No matter how much I try, no matter how much I succeed, no matter how much I put my best efforts, I am always alone. No friends. No family. No love. Nothing. I'm treated like I'm nothing. That what I've always been. Lonely. Loneliness has been my only friend in... well, ever. Nopony cares about me, they all talk behind my back. I can never experience friendship.

I want to change all that. I don't want anymore of new terrible experiences. I have even moved to another new town to be rid of it all of the past. I wants friends. I want to feel like I have some family in my life. I want to love. Things that I will always dream for in my life, that's all I want.

But no matter what you tell me, I simply can't. I can't tell if the new ponies that I meet want to be my friend, or are master actors and puppeteers, treating me like another disposable puppet. HI can't ever trust another pony ever again. Can I? I don't know. Should I make any attempt? I don't even know if I have any hope left.

The only hope I have left is that I don't go insane... Please... Somepony... Let me experience friendship... Let me have a friend. Is that too much to ask for?

But whatever happens, he needs and will too learn many things. And I am forced to watch everything that goes on. And then somepony, at the end of it all, will have revenge.