Salt, Anger, And Booze

Salt, Anger, And Booze
Part 2: Lock It Away

By: Major Frostwing

I sat on the couch of some weird fucking tree library messing with the bracer on my right arm. "Fucking hate this thing." I muttered trying to get it to sit right on my arm.

"Jon you are not supposed to mess with it. If you take it off the parasite will only continue to spread." Twilight said as I glared at her.

"I don't fucking care about that I don't like it plus." I held up my arm showing the bracer to her. "WHY THE FUCK IS IT PINK!?" I yelled in her face as I began pacing about the room. "I WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE WITH ANY OTHER COLOR! BUT FUUUUUUUCK NO IT HAD TO BE PINK!" I grabbed Twilight by her vest jacket. "MAKE IT A DIFFERENT COLOR BEFORE START BURNING THIS TOWN DOWN TO THE GROUND!" I continued to yell in her face before letting her go. "Make it dark purple. I actually enjoy that color." I said sitting down on the couch looking down at the bracer.

I let my mind drift as I looked up at my hand seeing my skin shift between it's standard white to a pitch black. I remember Celestia telling me some bullshit about a parasite and that infected my hand... If I don't wear the bracer it will infect the rest of me... Like I am gonna let some shit possess my body only I get to cause pain and destruction.

I came out of my own mind to see the bracer glowing before the color shifted becoming a darker purple. "There I changed the color are you happy now?" She asked with an exasperated expression. I looked at her before looking at the bracer.

"It's the wrong shade but whatever I can deal with it now." I got up from my seat walking to the front door shaking out my right hand the whole way.

"Jon The Princess said you weren't to leave yet I was to keep an eye on you in case something with the bracer goes wrong." I took hold of the door knob turning it openning the door with a smile.

"Don't care bored out of my mind." I said as I walked out the door sliding my hands into my pockets. "Because I don't give a shit. I don't give a fuck." I said in a sing song voice continuing my walk. Twilight rushed up to me trying to keep up with me as I continued to go with my little song chant.

"Can you please not cuss in public?" Twilight asked as I looked down at her out of the corner of my eye.

"I'll think about it... Thought about it. Go fuck yourself with a cactus." I said as I picked up my pace towards the park. "I can do whatever the fuck I want. Not like any of you pussies can do jack shit to stop me anyway so why even bother asking? My answer will always be a swift fuck off." I told her as I stopped in the middle of the park looking up at the sky above. "This looks like the perfect place." I said looking around seeing many people walking about just enjoying the day. Time to change that.

Twilight looked at me as I flashed her a wicked grin. She seemed to pale under my smile as I slowly drew in a breath. I began laughing it started nothing more than a chuckle but slowly became louder and louder. I just couldn't help it as I watched these "ponies" look at me with concern as my laughing became maniacal. I began cackling like an evil villain as a few of them backed away from me until I ceased my laughter. I raised my arms stretching them out before looking at the first "Pony" in my view waltzing right up to them.

"Hmmmm..." I hummed in thought before snapping my fingers nodding to myself. "WHAT A LITTLE BITCH!" I bellowed in his face as he fell back from the sudden volume increase. "I mean holy fuck you just look so pathetic I mean just look at you when was the last time you got any? A year 5 years? Come on you little bitch talk to me. SAY SOMETHING TALK BACK MAKE THIS FUN FOR ME!" I bellowed picking him up by his shirt lifting him in the air.

"JON!" Twilight yelled as I looked back at her still holding the man up in the air. "YOU CAN'T JUST TREAT PEOPLE LIKE GARBAGE!" She yelled getting in my face. I released my grip on the man before turning to face her head on.

"You mind speaking up? I can't hear you over the fun I am about to have." I said leaning down getting eye level with her. "Here is how this is going to go. You either let me have my fun or become the outlet for all my anger that is building up. What's it gonna be little filly?" I asked raising my right hand setting it on top of her head squeezing her head slowly. She slowly feel to one knee as I continued to squeeze on her head.

"..." Twilight whispered as I lowered back down to eye level with her.

"SPEAK UP!" I yelled as I tightened my grip on her head.

"I'M SORRY!" Twilight yelled as I suddenly released her head getting back to my full height. Twilight was gripping her head as I saw small streams of tears going down her cheeks.

"Don't interfere next time Little Filly. I will not be so kind next time." I muttered walking past her I contemplated kicking her over for good measure but I didn't have as much anger in my as I thought. I just scoffed spitting on the ground in front of her. "Pathetic." I walked away from her as I began to here her choke out her sobs. I felt a pain in my chest at the sounds but ignored them. Pity is a weakness I can't afford. I gripped my chest where my heart would be. Doesn't make it hurt any less...

I returned back to the Library opening the door with a kick before slamming it close. I let out a sigh looking down at my hand. I saw it shift once again as I gripped my hand tight. "What the fuck is wrong with me...?" I asked myself as I made my way up to my room. I opened the door but didn't bother to close the door all the way. I sat down on the bed looking out the window at the nice day. I felt my anger spike at seeing all the happy people walking about.

I let out another sigh as I turned away from the window looking at a particularly dark corner of my room. for some strange reason there was a chair in the darkness and that's when something really freaky happened.

A woman walked out of the shadows taking a seat across from me. She looked Like that bitch that I stomped into the ground when I first arrived. Dark emerald green dragon like eyes stared back at me as the person crossed their arms. "So I see you are the one I am to possess next. Shame I thought you would be stronger." The woman said as I cocked an eyebrow at her.

"I'm not even gonna point out how cliche you look buddy but seriously the black and purple is a nice touch." I said with a cocky smile. "Plus the constant billowing hair is kind cool but fuck you. Who are you anyway ya fuck?" I asked leaning on my knees as she mimicked my movements.

"I am just known as Nightmare. Or would you rather call me Parasite?" She asked with a toothy smile. Those razor teeth were kinda cool.

"I think I will stick with calling you Bitch." I said as she scowled at me.

"Watch your tone with me mortal." She said pointing a finger at me. "Even though you throw up that angry front I can feel the terror in your mind. You are afraid to make friends. You think you will hurt them." The woman said as I fixed my own scowl at her. "Tell me I'm wrong Jon. Sweep all of your problems under the rug and just walk away. That's what you always do right? Ignore the problem and it will go away just like your friends." The woman gave a chuckle as I stood from the bed only to see her raise her hands. "Now is not the time to fight me Jon. We will fight but not yet until then whenever ya need me use me I will take over when you let me take over." The woman stood from her seat getting in my face.

"Have a good day Jon and remember. You can't do a damn thing to stop me." The woman turned away going back into the shadows. I continued to stand there before sitting down on my bed resting my head in my hands.

"Fuck..." I muttered as I looked down at my hands seeing them shaking. I decided a nap was the best thing for me to do. After my nap I will get to work on my research... If I can even get the energy to do it.

I had woke from my nap and was now sitting at the desk in my room writing down what I could remember from my research. It wasn't much but it gave me a base to work with while I had nothing to do. Psychology was a fickle bitch after all and hard to pinpoint the cause of mental diseases including my own. Which reminds me... they have been silent since That bitch appeared. I looked about my room seeing no one there I felt a bit unnerved at least one of them was always around but not a single one was there... "Come on guys come out I know you are there." I said as nothing happened I stood from my desk scanning the room for any of them.

"Come on guys talk to me. I know you guys are still there let's have a chat." I said as nothing happened I was beginning to panic. "G-guys...?" I asked as i was only answered by silence and solitude. "D-don't... Please god no not them too... Don't take the last of my friends away... Don't leave me all alone." I leaned my back against the wall sliding down it as I felt something wet my cheeks. "I don't want to be alone." I covered my face with my arms as the silence began to overwhelm my senses. It was just so quiet.

I put my hands over my ears trying to think anything that could help me. I needed them in my head without them. I let out a shuddering breath as I began to hyperventilate. "I-I'm alone... All alone... GUYS!" I yelled standing up taking hold of the desk in the room flipping it over before tearing up the room. "GUYS WHERE ARE YOU!" I yelled again flipping the bed over to see if they were hiding. "DON'T HIDE FROM ME!" My erratic breathing became more panicked and short as I gripped my chest. My heart hurt so much. I coughed hard as I collapsed onto the ground gripping my heart tightly. Why does my heart hurt so fucking much?

I felt my breathing slow down as I blinked my eyes. "Why is everything getting so dark?" I asked myself as I saw the door burst open Twilight ran into the room she looked... worried? "Why would she be worried about me? After everything I had done. Why?" My body felt like it was going numb. "My heart seems to be calming down... good..." My vision turned completely black as I closed my eyes.