Hiding behind a smile

I took another sip of my tea as I saw Fluttershy walking towards me with a plate in her hoof full of cookies. She sat the plate down onto the table and then she sat on the chair across from me.

"Wow Fluttershy what's next?" I said "You really didn't need to go through all this trouble to..."

"Oh it's the least I could to umm... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interupt you but umm..."

"Haha! It's ok."

"But really, I can't believe somepony would carry this heavy cart across Ponyville all the way to here and not expect anything in return"

Actually I never wanted to do it, Twilight just invited me to her home for the first time just so she could send me of on an errand, and why does she keep saying 'somepony' to me if I'm not even a pony? Silly Fluttershy.

"Speaking of which, why do you need so much clothes? What gives?" I asked her as I took another sip of my tea.

Fluttershy started speaking while not making eye contact "Oh well, Rarity trusts me the most to take care of them. Umm... I dont know why it's just..." she looked at me "I mean it's not like she doesn't trust you or anypony else it's just that... she trust me more?" she ended her speech with a nervous smile.

"I understand, but surely it's not all for you!" I reached for a cookie "...My guess is you are just keeping an eye of them to give them to other ponies when they need it"

"I guess so" she said as she also reached for a cookie

Suddenly I put my right hand on my mouth and opened my eyes wide as if I just saw a ghost "Umm... Fluttershy?"

"What's wrong, Nate?" she asked.

Pointing at the cart with my right hand I said "Did... Rarity remember to leave me some clothes that I'll grow into?"

"Oh I'm sure she remembered."

I'm not so sure, I remember somepony telling me that Rarity once got invited to Canterlot by the princess herself to work on a dress for Twilight, the bitch never worked on it. And Twilight is a very close friend! And what am I?There's a good chance that she forgot to make clothes for me, I have to find out now.

I got up from the chair, looking concerned I started walking towards the cart.

Fluttershy said "Nate, I'm sure Rarity wouldn't..."

"I don't know!!" I shouted at her.

Fluttershy broke eye contact looking nervous.

I realized that I might have raised my voice a little bit for 'no reason' and that probably made Fluttershy uncomfortable. I stopped and turned to her "Look Fluttershy," I smiled "you know I'm a very organised person, I just like to make sure if everything is n place, ok?"

"oh umm... ok."

She still wasn't looking at me, but I felt that she was now calmer.

There was a sudden, loud knock on the door. Fluttershy and I turned towards the door, I wonder who could it be? It can't be Octavia or Rarity... and there is no way that Twilight would dare to show up since she made me carry that heavy cart. Then again, she doesn't know that I'm pissed about it... who is it?

I started walking towards the door, I'll check for my clothes later "I'll get it Fluttershy!" I opened the door, to my surprise it was none of the mane six.Scootaloo was standing really still like a statue and was looking up at me, she had a huge grin on her face that slowly started fading away the moment she saw me. Now looking dissapointed she said "Oh... It's you..."

Then Applebloom popped out from the right side of the door with a smile on her face

"Hi Nate! H-how are ya?"

"Haha, I'm a bit tired to be honest. How are you girls?"

"Ahm super happy!"

Scootaloo was just annoyed by my presence, she wasn't even looking at me. She had her eyes focused on the ground.

"Aaaaandd... you?" I nervously asked the orange filly "Scootaloo?"

"I'm fine." she replied with a flat tone in her voice.

Fluttershy showed up on my left "Oh... come in girls... wouldn't want you to catch a cold in this weather." the fillies went inside, Applebloom was bouncing like Pinkie Pie and Scootaloo just slowly walked while keeping her head down. Fluttershy turned to me "They asked if they could sleep over..."

I crossed my arm and smiled "yeah, I figured" then looked at the girls.

The cute little fillies were already eating the last of the cookies, Applebloom was sitting on my chair and Scootaloo took Fluttershy's chair. I noticed Sweetie Belle didn't show up, it's weird... I mean I know her sister is moving to Canterlot but I wouldn't expect that she couldn't let her little sister spend the last of her moments with her friends... no I'm not thinking right Maybe she got mad at them and doesn't want to see them anymore?Nah I don't really care... but I'll ask anyways just to stay in character.

"Umm... where's Sweetie Belle?"

Scootaloo turned to me, still looking pissed "She isn't our friend anymore."

I was close, oh well...

"Just because she is moving away doesn't mean she isn't you friend anymore" Fluttershy said.

"Fluttershy, I said she isn't our friend." Scootaloo said with the same flat tone in her voice.

Applebloom didn't have anything to add, she was observing me the whole time. She looked like she was in a trance... suddenly she got up from the chair and before I knew it she was already standing in front of me.

"Can ah please see wat you see?"

I lowered one of my eyebrows "eh?"

She then got on her back hooves and pressed her front hooves on my stomach. She started climbing on me while walking towards me with her back hooves. She was wearing a huge grin on her face and her eyes were very wide. I tried my best not to smile and act like I was freaked out.

I grabbed her by the hooves "Umm Applebloom what the hell?"

She stopped "wuts wrong Nate?" her smile wasn't disappearing

"Uhh what are you doing?"

"Ah told you, silly! Ah wanna see how you see."

I still held a puzzled look as I slowly moved my hands away from Applebloom's hooves allowing her to continue climbing. She hanged her hooves on my shoulders and her face was only five centimeters away from mine, our eye level didn't met. I completely shut down Fluttershy and Scootaloo from my mind, I was only focusing on Applebloom, I so wanted to know what she is thinking... what is she about to do?

Her breathing was light but fast, she continued to stare at me for a few more seconds before finally saying something

"Please..." she said. I started to get the idea, my heart was pounding. "can you... lift me up abit?"

That sentence caught me off guard "Umm... Applebloom I... I still don't understand what you're trying to do." I lied, or so I thought.

"Ah want ya to lift me so ah can see the same way you see things, get it now?"

"OHH!! haha! Yeah Ok, sure!" I said it as if I was relieved.

I bent my knees and tightly hugged Applebloom by the waist to make sure I had a firm grip. She giggled when our cheeks touched. I made her lean onto me so she wouldn't be too heavy. I lifted her up and waited for a reaction.

She hapily said "Turn around!" so I started slowly turning around the room.

I saw Fluttershy smiling at the sight. I then turned towards Scootaloo who was still sitting on Fluttershy's chair. She had a neutral face before I looked at her but the moment we made eye contact she closed her eyes and shook her head in annoyance.

"It's... beautiful" Applebloom spoken.

I just enjoyed the moment and didn't say anything.

Applebloom gestured that she wants me to put her down, so I did

"Ah wish ah was as big as you" she said.

"Haha! I wish I was young again"

Applebloom's smile disappeared "but you were young before Nate! ah will never get to grow up dis big!"

I ducked so we faced eye level and so our faces were centimeters apart again "Yeah I was young, that's a fact. But you can't say you wont grow up really big, you don't know that"

She quickly hugged me without saying anything, I returned the hug so I could keep my balance. I noticed that Fluttershy couldn't possibly see my face from this angle so I now had the opportunity to sniff Applebloom's cute fur but the problem was that Scootaloo was looking at us! I was hoping Scootaloo would turn around so I could bury my nose into Applebloom's soft young fur but it want's going to happen... I thought I could provoke her to turn around by winking at her or something but that would be a dick move.

Something was off... I haven't spaced out for quite a while... it's like a drug to me I just have to do it! It's the only thing that's keeping me 'normal'. I immediately stood up after we ended the hug and I turned to Fluttershy

"I'm sorry for asking something like this Fluttershy but... can I take a nap?"

"Oh of course. You must be very tired after carrying that heavy cart... and Applebloom, umm.. please use the bed upstairs, you really deserve it."

"Thank you so much!" I was already walking up the stairs

"Far's ahm considered he deserves a lot more!" Applebloom said " He's great at everythin' and he doesn't even have a cutie mark! He's da best person in Ponyville!"

I continued to climb up the stairs. I raised my right hand and just waved at them without even turning around.

I was laying on Fluttershy's bed on my side. I felt empty and tired but not physically tired... it was more like I'm tired of putting on this act! I mean sure, I'm deeply respected for putting up with everypony's shit but I keep having this urge that I can't seem to shake off!

The thought of tormenting Vinyl keeps me hoping that I'll get better after I actually do it! But I don't have to think about that now, it's still noon. I'll have the rest of the day to think about how I'll do it once I finally get home!

After all... tormenting Vinyl will just be a temporary thing to satisfy my urges. What will I do after that?

I almost took advantage of Applebloom today, I still wonder why she always transforms into a energetic, happy little filly whenever she sees me. Today she seems super happy, I could already tell she is planning something, most likely another one of her crazy hunts for cutie marks.

Scootaloo on the other hand always hated me. When I first met with the CMC I got into a situation where I had to tell them who my crush is... and since I was still new in Ponyville I didn't lie much so I regretfully told the truth.

It turned out Scootaloo also has a... let's call it a 'crush' on Raindow Dash, and she isn't the type to share something she adores, neither am I. I secretly can't stand Scootaloo's attitude towards me, it's not that I hate her it's just that I hate the fact that she hates me!

She is a good filly, she has potential, and 'great taste' but I must admit that she is keeping Rainbow Dash from me since they are good friends, and judging from her character she most likely knows how to spread lies. She must have lied to Rainbow Dash or made something up about me so Rainbow would keep her distance from me!

I just wish I could somehow become Scootaloo's friend so I could get closer to Rainbow Dash. No... surely there's another way to get to her...

A few days ago when I was alone in my room laying on my bed, spaced out, I was deducting every possible way to get to Rainbow Dash and I concluded it would be easier to just admit I know Scootaloo has a grudge agains me so the mane six... or maybe just Rainbow Dash would give her a lecture, and then Scootaloo would accept me as her friend or something...

But the problem with this act is that this would make it easier for Twilight to catch onto me. While it's nothing to dangerous then, it could become a problem later on like... I get suspected of raping somepony and Twilight already knows that my deductive reasoning is way above average? That's no good.

GAAHH!! So I can either choose to have my way with somepony I don't even like or I can try to chase after the pony I actually have feelings for and the chances of me catching that pony are very slim! Not to mention if I choose to have my way with Vinyl then the chances of hooking up with Rainbow Dash drop to zero!!

This is just so confusing I don't know what to do! I have to figure out a way to have both! I can do it! ...But how? HOW!?

I heard the door open slowly, I turned around to see Applebloom peeking at me. She quickly hid from sight when she realized I saw her, but she wasn't quick enough.

"Applebloom? Mind telling me what's the big idea?"

Applebloom slowly walked into my room with her head down, almost the same way

how Scootaloo walked into Fluttershy's home.

"Hey, hey! " I got up from bed "I don't like seeing you sad... what's wrong?" to be honest, this was the first time I ever saw her sad!

Applebloom looked at me for a second before turning her head down again. I knelt right in front of her so we faced eye level and I softly grabbed her by the chin so I could force her to look at me. I looked into her wide eyes, there was no doubt something was troubling her.

I said "You know you can tell me everything"

I was waiting for her to speak but nothing happened, we just remained motionless there for a few seconds before I decided to say something again "Am I gonna have to force you to tell me what's troubling you or...?"

Then instantly Applebloom raised her voice "Ah wanna kiss you!"

This... I would have never predicted something like this...

"Please?" she started talking really fast "All the fillies in mah class already kissed somepony and ma big sis says you're suppose to kiss somepony who means everythin' in da whole world to ya... so... please?"

I let go of her chin and walked towards the door

"No! Please don't tell! Please!" Applebloom begged.

I closed the door and locked it, making sure we won't be interupted.

"Applebloom..." there was a pause. I closed my eyes and started scratching my head pretending to think of something to say.

THIS IS AMAZING!!! If I play this right I can have my way with her and make sure she will never tell! But I can't just tell her I'm ok with it and jump her right away, I have to act responsible and try to get as much as information out of her as possible to make sure this isn't some kind of a trap! In other words...

I have to tease her mentality! Holy shit this is going to be fun!!

She was the first to break the silence "It doesn't matter if we aren't da same, right? There ain't no rule dat says ponies have ta kiss ponies only... besides, I really, really, REALLY like you! Please..."

I sighed "That's fine but... you can't just go asking around people to kiss you, do you have any idea what that makes you?"

"Ahm only askin' you! Ah know wat a kiss is, is somethin' really special and ahm tired of waitin'! Ah wanit!" she stomped with her front hooves.

"Applebloom... do you know what the age difference between us is?" I crossed my arms and leaned against the locked door "It's more than 10 years. It's illegal!"

"But it's only illegal if da filly doesn't wanit... and ah came to you."

Wow she is really persistent! So she isn't giving up huh? let's just see how much she wants it hehe...

I put my hands on my head "Ugh, I don't know! This is just weird! put yourself in my position, you're almost an adult and a filly wants you to kiss her!"

Applebloom looked down again.

I continued "It would be extremely irresponsible for me to do something like this just because you're asking me to do it." Applebloom sniffled after that.

"No! Stop!" I raised my voice at her "You can't start crying over something so stupid as this, you're stronger than that AB."

She sniffled again "Sweetie Belle and ah was da only ponies who never kissed anypony before, now ahm gonna be alone"

I tried to comfort her "No you won't! One day you will find your special somepony"

"No ah won't... no pony likes me."

"Applebloom that's..."

"No pony likes me!" She shouted at me "Wat do ya think why ah came to ya? Ah been waitin' all my life for somepony to come along but dat pony never showed up, and ah tried! I really have!"

she started getting teary eyed. "Yea sure you're 10 years older den me but ah told you ahm tired of waitin'! It ain't too soon because ah am da only pony in mah school who still didn't get ta do it! And ah know a kiss is somethin' you're supposed to remember for ya whole life and also... ah really like you! Ah like you SO much! Wanna know how much? If ah had to pick who's life ta save... yours or mah big sis's... dat would be a very hard decision for me ta make..."

I just stook there with my mouth open. She really likes me as much as her big sister? She likes me as much as Applejack!?

"Ah know wat I'm wantin'." Applebloom said quietly.

There was a very long pause after that. It's been no more than two full minutes and that confirmed that Fluttershy or Scootaloo didn't hear our shouting, otherwise they would come up here and knock almost immediately. Now I just have to make sure nopony is behind that door.

I'm almost in the clear!

Finally I was the first to break the awkward silence "Applebloom... are you sure you want this?"

She looked at me with hope "More dan anythin' is da whole world."

I smiled and gestured her to be silent, she understood the gesture. I quickly unlocked the door and looked outside the room. There was no one there.I went back to the room and locked the door again

"Applebloom, promise me something."

"Anythin' jus' name it!"

I sighed "Promise me you will never. Ever. Tell anypony what we are about to do."

The filly grinned and was flooded with joy but tried to suppress herself, I walked up to her and calmly told her

"This is very serious. If you tell anypony, and I mean anypony... we will both be in a buck load of trouble."

"Ohhhhh ah promise! Ah promise! Thank you!"

I sat on the bed, my back was facing the pillows. I gestured AB to sit next to me, so she did. "Are you ready? You said it yourself this is supposed to be something you will remember forever"

"Ah know! I'm more dan ready!"

"haha, ok then we..."

"Oh but um..." she interupted me "Ahm very nervous... ma stomach is turnin'"

I brought my left hand on her right cheek "That's normal for your first time silly filly!"

She smiled and sniffled "ok then... here it goes ah guess"

I grabbed both her soft little cheeks and went in for the kiss.

Something was off... "Uhh AB?" I asked with an annoyed tone in my voice

"W-wat?"

"pucker up!"

She pucked up her lips in a silly way but now she is ready to be kissed for the first time!

I pressed my lips against hers and so finally, our lips met! Her breathing was quick so I tried to calm her down by playing with her mane, I grabbed her head from behind with my left hand and stroked her bangs with my right. She giggled at the sensation.I enjoyed her soft little lips, kissing her made me very horny very quick!

It's been forever since I last fucked something, but I know I wont get any action from this little filly, plus I don't really care about her.

To my surprise she is surprisingly good at this! I opened my eyes a bit so I could see what she was doing, she had her eyes closed and was lost in the moment. Her breathing was now normal, she got used to this very fast.

We have been going at this for a while now, it's time I made it more fun for her!

I started pushing my tongue into her mouth.

"mmhh? Mhhhh!!" she tried to resist.

I grabbed her by her soft cheeks to insure her everything is ok. I slipped my tongue into her small mouth and waited for her to start playing with it.

I winked at her, giving her a signal.

"Mhh!! mmhhh mmm!! Hm hm!!" The poor filly had no idea what I wanted from her.

I started moving my tongue around her small mouth making sure I picked up as much of her saliva as I could.

I retracted my tongue and I broke the kiss, swallowing her saliva.

"So Applebloom? How was it?" I tried to hide my evilish grin.

She just sat there is shock, she was shaking. Finally she managed to say "Dat was..."

she looked at me with her adorable wide eyes "so... gross..."

"Well that was a kiss. Happy?"

She shook her head "ah still liked it ah guess... ahm glad you were ma first."

I opened my mouth but she continued before I could say anything "Don't ya worry, ah won't be telling nopony what we just did! Ah promised!" she smiled.

"Haha, has anypony ever told you who their first kiss was?"

"Huh? What do ya mean?"

"Has Scootaloo ever told you who she kissed?"

Applebloom stood up "How do ya know she kissed somepony!?"

I rolled my eyes "Well you said that only you and Sweetie Belle never kissed anypony, you didn't mention Scootaloo, plus she's really the outgoing type." I stretched my arms out and yawned "So, ugh... did she tell you or anypony else?"

Applebloom held a puzzled look on her face "Well... no she ain't."

I touched her snout with my pointing finger "exactly! You never tell anypony who you kissed! But you are allowed to tell ponies that you did in fact, kiss somepony."

Actually I was talking out of my ass but it made sense to her more then it did to me!

"Ahm... still nervous... ah don't know ta go..."

"AB, sleep with me." Her pupils shrunk at the thought.

I yawned before continuing "It will calm you down. I promise."

Without another word I went back to bed, I laid the same way as before and started to fall asleep. After all, I need a break

When I get home I'll have to eat something really sweet to get my brain going again, so I can plan out how I'll capture Vinyl and contain her. Maybe Fluttershy has some more of those cookies?

Vinyl... a lot of fun is waiting for us. Today is the day I plan it all out and tomorrow is the day I will take you and make you my bitch! I'm not even sure what I'll do to you exactly, whatever comes to mind, really. Maybe I'll beat you up, make you bleed, burn you and maybe even stab you! That is if I find some kind of potion that makes wounds go away.

All in all, It will be fun.

A furry sensation barely made me open my eyes. It was Applebloom climbing onto the bed! She turned her back on me so we could spoon. I hugged her with my right arm and gotten closer to her. My nose reached the back of her neck, what luck!

I waited for the filly to fall asleep before burying my nose in her soft baby fur and started sniffing her amazing pony scent.