a grin. “And miss out on all the excitement? Not a chance.”
She nodded, her smile growing just a fraction. Without another word, she stepped into the passage, and I followed close behind, clutching the crown like it was the only thing keeping me steady.
The darkness swallowed us whole, the air growing colder and heavier as the light from the garden faded away.
And somewhere deep in my gut, I knew that whatever waited for us in this passage was going to test us both.
Author's Note
Longest chapter to date! and packed with action and emotions! I am just taking a moment to deeply thank each and everyone of you that eagerly weait after each chapters! I do pour all myself in the World of Ava, and I hope you love it just as much!
See you in the next chapter!
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