Chapters P A I N I CANT GET E N O U G H
P A I N I CANT GET E N O U G H
about:Rarity
All my life I was supposed to be PERFECT. I wasn't allowed to step out of line, nor was I allowed to not be the finest pony in Ponyville. If you were supposed to be perfect, what happens if you accidently got a little mud on your coat. I was kicked out of my family, for being seen with a tiny bit of mud on my coat. And when my horn magically pulls me to a big rock, where i find my destiny and blah blah blah.
But afterwards was my true destiny, my cutiemark wasn't all the matter. My friends, Spike ,the trouble, the PAIN!! I can't get enough! Even the pain feels better than my parents breathing orders of pure perfection.
Sooooooo...Spike. ThE DRAGON. I was..scared. If our relationship went too far...he may grow with greed! I feel that I am responsible for his every move, so when he almost killed Twilight I couldn't speak to him. I felt so underated. I felt..remorse.
My romance was held off till I came back from my parents. That's right, my parents. They requested to speak with me, they requested me. I was nervous for....I didn't trust them.
But would I ever trust again?
P A I N I LIKE IT R O U G H
P A I N I LIKE IT R O U G H
about:Applejack
Ever since I was born I was expected to be the apple picking ,tough, gear grinding, machine like Applejack. You know, like my famed brother Big Mac who was better than me, more popular than me, and actually had a social life. And I was just "Applejack" or to the mean girls down the street "Applefretter"
So I was just the tough girl who just picks apples. I don't have a social life, a love life, or friends who weren't always in trouble. All 6 of us were like bad luck charms, and trust me we were AVOIDED And I was only picked on because of what happened in 2nd grade. I brought in apples for show and tell, and I was ready to tell them about how we picked 'em. 5 apples almost fell on the floor, when I remembered Big Mac said these were EXTRA important and that they were to not be played with or broken. I did a belly dive on the floor and caught them, but since then I've been called "Applefretter" all the time.
My romance life? Dead. If I ever had one it died pretty quickly. If I ever had one it died when I started being "Applefretter" instead of "Applejack" Although I did have a crush on Rocky. But he..is WAAAAAAAAAAAAY out of my league. Like the fact that Jessica (the mean girl) is dating him=WAAAAAAAY out of my league. Oh, Rocky. He 's black with the brownest most innocent little eyes. He has wings, so he's a pegasus. And he's soooo handsome. Sorry, I uh...
So yeah, I like it rough out here. No life at ALL, and only picking apples for a living. If it wasn't for Rarity, who knows what I would have done about "Applefretter"
Rarity was inspiring to me because she is so beautiful and perfect, and she has a complete social life, unlike me the social fail. The way she balanced herself, so...perfectly. She was always a rolemodel. I looked up to someday being as lovely as her.
So what's new? Applefretter is now a word in the dictionary, my social life might be looking up, and I felt like a thousand bricks
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C U Z I'D RATHER FEEL P A I N THEN NOTHING AT A L L
C U Z I'D RATHER FEEL P A I N THEN NOTHING AT A L L
about: Discord
Would you like to be a rock statue for more than 100 years after 6 friends had just defeated you? No, you would not. Ever since I was born of the cautious of friends, my entire being is havoc. I couldn't not
So finally, I was back. I'd chosen the right time. Twilight---hospitalized. Fluttershy---in a state of solitude (PetalEmilynote:next chapter=Fluttershy) Spike-----run away. Rarity----torn. Applejack----to concentrated on her social life. and Pinkiepie----still happy, but always in the sweets shop. No one was friends, so I was going to win this time
My social life? I'm a havoc monster draconequus, of a type of monster that hasn't been seen for thousands of years. So...unmarried, single, forever.
My life was a mistake. My parents were killed, aswell as my sister. I was then taken care of by a pack of wolves that to died eventually. I couldn't find another draconequus anywhere. I was a big mistake.
Is there much else to say? I'm alone forever? Right? WRONG. (see the 2nd newest chapter P A I N IS MY L O V E)
P A I N W I T H O U T L O V E
P A I N W I T H O U T L O V E
about:Spike
All my life I was a sore thumb, sticking out like a spider on an ant hill. A dragon, surely I was not to be trusted. Even Rarity would admit, at times she even felt that I was going to lose control of my dragon instict. That I was going to lost it. That I was eventually going to just..be a dragon. I couldn't hide it.
So for me, love life was hard. It was hard to have a social life when no one trusts you. Rarity was once my girlfriend, but even she broke up with me after it troubled my dragon instincts. And, since all the female dragons were in a seperate universe, most dragons never found true love.
But Rarity was my true love, but she wouldn't talk to me about our romance. It was to "complicated" as she explained it. I think she was just scared. I hated to admit it, but I will tell you one thing. Rarity is scared about that if we fall in love, i'll turn into a full grown dragon, that i'll destroy the whole city of Ponyille. That they'll have to kill me to stop me. It's happened before. They thought they lost me, but I was to strong for Celestia. That's why Twilight was pushed to give me back to Celestia for proper "handeling"
Twilight still refuses to let me go, she thinks that all that talk of me being evil is silly. She is the only one I can trust. I could search for my entire life for a better friend, and never find one. I briefly remembered my time with the dragons, they were not friends. Not to be trusted. They still hunted for me. I was an enemy to everyone but Twilight.
So, when Twilight suddenly became ill and had to be transported to Celestia's hospital I was naturally segregated.
See, Twilight got this illness from...me. I accidently burned her face, and that would have been it but..my flames started to fully effect her. It's like my flames incarnated her body and she got incredibly ill from it. Whether she will live or not is yet to be discovered.
Then my life was just killed at the stake. I MEAN KILLED. I was mistreated by everypony, EVEN FLUTTERSHY. Fluttershy actually tripped me and laughed in my face. She then walked away, acting like normal shy Fluttershy. Rarity refused to talk to me about anything any more. I felt like I could just die. So I ran away into the Evergreen Forest, and if they ever saw me again, they probably didn't care.
Hadn't I ruined everything?
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A N G E R AND A G O N Y ARE BETTER THAN M I S E R Y
A N G E R AND A G O N Y ARE BETTER THAN M I S E R Y
about:Fluttershy
My entire life has been fluttering. That's why my name is Fluttershy. All babies fly when they are born, if they are pegasus. Instead of flying i fluttered, thus Fluttershy. I was born with a special case of shyness, the docter at the hospital said it was a rate 10, on a scale of 1-5, which doesn't make any sense but...it was bad news. I was always put in "special" one student classes. The only class they couldn't make an exception was flying class. You just had to jump of a diving board and fly, or fall onto the cloud below. Simple. But with all those people, my special rate-10 shyness kicked in and I fell everytime, the best I could do was ... flutter
Fluttershy, Fluttershy Fluttershy can hardly fly they would sing verses of it, that almost killed me completely.
So about 10 years later, I was 16. And I locked myself in solitude. Rarity was torn, Spike lost, Applejack actually caring about what people thought, Twilight in the hospital, and Pinkie no longer leaving her house. I had no friends, no one noticed me. It was like I was invisible.
My social life, I'm an invisible pony. I once had a lover, but he...he....oh never mind. I've been rude to somepeople, but only on his advice. Discord I mean. He came back just to help me be more...abusive...no just more strong in front of people. He has helped me much, but I keep having these gaps in my memory, and people glaring at me. I think he may be controling me. But I don't know.
My entire life=ruined. Why can't I be...cool? Why do I have Level 10 shyness?