Knight Orin lives with his stepdad who abuses him physically. one day he goes to his new school in Ponyville and meets his new teacher Cheerilee who knows something is wrong. he comes to terms with the fact that he is most afraid of his feelings for wanting to be a filly and of his stepdad. Diamond Tiara steals his locking diary and reads it to everypony. not being able to take it anymore he tries to take his only life. this is a story of abuse attempted suicide and the hardships of being transgender on top of it all.