Hiding behind a smile

I asked Fluttershy for something really sweet to eat before I left her place at about 17:00 and nearly froze to death when I got home.When I got to Twilight's place the air was only cold but when I left Fluttershy's place the temperature dropped significantly!

I was now home, I turned on the lights and took a look at my place. The first room was the living room, it had a fireplace on the right and an old sofa facing it, between them was a red carpet floor. On the left side of the room was an old but heavy desk where I would usually put projects on it or errand things...

Since no walls were separating the kitchen and the living room, they were connected, well... there was this two meter long table that was connected to the wall and it was the only thing that marked where the two rooms end and start. On the other side of the table was a heavy steel door that led to the basement.

Next to the basement door were the stairs that led to the upper floor. The upper floor only had a bathroom, another empty room and my bedroom.

My place wasn't much but at least I had my own home. Besides I was still shaking from the cold so I quickly went into the kitchen and poured some milk into a small kettle, turned on the stove and put the kettle on the stove and then fired up the fireplace.

Minutes later I was wrapped in my blanket, sitting on the floor a few meters from the fireplace and had a plate of Fluttershy's cookies and a mug of warm milk on the red carpet floor in front of me. I was relaxed, warm. I looked outside of the window and saw the euphoric purple sky, it was getting late. I've wasted to much time... I have to start planning right now!

I reminded myself...

I am about to come up with a way to ponynap somepony and lock her up, torture her, violate her, day in and day out... I would just keep an innocent pony in my house and watch her suffer... just because I have nothing better to do.

Surely, everyone gets these thoughts at some point... but that doesn't mean they are REALLY going to do it... right?

Is this really what I want? I know I promised myself to go home and plan this whole idea out but... I never expected that I would have second thoughts about this...

No, this wasn't a fantasy or some intrusive thoughts... this was desire, a will, I craved for her misery! I am not just considering actually doing this, I AM DOING THIS!!

Otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here thinking about this! Why AM I thinking about this!? If I want this then I should start planning, not fight with myself!

I do NOT care what happens to Vinyl or anypony else! I don't have any feelings for anypony! All of my feelings, my intelligence, my character, my whole freaking identity is just hiding behind a smile.

I did this ever since I arrived here in Ponyville... I was hiding, in plain sight! Nopony would ever suspect that a guy like me would EVER be capable of even having these thoughts, let alone consider them!

I am capable of harming a pony, and I'm going to do it. And nopony will ever find out!!!

I will abandon all of my doubts and focus on planning this whole thing out.  The sooner I finish planning the sooner I can get to work! I don't even know what 'work' will be... and I'm not sure if time matters... anyways it's time to begin.

....

So let's see now...

Twilight, Fluttershy, Applejack, Pinkie pie, Rainbow Dash, Octavia and the bitch will all be at the train station tomorrow, most likely very early in the morning. I mean it's obvious they will leave for Canterlot early in the morning since Octavia is sleeping over at the slut's place tonight, she could have just stayed at her place and go to the train station tomorrow... unless they they are taking the very first train! Gotcha there.

Vinyl will be at her place since she is depressed and I don't believe she will have any company. If somepony knows about her depression they will probably come to see her, but I doubt Octavia would tell anypony, she barely managed to tell me and I am a really close friend. On the other hand... Pinkie Pie and Vinyl are good friends so there is a possibility that Octavia would at least tell Pinkie! This could be a problem...

God damn it!! Didn't I tell myself I mustn't target a pony that is tied with the mane six!? Vinyl and Pinkie are friends! How come this didn't occur to me earlier? Fuck it I don't want to give up Vinyl that easily! I must have her!!

Ok, so let's assume Octavia plans on telling Pinkie about Vinyl's depression, she wouldn't want anypony else to know about it so she would have to be alone with her to drop the news. How would Pinkie Pie react?

...She would want to go see Vinyl the moment she receives the news but Octavia would stop her by telling her something like 'it's still to early' or 'she is still asleep' but that could only stop Pinkie for a short time, right after Octavia and the white whore leave Ponyville, THAT'S when she will start sprinting to Vinyl's place, and I have no idea how fast she can move soooo.....

I mean, the thing is this is all just a possibility! This might happen, maybe it wont but I can't afford to ignore it! My mind needs to file it as 'it will happen!' It's the most likely possibility to occur.

In that case I should already be at Vinyl's home at the same time the mane six are getting up! This will give me enough time to confront and take Vinyl to my place without having to worry that somepony might see us. But when?

The first train leaves at 7:00 so I should be at Vinyl's door at 6:00 ...hhmmmm... that's too early but I don't have any other choice, it's the safest time to act. Plus, it doesn't matter what Vinyl might think since she is the target.

I can do whatever I want with her when I step inside her home, but what happens when it's time to take her away? I can't afford ANYONE to see us together, and I don't think it's possible to somehow convince her to go to my place that early in the morning, on top of all that, she is depressed!

She probably wont even want to leave the house! ...I'll have to hide her somehow. I have no fucking idea how I'll do that, I'll think of that later though.

Right, so I'm good in the act until I get home... half of Ponyville will be awake by then so there's a chance someone might visit me. I can't think of anyone except Applebloom showing up but she wont be a problem, she is way to easy to fool.

What if it's somepony else? What if they want me to go out? What if they want to come in?

Firstly, it depends on the pony... I can't tell them I'm busy because everypony knows I don't have anymore errands to run... and this increases the possibility on somepony visiting me! On top of that, if they want to come inside they could discover Vinyl!

And even THAT isn't all... what happens when I decide to leave the house? I can't stay inside my house for 5 days straight! It will look suspicious so I have no choice but to continue to run my errands to appear 'normal' but this will give Vinyl a daily chance to escape!

The easiest solution to prevent her from escaping would be to just throw her into the basement so nopony could hear her cries for help, but I can't just tie down her whole body because she wont be able to move at all! While that does a good job of containing her, I wont have any control over her body! What I want is for her body to be completely free and flexible so I can touch her sweet fur and position her and play with her body, so I can be in complete control... but at the same time insure she can't act on her own, like a puppet...

HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO THAT!!?

.......I need to think of something, anything! I don't want to tie her down, it's not what I want! I need to feel her whole furry body and I need to make sure she can't move on her own... hhmmm....

Well this idea is a bit extreme but, maybe there's a potion that can make people lose control over their body? SHIT! Even if something like that actually does exist there is no way I can get it now!

I told myself I can't ask anypony for anything because that would just make it easier for Twilight to tie all the pieces together and figure out what I'm capable of!

Besides there's that risk, the one that's been troubling me the most. Before I do anything to her I have to make sure she can't use her magic! I have to remember to take the potion with me when I leave the house, the one that makes a person completely ignore magic. Now I'm not sure if this potion works on ponies or if it's just meant for humans, I'm not even sure if it eliminates magic and that's the scary part!

But it's the only shot I know of that can get her to stop using magic!

I went through everything... all that's left now is to figure out how I'll contain her. The most obvious choice would be to lock her up in my basement but... oh. my. god.

THAT'S IT!!! I'M A FUCKING GENIUS!!! I know how I am going to keep Vinyl! This idea... it's beautiful...

Oh no, is this the 'work' I was thinking about earlier? Do I have time for something like that? It's most definitely worth a shot!

I snapped back into reality to see an empty plate and mug in front of me. I quickly got up and ran up stairs. I went into my bedroom, jumped on the bed and turned towards the coffee table that was on the other side of the bed. I reached for the coffee table and grabbed the clock to see the time... it's 21:28 right now.

"No fucking way" I whispered to myself while looking at the clock "There is no fucking way I can do this"

The construction I had in mind would take a single person all day to build it, and I have to leave for Vinyl's place at 5:30 that's in eight freaking hours! Plus there's sleep...

I then got hit by another idea, I dropped the clock and my pupils shrunk "unless" I grinned.

I slowly opened the heavy steel basement door, turned the lights on and went down the concrete stairs. I was grinning like a maniac as I carefully examined the whole concrete room. Since I'm done with errands there isn't much stuff laying around here, the basement is almost empty... there are only a few boxes with more then enough tools and material I need to build this thing!

I'll have to start immediately, there is no time for any sleep! It has to be ready for Vinyl by tomorrow! It will take A LOT of willpower to complete this is a single night!

Yes... I'll rebuild this room into something so beautiful! When Vinyl sees what I'm capable of constructing she will be traumatized for as long as her little heart allows her!

She will not be tied down, no... I will be able to position her body however I imagine, the room will be completely empty and it will be the room itself that wont allow her to move!

I started knocking over the boxes, everything inside the boxes fell on the floor. This way everything was in sight and easy to reach. There was no need to draw or read any plans, I had everything perfectly stored in my head.

I started building right away.

I can do this! The fact I'm building this thing proves how much I want her to suffer! I'll destroy her life and continue to live my own, nopony will ever find out about this. I will finally feel happy, just the thought is enough to make me smile! I will build this masterpiece... and the best part is...

I get to try it out tomorrow.